Chi Nuan's breath was hot and hot. After the intense kiss, the two foreheads touched each other. Gu Ningzi touched her hot cheeks and asked gently, "Have you ever drunk?"
"No." Chi Nuan's heartbeat was not at the normal frequency at all, because of the alcohol, because of Gu Ningzi, she tried her best to sort out an idea from the chaos, and the first thing she did was to wipe her lips with the back of her hand.
Gu Ningzi took two steps back, opened the distance from Chi Nuan, and looked at her wordlessly.
Chi Nuan said calmly, "Today is the first day of the new year, you shouldn't come."
After a long silence, Gu Ningzi said slowly, word by word, "I didn't close my eyes all night. I caught the early flight to Yuncheng to find you. Don't you feel bad for me?"
Chi Nuan asked, "Then why did you come to me?... Because of the phone call yesterday?"
She walked to the living room with weak hands and feet, and sat down next to the armrest of the sofa. Gu Ningzi stood against the wall, her eyes glued to her, and she did not leave for a second.
"I miss you, I've always missed you, and occasionally I regret being separated from you." Chi Nuan's head was dizzy, she sighed, and put the back of her hand on her face to cool down, with a faint squeamishness: "You know, I said, I care about you."
Gu Ningzi said: "I care about me, but I can't talk about how much I like me. I'm a chicken rib that is a pity to abandon and tasteless to eat, isn't it? When I'm bored, I'm willing to play with me, but when I encounter pressure, I immediately I just want to give up, isn't it?"
Chi Nuan smiled dryly, showing a kind of embarrassment and discomfort at the right time: "... I'm sorry, Gu Ningzi. Thank you for liking me so much... It's right to be alienated from me these past few months, I— "
Gu Ningzi laughed.
Chi Nuan looked up at her, unable to speak.
This laughter was too bitter, Gu Ningzi laughed again and again, her eyes were already red when she said that she was a chicken rib. She walked quickly, Chi Nuan watching her getting closer and closer.
"How long are you going to lie to me like this? How long are you going to endure it alone?" Gu Ningzi lowered her voice: "Why are you so cruel to yourself?"
Chi Nuan couldn't make a single sound, so she leaned back on the sofa unconsciously, and clenched her palms nervously.
"My sister changed the driver. Someone told me that she replaced the original person as soon as she came back from Yuncheng in early September last year." Gu Ningzi stared at Chi Nuan's reaction, "I have been looking for that person these days. It turns out that my sister went to see Teacher He without telling me, and even invited you to dinner alone."
The alcohol receded cleanly, and Chi Nuan's face turned pale.
Gu Ningzi: "Did I guess wrong? This is the reason? I told you not to leave me for family reasons, you immediately made up such a statement to make me give up?"
Every word hit Chi Nuan's heart, and Gu Ningzi knew it! She knows it all!
Gu Ningzi: "Why did you give up on me without even trying?"
Chi Nuan shook her head in pain and raised her hand to cover her eyes.
Gu Ningzi suppressed her tears: "Answer me again, Chi Nuan, do you regret breaking up with me?"
She deceived herself and said that she had no regrets, but she was always reminiscing about the past, those moments of heartache and tears, and the late nights of tossing and turning... Only she herself knew.
Gu Ningzi: "Do you miss me?"
She choked slightly: "Would you like to stay with me?"
Chi Nuan cried so much that she couldn't speak, but after holding on until now, her willpower finally collapsed, and she hugged Gu Ningzi tightly.
She hugged her, and at this second, in her little cold world, she embraced her instinctively, the person in front of her was an unforgettable warmth...
…
"Does it matter if you run out? Will the family get angry?"
At nearly nine o'clock in the evening, Chi Nuan was still unsteady. Seeing Gu Ningzi pull out her pajamas and prepare to take a bath, she asked her nervously while leaning on the door frame.
Gu Ningzi saw Chi Nuan's red eyes, and leaned over to kiss her tenderly: "Don't be afraid, I'll see Grandpa first."
After washing up, the two of them lay on the bed, and they lost and found it again.
"I saw Tang Siru. In the car, you are all wearing black, what happened?" Chi Nuan asked Gu Ningzi.
Gu Ningzi: "That day was my mother's death day."
Chi Nuan: "...I'm sorry."
Gu Ningzi clasped Chi Nuan's fingers, and the night light lowered her eyelashes: "She committed suicide."
Chi Nuan took a breath and listened to her quietly.
"My parents, they hated each other since a long time ago, and they lived apart. My mom was obsessed with her school professor, but that person never showed up after their affair was stabbed in front of my dad. Pass."
"Later I was born. My mother waited for more than ten years, and when that person disappeared long ago, she couldn't support even a day. The Gu family negotiated with the Cheng family several times. Last winter, her ashes were only collected. We will officially move back to Yuncheng.... You know the rest, I went to No. 1 Middle School and met you."
In Gu Ningzi's expression, she completely omitted her own subjective feelings, but Chi Nuan always remembered what Gu Miaoyan said. After her mother died, Gu Ningzi's mental state was so bad that she had to rely on drugs to maintain it.
Chi Nuan's eyes became wet again, and she kept kissing Gu Ningzi's eyebrows: "I can't forgive myself... I'm sorry, Gu Ningzi, I rejected you when you needed me."
Gu Ningzi said: "You, obviously such a smart person..."
What they did was stupid.
Chi Nuan asked with a weeping voice, "Are we going to separate?"
"Yes," Gu Ningzi said, "when you are really tired of me."
Chi Nuan nodded: "That's good."
Later, they talked a lot, until the tiredness hit, Chi Nuan got into Gu Ningzi's arms, and while sleepy, Gu Ningzi said in her ear, "Happy birthday."
"... Is it zero o'clock?" Chi Nuan's eyelids trembled, and she struggled to open her eyes.
"It's been a long time since 0:00, sleep." Gu Ningzi hugged tightly and kissed her tightly on the top of Chi Nuan's hair.
The next day, Chi Nuan slept until she woke up naturally, Gu Ningzi was not around, and there was a sound from the kitchen.
Chi Nuan walked over and moved the door across the glass. She saw Gu Ningzi standing in front of the stove. The water in the pot was rolling over and over, Gu Ningzi took time to look at the phone, staring at the screen while chanting words, took the noodles and put them in the pot.
Chi Nuan wanted to laugh, but her heart hurt again.
On this birthday, Gu Ningzi cooked her a bowl of longevity noodles that did not taste very good, Chi Nuan even drank the soup.
After that, Gu Ningzi remembered Tang Siru's seven missed calls lying on the phone. The time started from last evening, intermittently until late at night.
When Tang Siru was so persevering, Gu Ningzi moved to the sofa to sit down and called back. Chi Nuan walked past the sofa, and Gu Ningzi pulled her to her side and said, "We'll have something to do later?"
Tang Siru was already connected, and Gu Ningzi motioned Chi Nuan to wait a moment with her eyes.
Tang Siru was probably asking about Gu Ningzi's whereabouts. Chi Nuan heard Gu Ningzi say, "I'm not at home."
"… "
"No, let's play."
"… "
"Let's talk about it tomorrow and the day after."
At the end of the call, Gu Ningzi threw away the phone and looked up at Chi Nuan: "Is there a place you want to go? Today?"
Chi Nuan guessed that Gu Ningzi was going home tomorrow or the day after, she said, "It's good to be with you."
Gu Ningzi smiled, the smile came from the heart and went straight to the bottom of his eyes.
Just because of this sentence, Gu Ningzi showed great satisfaction, Chi Nuan was both sad and sad, and couldn't help lowering her head and kissing her lightly.
"I like you." She was no longer stingy, and murmured, "I like it very much."
Gu Ningzi's back gradually pressed against the back of the sofa, Chi Nuan leaned on top of her, hugged her neck, and the more she kissed, the more engaged she became.
After the kiss, Gu Ningzi held Chi Nuan's waist, and pressed pause with an unpleasant breath: "Go out to play, ... or you won't be able to get out."
She always felt that Gu Ningzi had something to say, Chi Nuan's face was familiar, she touched her earlobe embarrassingly, and asked her, "Where are you going to play?"
Gu Ningzi raised her eyebrows: "Have a drink?"
Chi Nuan: "..." Is this teasing her and she was so drunk yesterday that she drank wine
However, the three words "drink a cup" really gave Gu Ningzi some inspiration. She asked Chi Nuan, "Are you going to shoot arrows?"
Chi Nuan thought of Gu Ningzi's photo, if she could watch the scene... She nodded hurriedly: "Okay!"
The two went downstairs and met the grandma on the ground floor. She stood by the door, leaning on crutches and greeted Chi Nuan, "Go out."
Chi Nuan: "Yes, grandma, happy new year."
Grandma's teeth were about to fall out, so she smiled and said, "You are fine, you are all fine."
Chi Nuan and Gu Ningzi looked at each other and smiled.
Holding hands, he slowly walked to the stop sign, and got on the bus that Chi Nuan usually used to go to school. The speed of the bus is neither fast nor slow. Most of the people who take the bus are people who take their children to visit relatives in the main city. The children who were originally unfamiliar met and quickly became familiar with each other. , what novelty toy did I buy...
Gu Ningzi smiled and asked Chi Nuan, "Do I have any money for the New Year?"
Chi Nuan asked her, "Then do I have any toys to collect?"
"Ah", Gu Ningzi frowned, "With me, what toys do you want?"
Chi Nuan: "…"
Gu Ningzi looked at her speechless expression, she was so cute, she held her cheek with a smile and shook it.
The two made trouble all the way, and when they arrived in the main urban area of Yuncheng, Gu Ningzi took Chi Nuan home to pick up the car and drove to Seven.
Although this place has not given Chi Nuan a good experience, but this time with Gu Ningzi, her feeling is completely different.
The elevator goes straight all the way to the 8th floor, which is different from the flamboyant fascination revealed by the appearance of SEVEN. The style of the whole 8th floor is very simple, and there are no fancy and complicated decorations.
In the archery hall, Gu Ningzi put on protective gear for Chi Nuan, taught her to stand and shoot arrows, Chi Nuan buckled the string, Gu Ningzi stood behind her, held her arm and guided her to draw a bow, facing her. Ear: "There is no turning back when the bow is opened. From now on, you can only be with me."
Chi Nuan looked back at her.
Gu Ningzi: "Look at the star, and you will be rewarded for hitting the target."
Chi Nuan narrowed his eyes to aim, and after more than ten seconds, the arrow came out of the string.
"..." Gu Ningzi smiled lowly, "The reward is very good, don't you want it?"
Chi Nuan: "…"
Chi Nuan tried a few more times and shook his head with a bitter face: "I don't want it anymore, my arm hurts... I'll just look at you."
Gu Ningzi rubbed her hair, Chi Nuan obediently went to sit down. A waiter brought snacks and fruits, Chi Nuan ate a small cake, and looked up to see Gu Ningzi's focused profile.
She held up her phone, which was set to video mode.
The arrow flew out, hit the bullseye, and when the arrow ended, Gu Ningzi turned her head habitually, looking for Chi Nuan's position.
"Are you filming me?" Her black hair was loosely tied behind her head, her red lips were lightly parted, and she asked Chi Nuan to the camera.
Chi Nuan smiled: "I'm filming my serious girlfriend, are you?"
Gu Ningzi smiled and indulged in the spring breeze: "I am."