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Sorry, it took a few days to send 0 0/It’s because Aozora was lazy (I’m really happy when I don’t need code words (*^▽^*))
In December, I wrote a self-summary late at night (in emo), but now I find it inappropriate when I read it, it’s very low-pressure (ε=(´ο｀*))).
First of all, let me talk about some regrets and shortcomings in this book. First of all, the plot structure, just like what I said before, because I was very young at the time, thinking about everything, including science fiction, western fantasy, ancient style, fairy tales, epics, and group portraits. There are too many elements written in the class, and as for the depth of each direction later, it is not enough, the next book must be more restrained.
In addition, some poisonous points have been stepped on a lot, such as the protagonist's amnesia, re-leveling and so on.
The writing in the middle and late stages is a bit exhausting, like a mobile phone with less than 30% power, and there is not much energy to prepare some big plots, thrilling, and ups and downs. After typing 4,000 words a day, it seems to be drained.
Heck, but it's better now.
Although I used to ask for leave before, but the update pressure was like a ferocious black dog guarding the door. Even if I was playing games, it was difficult to fully immerse myself in it. I always pressed this matter in my heart, and now I finally let it go =. =/~~~~
Very happy, very happy, even watching extremely realistic and depressing stories, and will not be depressed (a particularly powerful illusion)
In the past two years of writing the book, I have virtually reduced the time and energy of reading other novels, which has caused some panic. For example, I don’t know whether what I am writing now is still liked by everyone, and how is it compared with today’s mainstream? Is it procrastinating, is it not exciting enough, is it a bit corny, etc.
Some of the words and phrases used to describe them gradually began to repeat. The word deaf-mute is related to deaf-mute. When you can’t hear the sound, it’s a matter of time before you become dumb, because you can’t get feedback and correction, so His voice gradually became distorted, and finally he was unable to speak.
Therefore, during this period of time, Qingkong will read the books of other authors, especially the works of the current big fire and wind direction, to understand the current environment. I have always found it very interesting before, but I have no energy to experience the game. Play.
The style of the next book will probably be more relaxed and not too deep. In fact, I am tired of writing in the deep water area at the back. Sometimes I feel not very good, and there is always a sense of preaching. (This is not a good habit, everyone should not learn 0 0/)
Everyone's values and outlook on life are derived from their own experience. Forcibly preaching and using their own experience to set it will most likely only offend others.
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I have said a lot in my thoughts, but looking back now, in the summer of 2020, I sat in the rented house and wrote the beginning of this story. It really felt dreamy and unreal.
At that time, I had just paid off my debts (because I was sick before), and I only had more than 18,000 yuan in my savings. The epidemic had just come to an end. I told my supervisor that I would resign, and he asked me if I had gone to find a job elsewhere, because I told him before Some things I don’t like very much, because the promised year-end bonus is gone, the salary has been withheld during the epidemic, and there are some problems with social security and the like.
I replied no, I just wanted to take the public examination, and said that I would write novels for fear of being laughed at233
Later, the supervisor and the proprietress mentioned it, and the personnel personnel quickly settled the salary, including the part that was not paid before. In fact, the people in the company are pretty good, except for the occasional stinginess (laughs)
The reason why I didn't keep working is because I know that the prospect of this job is actually quite limited. It is not a high-tech industry with profound accumulation. city to buy a house. (bitter)
I can't see the future, and the pressure of the times is gradually approaching. I always feel that it will be regrettable and uncomfortable if I let this development continue and live a mediocre and busy life.
The serious illness in 2018 was a huge impact and change on my outlook on life. At first, the doctor thought it was a certain type of leukemia, but fortunately it was not, but it was also a blood disease that was difficult to cure. (It's basically getting better now, don't worry everyone)
Because my mother died of a blood disease, the family members were very worried, and lying on the hospital bed at that time, people would unconsciously start thinking about many things, such as the imminent death, how to spend the only time in the future, etc. .
The strange thing is that I was very calm at that time, and I didn't feel very depressed or anything like that, only a faint sadness, because the life span is not as good as ordinary people, it may be more rare.
After going back and forth several times, the cause was finally found out in Tongji. It was a relatively rare hemolytic anemia. The doctor suggested conservative treatment, that is, taking medicine every day and regular blood transfusion.
Then I stayed at home for half a year, and then came out to work. It is definitely not good to stay at home, not only relatives, but also my family members are afraid that I will stay at home all the time, becoming weird and out of touch with society, so even if the salary is lower. It doesn't matter.
Later, just like a normal person, I went to interview for a job. This company is very good because the relationship between people is very weak. Everyone never builds a team, and no one talks about their family affairs at work. Forced overtime and the like. (Voluntary overtime is available, because occasionally there will be a busy period, the company will pay overtime)
Because of the reasons mentioned before, after I left my job, I started the long-awaited writing. The preparation at that time was that if I couldn’t sign a contract within three months, or if there was some improvement, I would continue to look for a job. (Just change your job and find a reason to raise your salary, laugh)
It's really not easy to sign a contract. I tried internal casting, but it failed.
Later, the book was published directly, so that all editors could see it, but it still didn’t go well. Generally speaking, an editor will send a notice on the site with about 20,000 words, telling you whether you will sign the contract.
Because the time for editing is also limited, they don't read too much, so the first 10,000 to 20,000 words are life and death. Other people I know in the group also said that it is better to stop the loss in time.
Then maybe I was holding a breath or obsession in my heart, and I didn't want to just give up, so I continued to write, and applied for a contract when I wrote 100,000 words.
Usually, at this time, the normal signed books have received 1-2 rounds of recommendations, but they still failed to sign, and were told that they did not meet the standards.
I was sad for several days, and I wanted to give up at that meeting, but some readers still voted for me on time, so I slowly resumed updating and continued to write until it reached 150,000 words.
I applied for a contract again, stayed up late and waited until dawn to receive a reply, but still failed, then I was sad and ate some oatmeal before going to bed, and then I woke up at noon to find another notification came, and this was the end of the day.
Here I would like to thank the editor-in-chief of the second group, Bei He. He said that he thought it was okay after reading it, so he asked the editor in the group to sign me, and then I also transferred to the editorial group.
150,000 words are signed, which can be said to be very 'old' in the same period.
I asked the editor if there was any recommendation. He said that he hadn't had a PK in the same period, and there will be none later, so he applied to put it on the shelves.
I remember that it was 2100+ collections at that time, the first subscription was 180+, and the subscription ratio was 11:1.
Although I was very anxious, I continued to write with anticipation. The starting point of the meeting was just reformed. The new book has a protection period for the first three months, which means full attendance is 1500. After three months, if the order is not 500, then there will be no full attendance. .
Fortunately, it gradually got better later, so I kept writing until the Spring Festival at the end of the year, that is, the Spring Festival of 2021. Because the follow-up was good during the period, the editor felt that there was some potential, so I tried to give me a recommendation, and I added a lot of favorites. At this time The average subscription has slowly come to 1600, which is finally the level where I can support myself.
Then came 2021, when the wind was galloping. In the middle of the year, the background of the twilight era in the book was gradually revealed, and it also slowly entered the climax at the end of the third volume. Gained the support of the three silver lords.
Thank you again for Moshangyouren’s support from the Silver League. At that time, I said that I would add another month to repay, but it’s a pity that Kawen couldn’t finish it later, so I’m very sorry.
Then there is the support of Ye Ling owo, jing, and the two silver leaders. Ye Ling first read the book on Q Reading and then contacted me. He is the earliest leader of this book and the prototype of Ye Ling in the book. It is very cute. Little Dragon Lady. Jing seldom talks in the group, and I don't know much about it, but she probably likes Lagertes' story very much, which is also the reason why I wanted to write a happy ending later.
Some of the other dozen leaders have never joined the group, some don’t talk much, and a few are very active. Thank you for your support, which makes me full of fighting spirit. Among them, the one who is the most special and whom I want to thank the most is Ba Yunzi, the earliest supporter of this book.
Because the signing failed, I almost couldn't write anymore, but every night at 12:00 sharp, I could receive recommendation tickets from her and several book friends. Later, on the night when the signing was successful, it was also the first time I received sos from Bayunzi and Miaorong. Celebrate the rewards of the two book friends of Di.
Lying on the bed, looking at the two names on the white screen, and the long list of starting point coins rewards behind, I always remember this scene, I was very excited at that time, the book I wrote was recognized, and there was A tipping of tens of dollars is unimaginable, because there are not many genuine ones, not to mention 0 0 / can eat a lot of instant noodles for a reward of tens of dollars.
Thank you for getting me through the toughest times.
Finally, let me talk about some things about the protagonist, Little Lorraine.
Indeed, there was such an aborted previous work, which also failed to sign the contract. It was on the side of Hedgehog Mao, with only 80,000 words, but Lorraine Hill was the original author of this book. It has nothing to do with the aborted previous work, but the background setting quotes a lot .
I like the wind and freedom. This is due to my personal preference. Little Lorraine entrusts the author with many beautiful imaginations. Sometimes I wonder if it is too perfect and lacks changes and plot ups and downs, but it doesn't seem to be the case. All stories have to follow the traditional routine, and novels are the product of pursuing fantasy, so let's make her more perfect and dreamy.
In fact, people's thoughts and ideas are not absolutely pure, and sometimes they even conflict with each other. The thoughts of some villains in the book are also the voice of the heart. Don't imagine that Qingkong is the kind of absolutely gentle person (laughs)
Kitty was a little accident. In fact, I didn’t expect that Kitty would be so popular, but when I wrote the innocent and innocent Kitty, I really felt a kind of relaxation. Kitty relied on Lorraine very much. She is actually very smart and powerful. This kind of bond of attachment is hazy and warm, which makes people yearn for it.
Vimiya and Sifnerin were actually two characters at the beginning, but later there were not so many chapters dedicated to Sifnerin, so the two were slowly merged. In fact, Vimiya's personality is introverted and quiet, while Sifner is more generous and charming.
Brunnard, who has never appeared in the book, is not forgotten or there are not enough chapters, but I never thought of her appearing in the beginning, just explaining her appearance and personality, black-haired black boy, with a cold personality , if there is a sequel to this book in the future, there is a high probability that she will appear.
Finally, regarding the ending, someone asked me in the group what the black crown was, and how Lorraine Hill finally returned to the present world.
I wrote this paragraph very hazyly, and it is also to leave some room for thoughts or fantasies.
The girl with black hair and black eyes is not Lorraine, but her birth was greatly influenced by Lorraine. It can be said that she is the mirror image of Lorraine, because in another dimension, there is no so-called life, and Lorraine is the first The life that reaches the other shore is like lighting a fire in a piece of dark graphite, causing the world to start burning and changing, and its soul (memory) fragments also become the template for the birth of consciousness.
She has a memory idea similar to that of Lorraine Hill, but her personality is different. In terms of self-cognition, she regards Lorraine Hill as her twin sister, and she was the one who resurrected Lorraine Hill and sent her back to the present world.
If you take it into the game, it is different types of Lorraine Hill, such as "Silver-haired Girl in the Forest - Lorraine Hill", "Miss Carites - Lacey", "President of the Black Water Lily - Loren Hill" Lan''The Nun Under the Stained Window - Rothier', The Great Witch of Miracles and Stars - Lorraine Hill', The Last Angel - Lorraine Hill', The Disillusioned Butterfly of the Feather School - Jia Lan', Grace The canary maiden-Lolan', the phoenix of Jialan-Lolan', the singer of the flame-Ailani' and so on.
This black-eyed girl under the pitch-black crown is a life of another dimension, and also the will of this world. Because of her existence, the sea of Ajaka is no longer violently turbulent.
She will not leave this world, and she will always sit under the dark crown, overlooking the world through the sea of Ajaka, and is a "god" of another dimension.
Well, let's stop here, maybe in the distant future, there will be new legends born, but that is another completely different new story.
Thank you for your support along the way. The specific style and theme of the new book are still being conceived, and we will meet you in March or April.
Finally, the thank you list Thanks♪(･ω･)ﾉ
Reader 1436508778528444416 (leader), thank you very much!
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Finally, thank you again, thank you for your support along the way~~
Qingkong will continue to walk on the road of writing, and strive to bring you a wonderful and moving world.
So, see you next book 0 0/