Ji Yaoguang looked at a faint light leaking from the crack of the door, hesitated for a moment, then quickly pushed the door in, for fear that Chang Yu would suddenly regret it. The TV was on, playing recent entertainment news, Chang Yu lazily leaned on the sofa, with indescribable exhaustion in his eyes. The complexion without makeup looked a bit haggard, as if he hadn't slept well for several nights in a row, his expression was still indifferent, even when he heard the movement, he didn't raise his eyes, and gave Ji Yaoguang a glimmer of light. Looking at Chang Yu's appearance, Ji Yaoguang suddenly felt distressed. She quickly walked forward, squatted at Chang Yu's feet, and looked up at her slightly.
"Ji Yaoguang, I'm very tired." Chang Yu turned off the TV and ended the noisy voice. She pursed her lips and said suddenly.
With a sore heart, mixed with a little grievance, Ji Yaoguang almost shed tears, she blinked vigorously, as if she had become extremely fragile during this period, and her emotions were affected by Chang Yu's every move. Chang Yu said before that it was tiring to live with and take care of himself, and then asked for a divorce. So what now? What kind of words would she have after she said that she was very tired? Ji Yaoguang didn't speak, and she didn't know how to speak, so she could only quietly wait for Chang Yu's next words.
There was a moment of silence in the room, which was finally broken by a moderate sigh. Chang Yu stretched out Ji Yaoguang's chin, stared at her shining eyes, and felt that his heart was being cut bit by bit by a blunt knife. She still didn't speak, her fingertips slowly brushed over Ji Yaoguang's lips and cheeks like light feathers, and finally covered Ji Yaoguang's eyes with one hand. She forced her mind to calm down, and only when she didn't look into Ji Yaoguang's eyes could she speak in a cold and distant tone. "What are you doing here?"
Itching in the heart, as if stirred by a gentle wind, Ji Yaoguang's eyes were dim, and Chang Yu's vague expression could only be seen from between his fingers. The rhythm of her heart beat suddenly accelerated, she blinked, and her long eyelashes swept over Chang Yu's palm like a brush. "I miss you." Saying these three words seemed to exhaust all the strength in his body, and his numb body shook after squatting for a long time. She was waiting for Chang Yu's response.
After a while, there was a light laugh.
Ji Yaoguang couldn't see Chang Yu's expression.
Do not believe it? No, Chang Yu has always believed in what Ji Yaoguang said. How many times after the Cold War did he rely on sweet words to change his mind? In fact, sometimes it wasn't Ji Yaoguang's fault at all, she just kept accommodating and apologizing. Chang Yu is angry with Ji Yaoguang, and she also hates herself. She moved away the hand that blocked Ji Yaoguang's eyes, and instead went all the way down, took out a box of ointment from her pocket, and knew what Ji Yaoguang was thinking when she saw a wrinkled face when she opened the door. "Get up and sit beside me." Chang Yu lowered his eyelashes and said lightly.
"Oh, good." Ji Yaoguang replied after being stunned for a while. It's just that her numb legs were out of control, and she couldn't stabilize her figure and could only grab the nearest person for strength. Chang Yu also saw her situation and dilemma, so of course she would not push people away at this time. She pulled Ji Yaoguang up with a little force in her hands, but the man's footsteps were not steady, and after being pulled like this, he fell firmly into her arms.
Since the divorce, she has not been in such close contact with Chang Yu. It has only been more than ten days, but for Ji Yaoguang, what is hidden in her memory is three years, which is missed and regretted day and night. Three years of lingering. She fell on Chang Yu's shoulder and did not move for a long time.
Chang Yu frowned. She was about to push away Ji Yaoguang, who was making progress, when she suddenly felt a wetness on her shoulders. Her body froze slightly, and a complex emotion appeared in her eyes. Unconsciously, his hands touched Ji Yaoguang's back, and he was slightly relieved until the small choking sound gradually dissipated. Hearing Ji Yaoguang's cry on the phone was already a heart-wrenching thing for her. When this person stood in front of her, how could Chang Yu remain indifferent and say those words that hurt her? Words that hurt oneself.
Ji Yaoguang cried for a while and left from Chang Yu's shoulders. She rubbed her red eyes and forced a forced smile. She bared her teeth on purpose, pointed to her cheek and said, "It hurts too much. I couldn't hold back for a while."
Chang Yu: "..." Glancing at Ji Yaoguang lightly, Chang Yu didn't pierce her small thoughts. After Ji Yaoguang sat down, she drew out a small ball of ointment and gently rubbed it on Ji Yaoguang's swollen cheeks. open. She thought of what Li Ou said during the day, and she was a little lost in thought, and she didn't control the strength of her fingertips much. She didn't come back to her senses until she heard Ji Yaoguang's slight throbbing sound, and said lightly: "Sorry." Her simple The two words of alienation made Ji Yaoguang's eyes turn red again. Chang Yu glanced at her and sighed helplessly. She pretended to ask casually, "Are you familiar with Cheng Henian?"
Ji Yaoguang was a little surprised when Chang Yu asked this question, but she responded honestly: "I'm not familiar, I just heard from Yu Ting before." Although there were conversations on the set, how could they be considered acquaintances if they didn't leave any contact information? Seeing a trace of disappointment in Chang Yu's eyes, she frowned and said, "Do you have anything to do with her? I can ask Yu Ting for you. She should have Cheng Henian's contact information."
"No—" Before the three words were finished, a thought flashed through Chang Yu's mind, and Chang Yu changed his words, "That's fine, just get in touch when you have time."
It would be a lie to say that I was not curious, what Cheng Henian said on the set was still in my mind, and Chang Yu turned around and came to ask him about her. Ji Yaoguang's unhappiness was clearly written on her face, but she secretly glanced at Chang Yu's expression, and she didn't dare to ask any more questions. The two were relatively speechless again, until Chang Yu withdrew his hand and put the ointment back into Ji Yaoguang's pocket. A plain "alright" is like chasing someone away.
Ji Yaoguang didn't want to leave Chang Yu's room at all, her eyes looked left and right, and finally settled on Chang Yu's expressionless face. Several times I wanted to speak, but I was frightened away by the indifference from the inside out. Later, Chang Yu even closed his eyes to make it clear that he did not want to continue communicating. Ji Yaoguang sighed secretly in her heart, left the house in despair, and intimately helped Chang Yu close the door. But in the next moment, she began to regret it again. She touched her pocket and suddenly remembered that she hadn't brought out her room card. Feeling uncomfortable and happy at the same time, she hesitated for a while, and knocked on Chang Yu's room door with a conflicted mood.
Sleepiness and exhaustion came in wave after wave like a surging tide, and the body and mind reached an extremely relaxed state, and Chang Yu almost fell into that sweet dream. She was startled by the knock on the door, frowned and thought for a moment, then got up to open the door. Sure enough, it was Ji Yaoguang's flushed face that came into view. Her eyes flickered a little, she pointed to the opposite door and said with some embarrassment: "I forgot to take the room card, I can't get in."
Did you do it on purpose? Chang Yu raised his eyebrows and seemed to be saying such a sentence. There are many ways to open the door and enter the room, and there is no need to come to her for help. Chang Yu's eyes lingered on Ji Yaoguang's trembling eyelashes for a moment, and finally let her into his room without saying anything. And Ji Yaoguang who got permission is like a fish that successfully swims into the sea, free and carefree. "I'm going to take a shower." She dropped the words and got into the bathroom in a hurry.
Chang Yu: "..." The frosted glass of the bathroom in the hotel made the graceful figure almost appear, and the sound of rushing water came to his ears. Chang Yu glanced at that side and then looked away. She returned to the sofa and copied the script with red circles, but her eyes stayed on it for a moment, and her thoughts soon began to wander. The hour hand was ticking, and the neon lights lit up all around were bright and dark. It seemed like only ten minutes had passed, and it seemed like an hour or two had passed. Chang Yu suddenly got up and stared angrily in the direction of the bathroom.
At this time, Ji Yaoguang also fell into an embarrassing situation. She didn't want to touch the bathrobe in the hotel, and she didn't bring any underwear, so she couldn't go out naked. The scalding water made his skin red and almost wrinkled. Biting her lower lip and struggling for a moment, she was about to ask Chang Yu for help, but she forgot about the existence of the glass door, and bumped it headfirst, making a crisp sound. Bad luck, how much pain did you endure just this day? Tears flickered in Ji Yaoguang's eyes in pain, and she had almost no time to pay attention to the messy and hurried footsteps coming from outside.
"Ji Yaoguang?"
The grievances in his heart found an outlet in the three words of concern, and the pain on his forehead gave Ji Yaoguang another reason to cry. The knocking on the door was very rhythmic, crying for a while with the sound of water, Ji Yaoguang sniffed, and said with a bit of sobs: "I'm fine, Chang Yu, I didn't bring a change of underwear."
Chang Yu leaned against the door, maintaining the posture of knocking. She could hear Ji Yaoguang's strange voice. After hiding in the bathroom for so long, could it be that she couldn't cry alone again? Suppressing the slight pain in his heart, a sigh was barely audible. The sound of water in the bathroom had stopped, and Chang Yu turned back after listening to no other movement for a while. She and Ji Yaoguang are similar in figure, and they bought many clothes together. After rummaging through the suitcase for a while, Chang Yu didn't know what he was thinking. She didn't come back to herself until Ji Yaoguang came out of the bathroom in that relatively naked silk nightdress. Pursing her lips in annoyance, she withdrew her gaze from Ji Yaoguang, pretended to be nonchalant, and picked up the script that was thrown aside.
This December day, even if the air conditioner is fully turned on in the house, it still can't resist the coolness. Ji Yaoguang almost thought that Chang Yu was torturing herself on purpose. She called Chang Yu's name in a low voice, but she didn't get any response. His eyes lingered between Chang Yu and the bed, and finally walked resolutely to the warm bed.