It's not an illusion, it's real! That was the bloody truth she had to face after making a wrong choice. All the words were stuck in her throat and she didn't know how to say it. Ji Yaoguang raised her eyes and saw her image fell into Chang Yu's eyes. It was no longer as cold as before, but as gentle as a pool of hot spring water. In her eyes, is she the whole world? Or does it represent everything at this moment? Ji Yaoguang was a little dazed, she stretched out her hand and gently covered Chang Yu's eyes, feeling the eyelashes sweeping across her palm like a small brush.
"Could it be that, in your heart, I am the kind of person who is easy to empathize with others?" Chang Yu gently held Ji Yaoguang's wrist, and did not stop her movement. A sigh overflowed from the corner of her lips, from body to heart, how can she feel sorry for this person in front of her? Love is also because of her, hate is also because of her, the love of this life is probably tied to this person. It was the inexplicable doubts and quarrels that devastated her heart little by little. Will everything happen again now? Tiredness and heartache gathered at the apex of her heart, and she was a little afraid that she still couldn't cross that hurdle.
"No." Ji Yaoguang quickly denied, "I just think that I used to be too bad. But now I won't randomly suspect you to wait for an opportunity to make noise because of a dream. You said, what is the best thing to talk about. "
"Yes." Chang Yu smiled lightly, and her other senses became more sensitive in the dark. Ji Yaoguang's closeness made her heart feel a little numb, as if she had been gently swept by a feather. "What are you thinking about now? What are you trying to tell me? Are you going to start a fight because of that strange woman?"
Empathy can understand Chang Yu's mood, some pain is destined to be swallowed by himself, leaning forward, almost pressing on Chang Yu's body. Ji Yaoguang moved her hand away, met Chang Yu's calm eyes, curled her lips and said: "I don't like her, she must have a story with the proprietress at the opposite door, I think she must have messed up, so that the opposite party has no Business. All in all, she is not a good person, and you are not allowed to get close to her." Ji Yaoguang's tone seemed coquettish, and the last few words still showed a bit of arbitrariness and arrogance.
"I don't like her either, I won't get close to her." Chang Yu's heart softened, she smiled and said, "But she is Yu Sheng's friend anyway, so don't take the story between her and the proprietress at the opposite door arbitrarily. You guessed it, and don’t make any assumptions about what a person is, your impression is subjective and always one-sided.”
"Got it." Ji Yaoguang's ending sound dragged on.
Chang Yu nodded, and said again: "I now feel that there is one thing that needs to be done."
Ji Yaoguang was stunned and asked, "What?"
Chang Yu replied calmly: "Go home." Less than half a month before the Spring Festival, the matter at hand has come to an end for the time being, it is better to let go of everything at this time and walk the road that has been almost forgotten . Maybe I should go to Z University, hoping to get rid of the uneasiness hidden in Ji Yaoguang's heart from the past memories.
After all, she had no worries when she was young. Her studies and work were carried out in an orderly manner according to the plan, if she hadn't met Ji Yaoguang. Immersed in art, she also has a longing for literature. Z University's Liberal Arts Academy and Art Academy are side by side and adjacent to each other. Naturally, some genius-like figures can easily be heard. Before the real meeting, she had already heard her words name. All the professors in the Faculty of Arts are full of praise for this person, and she often walks around the Conservatory of Music, which adds a bit of legend. But who can predict the future development trajectory
Z University is located in S City, and they are all locals, so they don't have to worry about being separated by mountains and rivers when they graduate. Compared with City H, where business is taking off, City S has accumulated a profound heritage for thousands of years, and everywhere it goes, it has a simple and simple style. Get away safely from the crowded airport, people who come and go only care about their own haste, and rarely focus on the unrelated people around them. Ji Yaoguang, who walked to the square, took off his sunglasses, spread his hands, and made a gesture of embracing the city.
"Let's go." Chang Yu was more cautious than her, paying attention to the movements of the people around him, helping her put on her sunglasses, and holding her hand to save him from going crazy in public. The taxi driver turned on the music radio, and from time to time there was an earnest local accent in the gentle singing, and he always had an inexplicable affection for beautiful people. Lifting the luggage out of the trunk, the two of them walked into the square yard. The dead branches of green vines climbed on the wall, and the tiny buds poked out their heads. From the loneliness of winter, a hint of spring could be faintly seen. breath.
As they expected, the two elders still didn't know where to travel, and Ji Kaiyang stayed in H City to solve some things. In the huge yard, only the butler was repairing the messy branches with scissors. When he saw Ji Yaoguang, he was stunned for a moment, then pushed his glasses, showing an ecstatic expression, wanting to give the little princess an eager hug, but looking at his own attire, he gave up the idea. "Miss, are you back? The master and wife miss you very much."
"Tao Bo, stop joking." Ji Yaoguang took a step forward, hugged him, and smiled again, "I don't know what virtues my parents have? They wish everyone would disappear in front of them, so don't bother me." It's quiet in the human world. Don't make people busy, the two of us will go out in a while."
City S is not just Ji Yaoguang's hometown alone, it is a happy event for her to go home, but for Chang Yu in some respects, it is quite cruel. After dating Chang Yu for a while, she didn't know about that painful past. In the eyes of everyone, Chang Yu, who is extremely glamorous, has endured much pain and loneliness alone? I drove to the cemetery. During this time period, more and more people returned home, and they could hardly find a parking space. The originally sunny day suddenly began to drizzle. As soon as he stepped into the cemetery, there was no smile on Chang Yu's face, and what was left was only a kind of sadness and solemnity.
Before the age of eighteen, Chang Yu had always been happy, with enlightened parents, honors that most people couldn't dream of, and she was also a proud daughter of heaven that was highly anticipated. It's just that everything ended in the squeak of tire friction, the loud noise and the burning fire ended her happy life. As the college entrance examination approached, she rushed from school to the hospital, and could only hug and cry with the grandfather who sent the white-haired man to the black-haired man. She has never lacked anything materially, but her spiritual loneliness has always tortured her. The ordeal did not end. At the age of twenty, she sent away the last relative, leaving only those distant relatives who were almost indifferent. She settled everything in a hypocritical manner, and she greeted those who made irresponsible remarks with an indifferent face. Saying that an actor is an actor, saying that such a shameless person came out of a scholarly family, saying that everything is a punishment from God—suddenly breaking free from memory, Chang Yu couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears on his face. Turning her head to look at the person whose eyes were full of worry, she pulled the corners of her mouth hard, showing a pale smile.
"Mom, Dad, and Grandpa, I will take good care of Chang Yu." Presenting a bouquet of flowers, Ji Yaoguang clasped his hands together in an extremely devout and sincere tone. The number of times she came to this cemetery was not too many, and she even seldom visited S City after she got to work, but every time she made a solemn promise right now. In a trance, she remembered that she and Chang Yu sent grandpa away together, and they were already together at that time. Chang Yu, who rarely showed his emotions, hugged her and wept silently at night. "I only have you left." Chang Yu said this. Chang Yu completely put his body and mind into her hands, but how did she treat it? How long did the treasure-like cautiousness last? Ji Yaoguang's heart moved, and she suddenly stretched out her hand to hug Chang Yu tightly in her arms. At this time, all sweet words are not as good as a warm hug.
"I'm sorry." This apology was said to Chang Yu, and also to the elders. I was really an asshole back then, so I signed the divorce agreement resolutely, and finally blamed Chang Yu for my pain.
Chang Yu put his hand on Ji Yaoguang's waist, and his strength became stronger and stronger, as if he wanted to integrate her whole body into his bones and blood. His face was pale and tears were blurred, and the smile that bloomed from it was fragile and touching. After leaving the cemetery, she took Ji Yaoguang back to her home, and with a creak, the door was pushed open, and there was a smell of dust oncoming. She couldn't remember how long she hadn't been back to this place, even if she returned to S City because of filming, she basically stayed in Ji's old house. Gently wiping off the dust on the photo frame, and stroking the face that gradually blurred in his mind with his fingers, Chang Yu put down the photo frame and whispered: "Let's go back."
"Don't you take it away?" Ji Yaoguang pointed to the photo frame, she only saw the appearance of Chang Yu's parents from the past photos.
Chang Yu took a deep breath, shook his head and said, "No need, I've kept it in my heart." She said that she returned to S City to smooth out the uneasiness in Ji Yaoguang's heart, but in the end she was still silent in her emotions. City S has joy but also pain, and every time it is pulled out, it is dripping with blood. She is not a heartless person, she is not as indifferent and calm as her face. She knew the crux of her unhappiness, but this was something she had to face when she returned to S City.
Ji Yaoguang stood still. After a while, she suddenly knelt down on one knee, took Chang Yu's hand, and gently kissed the back of her hand. What was repeated was the posture when proposing, but the state of mind was already different from the past. Chang Yu's face was reflected in a pair of beautiful eyes, and she said softly: "You are the world, and I will cherish you unparalleled in my life."