When Han Leng saw Zhao Youyue's gentle response as always, he suddenly felt like he was back in the first grade of high school. She also had short hair and was extremely thick-skinned. She just came to her door casually and asked him to write a self-reflection letter, and even threw money at her...
For some reason, when he recalled this incident, his heart felt particularly soft. He clearly knew very well that this girl Zhao Youyue was like the clouds in the sky. He could not touch her and could only look up at her, but he still couldn't help but want to get closer to her. , even if it’s just doing something meaningless for self-satisfaction.
He didn't know how many pages were written about her in his private notebook, whether it was poetry, prose or essays. It seemed that whenever he thought of her and her gentle smile, he couldn't stop writing.
That was once his biggest motivation for writing. Even the inspiration for "April is Beautiful" came from a scene where he secretly saw Zhao Youyue playing the violin amidst the flying cherry blossoms.
It's just that "April is Beautiful" ultimately deviated from his original intention, making him feel particularly weird.
Whether it is Zhao Youyue with long hair or Zhao Youyue with short hair now, there is no difference to Han Leng. The long-haired goddess version of Zhao Youyue reminds Han Leng of the feeling of being addicted to Chu Luoxun. Zhao Youyue made Han Leng never forget the feeling of first love. At the same time, this form made him feel more friendly and approachable.
To be honest, the long-haired version of the goddess Zhao Youyue has so much aura that she can be said to be the center of attention wherever she goes. The feeling of showing off her ladylike style with just a slight smile is really stressful and not extremely confident. A man who faced Zhao Youyue in that form would be easily crushed and would not even dare to look directly at her.
In those martial arts and fairy novels, it is feared that a so-called "confrontation of qi and machines" can make people "lost their moral heart" with just one encounter. This is the terrifying thing about the long-haired version of the goddess Zhao Youyue.
Han Leng was not a confident man to begin with. He was timid and stubborn. Especially when facing Zhao Youyue, he simply encountered a natural enemy. When Zhao Youyue transformed into a goddess and killed everyone, he watched from a distance. He was obviously special. He wanted to find out the relationship between Zhao Youyue and Chu Luoxun, but he didn't dare to go there at all. He felt that being able to fall asleep listening to Zhao Youyue's music was really a happy thing.
Now that he saw that Zhao Youyue had short hair again, he finally gained the courage and found some of the feeling of daring to go against Zhao Youyue. However, he really wanted to please Zhao Youyue, but because he was too emotionally clumsy, he always They would get into trouble, and even feel inferior because of the identity and status gap between themselves and Zhao Youyue.
All in all, when Han Leng faced Zhao Youyue, his feelings were so complicated that it could not be described with just the word "like". After all, Zhao Youyue had more than one face.
However, every aspect of her fascinates Han Leng. He tried to break away by "transferring affection" to Chu Luoxun, but in the end he discovered that Zhao Youyue was Chu Luoxun in the third dimension...
Han Leng didn't know how to describe how desperate he felt after discovering this fact. Of course, there was also an unspeakable surprise. He thought he had "transferred love", but in the end he found that he was more dedicated than anyone else.
His world was already filled with Zhao Youyue, and even though he could still only look at her from a distance, this was indeed enough to make him feel happy.
He is probably the only man in the world who clearly likes and even loves her deeply, but does not want to do anything extraordinary to pursue vigorously, just so that he does not regret anything. He will keep an appropriate distance. He feels that love is not To possess, to love is to appreciate her blooming.
Love is simply writing for her.
Ordinary people will never understand the brain circuits of literary youths, so ordinary people tend to fall in love easily and be happy. If you really like someone, why do you do so many vain things? Just go for it, even if you are happy It's better to refuse politely than to do nothing or even actively distance yourself.
Han Leng is not an ordinary person. He feels that ordinary people don't understand love at all. Ordinary people probably know that they need to start a family and raise children, so ordinary people will have no choice but to get married when they reach age, even if they are just making do.
Such a life is meaningless!
Because ordinary people have no talent, they can only prove that they have lived by reproducing offspring, hoping that their descendants can worship them after their death.
And Han Leng doesn't need to be like this at all. His works are his children. He never doubts that he can write a masterpiece in the future and let the whole world remember him. So why does he still need to live meaninglessly like an ordinary person
After thinking about this more and more, Han Leng became strange. He felt that he was out of the category of ordinary people. Otherwise, a normal man would not be able to dress up as a woman in front of Miss Zhao so happily, right
No matter how popular cross-dressing is now, for most men, wearing women's clothing is still too shameful, even makes them feel undignified, and is completely perverted behavior.
There is nothing we can do about it. After all, most men are not as talented as Han Leng. They are more beautiful than girls after dressing up as women. This is the embodiment of the justice of appearance...
"My work can sell so well, I have to thank you very much, Miss... I also listened to those songs, they are really good. If there is an album, I will definitely be the first to buy it." Han Leng Thank you very sincerely.
In the past, Han Leng always felt that Zhao Youyue was purely using him and treating him as a tool. Although he was very willing to be used, he always made trouble in his actions. Looking back, he felt that he was really immature.
But now that Han Leng knew the identity of Zhao Youyue's Ah Yu and had silently done so much for him, he felt that he owed Zhao Youyue so much. He even felt that if he were Zhao Youyue, he would not be able to meet him. Even if you like this kind of man at first, you will be completely disappointed by his various performances later on.
So Han Leng also gave up some of his unreasonable thoughts. He simply felt that he should be more respectful and humble towards Miss Zhao, and he should do something for her to repay her.
When Zhao Youyue heard Han Leng's rare words without being awkward, she felt that Han Leng had grown up completely, and she was very pleased about this. She always liked everyone to follow her lead.
"Those pieces of music are just trivial matters, so don't take them too seriously." Zhao Youyue still said grandly.
She suddenly thought of something again and said with a smile: "Great Talent Han, how much does it cost you to write a love letter?"
Han Leng's expression suddenly changed slightly. Did Zhao Youyue actually want to write a love letter to someone else
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