As soon as the idea came up, Han Leng laughed at himself. He had always been very self-aware, but he obviously felt that he was overthinking it. For someone like him, no girl would take the initiative to like him...
It is true that he has become famous in the literary world now, and because of his handsome appearance and various packaging, he has attracted many fans, who seem to be obsessed with him, but he is very sober. Those fans like him, but It's the fantasy of him in my mind, which creates a beautiful longing just because of the distance.
If they really understood what kind of person he was, they would definitely not be as obsessed with him as before. He is actually a negative and pessimistic person, so he always appears optimistic on the surface and always gives people a sense of A feeling of nonchalance.
Even if he likes someone again, he can't overcome the pessimism and negativity in his bones, and he can't have any enthusiasm or active desire to pursue the other person. He feels that all this is actually meaningless, and nothing lasts forever, so he once embraced If you don't own it, why bother
Finally, he still has "literature" as the most cherished thing in his spiritual world. Even if he is alone forever, at least he can still write. In the world he created, he can write about the girls that he is obsessed with. Isn't this enough? Is that enough
For a writer who aims to write a masterpiece, the importance of the spiritual world is far higher than that of the material world. In fact, they can also be considered unsuccessful in the material world, or they may not be able to achieve it after struggling all their lives. Others have been resisting since they were born, so it is better to use pen and ink to write the life they want.
Han Leng thought like this and stopped observing Zhao Youyue. This always made him feel that this character was created by him, but he added a setting to this character. She was completely indifferent to boring love. She would not I like three-dimensional men.
There is no way, one is a three-dimensional creator, and the other is a character in the world of the work. Even if they fall in love, how can they cross one dimension and come together
Han Leng felt that he was imagining wildly again. Miss Zhao was obviously a living person, how could she be a character in the work? He probably drank too much and suddenly had such negative thoughts...
Han Leng attracted quite a lot of attention at the class reunion. He was the central figure. After all, Han Leng was now considered the best among his classmates. For him, he could completely ignore college entrance examinations and university studies. , because he has been able to live a lifetime of food and clothing by writing books, and going to college is just a material for him.
So many classmates took the initiative to clink glasses with him. Han Leng obviously didn't like drinking, but today he accepted everyone who came. He found that the feeling of being tipsy was very good. Maybe this was the charm of alcohol.
He also felt that the more he drank, the more sober he became, and he also discovered an endless loop...
He does appreciate Miss Zhao and likes her very much, but this love contains the setting that "Zhao Youyue will not like boring love, she will never be emotional", so if one day, Zhao Youyue suddenly says that she likes him Well, maybe his reaction was just those four words - boring.
This is probably Han Leng, a simple yet complex literary young man with a lot of inner drama. You can also think that he is a psychopath.
Because according to his liking standards, what he likes is always a girl who is emotionless, and he is willing to be used by the girl in various ways, and end up alone for the rest of his life.
Perhaps the only thing he doesn't have to worry about is that the girl will suddenly fall into a boring love, and then become shy, weak, and trapped in love. That look is really disgusting and ugly.
However, most women in the real world are like this. Of course, calling them disgusting and ugly is too much. I can only call them ordinary, so they can be seen everywhere...
For a paranoid genius and psychopath like Han Leng, who has reached the extreme level of self-importance, "ordinary" means boring. A woman who is constantly entangled and life-and-death for men is really boring.
Many women do not know themselves yet. Before they fall in love, they may still have a little bit of fun, they may also know how to be reserved and have noble pursuits in life. But once they fall in love, it is really over and everything will give way to love. .
Han Leng read a lot of works by female creators and discovered the commonality in them. Once the element of love appears in many women's works, everything revolves around love, and love can save everything...
So, it was really boring.
If one day Miss Zhao becomes that kind of woman, even if he is the one who makes her fall in love, he will feel bored and uninterested. At that time, he will choose to stay far away and completely face reality. Women of the world are in despair.
Zhao Youyue is the girl he thinks has the most potential, the girl who always keeps him interested and fond of.
So, don’t fall in love, miss.
Don't fall in love with anyone, don't bow your head for anyone, just dominate anyone from above and maintain that sense of superiority. That is the most beautiful posture. There will be no girl in this world who can compare with you, Miss. !
Han Leng drank the last glass of wine in one gulp and left the increasingly boring party without any regrets. It was just because there were various scenes of confessions and crying for parting at the party. It was so familiar. , maybe four years later, this group of people will be doing this, oh, it may not take that long, I am afraid that after the military training, I will still feel all kinds of reluctance and sadness for the instructor's farewell...
This is probably the sentimentality of ordinary people, which is of great reference for him when portraying ordinary people. But for himself, he never feels that it is anything to care about, but it is just material for creation.
It was time to create a new work. Unfortunately, he still felt that he could not write a work that surpassed "April is Beautiful" for the time being. However, he felt that he could write a more popular commercial work. He had thought of this. The name of this work is - "Dragon".
Zhao Youyue didn't notice Han Leng leaving early. She even went to KTV to sing with her classmates whose names she couldn't remember after eating. However, she was not interested in singing, so she just played in KTV. Mobile phones, in fact, this kind of scene is quite common. Every time we get together, there are always people who are busy playing with their mobile phones, and then they will be complained about in various ways...
However, Miss Zhao's aura as a passerby is very impressive, and she doesn't have to bear any complaints at all.
For mobile phone lovers, mobile phones are the most important thing. Being able to come to a party is already a great honor, but if you are not allowed to play with mobile phones at the party, it is still a party.
However, this is indeed a very rude thing, in every sense of the word.
If you are not polite, then you are not polite. If you are despised, then be despised. Just be happy. Hehehe...
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