July 1999, Norway.
The bastard who hurt him has his men right here, I must avenge him!
This is my first time to fight, and Sister Orange has prepared a brand new fighter for me. I must perform well and let everyone see how powerful I am!
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September 1999, Taiwan, China.
Finally started traveling abroad.
It was my first time traveling abroad alone, and I was a little scared.
But I have to take this step. If not, I will always be a burden to him.
A burden is not qualified to compete with others.
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October 1999, Hong Kong, China.
I was hit on. I was actually hit on by someone.
Hehe, I am still quite attractive.
The person who approached me was a foreigner with blond hair. He looked good and was of the right age, but for some reason, I wasn't attracted to him at all.
Well, I think I'm really hopeless.
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October 1999, Guangzhou, China.
The Pearl River is beautiful and there are many couples. It would be perfect if he came with me.
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December 1999, Nanjing, China.
He finished his mission and went home, and I had to go back immediately.
It's so strange. I've obviously gotten used to his not being around, but why do I want to see him so much when I hear he's coming back
Don’t Chinese people say that time and distance are the biggest killers of relationships? Did I misunderstand
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Flight from Shanghai to Tokyo, December 1999.
I was the last one to come back.
Ahhh, if I had known I wouldn’t have run so far.
It would be great if he could see me first when he comes back.
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December 1999, Fuyuki.
Finally home, I'm so tired.
The body is tired, and the mind is even more tired.
Not only did this guy go out and never come back again, he also brought back a woman.
How could I fall in love with such a playboy? I think there must be something wrong with my brain.
Okay, okay, I admit it, okay? I am a person with a mental problem.
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December 1999, Fuyuki.
I feel like he's changed a little, become different, and more manly.
Did something happen to her? Or am I just being crazy
Also - I always feel that the relationship between him and Yustisa is a bit strange.
Could it be that there is another competitor
I hope it's my illusion. If it's true, it would be terrible and I have no idea how to win.
The chemistry between that woman and Shinji is even better than Sakura's, it's terrifying.
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December 1999, Fuyuki.
No, I can't be so passive anymore.
I have to take the initiative!
I've read a lot of romance comics recently and learned a few tricks, which I can try out now.
Let’s start the blushing and heartbeating battle tomorrow!
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December 1999, Fuyuki.
I want to cry, cry my heart out.
I tried all the moves in the comics, and all failed.
This blushing and heartbeating battle is all a lie.
He doesn't blush, but I do.
He deliberately dressed in tattered clothes and was beaten by the new woman.
How does she look like? Her skin, face and figure are all in golden proportions, so enviable.
I seriously doubt that she is not human. Can a human be as perfect as her? Could she be the reincarnation of the goddess of beauty Venus? Even a woman like me can't help but be moved by her.
But I can’t give up yet, I still have one last trick up my sleeve - a night attack!
I want to be his first woman.
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December 1999, Fuyuki.
Unfortunately, so unfortunate.
I finally managed to sneak into his room, but he threw me out, still half asleep.
Ah, this must be a joke from God, it must be.
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December 1999, Fuyuki.
The night attack failed again and was discovered by Sakura and Fujino.
Humph, now that I've discovered it, I'll take this opportunity to make things clear.
The competition between us is an internal family conflict. The woman named Elquet is the outsider and the number one enemy.
Because Shinji treats her differently than others.
Let's form an alliance and fight against unprecedented powerful enemies together!
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The Covenant was established in December 1999.
We pledge to unite and protect the one person who matters most.
In fact, I also know that they are using me as a gun and hiding behind them pretending to be good.
But it doesn't matter, this way I can take the initiative and express my feelings.
He is passive, so I am active.
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In December 1999, I visited Buzi City.
Two of my friends, Ryougi Shiki and Kuroto Mikiya, are also getting married.
The wedding was great, just what I imagined it to be, and it was so enviable.
What makes me even more jealous is that, like Shinji, Kuroto Mikiya also has several women he likes, but he only focuses on Ryougi Shiki. It would be nice if Shinji also focused on one...
If he only focuses on one, wouldn't my chances be even smaller
Woo woo woo, there are powerful enemies all around me, I really feel helpless.
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January 2000, Fuyuki.
In the first New Year of the new century, I didn’t want to go anywhere. I just wanted to stay at home quietly and be with him every day.
This is the same wish I made when I first visited the temple.
My wish really came true, I was there, he was there too, and although the other people were also a bit annoying to me, it was really a good feeling.
It will probably continue like this in the future.
It doesn't seem unacceptable, it's just like life in anime.
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March 2000, Tokyo.
This time I am not here for a stopover tour, but to study.
During the Chinese New Year, everyone talked about what they wanted to do.
Sakura said she wanted to study abroad at the Clock Tower.
Fujino wants to have her own firm.
Elquet said a lot of incomprehensible words, as if he was looking for someone.
As for me, I wanted to make my own anime, so I came to Tokyo and studied at a well-known production company in the industry.
One day, I will create my own story.
The story of a sickly girl who met a strange boy.
The story of me and him.
It doesn't matter whether it's popular or not, as long as he can see it.
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April 2001, Tokyo.
The outline was written and I showed it to him.
Although it's a bit corny, he seems very happy.
Hehe, I will keep working hard.
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June 2002, Türkiye.
I went to Istanbul with him. The scenery there is beautiful and people there can legally marry four wives.
Me, Fujino, Sakura - let the others grab the remaining one.
But what if he takes me to Africa next time? I heard that the chiefs there can marry many wives
With his ability, it shouldn't be difficult for him to get the position of a chief.
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July 2003, Tibet, China.
The roof of the world, the place he said is closest to the sky.
Maybe because of the last time he came to China for exchanges, he has quite a few acquaintances here.
Several living Buddhas chanted sutras and blessed us.
He always touches me in unexpected places, maybe that's why I can't live without him.
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In September 2004, I changed to a new diary.
On the first page of the diary, write down what Wu Tiao Wuhui must do.
Love him as much as you love yourself.
Use the things he has used secretly, and if he doesn't get angry, use them several times;
Show him the story you wrote.
Watch him grow old slowly, and then travel to every corner of the world with him;
I must leave this world before him, because if he dies, I will go crazy.
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The last sentence is—
If these wishes cannot be fulfilled in this life, then leave them for the next life.
PS: The so-called difference is that Shinji is very gentle and tolerant to other women in the family, but he "dislikes" Elquet in every way, roars at her at every turn, and sometimes even directly punishes her with an iron fist - of course, Elquet says she doesn't care, because it doesn't hurt anyway, and a full-attribute EX can really do whatever he wants.