"In this case, you are no longer a Servant, but a real human being. Do you like this adult version of your body or the original underage version? I think you prefer this adult version, otherwise you wouldn't complain about why you haven't grown up yet."
"I'm sorry for making the decision without your consent. But you told me to be independent and make my own decisions. Although this is not only my business, but also yours, who told you to always say that we share a common destiny? Since we may never see each other again, let me be willful for once."
Being willful is not allowed.
I just want you to come back, come back to me.
Once again—
Once again, together.
Once again, chat.
Once again, spending a lazy afternoon.
Once again - once again, I want to see that smiling face again.
Always.
From now on, I just want to let her be happy like this.
But she just said—
"Because your body is the product of the materialization of the soul and has been integrated into the Holy Grail, it should not be limited by human lifespan, nor will it be affected by the world. It will remain like this forever."
"So, Shinji, don't worry about me, the Holy Grail War, or any other wishes. Take advantage of the opportunity when the Lesser and Greater Holy Grail are separated and leave quickly, as far away as possible."
"You have to live on, live well, even if I'm gone. And find a way to go home. Besides me, you still have many important people, right? Sakura, Fujino, Tsuruya, Kariya, Elsa, and even that lady named Lorelei... If you can't go back, they will definitely be sad."
"Goodbye, Shinji. If I have a chance to come back to you, I will listen to you and never leave you again."
At that moment, she seemed very sad and smiled.
He waved his hands, dissolved into this crumbling pure white world, and was absorbed by his new body.
"... Ugh!"
I gritted my teeth and endured it.
She kept forcing herself to smile until the very end, was it because she didn't want to cry
"How stupid!"
"What Saint of Winter? What Einzbern's greatest masterpiece? Where have you been for the past thousand years?"
"How silly!"
"Why do you want to deceive yourself? You are obviously sad, aren't you? You obviously want to live, aren't you? You obviously want to be with me more, aren't you? If it weren't so, how could you help me create such a perfect body?"
Yes, a perfect body, truly perfect, meeting all of Shinji's expectations and even exceeding them.
In terms of physical age, 25 is the peak period for men.
His appearance and body shape are based on the body of a Servant, combining Shinji from his past life and present life, highlighting his strengths and making up for his weaknesses.
The physical fitness is the version that has been trained hard since childhood in this life, and has been strengthened by the relics and the golden apple.
The naturally overly curly kelp hair merged with the straight hair of the previous life, becoming smooth and flowing.
Although there is no way to reproduce the Buddha's bone relic, the strengthening effect of the relic was copied to the left hand intact. Like the right hand, it retains the ability to "assimilate magic power" derived from the curse of "White Winged Lord".
The magic power and vitality in his body are abnormally full, not like that of a human. Instead, he is like a high-level fantasy species like Pegasus Beccasas, or an exaggerated life form with its own alien world like the Son of Fuhailin.
I don't know if it's because of Justissa's unreserved devotion, or because of the integration of the Holy Grail, but Shinji has a permanent "Cloak of Heaven" with no side effects planted in his body. In this way, even if his body is damaged, it can repair itself, and the two treasures that were damaged by "Illusion Collapse" can also be restored. People can't help but sigh at Justissa's thoughtfulness.
The only complaint is that some parts were a bit too much, especially the tear glands. The tears dripped in big drops and couldn't be stopped no matter what.
"Justisa, you fool! Big fool!"
"If you like me, just tell me earlier. That way, I can respond to you sooner."
"Justisa, listen carefully, I like you, and I have always liked you."
"I like the cool goddess look you had when I first met you."
"I like your gentleness after you understand people's hearts."
"I like your seriousness when teaching magic."
"I like the confusion I feel when I encounter something I don't understand."
"I like the casual glance back when you look up while reading."
"I like your helplessness when you do something wrong."
"Love the intimacy of being connected to you."
"I like the tacit understanding when we work together towards a goal."
"I like you..."
"I like you..."
"I like you..."
I like you ...
I, Shinji Matou, like you, Justissa Rizleich von Einzbern!
I want to say more, I want to tell you more.
So, sorry.
I simply can't watch you fall into the tiger's mouth and leave you alone, and ignore the Holy Grail War.
Therefore, even if I am very satisfied with this body, even if I have finally touched the third magic, even if I am not as skilled as others, even if I am scared to death, even if I feel sorry for those who are still waiting for me, I will not leave like this.
I will risk everything I have to find you, because you are the only relative I have in this world. If even you are gone, I will be truly alone.
With his fists clenched, the pure white world finally faded away, and along with it, the decadence in his misty eyes also faded away, and was replaced by unparalleled determination.
Let me say it again - wait for me, I'll be back to pick you up soon.
PS: Heaven's Clothes: Einzbern has accumulated a magic circuit for thousands of years as a plug-in to reach the third magic. It controls the heart of the Holy Grail and has magic that materializes souls in seconds. The pure white dress is made of gold. It is inlaid with seven "rings" that can control everything and the souls of others. The seven holes arranged in a vertical row are the transformation of the "rings". Every time a servant's soul is absorbed, one of the holes will light up. If a human touches it, it will turn into gold, so the user must be an elf, a child or a cyborg.