I discovered a serious problem is that I started to lose the sense of time.
"It's premature. The pregnant woman fell down and her amniotic fluid broke. Let your loved ones sign it. We've prepared it here."
I began to crawl forward with difficulty, but found that my strength was getting weaker and weaker.
In another memory, the children's faces have lost their appearance.
I hoped and expected that the exit was there because I had no other way out.
But I just can't seem to get the message out that I'm getting.
Listen very quietly...
I seemed stuck, but I never thought about going back.
I finally escaped.
It's like an adventurer who survived a desperate situation and returned to the city.
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I began to compare the size of myself and the hole from time to time, looking forward to escaping immediately when the time was right.
I started jogging and started boxing against the wall.
But I can be thankful that this soup can't feed me at all, and I seem to be getting thinner and thinner.
"You won't be able to save it if we drag it on for a long time. Let's do it."
The shaking doesn't seem to have stopped. Is it about to collapse
The entrance to the cave was extremely narrow, and I couldn't even move inside.
After persisting a few times, I could at least move.
But I seemed to have never remembered my name from beginning to end. At this time, the only thought in my mind was to escape.
I could clearly see that the words on the contract I signed began to blur, and I even forgot whether I was holding a pen to sign or stamp it.
Sometimes the house even shakes slightly. I think this is an earthquake-prone area.
"Hurry, come out soon."
I could feel a pair of huge hands grabbing me and starting to pull me.
Because I'm afraid that if I don't have enough physical strength, I won't be able to climb out of the cave.
My routine became monotonous and for a while it was just sleep and soup.
But there is no regret medicine anymore.
Just waiting for the iron bowl to be filled, and then drank it all.
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I have even forgotten what the horse I drew looks like.
Light began to shine through my body and I realized I had never opened my eyes.
Forced to have no choice, I picked up my iron fist, took another sip of soup, and threw the iron bowl aside.
I was really tired of being idle, and freedom appeared in my mind.
but me? Still a child.
Someone is motivating me? It should be my heart that inspires me.
And my mother is an elementary school art teacher.
And I didn't excrete. Maybe the soup could only sustain my life to the limit.
I started doing simple exercises.
Because I have lost the concept of time, I don’t know how much time has passed.
I wish I could tear him into pieces. What grudges do I have with him
I remember I was asleep and a violent shaking woke me up.
Congratulations indeed.
My body is getting heavier and heavier, and I seem to be going back to take a sip of soup from an iron bowl.
It is like a person who has been in the sea for a long time and swims to land.
The voice came again, and I began to be sure that the owner of the voice was not me.
"Relax, don't be nervous."
I started crying, loudly.
But almost all the memories disappeared, and he even forgot his own name.
I was wondering how I got in. Could it be that I was thrown from above.
It's like you're wearing earplugs and the person calling you is coming from a few walls away.
It appears in the mind and even the body.
The whole house started to shake, it seemed like a big earthquake had broken out.
I started to squirm a little harder, trying to squeeze myself inside.
But my body is getting weaker and weaker, and it is even difficult to move because I sleep too much.
All other memories seemed to fade away, and I began to resent the person who had brought me to this place.
There are fewer and fewer fragments of memories in my mind.
But I seem to feel that my body is getting closer and closer to the size of the hole.
I'm waiting, waiting for me to lose enough weight.
My hands were already weak, so I struggled to swing them.
He was heading towards the entrance of the cave and planned to climb in, but there was still a little bit to go.
I pushed my shoulder hard into the hole, and I held my breath and got in.
I started to calm down and listen.
I stood up and looked at the ceiling for a long time, but found the source of the faint light. I couldn't see anything else.
I started to crawl forward with more difficulty, although every step was painful.
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By the way, my dad is a successful businessman.
"Breathe deeply and relax."
I have a little regret, maybe it would have been smoother if I had stayed for a while.
"Congratulations, Liu Jin San Liang is a boy."
And I get hungry very quickly. When I am hungry, I will pick up the iron fist on the ground and drink it all in one gulp.
Years later, I began to forget this memory.
"No, let's cut it open."
Will he lock me here and torture me like this
Because there are more new things waiting for me to learn and remember.
Get me out of the airtight room.
There was a slight sound in my ear, very soft and thin.
I was lifted up and I felt someone tapping my back.
Then I would crawl out of the hole, and I would even think about what was on the other side of the hole.
I felt enough for a long time, but at peace.