When Wen Ying called out "Brother", there was silence in the kitchen, and even Shan Yao's overly surprised reaction was not noticed by her parents.
They have always been able to maintain a superficial kindness in front of their parents. Whether it is the single father or the Wen mother, they have given up the idea that the two can love each other as a family. They can only hope that getting along slowly will make their relationship more harmonious improved.
But now, Wen Ying is willing to call Shan Yao her elder brother.
"Brother." Wen Ying repeated, and smiled at him, "Since we want to live together in the future, we should adapt to each other's existence as soon as possible, right?"
Under the pressure of Shan's father and Wen's mother's eyes, Shan Yao restrained his emotions and responded softly, "Yes."
At night, Shan's father called him to the study alone, gave him a credit card, and asked him to pass it on to his sister. He felt a little ridiculous, so he could only remind his father: "She is still in school."
Shan's father said nonchalantly, "Then you keep it for her and let the little girl buy something she likes. If she accepts us, we have to show something."
It's like in his company, if an employee does something that exceeds his expectations, he will set an example by way of praise and rewards, so that other employees can follow suit. There is no problem with this approach, but it will look cold when you put it at home.
Mother Wen was on the side, she glanced at this situation but didn't say much, obviously acquiescing to the other party's approach.
After the two gave simple instructions, they diverted their attention, as if the to-do list had been ticked, and they could immediately start the next project calmly. The situation in front of him suddenly reminded him of her e-mail and the unsent letters in the draft box.
There are more than a dozen recent letters, but before this, there are one or two sentences to record her mood intermittently, many of which are related to her parents and family.
"They are finally divorced. It's good to leave. I don't like to watch them quarrel. But I want to follow my mother. They say that my mother can provide me with better material conditions and growth environment. I don't understand. I actually want to be with my father more. Life, mom is so busy, I don't know how to talk to her."
"My mother didn't come back to eat at night for a whole week. I suddenly bled. I was so scared that I hid in the bathroom and cried. The nanny at home bought me sanitary napkins. I just remembered that this was taught in school. It happened to my father I was too embarrassed to call, but I still told him about it, and my father said that I am already a big girl, and he is happy for me."
"Dad came over for lunch and dinner with me on weekends."
"Dad suddenly became very busy. When I went to look for him yesterday, a young aunt opened the door. It is said that the aunt is pregnant. Dad has a new child, so he probably doesn't want to continue to care about me."
…
It's a very brief record, but she can see the changes in her emotions.
The two of them were still together at that time, but he hardly noticed that something was wrong with her, and she kept all her worries in her heart.
The love in the campus period was just pure emotion, and had nothing to do with any interest background, so neither of them had found out about each other's family. He could know from her daily words and deeds that her family background was also good, and that she mentioned her father more frequently than her mother.
But she can't choose.
Even if she was able to be with her father at that time, judging from the later development of the matter, it might not be good.
Shan Yao went to knock on Wen Ying's door, but no one answered, but the door was knocked open a crack, obviously the owner didn't close it tightly. He pushed the door open and walked in. Just as he uttered the word "Sakura", he suddenly stopped.
The girl was lying on the quilt, her creamy white legs were upturned and swaying. Looking up, she saw her buttocks, which were as tall as a peach. The summer pajama pants were short and thin, which could barely cover the pink cotton underwear. The white lace The side of her waist sticks out from the inside, and then there is a small waist that falls down suddenly. Just by looking at it, you can imagine how thin and soft she is.
She listened to music with headphones on, and kept texting people, laughing from time to time, not paying attention to how much spring she had revealed.
Shan Yao's eyes darkened suddenly, he stretched out his hand again, and knocked three times on the opened door.
Wen Ying finally heard the knock on the door, turned over and almost fell out of bed, her crumpled top shrank up, revealing her thin white belly. Seeing that it was Shan Yao, she smiled sweetly, "Brother, is there something wrong with me?"
As soon as her eyes fell, she landed on the milk in the other party's hand. She seemed a little puzzled, but she still kept a sweet smile.
"Is it for me to drink? Thank you brother in advance."
Every sentence must be accompanied by "brother", including her sweet smile, which made Shan Yao feel uncomfortable. Obviously she became obedient again and became the same as before, but he didn't feel any joy or joy.
Just as she was speaking, he had already placed the milk cup on her bedside.
She looked like she was waiting for him to go out quickly, Shan Yao paused, pulled the blanket that she had kicked to the foot of the bed, and covered her body, "I'll buy another set of pajamas when I have time."
"Why?"
He rolled his eyes.
Do you want him to say that the family is different now, with him around, embarrassing scenes are easy to appear? He could only say: "This set is not good-looking."
"oh… "
He paused, "Also, be careful of catching a cold." The air conditioner was turned on in the room, and she set the temperature very low, and he shivered as soon as he walked in.
But when he was covering the quilt, he suddenly found that from the angle of his line of sight, he could just see the words on her lit phone screen.
Gong Xuan: "A new water park has opened, do you want to go?"
Wen Ying: "It's too hot, don't go."
Gong Xuan: "I bought you a sunshade [picture], sun hat [picture] y water glass [picture], which brand of sunscreen do you like?"
Wen Ying: "Well..."
Gong Xuan: "How about the popular little golden bottle?"
Wen Ying: "No, Fatty Bai."
Gong Xuan: "Follow orders! [Blowing Kiss.jpg]"
Gong Xuan.
Shan Yao recalled that time when he saw a boy in a small hotel with a hippie smile on his face, but that look could deceive a little girl. The tone of Gong Xuan's chat was very similar to the other party's style. That day, she skipped her evening self-study, and it was very likely that she would meet this person.
He glanced at it and didn't say much, just said: "Go to bed early."
She didn't have any emotions of resistance. After drinking the milk, she went to wash up and climbed into bed, let him turn off the light, and didn't even ask why he suddenly brought milk. She was very obedient from the beginning to the end. Shun.
This made him feel like a ball of cotton was stuck in his throat, without any chance to communicate, he could only close the door when he left her room.
Wen Ying discovered that after going home, Shan Yao's attitude towards her changed significantly.
She could understand that even if he read the email earlier, he probably couldn't digest it well in a short period of time. After all, in his impression, the original owner had directly changed from a good girl to a bad girl. When his parents remarried, he was in the second year of high school and she was in the third year of junior high school. They were in two different schools. Even if he was not alienated, if he wanted to know the original owner, he still had to learn from the original owner. But the original owner buried his thoughts deeply. The type in the bottom of his heart, after he caught off guard and started to alienate her, he wouldn't say anything.
So he didn't gradually watch the original owner fall down, but after the original owner was admitted to the same high school, he suddenly discovered that her personality had changed drastically. When she was surrounded by a group of idle teenagers, he naturally felt that it was the fault of the people around her. Influenced and taught her badly.
Now that there is an error in judgment, he can only slowly absorb information from it and make judgments one by one.
And the change in her attitude towards him was like a catalyst, prompting him to digest all the information at a faster speed and make changes like her.
When she didn't take the initiative to find him, she could see him on more and more occasions. The physical education class that the two classes have at the same time, the playground where the school runs in the morning, the library after school, and the school cafeteria, etc.
Once she swiped the card at the cafeteria window and found that the money in the card was not enough to pay for the meal. When she wanted to borrow one from an acquaintance, she handed over a campus card.
After she took it to swipe it, Shan Yao naturally took her card over, "I'll find time to recharge, you use my card first."
Along with the attention comes control. Although she is willing to put in effort to study, she still does not forget to go out to "fool around". After all, Gong Xuan is also one of the targets—it can only be said to be lucky, his contact with Lu Jiamei is After the college entrance examination, Lu Jiamei was the tutor his mother invited for him, so so far, the two have not had any contact.
But every time, as long as she wanted to leave the school, Shan Yao would block her at the school gate, even if she had a note signed by the teacher, it was useless, he could easily identify what she was going to do.
She didn't know whether she should be happy or not. After all, the more time he could spare to take care of her, the more he cared about her.
And when she was blocked by the other party again, the sweet smile she had been maintaining in front of him finally froze, and she said with frustration mixed with anger, "Do the seniors in No. 1 Middle School have nothing else to do? Can they be so free every day?! "
Under the torment of her smile again and again, Shan Yao felt a bit of complicated joy when facing her temper again. However, his face was still very calm, and he said to her: "My dad gave you a card that you can swipe at will, and the card is with me. If there is anything you want to buy, I will ask someone to buy it."
"Are you looking for someone to spy on me?"
"What kind of dance do you want to dance for the anniversary, I can ask the teacher to teach you in school."
"Isn't Zhao Xiang right, you did her a favor?"
"Are you still keeping up with your studies? You can ask me if you have any questions you don't understand."
"I'm telling you, you can't—"
"I put milk powder in your bag, did you drink it? Your sleep quality is poor. Drinking a glass of milk before going to bed every day is good for sleep."
The two of you talked to each other, chicken and duck talking, and finally Wen Ying threw the bag on the ground and lost her temper at him, "Shan Yao!"
Shan Yao lowered his head and stared at her deeply.
The girl finally stopped smiling, and stared at him with bright black eyes, full of combat power, as if she could kill with her sight. But he couldn't help thinking about her fragility over and over again. Since that day, every paragraph in her email has been lingering in his mind. He even dreams about her and wakes up in the middle of the night.
Cigarette butts fell all over the balcony of the dormitory. When my father remarried, he didn't have such trouble sleeping.
"My mother is married and has met my uncle many times. I went to see his son for the first time. I was worried about embarrassing my mother. I heard that brother is very good."
"I saw my uncle's son..."
"Why A Yao?! How could it be him? City X has a population of tens of millions. How big of a joke does it take for the two of us to meet? Me and him? Brother and sister?! I can't accept it, I absolutely won't accept it !"
"I mustered up the courage to tell my mother that I hope she will not marry my uncle. She said that I was throwing a child's temper. Since I was a child, I can't shake my mother's mind. I often think that maybe I am not her biological daughter. She probably Don't care what I think, as long as there is a daughter."
"Ah Yao hasn't responded to my messages for several days, I'm a little scared... We can only find opportunities to meet each other on weekends, but he always tells his uncle that he has made an appointment to study, too, he is going to be a senior in high school, and nothing is more important than studying , I shouldn't bother her."
"He has a new girlfriend."
"..."
"I saw his girlfriend. She is very good-looking and has a good temperament. I heard that her grades are also very good. She is very excellent. The excellent ones seem to be shining, just like him. Different from me."
"No one wants me."
"what to do."
"Who can help me."
…
Shan Yao fumbled for a cigarette from his pocket, but didn't light it, as if he could use it to relieve his depressed mood. He suddenly called her by her baby name, "Ninny."
"… Eh?"
Her expression was surprised. Even when the two of them were most affectionate, they rarely heard him call him that. He always thought it was too nasty.
"If you want to see him, I can accompany you." He held a cigarette in his hand, with an overly calm expression.