I am getting smaller.
Just overnight.
When I was gathering with friends in the past, I once said jokingly that it would be great if I could rejuvenate and rejuvenate. I didn't expect this to happen to me.
To be honest, I don't really understand the meaning of getting smaller.
It's better to just make me amnesia.
In this way, all pains can be forgotten.
My mental state is not right, I know.
I have secretly visited a psychiatrist several times without telling them. The doctor’s advice to me is always only one sentence: "Let go of yourself."
He refused to prescribe me medicine.
I once secretly speculated that this doctor didn't want to cure me, but I don't know why I didn't replace him, so I liked to see someone for treatment. Later I found out that I was wrong.
It's not that he doesn't want to cure me, but that he can't do anything.
Only myself can heal me.
As long as I am willing to'look away'.
But how easy is it
I used to think I was a lucky person, born in a wealthy family, and never felt the embarrassment of money, even if my parents didn't love me, but I still have a younger brother.
Then…
My brother was lost by me.
We became enemies, in various senses.
In fact, I don't want to, I love him very much, after all, he is my only relatives, that pair of parents is not counted.
And I also know that I did a lot of wrong things, many, many things.
For example, when I was learning to make milk for him, I added two spoons of milk powder. I think my brother needs to eat more to grow taller.
Another example is that I can play hard when I help him assemble toys, and finally do not let my brother mess with me.
Because when he comes, the parts I have just assembled will be destroyed. When he was a child, he was really a master of destruction.
He knows nothing except eating, drinking, sleeping, and sabotaging.
Like a certain black and white dog I watched on TV, handsome but stupid.
Well, I shouldn't say that about brother.
I think I have to apologize, no matter what, I have to give him a sentence: "I'm sorry."
Sorry, Gu Xiaolan, I didn't make a good sister.
I thought I could take the role of a parent and give you enough love, but it turns out I can't.
Because a person who doesn't even love himself, how can he love others
In other words, I don't know how to love.
You have to apologize.
After that slap, watching my brother crying away from the back, I said to myself.
But I dare not.
What if my brother refuses to forgive me
The angel in my heart was timid, but the devil bravely encouraged me.
Come on, rush forward, your relationship can't get worse anyway, can it
No chance.
Lying on the dirty ground, I looked up at the sky that was dyed red by the sunset, and between my neck were a pair of hands that wanted to kill me.
Facing death.
I have struggled, but my strength is like a mayfly shaking a tree, faintly ridiculous.
I'm going to die.
I'm sorry, Gu Xiaolan, I have no chance to tell you a well-decided apology.
Hope, you can find someone who truly loves you in the future.
I also hope that the parents can treat you a little bit better after seeing a daughter who has died and you are their only remaining son.
Not much, just a little bit.
At least remember to give the child a little pocket money, right? It feels really uncomfortable to have no money.
I was rescued.
It happened like a youth romance drama at eight o'clock.
Yes, wealthy daughters also like to watch this.
Who doesn't have a youth who is ignorant and longing for love
The young man in clean school uniform stepped on the light, walked slowly in front of me, drove away the bad guys, and saved my life.
With the last light of the sunset, I saw the student card on his chest.
[Fu Heng, Grade Two of High School. ]
It turned out to be the senior of our school.
Fortunately, when I wake up, I must thank others.
No chance.
I was sitting on the hospital bed, sipping the soup meticulously cooked by the housekeeper's grandmother, and the black clouds above my head were about to condense into substance.
Why do you want to ask
Because I missed the college entrance examination.
Someone might ask what does the college entrance examination have to do with me as a high school student
It's a big relationship, not only because I have to go through it two years later, but also because I can't find him anymore.
My savior.
After all, I don't know who he is, except for his name and information about a high school.
I feel that I am broken in love.
Although the mother and mother are single, this does not prevent me from taking this as an excuse to vent my anger.
Turn grief and anger into appetite.
Of course, before indulging myself in overeating, I have to be a red scarf of justice.
Send the bad guys to prison.
Before entering the courtroom, my feet were shaking with fear, and I glanced at the tiled wall that could be used as a mirror, and my face was as white as a ghost.
Countless times, I wanted to escape, but my legs were so soft that I couldn't walk.
I was too scared to face the man who almost killed me. The strangulation on the neck seemed to be still aching, bringing a fatal suffocation.
I don't love it
Holding tightly the clothes on his chest, he breathed.
Like a fish out of the water.
Dididi.
The phone rang like the sound of heaven.
I lowered my head, it was the voice from the housekeeper's grandma.
"The young master is already asleep. When will the eldest lady come back, I will make your favorite peanut dumplings."
Tangyuan, reunion.
Today is not a festival for eating glutinous rice balls, but seeing such words here, I always think it is a hint to me.
The bad guy once threatened me. If I dare to stand up and testify against him, he would definitely retaliate against me.
I don't doubt what he said, after all, the villains who have killed people can't do anything.
Therefore, I need to send him to jail even more.
For nothing else, just because I am a sister, I have to protect my brother.
On the way to escape, I once met Xiaolan. Although I drove him away in time, I am not sure if the murderer saw him.
With my superficial understanding of him, he would never let our siblings off easily.
In that case, let me do it first.
The door of justice opened before my eyes, and I took a step in my destiny.
Later, I often wondered, if I didn't take this step in the first place, would there be less misery in the future
I will not suffer mental torture for a long time. My eldest son will not be exposed to mental problems. In the end, he almost made a group of people who loved me and I loved.
This idea is often rejected by me as soon as it appears.
Because no matter how many times I come back, my answer will not change.
My choice is not wrong!
The cry of the child awakened me who was lost in memory. I turned my head and saw that my husband was holding me humorously and standing by the bed, looking at a loss.
It was the first time I saw this expression on his face, and he was a little funny.
But when my gaze shifted downward, I couldn't laugh anymore.
Because, I... bedwetting.
No, no, the bedwetting is the three-year-old Xiao Qingqing. What does it have to do with my Gu Qingqing
Thinking of this, I can get rid of the embarrassment and slowly comb through the gray feathers on my body.
Yes, I found out a long time ago.
Not surprised at all.
I became a bird, the rumored dream bird.
It fulfilled my wish.
Always be a carefree kid.
The condition is that part of my soul and most of my memory will be locked in Zhu Mengniao's body forever, watching me do all kinds of stupid things when I am young.
It’s really better to just give me a bowl of Mengpo soup and forget one
Isn't it fragrant to cut it
Others can't see me.
Just experiment on this point and you'll know it.
Only the little dumpling can see me, maybe because she and I are the same person.
It turns out I was so cute when I was a kid.
Forget it, for your cuteness, it's not unbearable to be a little stupid.
It was the first time that Fu Heng was able to take care of children. After all, he also took care of his two sons.
This proves that I am not a widowed baby.
Shocked, he still cooks!
Wouldn't you want to poison me when I was young
Face slapped.
Fu Heng cooks, Ju... It's actually quite delicious.
Shouldn't I be shocked that my sense of taste is shared with Xiao Qingqing
In fact, it is not surprising, after all, it is the same soul.
I feel that no matter what happens, it can be explained by this reason.
After I became a bird, did my personality become more lively
With Xiao Qingqing's curious gaze, the little bird patted its little wings on the treetop and bounced twice.
Regardless of him, I am a little bird anyway. No one knows me. I like to play and play. This is a good time to let myself go.
Hey, I can actually fly.
The little guy is going to the mall, of course I have to follow it.
I was already desperate for Fu Heng's straight man's aesthetics.
He can really buy more than a dozen of one style of clothes at once, and wear them every day.
Those who didn't know thought he didn't take a bath.
Fortunately, I was witty, and later specially dressed him in couture.
There is only one piece for one style, and you can’t buy duplicates.
My husband still has to dress nicely.
It wasn't for the little fairies outside, but it was pleasing to the eye.
Oh, I forgot.
Fu Heng won't be my husband soon.
I want to divorce.
This idea is not a whim.
It's the result of me having been in marriage for more than 20 years, and after careful consideration.
It's not a terrible plot that I think he doesn't love me, or that he cheated on something.
Although he is quite talkative outside, and there is also a rumor that he has an illegitimate child, and what is more ridiculous is that I have seen the child and the child's mother, but I believe him as always.
The main reason is that this person's real wife is a job. If he is willing to divorce his "wife", I don't have that much money to squander.
Fu Heng loves me.
I can feel it.
Otherwise, I would not marry him just after he reached the legal age of marriage.
We are married after free love, not a commercial marriage rumored by the outside world.
To put it ugly, the Gu family, who was not taken over by his younger brother, couldn't reach the Fu family's threshold.
I can marry into Fu's family.
One is that Fu Heng loves me, the other is that I am excellent, and the third is that mothers are expensive with children.
The last point is not important.
There is no child Fu Heng loves me.
I firmly believe this, but I still want to divorce him.
There is no other reason, but I am tired.
I failed a lot.
This is how I feel, and what the outside world thinks of me... It may be the same.
I don't know how to love, even if I am deeply loved.
This is my original sin.
I can't give the same love to those who love me, so they can't feel my love, and they are dissatisfied with me.
Even if I work hard to express my love.
They are just like me, unable to get the love of their parents, and they feel resentful towards them.
Ask but not to be □□.
It detonated all the contradictions afterwards.
In the end, it hurt the person who loved me and ruined everything about me.
Maybe, I should die under Han Dayu's hand.
Maybe that is my real destiny.
Maybe, I didn't deserve happiness in the first place.
I want to divorce Fu Heng.
Because I don't want to hurt him.
There is a wife with mental problems, he will be laughed at.
Yes, I still insist that I am sick.
The symptom is not knowing how to love someone.
I have found a beautiful seaside villa, which has been renovated.
After the divorce, I can take a large amount of breakup fees and enjoy my retirement life here comfortably.
I might learn something that interests me, maybe painting, maybe dancing, or flower arrangement photography, or even all kinds of sports.
I have to travel four times a year, once every season.
Exhaust the remaining time to see this beautiful world.
Most of the time I will cultivate in a seaside villa. I have takeaways and various games, movies and TV shows. I can stay away from home for a whole year.
Don't think that Auntie won't play games anymore. Auntie can just play games.
Occasionally, I will gather with my best friends and enjoy a good social time.
My plan for the future is very detailed, but I am the only protagonist.
The children don't need me.
This is a reality that I have already realized.
They no longer love to go to amusement parks, no longer like to eat sweets, and... they no longer love their mothers.
Because I don't think I love them.
But fool sons, if you don’t love, why should I give birth to you
It hurts to have a baby.
pain
Until I dare not ask for another daughter.
Although I am eager for it.
But it doesn't matter, I can't give birth, I can adopt one.
It can be said that it was a fate to find An Ran.
Back then, on a whim, I suddenly wanted to go to the village to test my life.
Then on the road full of loess and weeds, I found her sitting on the side of the road and crying loudly.
Dirty, but like a delicate and poor stray cat, people can't help but feel distressed.
"Children, why are you here? Where are your parents?"
I do my best to be a long-legged aunt who is going to help my children find parents.
The child just cried and didn't answer my words.
I understand her.
It's just a question of whether a child of two or three years old can speak. How can he tell where his parents are
I picked up a child.
The third time I came out of the police station holding the sleeping girl, I already had this full knowledge.
This is not a cat or a dog, just throw it away.
Even if it is a real cat, it is absolutely not to be thrown away at will, it is a life.
Since you picked her up, you have to be responsible to her.
I don't remember who it was, and I said this to me.
But I think it makes sense, so I took the responsibility.
Raise this child as your own daughter.
Still being raised outside by me.
It's very interesting. Fu Heng didn't raise a woman, but I raised one, and used the money he earned to raise it.
Although this woman is lovely and loving, she is so cute that it makes people's hearts melted.
It's not that I haven't touched the idea of taking Xiao Anran home for formal adoption, but I just raised a little bit of suggestion to the children at home, which attracted their great resistance.
"Mom, isn't it enough for you and brother?"
I still remember the eldest son staring at me with those eyes similar to her, looking at me darkly.
It almost caused a panic in my heart.
I was very scared, afraid that I would not be a good mother and become a person like my parents.
It was a nightmare, and I haven't woken up yet.
I gave up.
very sorry.
As compensation, I will help you find your real family, my baby is okay.
It is definitely not an easy task to find someone in the vast crowd.
Fortunately, I have money.
Even better, I did it.
However, it messed up again.
When my loving daughter wore a large dress that was obviously not hers, she sat in embarrassment in front of me, using
When the very small voice told me to borrow money to go to school.
I heard my heart dripping blood.
The devil roared
I am like an enraged lioness, madly trying to tear the Anjia group of bastards who dared to bully my daughter to pieces.
How dare you guys!
How dare to treat my treasure like this!
However, I am a gentle mother.
At least in front of a good girl.
So I gave her a sum of money to send her to study abroad.
Aunt Qing will take care of the rest for you.
Accidents frequently broke out in Anjia, and stocks fell frantically.
The Anjia scandal spread throughout the upper class overnight and became a joke.
Anyone with a discerning eye can see that they are offending people.
No one dared to stand up and help them.
Because the people who have sinned in their homes are also the existence they can't afford to provoke.
In order to save the family, An’s son was urgently recalled.
Qingqing still remembers that child.
She is very handsome, and the most important thing is that she is very similar to her.
Just with this face, she was born to have a good impression of him.
"Your career is much more promising than the dying bug in the An family. There is no need to be dragged to death by this bug."
This is a kind reminder and a threat.
I crushed Anjia to death as easy as crushing a small bug.
It’s been too long and everyone may have forgotten that I was also a top student in the Finance Department of Jinda University.
"Thank you for reminding Mrs. Gu, but I am not here this time to beg for Anjia." An Yuan said neither humble nor humble.
"Then what are you here for?"
"Please give me a chance to be a brother."
This is a very smart boy, I think.
Smart and able to understand his identity, he can see his current situation better.
Well, I have to admit.
He convinced me.
I agreed to Anyuan's terms.
Let go of Anjia, and he personally offered the entire Anjia with both hands.
This is of course not for me, it's useless for me to settle in this bug shell.
Is it because the property under the name is not enough, or the stock of Fu's and Gu's is not popular
But these can mention the identity of my Ranran Baby.
As my baby, it is inevitable that she will enter the upper-class social circle in the future.
What does this circle say...
Everyone is very educated, but there are also some stupid idiots who see the existence of inferior people. On the bright side, there is a family backing, which at least allows my baby to have the capital to gain a foothold in front of the public.
I didn't even think about it.
I raised such a big cabbage, but it was overwhelmed!
The object is my piglet, no
Fa gets angry and can only hold it back by himself.
Of course, no one cares about an angry, fat bird.
I'm not fat, but I have too many feathers and look puffy.
But the snacks Xiaoqingqing gave me are really delicious. I hope she can give me more next time.
After I became a bird, I found that I couldn't do without my body, and I could only fly one kilometer away at the farthest distance, and then there was no more.
Beyond one kilometer, I will be bound by an invisible rope and forcibly pulled back to my body.
After a few attempts, I gave up struggling.
The main reason is that I found that following Xiaoqingqing, I can watch a lot of big dramas.
With relish.
Although a lot of melons are eaten on my head, it doesn't matter, Xiao Qingqing doesn't understand anything, and I'm just a ignorant bird.
I really want to breathe fragrance.
To my eldest son.
Is my education too failed
Why is this stinky kid capable of doing such a wicked thing and leaving a three-year-old child in the company alone? He is also a brave man.
It must be because I usually play less.
In fact, I haven't beaten a child yet, and I regret it now.
As long as I have a refresher on their education, this bastard will not become what it is today.
I am disappointed.
Disappointment in one's own education is also disappointment in children.
From the perspective of a bystander, of course I could see that Fu Si had a problem at that time, and his condition was obviously not right.
It looks like a certain group of people getting sick.
It's a pity, I don't know the reason, but I only pay attention to Xiaoqingqing.
After all, this is me, and only three years old.
Too dangerous.
It really complied with my words.
I flapped my wings anxiously all the way, followed behind me as a young girl, twittering desperately, trying to lead her back.
Even if you can't go back to your son's company, you have to find a police uncle to turn in yourself.
It's a pity that the little guy ignored me. She decided she was wrong and wanted to apologize to her elder son.
Of course, she lost herself, and not surprisingly, she was taken away by traffickers.
My heart is tired.
Standing at the top of a car with a group of children, facing the wind, letting his feathers be messed up.
A whole fried feather bird.
why
Why can't others see me.
For the first time, I felt resentful about my state.
Even more suspicious, is the wish I made at the beginning really correct
There is a trace of regret.
Fu Heng, hurry up and help
I.
I couldn't help but pray inside.
Quite unexpected.
When I was a child, I was far smarter than I thought.
Run, run!
Come here, I'll show you the way, follow me, and run quickly.
I flapped my wings desperately, guiding the two children to flee in the night, behind which was the sound of gradually pulling in.
This scene is a bit familiar, and in a trance, I almost recalled the fear of the year.
Just a moment.
My whole bird was scared to a blank brain.
Me, my... children...
I fell off the cliff!
What will happen to the two children after falling off such a high cliff
I can only answer, without a doubt.
I didn't realize what was going on. When I returned to my senses, I found that the'little bird' was flying in the sky, its wings spread out like a kunpeng, covering the sky.
With a violent wave, a violent gust of wind was brought up, and all the fallen leaves at the bottom of the cliff were rolled up and gathered under the two children.
Risks saved their lives.
Too... Shocked!
No, shock is not enough to describe my mood at this moment.
The three views of materialism for a long time were completely broken. Although I had been broken once when I saw me become smaller, but this time I really couldn't fight it together.
502 glue can't save me. Is this world mysterious, or am I too ignorant