My name is Dai Yue, and I actually have a surname.
My surname is Jun.
The side branch of the Jun family, after all, the prime minister has to call me cousin.
As long as I can remember, the people around me have been instilling the idea that my whole life belongs to the little master of the Jun family, Jun Li.
I must be loyal to her.
I must protect her with my life.
At that time, I didn't understand, and my heart was inevitably rebellious, and I ran away from home several times.
The first time I saw her was in a restaurant.
At that time, I had been away from home for several days, and my money had been squandered. I was so hungry that I went to the restaurant to steal food.
As a result, he was caught and beaten violently.
Then I saw the female doll carved in pink and jade standing on the restaurant, looking down curiously.
Without exception, I saw my mother by her side.
My mother was her nurse at the time, and I probably didn't like this little master at that time.
After all, she robbed my mother and asked me to sacrifice my life for her.
I was punched and kicked, but my mother hugged her and told her not to look at me softly, without even giving me a look.
In order to take a breath, I bit my lip and didn't make a sound.
Then I heard her say to her mother in a soft and waxy voice: "It's Sister Dai Yue, Nanny, please stop them."
She actually knew me... and could call me by my name.
My mother sent someone to take me up.
I was dirty, but she didn't dislike it at all. She took me to give me something to eat, and circled me like a bee.
But I don't like her even more.
Probably because I was rebellious earlier, when she was so annoying to me, I reached out and pushed her.
She was only five years old at the time, I pushed her and let her fall directly to the ground, and then she looked at me with a kind of... wronged and innocent eyes.
I should have felt some guilt at the time.
But when I think about what I'm going through now is thanks to her, that guilt disappears without a trace.
As a result, I was slapped by my mother and ordered to kneel in the ancestral hall.
At that time it was the most incomprehensible thing for me.
She is obviously my mother, why beat me for others
It was late autumn, and I was kneeling in the ancestral hall by myself, thinking about this question over and over again, but I couldn't figure it out.
I didn't expect that she would sneak up, her small body was hugging a quilt enough to drown her, and her little face was red with cold.
She told me a lot, but I can't remember it, I just remember the temperature when I hugged her and huddled under a quilt to warm each other.
That morning, my mother led people to look for her, and finally found her at my place, and she was going to ask the family law on the spot.
Since that day, I've been by her side.
At that time, she was very cute, soft and glutinous, her words were soft and crisp, with a child's innocence.
I was a little reluctant at first, but after getting along for a long time, I forgot the childish oath that I once made, not to serve her if I killed her.
It's only by being with her that I know she has more to learn than I have to learn.
But she obediently finished her studies every time, always worked hard to complete her homework, and made time to take me out to play.
After a long time, the people in the house knew that she liked me, and she was very polite to me.
It was only then that I realized how important her likes were to them.
It was a snowy day when my mother came to talk to me, a lot of snow.
I still remember my mother's expression, serious and distressed.
She said, "Child, the little master has the entire Jun family on his shoulders. It's not easy for her. It's an honor and a responsibility for you to be around her. You have to treat her well, respect her, and protect her..."
It was snowing heavily outside the house, and my mother talked for a long time, and finally hugged me and cried for a while, saying sorry for me.
But if this is not the case, the Jun family will be finished. Only if the little master is good can they be good.
I don't know how I got out of my mother's room, only that when I walked out of the room, I saw her standing not far away, waiting for me with a red face.
Seeing me coming out, I immediately raised a smile.
In the vast expanse of white snow, her smile seemed to be dyed in the brightest color, which made my eyes sore.
The bottom of my heart seems to have a warm current flowing through it, dispelling the biting cold of winter.
Since then, I went to school with her, and learned the jerky stuff together.
Every time I don't understand, she will teach me patiently.
In the third year, Yingyue was sent over.
Yingyue was younger than me and her, and she had a timid expression on her face when she sent it over. I didn't understand at the time how such a person could stay by her side.
Later, I learned that Yingyue learns things very quickly, and she has practiced martial arts since she was a child. She was just a little afraid of life at first sight, but after getting acquainted with her, you will find that Yinyue is a very lively girl.
Since then, a small group of three of us has been established.
Before she was thirteen years old, her temper was still very gentle. In the summer of the age of thirteen, she and the former prime minister talked all night in the study. After coming out, her eyes were red and she hugged me and Yingyue and cried for a long time.
We asked her and she said nothing.
But since then, her temperament has become more and more calm, and the expression on her face is unpredictable.
At some point, the number of people around her became less and less, and in the end it was just me and Yingyue, and even my mother didn't show up.
When she was fifteen years old, the former prime minister died suddenly. At that time, I realized that when she was thirteen years old, she probably knew that her mother had few days and that she should take on the huge family.
As it turns out, she's doing well.
Many times I thought that I would accompany her all my life, laugh with her, worry with her...
When a man appeared beside her one day, I realized that she was not the only one around her, she should have someone she likes.
That person should laugh with her, worry with her, accompany her... forever.
I didn't expect her to leave the court, obviously that position was within my grasp, but she gave up.
I didn't understand it for a long time, just like I didn't understand why my mother slapped me.
Years later, it dawned on me that she probably never liked that kind of life.
It's just that she didn't have a choice, there was no way out. For the huge Jun family and hundreds of thousands of people, she had to bear those.
She has the ability now and can retreat completely. She has arranged the back road of Jun's family properly. She chooses this kind of life, which is the best for her.
No matter what kind of life she leads, Yingyue and I should always be with her.
"Dai Yue, what are you thinking? Your Gusu went to Young Master Lingyue again. If you don't go, the lord will hack him to death." Yin Yue appeared out of nowhere and startled me.
I can't help my forehead.
Gu Su, this boy has somehow become my boy.
"Come on!" Seeing that I didn't move, Yingyue grabbed my hand and ran outside, "Didn't I tell you, can't you talk to him properly? The adults don't like him being too close to Young Master Lingyue..."
I also know that adults do not like him to be close to Young Master Lingyue, but what can I do
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good morning~