When I was born, I heard it was a snowy day.
Because the weather was too cold, my mother's body did not survive that winter.
And I was born prematurely and didn't have breast milk, and I also left the root of the disease.
The first time I saw her was when my father and I went to see Granny Yao, the Granny Yao who was called a genius doctor by people in the world.
She was squatting in Granny Yao's yard. As soon as I entered, I saw her. She was white and tender. Although she was wearing sackcloth and sackcloth, she couldn't hide her watery appearance in the slightest.
Dad and Granny Yao entered the house to talk, and I was standing in the yard.
She has been squatting since I came in. I was curious about what she was looking at, so I walked over slowly.
"What are you looking at?" I was eight years old at the time and was relatively tall, so I stood in front of her and almost blocked the light in front of her.
She raised her head, puffed up her face, and angrily reached out and pushed me, "What are you doing, stepping on my bug."
insect
I looked down and saw where there were any bugs, only a scorpion with its teeth and claws ready to pierce him.
"Ah!" I yelled, and shoved back, a cold sweat broke out from my back.
When the mother-in-law in the room heard the movement, she hurriedly came out and grabbed her ear, "Stinky girl, this is a guest, and you are scaring others, aren't you? Put away your little guys and don't scare your little brother. "
Her face was full of grievances, "I didn't bully him."
Although Granny Yao looked very angry, she was actually not serious at all. In the end, my father came out and said that the child is not in the way.
After they entered, the little girl immediately stood up from the ground, walked in front of me with her face raised, and stepped on me by the way.
At that time, I was terrified, and I was trampled again, and I almost cried out again in pain.
At that time, I was thinking, how can this girl be so hateful.
But I don't know, she's far more evil than that.
My father put me in the medicine mother-in-law to recuperate my body. From then on, it was almost the beginning of my nightmare.
I saw snakes in my quilt at night, got stung by scorpions when I was wearing my shoes, and ate worms when I was eating.
These things are innumerable.
Later, I found out that what she put was actually non-toxic, even if it was bitten, it would not be in the way.
She probably also found out that I knew it, so she stopped doing this kind of thing and changed to other ways to make fun of me.
One day, another boy about my age was sent to my grandmother.
Since this boy came, I found that her attention was not on me, but began to toss the boy.
I didn't understand at the time why she was so bad.
It wasn't until after the loss, I recalled that when I was about to leave, she suddenly became better to me, as if she wanted to pack me up and send me away immediately.
She probably thought that I was here to snatch medicine from her mother-in-law's love.
She was only five years old at the time, and it was normal to have such thoughts when she was relying on adults.
That goodbye is seven years.
During the time we were apart from her, occasionally I would think of how she made fun of me.
I always thought I hated her, after all, I had been teased so much by her.
When I heard the news of Granny Yao's death, it was just when I escaped with the Demon Cult.
As the young master of the Demon Sect, I want to support the Demon Sect, and I cannot leave at that time.
So I don't know what happened to her during that time.
When I see her again, it will be at Bishui Villa.
No, I've seen her several times, but she doesn't seem to have the slightest impression of me, like a stranger.
I didn't know why I got angry at the time, and then there was that fight.
Later I realized that at that time, I should be angry that she didn't remember me.
When I realized she was trying to kill me, I was very angry, so my attitude towards her was even worse.
I have also heard rumors about her from the outside world, but I don't believe that she will never be that kind of person.
The world can't tolerate her, so I gave her a place to shelter from the wind and rain.
That's the only thing I can do for her.
During the trip to Dishan, she would come, which was completely unexpected to me.
In the end I was rescued by her.
My father once said that those things would become a disaster for the Demon Sect. Back then, my father planned to destroy it, but before it could be done, the Demon Sect was besieged.
When I entered Dishan, I had no intention of going out alive.
I can't tell if I'm excited to see the sun again or something else.
All I know is that I love her.
But she doesn't seem to like me.
No matter what I do, she appears calm.
I thought it must be because I was too weak, so I chose to retreat and hit the ninth floor of the Nether Judgment.
If successful, no one will be my opponent.
If unsuccessful...
Then I have no right to stand by her side.
She is so powerful, so dazzling.
When I went in, I told her that if I came out, I would marry her.
I didn't even dare to look at her expression at the time.
The things I gave her were once in the medicine mother-in-law, and I secretly took her little toys.
But I think she probably doesn't remember either.
When she saw those things, her face was blank.
It would be a lie to say not disappointed.
Obviously it belongs to the memories of the two of them, but it is only me who remembers.
In order to make myself feel better, I can only comfort myself from the bottom of my heart. She was too young at the time, and it was normal for her not to remember.
The impact on the ninth floor of the Nether Judgment was not smooth, and I almost failed several times, but when I thought of what I said to her at the end, I gritted my teeth and persevered.
Finally I succeeded.
As soon as I came out of the secret room, I saw her sitting outside, but before I could be happy, she was about to bleed me.
I knew in my heart that she didn't like me, but I couldn't help but get angry.
She waited outside not because she was worried about me, but because she wanted my blood.
I guess she wanted my blood for that sword, but I don't give it to her.
I don't know if I give it to her, will she just leave the Demon Sect.
So I dare not give.
Even if she doesn't like me, I still want her in front of me.
When I knew from her mouth that she had someone she liked, I had mixed feelings.
After so many years of absence, I failed to become the most important person in her heart.
Later, when she left the Demon Sect, I looked for her with great fanfare, but I knew from the bottom of my heart that even if I found it, she still wouldn't like me.
I don't know why I'm so sure she won't like me, it's like a gut feeling.
Although Nether Jue is powerful, its relative lifespan will also be shortened. I am not afraid of death if I cannot get someone I like, I am just afraid that she will not live well in the future.
So I asked Tingfeng to invite her. I always knew where she was.
I was very happy to see her when I was dying.
Only regret.
It's because I never participated in her bloody years, never gave her only one support when she needed it most, never occupied a place in her heart.
Wuzheng, I love you.
- Jiang Zhan.