The medical examination is finally over.
Lu Xin only felt that he was being tossed too much.
Before and after, my physical examination actually took more than a week.
It's not even easy to ask for leave. After all, when you can't go back to the company to sell the leave, you say that you go to the medical examination this week, right
If someone else asks for a half-day leave for the medical examination, it will be done. If you really return to the company and say so, it is estimated that the company will either think that you are lying and refuse to approve your paid leave, or you will have to suspect that you have some serious illness. …
In addition, the feeling of this physical examination is really uncomfortable.
Even if I have actually prepared enough from the beginning, it is still uncomfortable when I really start to test one by one.
Little by little, groping inch by inch, there is a feeling of being seen by others.
And the deeper the detection is carried out, the brighter it will be seen by people.
In addition, during this physical examination, the eyes of other people looking at him are really scary.
Although these researchers all pretended to be doctors, they looked more like butchers in their eyes...
The kind of butcher who prepares for Chinese New Year.
Obviously, I was never afraid when facing the ultimate, but when I was looked at by these people, I was really a little afraid. .
Fortunately, with the end of the last out-of-control risk detection, the entire physical examination also ended.
It was the same experience as when I first went to the Qinggang Special Pollution Cleanup Department.
Out-of-control risk detection is actually a dialogue.
Sit down face to face with Dr. Jia, who is still gentle and elegant despite her age, while answering a few simple-looking questions from her, and talking to each other about some interesting things they have experienced recently. Very happy.
From time to time, happy laughter could be heard in the testing room.
In the end, I don't know what Dr. Jia wrote on the test report, but Lu Xin seemed to have taken off a heavy burden and could finally put on his clothes, and the Ministry of Special Clearinghouse did not let him go back immediately. , Arranged a ward for him, wearing a white hospital gown, under the care of two gentle and beautiful nurses and sisters, quietly waiting for the arrival of the medical report.
There is even a sick meal.
The results of the test will be given to him after careful discussion by the researchers in Qinggang.
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"With this result, at least I have a deeper understanding of myself, right?"
Lu Xin thought about this question.
He really wants to do his best and improve it a little bit.
Perhaps, this is to really heal himself quickly.
On the other hand, it is also because the old dean's problem will come...
The trial of life, the trial of pain, the trial of desire, the trial of consciousness...
And, what I haven't experienced yet:
Trial of strength.
Trial of the heart.
God's Trial.
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Lu Xin was very disgusted with these trials. He had a part of it, and he was extremely disgusted with this feeling of being manipulated.
On the other hand, the other part knows that every trial is a symbol of disaster.
So he has always wanted to find the old dean as soon as possible and ask him what the ultimate goal of this trial is.
And use the gentlest method to persuade him to stop these trials.
But disgust is disgust.
Because I know that this trial cannot be stopped, I still have to be prepared to face it.
It's like, every quarrel with the other half, shaking hands, angry heart, vowing never to come back...
... But it's not about buying a dish to go home, but also considering whether she eats coriander or not.
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It is precisely because I want to understand this truth, and I don't want to be ruined by unnecessary anger.
So when the researchers asked Lu Xin why he suddenly wanted the physical examination, Lu Xin told them calmly:
Want to understand themselves more deeply and ask them to guide their further improvement.
Of course, Lu Xin didn't know the reactions of these researchers when they heard their purpose.
Almost half of the researchers stayed on the spot: "So our research in Qinggang has reached this level?"
The other half of the researchers thought: "It's broken, I can't fish in the future, I'll be eliminated..."
However, compared to the shock and worry of these ordinary researchers, Professor Bai, who is the chief researcher of Qinggang, or the mentor of all Qinggang researchers, seems to have already made up his mind. in his hands.
That is to say, only he knows everything about the individual soldier, and the others can only know part of it at most.
Following this, it was the most severe prohibition order from the Ministry of Special Qing.
It is absolutely forbidden for everyone to discuss and record the results of this test, let alone leak it.
Once found, no matter how high the status is, he will face charges and life imprisonment in the entire Qinggang.
In severe cases, they may even go to Group D for a walk.
In addition to this series of confidentiality measures, the request for the individual soldier was also his own instructions.
So, a day later, when Lu Xin, who was wearing the hospital gown comfortably and eating the sick meal under the care of the little nurse, got the document, he just opened it and glanced at it, and he was stunned for a long time. , and said incredulously, "Going to college?"
"Not college."
It was Han Bing who brought the documents and explained seriously: "It's just a tutorial class."
"The full name is the Qinggang Advanced Spiritual Theory Training Course. It's just the training location. It was selected at Qinggang University."
"In addition, the recruited students are not just you, there are many others."
"Professor Bai said that he will come to the class in person, and you should be able to find what you want from these trainings."
"Of course… "
She explained patiently, with a smile on her face, and said, "According to Professor Bai, although you are a student, you are also a visiting professor. Because there are certain aspects of knowledge that even he does not understand, and you are born with It is understandable. Therefore, you usually receive training here, but when it comes to some key courses, you need to come to the podium to explain it to everyone.”
"what… "
Listening to Lu Xin, he was really a little confused.
Not only do you have to go to the university to attend lectures, but even give lectures on the podium
I just graduated from high school...
Because of this question, he was shocked for a while before he suddenly reacted and said in a low voice, "Then participated in this..."
"...A graduation certificate?"
"… "
Han Bing said that he would go and ask for himself, and quietly told himself that he would most likely give him a specially approved graduation certificate.
But Lu Xin also expressed his attitude.
No special approval, or any honor, just an ordinary diploma.
Probably a bachelor's degree is the only thing with a special title that is worthless, right
In addition, he really did not expect that after so many years of graduating from high school, he would still have one day to go to college...
The training class will start three days later, and Lu Xin was kicked out of the ward that day.
Luckily, Lu Xin had enough.
Living under the care of two little nurses is good, but when you go to the toilet, it makes people uncomfortable...
There is no time to feel distressed and have not eaten enough sick food.
He also paid more attention to this training class, or in other words, this training class held on the campus of Qinggang University.
I returned to the No. 2 satellite city that day and asked the company for a leave.
Not only did I take up the leave during the previous physical examination, but I also took the leave to attend the training class later.
Then it's time to pack up and prepare for the trip.
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"It didn't turn out bad..."
Seeing Lu Xin's serious appearance, her mother seems to be in a good mood: "Qinggang researchers, or the old man who likes to wear white suits, is really a very courageous person. He dares to train you personally, which means that he has no Feeling awestruck by your test results, he chose to distance himself from you so as not to be involved in something beyond the limits of his personal abilities."
"Although I'm not sure if he can really help you, but this courage is worthy of appreciation."
"… "
"Why are you listening, you don't seem to be sure if they can help me?"
Lu Xin couldn't help looking at his mother.
She was the one who made this suggestion at first, but she was the one who avoided far away during the test.
In her test this time, almost all abilities were tested, except for hers.
"You're in a very strange state right now, and even I'm not sure how to help you, let alone them?"
Mom explained with a smile: "However, it is precisely because they are more vulnerable than you, and most of the theories remain in the guessing stage, so even if they mislead you, the adverse effects on you personally will not be affected. will be weaker."
"this… "
His mother's words immediately affected Lu Xin's enthusiasm slightly.
But on second thought, he thought about it.
Even if you really can't get any help, it's good to get a college degree...
He has now become the youngest senior executive in the company, and with a diploma, he will be able to advance to a higher position in the future.
With this thought in mind, he packed up and held a meeting with his family.
First, my sister can't just turn people into toys.
After the Red Moon Incident, there were too few college students, and everyone was a baby.
Second, my sister can't roam around the university campus.
I heard that college students sometimes act impulsive, and if my sister sees something she shouldn't, she will fail.
The third is for the father.
You can't come out casually and show off your prestige.
That will make your temperament look gloomy and affect your image in the eyes of college students.
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When Lu Xin was ready for the training, in the Qinggang Special Clearance Department, Professor Bai was also earnestly preparing.
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No one dared to despise the demands of individual soldiers.
In addition, as a researcher, he really hoped that he could give Lu Xin some guidance.
When he seriously picked up the pen and began to prepare lessons, what flashed in his mind was what Dr. Jia Mengyi, who was responsible for conducting psychological tests for Lu Xin and assessing the risk of him losing control, told him alone: "Today's individual soldier, and the first The next test was different.”
"Now he is obviously more cheerful than before, and his thinking logic has been greatly improved compared to before."
"This shows what?"
"It shows that everything he did before was probably faked..."
"If you have to ask me to describe it, then I would prefer to say that he used to be a person with severe depression, but he did not want to show his abnormality in front of others. Now, it seems that his situation has eased. The depressed patient is actively asking for help, so he is willing to take the initiative to expose some of his own problems... "
"So he's getting better?"
"Of course, but you can think of another situation..."
"A patient with major depression who is about to get better, once the symptoms recur, what will be the state?"
"what?"
"Simply put, it's a tsunami-like despair that is enough to completely drown people..."
"From a case perspective, many patients with depression have completely lost all hope in such repetitions."
"finally… "
"… "
"Ugh… "
Realizing the seriousness of this problem, Professor Bai sighed softly and put down the pen in his hand.
He wanted to give individual soldiers the most direct guidance, but he couldn't be sure.
Because the state of the individual soldier today is too delicate, he has created even more pressure and dare not give accurate guidance at will.
But he is very sure that individual soldiers now need some accurate, firm and effective guidance.
In this case, the only way is: "Talk about philosophy!"
Professional is not enough, philosophy is to make up.
Professor Bai nodded with satisfaction and prepared to write down his lecture notes.
Just then, he heard a soft knock on the door.