spiritual core...
Lu Xin knew this concept for a long time, and even thought it was nothing new.
So he didn't understand why his mother thought of taking herself out alone, and how to show it to herself.
Very obediently holding her mother's arm, they walked out of the old building side by side. At this time, the red moon in the sky was a big round in the sky.
Unprecedentedly large, as if sitting on the roof.
Lu Xin could even feel the gloomy aura of the light of the red moon, and was fascinated by the dark red color.
Subconsciously raised a hand to cover in front of him, and then suddenly reacted.
Today is the third day of the new year, the moon should not be so round, and according to the distance between the moon and the earth, it should not be so close.
After realizing this, he put down his hand in surprise, and then saw that there were all people in front of this old building.
It is not correct to say that they are all people. It should be said that there are countless people.
unlimited!
This is really a kind of person that can only be described as infinite. .
One shadow after another, lined up in front of Lu Xin and his mother.
They look exactly the same, like hundreds or thousands of twins, lined up in a straight line.
Like a huge centipede, it extends here from a distance.
But if you look closely, you will find that all these people are actually the same person.
They wore the same clothes and looked the same, with gradually changing expressions on their faces.
But in the space that I saw in front of my eyes, there were many different queues.
Every queue is lined up by the same person, countless of them lined up in a long long dragon, wandering in the city like a centipede, crossing each other, entangled with each other, like lines converging together , and headed in a different direction...
Some people have been intertwined, and some people will always meet each other depending on the trend.
Some are like glue, but at the moment of separation, they immediately travel far away, and there is no possibility of intersection.
There are even some people who are not in a queue, but have obvious forks in some key places.
Lu Xin couldn't describe the scene that caught his eye at this moment.
Reluctantly to describe, this is a camera with a delay function, which shoots people at different time points, and then overlaps them.
Different overlapping people are put into the same scene again.
Chaotic, weird, but there seems to be some steady and clear pattern looming.
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After watching for a long time, Lu Xin raised his hand and rubbed his eyes.
"Not used to it?"
Mom stopped and looked at Lu Xin with a smile.
Lu Xin nodded, with curiosity in his tone: "What is this?"
"It's human."
Mom explained softly: "People with different choices at different times, maybe you can understand it as life."
Lu Xin seemed to understand, but he nodded cooperatively.
"Let's go!"
Mom and Lu Xin walked slowly in this city full of weird people, with gentle footsteps, as if they were walking.
Sometimes through the gap, sometimes through the queue of these people.
In Lu Xin's ears and vision, there were also many strange feelings.
Every time he passed through different queues, he would see different scenes and emotions.
Every time one is contaminated, there will be a moment of joy or peace, perception and perception, and layers of illusions.
But they were all short, so short that they disappeared before I had time to reminisce.
It's not pollution, but it's something you're going to meet yourself.
It was as if the rainwater was suspended in mid-air, moving at a high speed and crashing into the water droplets.
Does this count as being caught in the rain, or is it touching the porcelain of raindrops
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Like shopping, my mother walked among the crowd and looked critically left and right, as if she was shopping.
Lu Xin didn't dare to ask more questions, even though he had accumulated a lot of doubts in his heart.
After a long time, my mother finally saw something that was barely noticeable.
Gently parked in front of an ordinary low-end luxury sedan, and looked at the one who came out of the car, a face full of smirk, and a large bag of expensive gifts in his hand, lined up in countless lines. Queue, a man walking towards a villa in front.
"Find it, just him!"
Mom smiled and looked at Lu Xin, as if asking him how he looked.
"this person… "
Lu Xin looked at the man.
There are many people with this image in Qinggang, and there is nothing special about it.
"You can see more..."
Mom smiled, then turned to the man and waved her hand lightly.
"crash..."
It was like the sound of countless films suddenly being played at an accelerated rate, and the man's "queue" moved violently.
Countless numbers of him kept flashing in front of Lu Xin, like the focus of a movie, forming a continuous action.
Lu Xin saw each moment in his life.
When he saw this man, he entered the villa with an expensive gift, and said good things to another man with a high profile, accompanied by a smiling face, praised the man's good leadership, and expressed his eagerness to learn from him. , and then not only took the initiative to pick up the broom to clean up, but also personally went into the kitchen to cook a few side dishes and drank it with the good wine he brought.
When it was late, he took the initiative to pack up the kitchen utensils, gave the jam to the man, and then left the villa backwards.
Only this picture, it seems that nothing can be seen.
My mother understood, and she moved gently again, and Lu Xin suddenly saw more of this man's experience.
He is a child of a middle-class family in Qinggang.
For the bottom layer, the middle layer is the high layer, and for the real high layer, it is the bottom layer.
So he has an advantage, but not a big one.
The advantages of his family helped him enter the school, study hard and get good grades.
He successfully entered a powerful large enterprise and did his dream research job.
However, the various bad atmospheres in the research institute made him hit the wall everywhere, and he could not improve for a few years, and the conditions in his family, which were considered good, could not help at all when he arrived here, so he was once demoted to the bottom. Almost leaving.
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Gradually, the ideal was worn away, and he became like the people around him.
Invite colleagues to dinner, conduct all kinds of unscrupulous attacks with opponents, flatter in front of leaders, and step on the soles of their dignity.
Lu Xin saw the life of a very sad person in the past ten years.
Even could not help but feel a kind of sadness for him.
However, it seems impossible to evaluate anything. Is this person wrong for a better life for himself
Mother saw Lu Xin's sadness, smiled slightly, and moved the figure again.
So, this man grew into a dragon and began to swim fast, bringing another part of his life to Lu Xin's face.
Lu Xin saw this greasy and flattering man. After attending the colleague's wine party, after giving gifts to the leader, and after solving an office dispute like a muddy mess, the smile on his face disappeared and he returned home. He wiped his face with cold water, kept himself awake, came to his own study, and then carried out his own research little by little.
On the note next to him is the experience of the work he has always insisted on. For more than ten years, he has never let up once.
Lu Xin was slightly stunned.
"This is his spiritual core..."
Mom said softly: "In this environment, he is powerless to change and can only fit in, but he always remembers why he entered this environment, so no matter when he never gave up, what he should do..."
Lu Xin listened to his mother's words carefully and thoughtfully.
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Mom continued to lead Lu Xin forward, and saw a man in uniform driving a luxury car.
Then she nodded with satisfaction and moved his life.
Lu Xin saw a sophisticated and sophisticated person.
In a position that is not too big or small, he does not do any less bad things that he should do.
Take the money that should be collected, give the convenience that should be given, and he will not refuse what the leader instructs.
When the people below ask for it, he also considers it as appropriate.
So, in the whole department, up and down, no one does not say his good, no one dislikes him.
But when a certain case was brought to him, he fell silent.
On the file is a man who cannot be forgiven.
Everyone in the department has made enough money, like a sophisticated machine, ready to erase the text on this file.
So, he also said with a smile on the surface, but in private he copied the case and sent it to the relevant department.
The wife at home didn't understand and asked him why and if he knew the consequences of this incident.
He replied in a low voice: "I won't be a good person in this life, but I don't need to be so bad..."
Listening to his words, mother turned to look at Lu Xin and smiled: "This is also the spiritual core."
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Mom took Lu Xin again and walked around the queue for a long time as if they were shopping at the mall.
He also took him to see a lot of different lives and saw a lot of different people.
Among them, some lived outside the high wall, a gathering point known for its ferocity and savagery.
They fight to the death, robbing caravans or killing people without blinking at other gathering points.
Because every gathering point is the same, you must show your ferocity from a young age, otherwise you will have no place in the gathering point.
There's a fierce guy in there, too.
When he rushed into other gathering points to grab food, he knocked down the three on the opposite side by himself.
But when he rushed into a house and saw the only rice left at the bottom of the tank, and the child hiding in the corner.
He slowed down, then turned to leave.
Outside the house, he can be heard talking to others: "walk around, I have seen this one, and there is no Mao."
They saw a place covered with pollution. All the people here were affected by a strange spiritual pollution. They attacked each other like crazy and wanted to eat all the living things. However, one of the polluted bodies was in the Holding a baby in her arms, when other polluted bodies attacked her, she protected the baby under her body and howled loudly and weakly.
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There are too many, and different stages of life are displayed in front of Lu Xin.
Compared with the whole, it is pitiful, but extremely dazzling.
His mother held his hand and quietly led him through this desolate world, whispering, "Do you understand now?"
"The spiritual core is something that can be destroyed but cannot be polluted..."