The lesson my mother taught Lu Xin was very vivid.
There has never been a moment when Lu Xin felt such a clear understanding of the spiritual core.
Something that can only be destroyed, but not polluted...
Standing beside his mother, Lu Xin lowered his head, and after a long time, raised his head again and looked at the abnormally large red moon in the air.
He could feel the pressure that this unusual red moon brought to him, and he could even feel the clear feeling when this round of red moon was reflected in his pupils, as if it was the first time in his life that he finally saw it clearly the world.
Spiritual pollution, spiritual core, ego...
Human will, principle, bottom line, the best primal or strongest desire...
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"These, in fact, I have felt..."
Lu Xin suddenly turned his head and looked at his mother in surprise.
"Yes."
Mom nodded with a smile, and said, "The spiritual core is not a mysterious thing."
"Actually it's pretty common."
"It has long been in our lives, in our thoughts, and in our breath."
"We have long felt its existence and its impact on us, but few people will understand its importance."
"Like people living in this world, very few people can truly understand themselves..."
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In my mind, from the time when I was in the orphanage, I had a clear memory, to the time I left the orphanage, I went through so many things, and then I met one person after another, and I met one after another. Things that make it hard for you to understand.
The black particles in Lu Xin's eyes began to be densely packed, surging like a swarm of bees.
This surging even reached its limit, and the mother beside Lu Xin felt the violent tremor.
Then she gently released the arm held by Lu Xin and took a step back.
He looked at Lu Xin with relief.
For the first time, Lu Xin did not suppress the black particles at all when they appeared.
He just let this black particle tremble and let it be released.
He fully felt the feeling of the black particles swimming in his body, and the tearing feeling it brought to him.
Before, in his subconscious, he had been afraid of black particles. Because he didn't know what kind of consequences and how much harm it would cause when the black particles that were violent enough to destroy his body countless times were truly released.
But now, he wanted to try it.
Through this class, he understood the true meaning of the spiritual core, and he really understood...
… The spiritual core is the key to preventing yourself from losing control.
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"Buzzing..."
When the tremors of the black particles reached the extreme, the air around Lu Xin was filled with ripples.
In the whole city, I don't know how many capable people, or the hidden spiritual monsters in the abyss of Qinggang City.
At this moment, they all felt the sensation, raised their heads sharply, and looked at Lu Xin.
At the same time, in the old building of Qinggang No. 2 Satellite City, the windows suddenly opened and closed again.
I don't know how many windows were slapped to pieces at this moment.
In that room, there was an old telephone, which exploded violently and rang a harsh ringtone.
A TV set that was not connected to the power supply at all suddenly popped up snowflakes, layering on top of each other, distorting the picture.
"Clap clap clap..."
Around the old building, a string of sparks appeared in the wires connected to the old building, illuminating the deep night sky.
The old building seemed to have had an earthquake, kept shaking, as if it was about to rise from the ground.
But when this tremor reached its extreme, it gradually became quiet with a sense of despair.
"Hey, is there no movement?"
In room 401, the younger sister carefully pressed her face to the door, listening to the movement outside.
Father nervously stretched out his head in the kitchen, and also assumed a posture of retreating into the kitchen at any time: "Are you honest?"
"Seems to be."
The younger sister nodded and listened carefully to the movement outside: "It seemed that someone wanted to rush in just now, but now it's gone..."
"Um… "
Father pondered, suddenly said: "Why don't you go out and have a look?"
The younger sister immediately rolled her eyes and glared at him: "You think I'm stupid?"
Father was annoyed: "Believe it or not, I will throw you out?"
The younger sister stood up immediately, with her hands on her waist, and said, "You dare?"
The father was choked suddenly, and sat back on the pony in the shadow of the kitchen, sulking alone.
The first quarrel won the father, but the younger sister did not show much happiness, and couldn't help saying: "What did they do?"
"Humph!"
Her father rolled her eyes at her first, showing a disdainful expression on her face.
But after a while, he couldn't help but say, "Strictly speaking, it's giving a result to a long-ago plan."
The sister thought about it seriously, but found that she still didn't understand.
Feeling the despair in the corridor, he said, "Is that a good thing or a bad thing for us?"
The father glanced at his sister with a gloomy expression, and snorted: "This matter has a result, then at least in a short time, you don't have to worry about him getting angry and tearing you to pieces at any time, so you think this should be Good or bad?"
"Brother never rips me to shreds..."
The sister wrinkled her nose and answered confidently.
In his father's contemptuous eyes, he looked out the door again and said, "Then what are they afraid of?"
"Very complicated… "
Father was silent for a while before saying, "They don't have to worry about being destroyed in a short time."
"However, they also lost the power of choice forever."
"… "
"… "
"Om..."
The black particles in Lu Xin's eyes became more and more obvious, and when the tremors became more and more severe, not only in Qinggang City and the abyss corresponding to Qinggang, but even in the sky, there were some things that felt something. some kind of fright.
In the sky next to the huge red moon, two cracks appeared, like tearing a long gully.
Inside the gully, there are indifferent but cold pupils, looking down...
At this moment, the huge mental pressure seemed to be hanging down on the ocean above Qinggang, and it slowly sank.
Also at this moment, Lu Xin's eyes turned slightly and looked at it.
As a result, the eyes of the two sides collided, and they fell down on the ocean above Qinggang, and suddenly a huge wave swept across.
Those eyes closed instantly and disappeared without a trace.
The black particles in Lu Xin's eyes also faded slightly at this time, and gradually turned into black and white eyes that were very clear.
But not like before.
It didn't go away because of an outburst of anger, or a sudden shift in mood.
This time, it was Lu Xin who wanted it to disappear, so it disappeared.
For the first time, feeling so free, Lu Xin couldn't help showing a smile from the heart.
"Clap..."
It was the mother who smiled and applauded.
Lu Xin found that the unusually large red moon just now had disappeared.
Instead, there was a shallow moon behind the dark clouds in the far sky.
The people who were lined up in long queues around disappeared, everything in the city returned to normal, and now I was standing on a tall building, looking down at the city below, which was built by Qinggang for the dolls before. There are no tall buildings that are actually finished yet.
Turning to look at his mother, Lu Xin was slightly regretful, and said softly, "It's still not possible to do it completely."
"Very good."
Mom looked at Lu Xin and said softly, "Just like a promise made easily is worthless, and the direction can only be determined by you."
"Don't rush to make a decision, because it's important to you and the world."
"… "
Seeing his mother's relieved expression, Lu Xin suddenly had a lot of questions to ask.
For example, in those three blank years, there was still a vacancy that had not been filled in his memory.
He understands that everything that is happening now may be related to that vacancy.
Another example, what is the ability of a mother who can bring herself to feel this wonderful change
But in the end, he just smiled at his mother and said, "After finding it, can I stop following the rules?"
Burning text
Mom smiled and said, "What do you think?"
Lu Xin shook his head and said with a smile, "I just know why I have to obey the rules."
"I finally understood at this time why I had no confidence when I faced No. 8 before."
"… "
As he spoke, he squatted down slowly, looking at the Qinggang Armed Forces, who had been in a quiet state just now, but because the eyes in the air just opened again, and the Qinggang Armed Forces became riotous, the lights lit up one by one again. The electromagnetic cannon revealed.
He sighed lightly, "Just like I always thought I liked Qinggang."
"But actually, Qinggang is my teacher."
"… "
The commotion around is getting more and more intense, and various electromagnetic currents are drilled into the wires, or are scattered in the air in waves.
In the air in the distance, a distorted shadow appeared, which became stable little by little, sketching the appearance of a doll holding an umbrella.
"it's me… "
Lu Xin waved his hand to the doll gently to clear the misunderstanding.
The doll floated over slowly in the air, with a sweet smile on his face, as if to say that he knew it for a long time.
At this moment, my mother smiled very happily.
Suddenly carrying her bag, she walked forward slowly, walked to the doll's side, raised her hand gently, and lifted her chin.
The doll was dumbfounded and didn't dare to move. Her mother supported her chin and looked left and right.
Lu Xin watched from the side, and was slightly stunned.
It feels like something is wrong with this scene
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"good."
The mother had finished looking at the doll, then squeezed her little face lightly, and said with a smile, "Just be smarter..."
The doll was dumbfounded and lowered his head, looking a little shy.
"Let's go!"
Mom nodded very satisfied, turned to look at Lu Xin, and raised her arms.
Lu Xin hurriedly followed, grabbed her arm, and walked forward side by side.
"Have a good rest tonight..."
Mom smiled lightly and happily and said, "I will come on stage tomorrow and give some training to those researchers with short hair..."
"what?"
"What? Are you worried that I won't be able to teach them a lesson?"
"No, but I'm not very good at lecturing..."
"It doesn't matter, I'll come. Didn't Qinggang teach you a lot? We naturally have to teach them something."
"This… "
"The world that can give birth to a savior is lucky, but the world that needs a savior is sad!"
"So, it's better for them to learn more..."
"… "
Lu Xin didn't know how to answer, so he could only turn his head to the doll standing honestly behind, wave his hand, and say:
"See you tomorrow… "