Under the Red Moon, Red Moon Elementary School, the principal's office.
After Teacher Xiaolu finished speaking, she seemed to have exhausted all her strength and lowered her head weakly. Her wrist, where the paper cutter cut, even though it was wrapped in thick gauze, The blood had already oozing out again, and the dark red color had soaked through the gauze, which looked a little shocking, and the dim lights in the office had once again become blurred and miserable.
Hee hee laughter, if any, rang out in the office.
In the dark shadows that the surrounding lights could not reach, mysterious and strange figures began to appear one after another. They carried faces that were familiar to the three people present, running in the dark shadows, as if running in the sun. , They laughed and joked, and then they got closer and closer to Teacher Xiaolu, and their little hands stretched out from behind the sofa and grabbed Teacher Xiaolu's hair.
This makes people unable to distinguish between true and false pictures, giving people a deep sense of guilt.
It was a kind of despair...
And Lu Xin stood alone in the office with his head lowered, as if he hadn't seen this scene.
"don't want… "
But at this moment, Number Eight suddenly shouted in a low voice.
His loud voice echoed in the office, surrounding Mr. Xiaolu's confusion and illusoryness, and he also stepped back slightly at this time.
No. 8 gritted his teeth, rushed to Teacher Xiaolu, helped her to dispel the confusion and unreal scattered mental power around her, and reminded her loudly: "Wake up, don't be overwhelmed by this guilt, this shouldn't be you Something to carry..."
There was only sadness on Teacher Xiaolu's face.
The countdown in her pupils had returned to zero, turning a terrifying blood color. .
And in her eyes, there were unexpectedly fast beating pictures.
It was a sunny and happy little girl with a ponytail, always on her hips, she was energetic, and she also brought a bit of savagery in the wild world, she had a sense of justice, but she always brought a little willingness to help others Little domineering and clever decision-making...
Teacher Xiaolu looked at the girl with hatred.
She's willing to kill her past self so things don't get to where they are now...
"It shouldn't be like this..."
No. 8 looked at the guilt and hatred in her eyes, which became more and more intense, and felt the gradual disintegration of her spiritual power, and shouted in almost despair: "It's none of your business, it's him who killed, it's those who killed him. Teacher, was the old dean at that time…”
"What I originally thought was to try him first, and then to try the old dean..."
"But why did it become you?"
"If this matter ends up on your shoulders, then what is the thing I'm after?"
"… "
He shouted desperately, and even looked at Lu Xin, who was standing silently beside him with some prayers.
But Lu Xin didn't respond, nor did Teacher Xiaolu.
Everything is moving towards the point of being irreversible, getting closer and closer to despair.
"Whoa..."
But at this moment, the door of the office was suddenly kicked open, and a silent figure stood in the corridor. As he walked into the office step by step, he saw that that person was actually the old security guard. A shotgun, the old face is full of anger and distortion, in the blood red eyes, it seems to be faintly visible, the corners of the eyes are a little wet, and I cried not long ago.
"Aren't you like this?"
The old security guard saw the people in the office, especially Mr. Deer, who was lying on the sofa in despair.
The gun in his hand did not point at Lu Xin, but suddenly pointed at No. 8.
His voice was low, but full of anger, he said loudly: "You were like this when you were young."
"You like to sue this, sue that, because of your good intentions?"
"No, it's just because you like to complain."
"It gives you a sense of superiority, and it also makes you the most obedient and obedient child in the eyes of the teachers."
"As for now..."
He suddenly made a clatter, pulled the bolt of the gun, loaded the bullet, and then withstood No. 8's head, saying viciously:
"And now..."
"It's not easy for these two children to live, just fuck you, feel your wings are hard..."
"Just come over and point fingers?"
"… "
The appearance of the old security guard made No. 8 fall into a moment of confusion.
He seemed to see a familiar shadow, which gradually overlapped with the old security guard's face in front of him.
However, he was unable to even figure out who the old security guard was.
As if by the words of the old security guard, he exposed the last piece of fig leaf, and saw his childhood self with shame...
His lips moved, as if he was about to say something.
However, when the words came to his mouth, he felt so powerless that he could only close his eyes.
Outside the primary school, there are shadows.
Suddenly, many figures appeared in the courtyard.
Wearing black suits and carrying silver boxes in their hands, they walked slowly to the iron gate of the primary school.
It was clear that the iron gate had been locked tightly, and it was even powered on, and some strange electronic devices were arranged around the gate and the school wall, but they silently passed through the iron gate and came to the In this small campus, quietly watching.
More and more people came in, almost filling the yard.
They all kept the same movement, standing downstairs of the primary school, quietly looking up at the third floor.
"Quick, let them go..."
The old security guard pulled his finger on the trigger, slapped No. 8's forehead hard, and yelled angrily.
"I… "
No. 8 said weakly: "I can't do it..."
"you… "
Listening to his words, the old security guard burst into blue veins on his forehead, so he wanted to shoot directly.
But at this moment, Lu Xin suddenly reached out, grabbed the body of his gun, and slowly lifted it up.
…
…
At this moment, Lu Xin didn't know what to say or what to do...
Teacher Xiaolu's confession made him collapse by surprise...
In fact, what Teacher Xiaolu said didn't mean much to the matter itself, but only had an impact on her.
This is just her self-blame, making her voluntarily take all the faults on her body.
Even Number Eight disagreed with the move.
However, her self-blame revealed a truth.
This truth also doesn't make much sense to the matter itself, but only affects Lu Xin.
There are always small things that have no meaning to the world, but have absolute and decisive significance to the individual.
How did that happen
Obviously this is the only person who believes in himself, obviously this is the best friend from a very young age.
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Because she believed in herself, she had the motivation at the beginning, and gradually became the kind of person she wanted to become, even if it was later that she found out that she actually had some kind of misunderstanding about herself when she was a child, but I still believe in her...
Even this misunderstanding has become a driving force for oneself to work hard and "cure" oneself.
It wasn't until this moment that he realized that it was himself who had misunderstood.
Humble, no direction of growth, so much enduring and hard work, eventually proved meaningless.
Everything is just based on lies...
…
…
How can I describe my mood at this time
Angry
Or do you want to destroy everything
Actually none, Lu Xin just felt very tired for a moment.
I'm so tired that I don't even think about destroying the world.
Destroy him for what, just throw him there, it has nothing to do with himself anyway.
The huge panic and pressure that I haven't felt for a long time has reappeared.
And this time, it seems to be even bigger and more terrifying, like a night where rejection is not allowed.
Lu Xin could only stand there quietly, letting the boundless darkness drown himself.
And he didn't even have the strength to resist.
Perhaps not resisting is the best way to make yourself comfortable.
Lu Xin, whose whole mind was occupied by this frustration, seemed to have lost interest in everything.
Including Teacher Xiaolu, who was overwhelmed by guilt, and the old security guard who was angry.
Until a gentle voice rang in his ears: "Are you really going to give up everything you've been looking for for so long?"
Lu Xin raised his head slightly and saw his mother.
It seems that he is no longer in the office of this elementary school, but has returned to the old building.
He saw the graceful and considerate mother standing in front of him, gently reaching out and holding his palm, beside her, stood the timid sister, half of her body was hidden behind her mother , but the most in the eyes is not fear.
but worry.
Father stood further away, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't dare to say it.
The appearance of his family made Lu Xin's heart tremble slightly, as if there were a lot of things he wanted to say.
But in the end, he could only say something very simple: "I'm sad."
"I know."
Mom nodded lightly, her voice soft, as if she was afraid of scaring Lu Xin at this time.
The younger sister beside her also nodded, nodding forcefully.
"Everyone has times when they feel tired."
Mom smiled and said: "I don't want to do anything, I don't want to care about anything, of course you can have it..."
"So, if you're feeling sad and tired right now, then we don't care about anything. We'll go home now, have a good meal, take a shower, and get some sleep. Everything else, It has nothing to do with us. We don't need to carry these things all the time, it's good to be alive. Why can't we make it easier for ourselves?"
"The world doesn't need a broken man to save..."
"… "
"… "
His mother's words made Lu Xin even have the urge to cry.
These words hit the most longing place in his heart.
He really didn't want to do anything, he didn't want to care about anything, and he didn't have the energy at all, but when his mother said these words gently, he felt that his empty heart was faint, and he said no more. clear stuff...
Just let it go, go home, take a shower, and get a good night's sleep, it's really good.
but…
He was silent, his body didn't move, but whether it was Teacher Xiaolu, who blamed himself on the verge of collapse, the angry security guard, the powerless and frustrated No. 8, and, walking into the elementary school, in groups, giving The law enforcers who brought great pressure on people, and the pair of eyes in the air who did not know their origins, but after opening them, brought endless pressure to Qinggang, they were all closed.
He could even feel the doll's spiritual power clashing with those eyes in the sky.
I feel the chaos and tension caused by several cities in Qinggang...
The thought of wanting to go home and have a good night's sleep is in stark contrast to the current chaotic situation in various cities.
So he was silent for a long time in this intertwined and surging different emotions.
She whispered to her mother: "I'm still a little unwilling..."
…
…
When listening to him say these words, both the younger sister and the father behind were slightly nervous and their eyes lit up.
Mom's expression also brightened, and then she became more patient and said softly, "What are you unwilling to do?"
"a lot of… "
Lu Xin thought about it carefully.
He was also thinking, what else could he be unwilling to do
Historically speaking, the "truth" said by Mr. Xiaolu means that there is no need for him to appear in the first place.
himself has been denied.
Now, ignore anything, go back to sleep, that's what you want most.
But there is always a trace of unwillingness in his heart, like a child who is trying to save the last bit of dignity.
His mother's caring eyes gave him the courage to say this.
With very light strength, he whispered: "Because, things shouldn't be like this..."
Mom looked at Lu Xin with relief, and after a while, she gently hugged him and said softly, "Very good..."
"You're starting to feel your inner core..."
"… "
As she spoke, she lightly took a few steps forward, stretched out her hand, and held the gun in the old security guard's hand.
"Since it's not right, then let things go back to the way he should be..."
"We have this ability."
"… "
"… "
When the shotgun in the old security guard's hand was held, the people present suddenly turned their heads to look at Lu Xin at the same time.
In the dark office, Lu Xin lowered his head, but was silent, but it gave people a strange sense of weirdness and dislocation. Obviously he was standing there, lonely, but the air around him kept appearing vaguely. The ripples make people nervous...
For a moment, their words and gasps were suppressed, and they heard a subtle voice coming out of Lu Xin's mouth.
This voice kept changing its tone, sometimes confused, sometimes gentle, and sometimes pinched like a little girl.
He kept repeating all kinds of words: "Yeah, we don't care about anything, just go back to sleep, right?"
"But I'm a little unhappy..."
"Why are you not reconciled?"
"Come on brother!"
"Kill them, kill all these idiots who don't understand anything..."
"A lot, there are a lot of things I'm not reconciled to, I don't want to give up such a good life, and I don't want to live alone anymore, just like before, I don't like those people, and I don't care about them, but I'm the only one left. When I was in my heart…”
"... so sad!"