This time the assassination, or the trap, is naturally very dangerous.
Lu Xin has never felt more hopeless and powerless than when he approached his initial strength.
However, he did not lie.
He did, on the contrary, figure out something because of what happened this time.
However, in the face of everyone's gaze, he did not answer now, but concentrated on having a happy meal with these orphanage classmates, and then arranged for them to live in the special guest house of the Special Qing Department. Stayed by his side, helped him take care of his classmates, and sent them to the hostel together, but after the end, Lu Xin did not follow the doll back to the villa.
"I still have some things to deal with, you go back first."
Lu Xin pondered along the way and said to the doll.
The doll was obviously unhappy. .
Lu Xin had to explain with a smile: "I don't take you because it may be dangerous."
The doll looked at him worriedly.
Lu Xin scratched his head and said, "Then either, you follow?"
The doll nodded vigorously.
After thinking for a while, Lu Xin stretched out his palm, and the doll handed it over happily.
Holding hands is a natural thing.
The black particles in Lu Xin's eyes trembled slightly in an unprecedented gentle way.
The next moment, the spiritual power that was always circling around the doll suddenly resonated, and then like a wave, it swayed gently, like floating from the water cup of Qinggang, lightly toward the high wall. spread out.
The power under Lu Xin's control has no ability to pollute.
And the doll has the ability to forcibly borrow the spiritual power of everyone who sees her, and the pollution characteristic is second only to her father.
So when they held hands, the most magical scene occurred.
With the doll, Lu Xin turned into a snowflake, and disappeared at the intersection of the street in an instant.
The next moment, they had already crossed the distance of nearly a hundred miles, came to the wilderness outside, and stood under the red moon.
Without passing through the abyss, such a magical crossing has been completed in reality.
However, it may also be too impatient to do this. When Lu Xin and the doll left and the entire street became empty, the younger sister happily crawled out of the room of the little nineteen, along the wall, Came to the sky above this street.
Then she suddenly froze
What about brother
Where did he go
Did he realize that he forgot something
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"It should be safe enough here."
Lu Xin came to this wilderness with no one around. He used the doll's spiritual power to spread his own spiritual power and determined the surrounding environment. Then he lightly nodded his head and motioned the doll to stay away from him and calm down. Standing still under the red moon.
Looking up, Lu Xin found that today's red moon is extra big and round.
I don't know if it's an illusion, it seems to occupy half of the sky, quietly suspended above his head.
It even feels like you can reach out and touch it.
This made him feel a little ups and downs in his heart, and he was actually a little excited.
"Huh..."
He stroked his chest to calm himself down, and then silently recalled the feeling of being touched for the first time.
The only consciousness, Lu Xin had already obtained it when he was investigating the ruins of the Red Moon Research Institute.
He knew it was something important, and he knew it was a must for a generation of researchers.
But he didn't know what it was and what it could do.
And before, because every time a little touch, there will be a feeling of being infinitely close to the original.
This made him feel a lot of pressure, so he kept dragging it down.
It was not until this assassination that he was forced to approach the beginning.
This made him come up with some weird ideas.
Little by little, I recalled my somewhat "stupid" actions at the time, recalled the feeling of being submerged in the first place, and recalled that when I was submerged for the first time, the kind of unreal, unreal, spiritual level with someone. Personal touch and dialogue.
Is that Lu Tianming
Only he would exist in such a strange place.
He said he admired his own stupidity.
He said, let yourself not be him...
He also gave himself some spiritual things, which touched the only consciousness in his mind.
so…
In this kind of thinking, Lu Xin's eyes gradually became firm.
Before, I didn't dare to digest the Unique Consciousness, just because I didn't believe in this kind of power.
After all, he is just an ordinary person, and he has the power he has now because he is polluted by the particles of God.
You are just a polluted body.
As a polluted body, it is good that he can withstand the invasion of this kind of spiritual power without losing his mind.
How dare you continue to increase the pressure on yourself
Therefore, I am afraid that at first, this is a polluted body, which is innately possessed, and is in awe of the source of pollution...
However, if you want to digest the only consciousness, the price is to fight against the beginning
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This question, even just thinking about it, made Lu Xin feel a little nervous and emotional at this time.
But after this assassination experience, he has become more and more certain.
This is the way to digest the only consciousness.
As a polluted body, the key to confronting the initial confrontation is...
Lu Xin searched in his mind, he was looking for what Lu Tianming had left for him.
Lu Tianming's current state is very strange.
His spiritual power seems to have been torn apart. In the old site of the Red Moon Research Institute, he encountered the spiritual power he left behind thirty years ago. In those spiritual powers, there is a single consciousness, and he wants to return to it again. The desire of this world, therefore, formed a role for himself that almost became him, and the other part formed a fusion with the original.
This part has a strong hatred and wants to destroy everything, so it pollutes itself.
However, when he was assassinated before, he encountered another part in the beginning.
This part is very pure and seems to be sober. He looks at him with admiration and sympathy, full of hope.
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The spiritual power he left behind seemed to be to remind himself of something.
When Lu Xin remembered Lu Tianming, he started to contact him on a spiritual level.
Two different people, under the same red moon, separated by life and death and thirty years, communicated on a spiritual level.
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Yes, Lu Xin understood.
The key to the initial confrontation lies in the "stupidity" of oneself at that time.
It is precisely because of his "stupidity" that he was not completely assimilated by the first time.
That's why Lu Tianming admires himself and thinks it's appropriate to leave his only consciousness to himself.
And what is this stupidity
Thinking about this question, Lu Xin took a deep breath and slowly spread his arms.
"Om..."
A subtle mental turbulence began to appear beside him.
These mental turbulence caused the air around him to appear in circles of ripples, like trembling water waves, intertwined into rings, and in the most densely intertwined place, the light of the red moon seemed to It was deepened, and Lu Xin's side seemed to open another layer of space, and countless strange shadows appeared in the air ripples like illusions.
Faintly, there seemed to be black granulation buds that began to grow from the depths of the earth.
The ethereal singing sounded, as if 10,000 fanatical voices were singing loudly, and the singing voices overlapped:
"White soul, rotting flesh; distressed heart, desperate man."
"Look in hell, God guides; climb out of the coffin, and eternity comes."
"… "
"Dedicate yourself to the truth and wait for the gods. Feel the pain and transform into eternal life."
"The gods come, and the world is watching. The gods come, and the multitudes crawl."
"… "
"Ignorant people, who do not know where to go. Paranoid soul, incomplete forever."
"I am imprisoned in a cage, with red eyes and red tongue. Sleeping in a grave, I will always be with the stars."
"… "
"Unlock the soul, there is a place to return. Take off the bondage and bury it in the wasteland."
"When the gods come, the eternal night will pass. When the gods come, nothing will happen."
"… "
"Pray and pray, the crowd trapped in the dark night."
"Hope and hope, the god who descends in the red moon."
"… "
"… "
Lu Xin has never felt the original power for a moment like this, and has never felt so clearly in that huge power, a kind of nothingness, eternity, calmness... but also unusual. It makes people desperate, and it makes people feel abnormally small, just like in a violent rainy night, the faint candlelight may be completely extinguished by the strong wind at any time.
So, in the end, we have to face him.
What cannot be avoided, only facing it is the best choice.
Of course it is possible to fail.
However, it depends on whether you believe it or not.
"Do you believe in yourself?"
At the moment when Lu Xin was overwhelmed by the endless babbling and fanatical singing, she seemed to hear her mother's voice. It turned out that she did not help herself digest the only consciousness of the other half because she knew that she had to face such a situation alone. situation.
But she believed in herself, so she arranged it with confidence.
"Do you believe in yourself?"
"When the sea-like mental pollution swept through, do you still have the confidence to maintain your consciousness?"
"We can't refuse the initial repression and influence on us, because we can't refuse the world..."
"But we also have choices."
"Or, be a candle in the storm, go out at any time and lose its light."
"Or, be a reef in the ocean, let the waves drown you countless times, and stand here firmly."
"… "
"I choose to believe."
At this moment, Lu Xin's heart tensed slightly, and flashed in front of her eyes. Not far away, she was holding an umbrella under the red moon, quietly waiting for her doll, thinking of giving everything for herself, and now still waiting for her to pick her up The mother who came back thought about the horror of these old deans who were still willing to come back to help their classmates, and thought of Mr. Xiaolu who took care of the children in the No. 2 satellite city.
I think of Qinggang, I think of the Ministry of Special Qing, I think of all my colleagues, and everyone who works hard.
So, he suddenly opened his eyes and pursed the corners of his mouth:
"I want to believe that the world is a good place."
"I also want to believe that the world will always have hope."
"If the world is not good enough, let me make her a good one."
"If the world really faces despair, let me be the last hope..."