With enough attitude, making a choice is easy.
Lu Xin made such a determination to face the beginning without even thinking too much.
Not difficult.
It was as if the answer was not thought up by oneself, but was given to him by his own life.
Because I have seen many beautiful things in my life, I will eventually like these beautiful things.
Because I see a lot of people who hold hope, I will try my best to fight for hope.
You are just a mirror, reflecting the face of the world into your heart.
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"Om..."
Massive spiritual power seemed to appear out of thin air and swept towards him. .
At this moment, the red moon above his head also seemed to be affected, becoming bigger and bigger and getting closer and closer to himself.
The auditory hallucinations and ravings that had been triggered at first have been stretched and twisted like a tape without electricity.
Countless dark red granulation sprouts began to grow on the ground beneath his feet, submerging himself like a forest.
Who would have thought
Just a few days ago, some people regarded this method as the only way to kill Lu Xin.
But now, Lu Xin took the initiative to enter this environment.
As there were more and more granulation around them, they were wriggling and vaguely transformed into human shapes. Actually, each of them had a similar appearance to Lu Xin. A strong sense of familiarity struck Lu Xin, and it even made Lu Xin feel that they were themselves. , is assimilating itself.
Once, it was this feeling that made Lu Xin doubt that he was another person.
It was Lu Tianming.
But now he understands that this is really just a feature of the original pollution.
If the entire world was initially polluted, then maybe the entire world would be Lu Tianming.
A distorted and grotesque smile appeared beside him.
Faces that are similar to themselves are looking at themselves, or smiling weirdly, or struggling in pain.
Lu Xin stood quietly in the middle, feeling the endless emotions surging in his heart.
Or depression, or indifference, or the whole person is suddenly captured by an empty sadness.
There is no reason.
Normal people always feel that they are sad or sad, there is a reason, if the problem is solved, then everything will be better.
But they don't know that this is actually just a happy illusion.
Some people's sadness is so sudden and intense, it doesn't give you a reason, it just haunts you forever.
At this time, Lu Xin felt that all the happiness and joy were leaving him.
I was losing all my desires little by little.
The body becomes extremely tired and does not have any illusions about this world. Whether it is the most beautiful girl in the world, or the hopes and rules that I usually adhere to, they all start to lose their meaning and make me no longer care.
even money...
... So far, money is still a little bit important, and Lu Xin knows that this stuff is indispensable.
Few can withstand such a shock.
Because everything about human beings is originally supported by desire and feedback from emotions.
But all desires have begun to disappear. What I can perceive is only the gloomy tide, how can I support it
If all emotional feedback has become negative, how can there be motivation to continue living
For most people, it may be hope.
I hope that when I wake up the next day, the sky will be sunny, the wind will be gentle, and good things will happen.
However, if everything within their own expectations, they clearly tell themselves that they will no longer be happy.
Can it hold up
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Lu Xin has started to take a deep breath.
This seems to be an action engraved in people's genes. It feels like breathing more oxygen will make you happy.
He was quietly bearing the impact of this emotion.
Up to now, he has been unable to describe how strong the mental shock he has been.
However, he could barely hold back.
After all, he has always come here like this. Ever since he left the orphanage, he has been living in this emotion.
After using it for so many years, I found myself and my happy mood.
Now, it's just one more time.
Perhaps, you want to thank the past life
Thank it for letting me have this experience, so I can withstand the blow of today
Thinking this way, Lu Xin struggled to raise his head in endless despair, as if pressing the whole world on his shoulders.
He pulled the corners of his mouth hard, revealing a smile.
In the distance, the worried doll with wide-eyed eyes looked at Lu Xin who was standing in the dense spiritual ripples.
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Seeing that he was surrounded by endless pressure that made people instinctively fearful, he still stood hard.
Even when the pressure was extreme, he showed a somewhat reluctant smile.
For some unknown reason, she suddenly pursed her lips, and her eyes turned slightly red.
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"Have you started yet?"
When Lu Xin started to mobilize his initial strength and fought with great determination, anyone who was extremely sensitive to spiritual strength, no matter what they were doing now, suddenly gave birth to a slight induction.
Someone had fallen asleep, and at this moment, suddenly had a strange dream.
Someone was busy with something, suddenly lost his mind, and vaguely saw some kind of hallucination in front of his eyes.
Someone was staring at the screen full of walls, and suddenly saw that the curve above was violently tossing and changing like a giant python.
Some of them saw that at the bottom of the huge abyss, dark red tentacles rose to the sky, almost touching the stars.
Under the terrifyingly huge tentacles, there was a young man who was firmly watching those tentacles roll, clenching his teeth.
Some people also saw that in the damp and dark broken palace, there was a young man walking along the crumbling steps, step by step, towards the throne at the end of the palace. Every step he took was difficult, but his His eyes did not waver.
Some people even saw that this young man was grabbing a sword and stabbed it into his body fiercely.
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The one who is more sensitive to this is an old man who is not capable.
The old dean, or Wang Jingyun, was sitting in the middle of a dilapidated town, at the top of a certain building, he quietly looked north, with a half-burned inferior cigarette between his fingers, and Lu Xin usually draws the same brand.
What didn't quite match his temperament was that there was a clown doll beside him.
The smile is exaggerated and hard, and the spring-supported head moves gently.
Like laughing.
"It's not really surprising, he will definitely take this step."
The old dean sighed and said in a low voice, "Although I don't know what form he will take and when he will take this step, from the moment I know the fact that he was polluted by the initial anger, I know that such a day will come sooner or later."
"The source of pollution and the polluted will always have a mysterious attraction, and they will definitely meet."
"So, strictly speaking, the seven trials were not originally set by me. Rather, as a polluted person, as a person gets rid of pollution step by step, he must go through seven stages. And I, It's just because he cares too much, so he clearly lists the seven stages, and then hopes that he can really accomplish a miracle and pass these seven trials."
"Hehe, I'm not that powerful, let him enter my arrangement every step of the way."
"At most, I just guessed in advance what difficulties he would face based on what he encountered, and then just observed."
"The test papers for the seven trials are not papers, but just a reminder."
"… "
The old dean just sat on the roof, as if he was chatting with an invisible person with a smile.
Moreover, a faint excited look began to appear on his face, and his voice became louder: "Of course I believe him."
"Indeed, no one can fight the original pollution."
"However, from the very beginning, he has resisted the influence of the particle of God..."
"In the beginning, it was only half a level higher than the particle of God..."
"As the only person who can fight against the influence of the destructive God particle, there will be hope in the beginning of the fight."
"However, why he can fight against the first, I don't know."
"I have done a lot of tests on him before, and even opened his skull, but nothing has been found."
"I believe that a generation of researchers, my teachers, are also like this."
"It's not that they don't want to know the secret that he can contain the particles of God, it's just that they really can't find the answer..."
"Only he can do it, not even his clone."
"Or, he is the small probability..."
"Because in terms of probability, even at the beginning, the probability of contamination of this world cannot reach 100%. In terms of data, there must be someone who can fight against the initial pollution, and he just happens to be one of these small probabilities? "
"No, do you really think this is my credit?"
"Is it because I gave him the birth of humanity, so I let him survive the most out of control period?"
"I have no idea… "
"But I think, if that's the case, he has really had a hard time in his life."
"Actually, that's quite reasonable."
"The contamination of others is a process of gradually destroying normal emotions and perceptions, and then to the heart."
"And he, under the influence of the particles of God, re-established himself step by step under the pressure that ordinary people can't imagine, so he must have more than others when facing the first time. Strong resistance to pressure, right?"
"That's where my confidence lies in him."
"His fate was already doomed, and the initial confrontation was unavoidable from the very beginning."
"The only difference is whether he was found at the beginning or met at the beginning."
"If he kept evading and was finally found at the beginning, then he would definitely fail, but taking the initiative to face the beginning like this now gives me more confidence in him. Only people with a strong enough heart can face despair, right? ?"
"Only those who dare to face despair can find hope in despair."
"… "
Wei Wei was silent for a moment, as if he was silent because of a certain question.
It took a long time to answer: "I won't regret it."
"Because I also have my own goals and beliefs, and I believe that I can accomplish that..."
"he… "
"Count what I owe him!"
"It's useless to say this now. Now that he has taken this step, it's time for my plan to start."
"I've been waiting for thirty years, and finally I've been looking forward to this moment..."
"Yes, this is the trial of God."
"… "
"… "
"He's starting to digest the one consciousness."
At the same time, in the secret laboratory located in the west of the earth, in front of the huge underground palace ability matrix, I saw the people who were trapped in the petri dishes and fell asleep, and a large number of people started to twitch, and even opened their eyes full of whites. Eyes, all the staff felt panic, even helpless, hurried to the pit, but didn't know how to stop it.
Such an abnormality alarmed the chief researcher and the black-clothed archbishop. After they saw the detailed report on the underground ability matrix and the report on the abnormal energy in the abyss, they were slightly terrified, and even the wrinkles on their faces were completely tensed.
"How come so fast?"
"It's unreasonable, it's impossible for him to have enough technology to write his consciousness into the motherboard..."
"… "
The black-clothed archbishop was so angry that blue veins appeared on the back of his palm, and he firmly held the railing: "Is there any other way?"
The chief researcher of the generation slowly shook his head: "No."
"Some things, you can find the answer without being in a hurry."
He said in a low voice, and his expression seemed to be a little depressed: "Just like when we parted before, he said that all we can do is wait for him to come and find us. To a certain extent, this is also true. If he really writes his consciousness into the motherboard, then he has indeed mastered the only consciousness, and he will soon become the only candidate for our plan..."
"Just like Lu Tianming back then."
"… "
"No, there must be no more variables that can easily get out of control!"
The black-clothed archbishop smashed his fist on the railing angrily, and his entire body was almost overwhelmed by anger.
"This is out of our control..."
The chief researcher sighed lowly: "Who would have thought?"
"After 30 or 40 years of business, I have prepared everything that can be done, and even once had the closest probability of success. As a result, from the unexpected defeat in the confrontation to the near loss of all hope now, only In such a short time?"
"Is it really because we were wrong in the first place?"
"… "
"Don't think so."
Seeing that the old researcher was already full of loneliness, the black-clothed archbishop gritted his teeth.
"There must be a way, and what is the way to solve this problem now?"
"… "
Facing his urgent and extremely oppressive expression, the old researcher was silent for a while before speaking in a low voice:
"We now have two options."
"First, at this time, I decided to give up and give the world a chance to go in other directions."
He spoke slowly, looked at the black-clothed archbishop, and said, "Perhaps, we really should believe those children, that they have found another way, and that they can do better than us in the face of this desperate world. better…”
"… "
Before he could finish his words, the black-clothed archbishop started shaking his head.
It was difficult for him to endure until he finished speaking, and he immediately said, "What about another option?"
The old researcher was silent for a long time before he said, "Open that door in a desperate attempt."
"This world will fall into chaos again, but in the chaos, perhaps, we can still find opportunities..."
"… "
"… "
This sentence suddenly made the black-clothed archbishop silent.
It turns out that there is no choice that can be easily done.
The surrounding sirens, the rushing sound of the staff, and the people in the petri dish were suddenly awakened, and the sound of slamming the glass bulkhead in fear formed a chaotic turbulence that filled their ears. But in such chaos, the two of them were silent for a long time and stood opposite each other. It seems that all the chaos and danger has become the background, stretching the time a little bit.
"Then choose the second one!"
After an unknown amount of time, the black-clothed archbishop made a decision amid the chaos.
"We have worked hard for so long, and now we admit defeat, what is it?"
"They are too naive. Do you believe that these naive people can solve such a problem?"
"So let them see what real despair is..."
"Go, kill the tortured mother, let those things come out of the abyss, and take a good look at this stupid world..."