"Break the cycle?"
Lu Xin slowly reminisced about these four words, and felt that just these four words had an unusual magic power.
Is that what mom is for
"Yes."
The Black Queen nodded lightly, and said in a leisurely manner, "Sister, such a proud and intelligent woman, naturally doesn't want to become a so-called god in reality, or is ambitious enough to want to pursue. On the throne or something."
"Actually, what she wants has always been to break the cycle of reincarnation and break the shackles that our ultimate faces face."
"… "
When she said these words, her expression seemed to become a little emotional.
Without the usual intense emotions, the voice was calmer:
"When we woke up from the abyss together and came to reality together, I was actually luckier than my sister."
"She was caught in the first place and was even used."
"And I was free and became one of the first ultimates that came to reality and remained free."
"Unfortunately… "
The corners of her lips trembled slightly, and after a while she continued: "We are different after all."
"I fell into the hands of Alpine Labs little by little because of my stupidity, and became..."
"... a stray dog!"
When she said these two words, her resentment could be clearly heard in her voice. .
She mocked herself as if she was cursing and mocking others.
After scolding, he even paused, as if to let himself feel the insult from himself, and then looked at Lu Xin and said, "As for my sister, from the fate of being bound, little by little to the freedom of today…”
Lu Xin listened and couldn't help nodding.
Yeah, how the mother was controlled by a generation of researchers, I don't know.
But she did seem to have lost her freedom a long time ago and was imprisoned by her side.
Likewise, there are fathers who have lost authority.
They were imprisoned together and lived in a dilapidated house for many years.
He couldn't even help imagining that in those years when he was shrouded in the initial gaze, on the verge of collapse at any time, and anger would overflow from his brain at any time, killing everyone. As a mother who can spy on fate, but is controlled by others. Sitting in her room every day, facing the lights outside the window, what are you thinking about
Maybe there should be unwillingness and resentment, but when she recalled it, she seemed to be laughing all the time.
As long as you appear in front of yourself, you will have a confident and gentle smile...
Lu Xin's heart suddenly trembled slightly and thought of something.
If in the process of growing up, there was no mother's gentle smile, only the father's repression and shadow of fear...
… Will I still grow into what I am now
…
"Reincarnation..."
He couldn't help but slow down his tone and slowly said to himself, "What is reincarnation?"
"Reincarnation is the law..."
The Black Queen nodded slightly and answered his question: "It's a tide that covers reality time and time again."
"It is also the fate of generations of civilizations."
"… "
When she said this, she stopped slightly, looked at Lu Xin, and said, "Do you understand the beginning?"
"This… "
Lu Xin suddenly found it difficult to answer this question.
I have seen the deepest part of the abyss, the corpse of the sure-footed god who had died but was unwilling to die.
He has even begun to digest his only consciousness with his original power.
But what was it in the first place
"Oh, you didn't even know what it was in the first place, and you have already started saving the world with people..."
Seeing Lu Xin's appearance, the black queen seemed to have a bit of sarcasm in her smile.
Lu Xin frowned slightly, glanced at her, and twisted his palm slightly.
An invisible spiritual force spread out and pressed heavily on the floor next to him. It looked like he had passed out, but in fact, the black child who had been slowly crawling out at an imperceptible speed, smashed his entire body. wrapped up.
Not only did he pull his body back, but he also lifted it in midair, and then slammed it onto the ground.
The black child suddenly let out a shrill moan.
The black queen's face also changed slightly, and she gave Lu Xin a deep look.
Lu Xin had a gentle expression and nodded politely to her.
Probably feeling Lu Xin's politeness, the Black Queen immediately became a little more polite.
Even the body was slightly upright, with a solemn expression, saying:
"In the beginning, it was God."
"You can also understand it as the ultimate meaning of the birth and development of all life, as well as the ultimate destination."
"Do you really think that the first arrival was accidental?"
"That's inevitable, it's fate!"
"Actually, it was always there at first."
"Since life was born, since life began to have the ability to imagine, it has been born in the first place."
"She is the projection of the human spiritual world and the incarnation of the subconscious ocean of the human race. You can regard her as the sum of all the lives that have ever appeared in this world, or you can regard her as the tomb of all lives and civilizations that have finally passed away..."
"… "
Listening to the Black Queen's words, Lu Xin's brows couldn't help frowning.
She understood every word of the Black Queen, but the meaning she wanted to express was difficult to digest for a while.
Because what she said does not seem to be an individual, it seems that it is different from the first one she has seen.
The superposition of life, what the hell
A projection of the spiritual world? What's the point
He couldn't help but ask: "Why does such a life exist? What is the purpose of its existence?"
"Purpose?"
The black queen smiled, then shook her head: "It has no purpose, and it has no meaning."
"What I told you was not the one you thought, the monster sleeping at the bottom of the abyss."
"It's not that you are used as a weapon in the office struggle..."
"The beginning I said is the beginning, the most complete, and the beginning that has always affected everyone in reality..."
"… "
When she said this, she even took a deep breath, looked at Lu Xin seriously, and said:
"Don't understand it with your human mind."
"The beginning is just the beginning."
"It will come only because it has been acting on this pattern."
"Like the sun, moon and stars, like all things in the universe, what is the meaning of their birth and destruction?"
"What's the point of the explosion and backtracking of the universe?"
"Meaning is something that human beings will pursue, but God will not..."
"God's existence is meaning in itself!"
"… "
Listening to her words, Lu Xin couldn't help sitting up slightly.
Not quite the same.
What she said was different from what she thought and understood before.
But it seems that there is some kind of intuition that makes me curious, and I especially want to continue listening.
"Initially, it was not a disaster unique to the people of your world."
The Black Queen also paused slightly before looking at Lu Xin and said softly, "It was born long ago."
"It is the projection of life, and it can also be understood as the dark side of life."
"In this universe, in all the realms of the three-dimensional world, all civilizations and worlds where thinkers exist will have a beginning."
"From the birth of the first creature in this world, it has been born."
"It affected the first civilizations born in this world and drowned them."
"And then it affected the second generation, the third generation, the fourth generation..."
"you… "
She paused slightly, as if she wanted to make a gesture, then gave up, and said calmly, "I forgot which generation it was."
"But if there was a civilization number, it might have been in four digits..."
"… "
"?"
This sentence somewhat surprised Lu Xin, and even had some doubts.
"it is true."
The Black Queen said softly, "It always existed in the beginning."
"Every ultimate has its own second side, and the beginning actually has it."
"She is both the beginning and the end."
"Whenever a generation of life begins to be born, she will fall asleep, and her dream is the ocean of human subconscious."
"Her spirit affects the lives of generations, giving birth to higher wisdom, and then watching the lives of generations, multiplying her own unique spiritual imprint, and finally when she matures, she wakes up and leads life. Back to the Matrix…”
"Perhaps you can see the first shadows by looking at the annals of history before the Red Moon event."
"Initially she has been sleeping in the shadow of your civilization, but occasionally, someone will overlap her tentacles in a dream."
"So they wake up and try to paint the original picture to others."
"So, the gods in your mouth appeared, and various religions appeared..."
"Initially, your history and legends have always hinted at her existence, although she doesn't care whether you know it or not."
"… "
She seemed to have no emotion and said these words. Valley
Until the end, Wei Yi paused, looked at Lu Xin quietly, and slowly opened his mouth:
"Before the Red Moon Incident, the civilization of your generation was about to return."
"So, you feel depressed and lost because you are no longer sheltered in reality at first."
"… "
"This… "
Lu Xin still finds it difficult to understand, this concept is too huge.
As a result, he felt that his thinking and cognition had been restricted.
"So… "
He pondered for a moment and could only ask, "If the first really came, what would have happened?"
"If the first did come..."
A deep smile appeared on the black queen's face: "Then anything can happen."
"The first arrival means the return of every consciousness."
"The result of the return may be that every consciousness has since then lived freely in the original matrix."
"Just like an emperor living in a fantasy country, you can have whatever you want."
"You can treat yourself as the absolute protagonist in your own mind, in your own fantasy realm, and you will have an eternal dream in which you can satisfy all your desires, whether good or bad. , still bad..."
"Of course, it is also possible that after entering the mother body, you will fall asleep and your consciousness will be completely erased."
"But that's not necessarily a bad thing."
"There is no difference between being satisfied with all desires and erasing all desires."
"It's even more advanced to eliminate all desire and consciousness."
"After all, we all understand that in theory, human desires will never be completely satisfied..."
"… "
"… "
From the black queen's words, Lu Xin could hear obvious sarcasm, even a kind of gloating. He didn't know why this person was so down and out now, why would he try to find any opportunity to show his superiority.
He did not follow her words to discuss, but was silent for a while, pondering, and said:
"What about the Red Moon event?"
"If it came first, would there be another red moon event, or even… worse?"
"… "
The third advent has already happened, and he and Qinggang are now solving this problem.
Although it was a bit laborious and a bit risky, there were several times during the period, which almost led to a complete collapse.
But now, the results are quite satisfactory.
After listening to the words of the Black Queen, Lu Xin had to think about it, preventing the third coming, will there be a fourth
"no."
As for the Black Queen, after hearing Lu Xin's question, she seemed to be slightly distracted, and her slightly indifferent expression was broken.
She was silent for a while, and then answered with a strange and complicated expression:
"The red moon incident, in fact, is a sign of your resistance..."
"… "
"Um?"
This sentence really surprised Lu Xin, and even thought the Black Queen's words were outrageous.
Resist
What resistance
Now we are talking about the red moon event.
It was the red moon event that once struck the pre-civilization era and caused the death of 70% of all mankind.
It is one of the greatest disasters since the birth of mankind.
Now, she says it's actually a sign of resistance
…
…
"You need to understand that the initial awakening, or the return of the spiritual world, is irreversible."
The Black Queen seemed to see Lu Xin's astonishment, and said softly, "Before the red moon incident, the first eyes had been turned to reality, and the curse of the human race had already begun. At that time, in reality, it had already begun. Many strange events that go against your cognition have occurred, many people with magical abilities have been born, and many mysterious disasters have occurred."
"And the reason for that is very simple..."
"In the beginning, you have begun to wake up, and you are very close to God."
"At this time, creatures who are about to return often have two choices. Some believe in gods. They will not refuse the initial return, but consider it a gift from God. Like a lamb, they quietly look forward to the return. The moment will come…”
"There is also a kind of panic, fear, and madness, and this will only exacerbate the initial return."
"There is another kind, that is to resist, to use all means to resist..."
"… "
Having said that, she looked up at Lu Xin: "Unfortunately, in your world, the third kind of person plays a role."
Lu Xin's mind was already slightly tense, waiting for her to continue.
And the Black Queen actually frowned slightly, as if thinking about what to say:
"Perhaps, everything can only be said to be... a coincidence?"
"… "
She paused for a while, her expression showing no joy or anger, and said to Lu Xin, "It can only be said that it was a coincidence that created the high mountain laboratory."
"When the first sight was cast, most people belonged to the first and second types, but at that time, there was a religious sect on this earth that seemed to be pious, but actually did not believe that the world had gods; and Although there is one who is studying scientific research, he has always believed that many myths and legends contain researchers who reveal the truth of this world."
"You have seen both of them."
"… "
Lu Xin was slightly startled, and flashed in his mind the black-clad bishop who had a gloomy expression and acted domineeringly, and the one who wore a white coat and smiled when he spoke, but it seemed that from the depths of his pupils, there was some kind of indifference and ruthlessness. old researcher.
them…
"I hadn't woken up when they started doing these preparations, so I don't know how they did it."
The Black Queen said: "However, after I came to reality, I saw a lot of what they did and saw some of their research results, so I can guess."
"It was these two people who, in the desperate atmosphere at the time, organized a large group of people who had the same goals and will as them, and after their initial eyes had turned to reality, they began to unravel the truth of the world and search for self-help. Methods."
"What I know is that they have found useful rituals, secret words, and honorable names from many mysterious organizations and sects that have been passed down for thousands of years. These are all in the long history of human beings, and they have been sensed by chance again and again. The original existence and then accumulated, the methods and ways that can communicate with the original, they analyze, sort out, and integrate.”
"Later, they even carried out a lot of experiments by unscrupulous means to test the importance and correct use of these rituals, and through different experiments, they determined the original existence and deciphered different ancient The prophecy code left in the tribe determines when the doomsday will come, and then prepares to fight against God…”
"… "
"Against God..."
Now, when Lu Xin heard these three words, he felt a little incredible.
Even if it comes to reality, countless research results of spiritual power appear, and countless powerful people appear. When it comes to "fighting against God", they will feel that this is an outrageous idea, so at that time, how could these people have such an idea
"Demon Museum"
Especially when they read the ancient scrolls and tried to prove it by any means...
Although I didn't agree with their approach in my heart, I thought of the meticulousness and boldness they had done at that time...
... Lu Xin actually admired them faintly!
…
…
"Haha, the biggest delusion of human beings is that they usually think that they can accomplish some miracles..."
The black queen's face was full of contempt, and then she shook her head gently:
"But the most interesting thing about humans, again, is that they do occasionally perform some miracles..."
"… "
Lu Xin listened to her almost numbly: "These people have admitted a fact after research and discussion."
"They believe that the initial arrival is irreversible and unavoidable."
"So, they are ready to go up and seize the opportunity."
"Through the analysis and restoration of the ancient Yueshen instruments, some scientific research technologies of your generation's civilization were added. They made the creation hard disk, and screened a part of life, and let them approach the beginning as the first batch of messengers..."
"Perhaps, what they thought at first was to let these people intercede?"
"When I saw the beginning, I kowtowed and said please forgive us?"
"Although it's ridiculous, I think it's very likely to be the case, otherwise I can't understand why they really do it."
"It's just that such absurd and even childish experiments have opened up a new world for them."
"Because when this experiment started, they discovered that it was initially powerful, irresistible, and irresistible, but at first, there was no consciousness. At first, it was just a sea of chaos. It just existed there, huge and unknown."
"And in order to let the selected life see the beginning, the consciousness code that they specially strengthened, unexpectedly survived."
"Of course, so many experimental subjects were chosen, but only one survived."
"… "
"But that's enough..."
The Black Queen sighed deeply and said, "After all, that was the beginning, or the collective subconscious ocean..."
"...the first complete human consciousness!"
"Perhaps this consciousness is very weak, but it is the only consciousness in this ocean after all, so when he entered this boundless ocean, it grew rapidly, grew to an indescribable level, and with anger, I want to kill them."
"Originally, people in reality have no ability to resist."
"However, the only consciousness that has survived in the collective subconscious ocean is, after all, largely influenced by reality and protected by the reality matrix. Those researchers still control his fate, so in his Before the backlash came, they killed him in reality, which led to the collapse of the consciousness that was about to become the first god in history."
"He died in a huge ocean of subconscious minds, and died with hatred. The worst emotions polluted the beginning."
"So, the pure primordial disappears, and the thirteenth final is born in the embrace of the primal."
"… "
Hearing this, Lu Xin's expression became tense, and he was speechless for a long time.
The Black Queen looked at him with a calm expression, and said, "That's us!"
"The Prisoner of the Night, the Lifestealer, the Fire Thief, the Scepter, the Pale Hand, the Crowned Clown, the Tormented Mother, the Sword Bearer, the Worm of the Abyss, the Void, the Black Queen, the God's Nightmare, and, in the Split Out After all kinds of emotions, the incompleteness of the first... "
"Every ultimate is the first one who entered the original spiritual body and then was killed. The different emotions and spiritual characteristics of the consciousness have affected the consciousness that was born after the beginning. There is fear and curiosity. There is knowledge, ambition, desire, chaos, compassion for the world, and unwillingness and desire for fairness caused by one's own injustice."
"Of course, the intention to become a god, the entire initial greed and numbness at the moment of death, the distorted perception of being the only one and facing the huge unknown, were also what he had at that time. mood."
"As for anger... I think you're the one person you know best."
"This is the origin of the Thirteenth Ultimate."