In the dark night, outside the cell, patrolling cell bosses walked by. Tao Wuwen hugged her father tightly and looked at them in horror.
A jailer knocked on the iron fence: "Young master, are you still going to see Mr. Lian?"
Tao Wuwen let go of her father in surprise: "He—is he here too?"
"Hurry up if you want to see it! The shift will change in a while, so I don't necessarily want you to see it!"
Tao Wuwen stood up and bowed to Tao Zhengchun: "Father, Brother Lian is exhausted by me. I'll go and see him, and I'll see you another day."
Tao Zhengchun stared at him intently and nodded slowly.
Tao Wuwen followed the cell bosses to Lianjian's cell. Lianjian had been standing in front of the iron fence waiting. As soon as Tao Wuwen came into sight, he shouted: "Wuwen! Wuwen!"
Tao Wuwen rushed over: "Brother Lian!"
The prison head opened the door, and Tao Wuwen realized that Lianjian's place was much more comfortable than Tao Zhengchun's. Although it was dark and damp, it was clean, and there was a table and a bed, and the bed was covered with bedding.
However, Tao Wuwen didn't show surprise. Although he didn't understand world affairs, he lived in the capital since he was a child, and he was used to seeing dignitaries and dignitaries as different. Walking all the way through this narrow corridor, he knew that Tao Zhengchun's behavior was normal, and Lian Jian's treatment was just an exception.
Lian Jian asked Tao Wuwen to sit down at the table. Tao Wuwen noticed that there were two used cups in the tea set on the table.
"Has anyone in the family visited Brother Lian?"
"Someone came to see it, but not from the family." Lian Jian said lightly.
Tao Wuwen sneaked out from the farm without drinking water all the way. Now it was late at night, when I saw the tea set, my mouth felt dry: "Can I have a cup of tea?"
He has always been very close to Lianjian, although after Lianjian confessed his love, he intentionally alienated him, but that day when Lianjian suddenly appeared when Shi Guangyao was about to take him away, he relied on Lianjian again in his heart. So he just asked politely, but Lian Jian suddenly became irritable after hearing this: "What kind of bad tea do you want to drink?!"
He knocked the teapot to the ground.
The teapot shattered and the water flowed all over the place. Tao Wuwen was stunned.
Lian Jian turned his head and shouted towards the dark corridor: "Bring two cups of clean boiled water!"
Someone actually answered.
"Brother Lian." Tao Wuwen called him nonchalantly, today's Lianjian was a bit unfamiliar.
Lian Jian turned his head and looked at him without the irritability and disgust just now, only tenderness and affection: "Wu Wen, I can no longer protect you in the future."
These words were like a knife being stabbed in a sandbag, Tao Wuwen felt that his heart was like this sandbag, everything in it rushed out with the sand, but his heart quickly collapsed, lifeless.
"Brother Lian!" He seemed to know only this one sentence, and cried out, unable to finish his guilt and sadness. Why? Why do all those who love him go because of him
"Wuwen, don't be sad." Lian Jian caressed Tao Wuwen's hair, who was lying on the table, "I haven't done anything bad, and I will definitely be reincarnated soon, and in another 18 years, I will be the same as now .”
"Brother Lian." Tao Wuwen raised her head and said faintly, "I regret it very much."
"regret?"
"If I had known today, I should have promised you in the first place." His eyes were red and swollen, but he still looked at Lianjian firmly, "You are the best person to me besides Daddy and Guozi. But Daddy is My biological father, Guozi grew up with me since I was a child, only you, and I have known me for less than three months. You are so kind to me, but I... I was so stupid... "
Lian Jian smiled bitterly: "You are also stupid now. If I didn't get the death sentence and went out properly, would you promise me?"
"I..." Tao Wuwen was confused.
"You have to know: some people can fall in love at a glance in less than three months. This kind of relationship is different from that of father and son, master and servant, and brothers. If you fall in love, you are in love, and if you don't, you don't have it. Love—it's not gratitude .”
Tao Wuwen couldn't help thinking of Shang Lu. He fell in love with Shang Lu at the beginning, but it was only for a moment. Shang Lu deliberately dropped the fan at his feet, and he picked it up and carried it to the car window. Shang Lu thanked him and stroked a song for him, and he became insane.
"Love at first sight, isn't it all because the appearance is final, and it will inevitably be shattered." The voice became lower and lower, and finally it was almost inaudible.
"What about me? Am I not good-looking? Why are you indifferent when you see me?"
Tao Wuwen was also confused. He was really surprised when he first saw Lianjian, but he was not tempted. Why? "Probably because you are a man."
Lian Jian laughed at himself: "In fact, not all beautiful appearances can make people fall in love at first sight. Sometimes, that kind of beauty is not the one you like; sometimes, you can only live with one person in your heart."
Tao Wuwen stared blankly at Lian Jian, this man had already been sentenced to death, but he didn't have any fear or sorrow. I cried when I first came, but now I can chat with him calmly. He always has a power that makes people feel at ease.
I want to rely on him so much, but I don't have such a passionate feeling for Shang Lu. When he didn't break up with Shang Lu, he didn't think about eating and drinking when he didn't see Shang Lu, and he didn't know what the master said when he sat in the academy. I can't see Lian Jian but I don't miss him, although I think he is so nice when I see him.
Lian Jian pinched his nose: "What are you thinking?"
Tao Wuwen suddenly came back to his senses, and just as he was about to speak, the prison chief brought over two glasses of boiled water. He jumped up to pick it up and placed it carefully on the table. Lian Jian picked up two glasses, both of which were only 80% full. He poured two cups into the other cup, and then poured the full cup back into the six-part cup. After several times, it seemed that one of them was filled with honey water and the other was white water. He wanted to mix the two cups into one The same honey water in general.
Tao Wuwen watched him pour water suspiciously, and watched him take a sip from one of the cups, as if after a moment of recollection, before motioning to drink another cup. Although I didn't understand what it meant, I was really thirsty, so I drank it all in one gulp.
Lian Jian asked him: "For the future, what are your plans?"
Tao Wuwen shook her head, and said: "Old Tao is very reliable, my father asked me to rely on him more. I don't know anything, I will read first and then talk."
Lian Jian sighed: "You are too young, I arranged someone to take care of you, but I don't know you..."
Tao Wuwen didn't expect that Lian Jian was only two years older than him, but he was so careful, and he was so shocked: "Brother Lian, I have troubled you to this point, yet you are still so thoughtful about me! I..."
Lian Jian stretched out his index finger to block the words behind him, wiped away the tears that burst out of him instantly, and then took a red rope from his neck, with a jade token tied at the end of the rope, and Lian Jian stuffed the jade token into Tao In Wuwen's hand: "This is my amulet. I have worn it close to my body since I was a child. Outsiders can't see it. The person I entrusted will come to you with the other half of this jade tablet. You can treat him as me. If you need help Just tell him."
Tao Wuwen nodded, stretched out his sleeves to wipe away his tears, hesitated for a while, then wiped his nose with his sleeves, and then imitated the arrow, hung the red string around his neck, and stuffed the jade card into the neckline: "Brother Lian, I What can I do for you?"
Lian Jian smiled: "Live well for me, pay homage to me more often, and talk to me." There was also unspeakable bitterness and sadness in his voice. Since he was sentenced to death, his family members came to see him every day, and thought they had shed all the tears they should have shed, but at this moment, facing Tao Wuwen who was crying, he still couldn't stop talking about his reluctance. This is the first time he loves someone, a boy who is only 16 years old. But when the boy was 13 years old, he already had someone in his heart, even if he broke up, he didn't think about him.
Tao Wuwen lowered her head and didn't speak for a moment. She stood up while supporting the table, and slowly came to Lian Jian's side, and sat down next to him.
Lian Jian looked at him suspiciously, but saw that he leaned his head gently, the smooth skin and smooth hair touched Lian Jian's cheek, like an electric shock, followed by an incomparably ecstatic touch.
Lian Jian hurriedly pushed him away: "Fool! Do you know what you are doing?"
Tao Wuwen was pushed half down by him, but she didn't look embarrassed at all. She slowly sat up straight, her eyes were clear and firm: "I know. I—" he lowered his eyes, "I can only do so much for you."
Lian Jian smiled wryly: "Wuwen, you are still young, and you still have a long way to go. I want you, but if I use your gratitude to get you, can you forget me in the future? I will too. despise myself."
Tao Wuwen looked at Lian Jian in surprise: "Brother Lian, why did I forget you?"
"Forgetting is the only way to have a new life." He moved back as far as possible, "You are the person in my dreams, I wanted to have you by my life, but today, I can't even look at you from afar." But I hope that after I die, you can live well, be with the one you love, and be happy.”
It's just that he will never be the one who is happy together.
"Brother Lian, the love in this world is probably unrequited love, and there are few people who are happy with each other, right? How can Wu Wen dare to expect happiness and happiness with the person who loves each other? Brother Lian's heart for Wu Wen is really true. Zhichun, where can Wuwen find another person who can treat Wuwen like this? Wuwen just wants to live up to the people in front of him, and doesn't want to look forward to the illusory future."
After finishing speaking, he pouted his lips angrily, his soft petal-like lips were like budding flowers, waiting to slowly bloom under someone's light kiss.
Lian Jian's heart beat wildly for a moment.
Before this moment, all the broken sleeves that Tao Wuwen saw were powerful men raising a beautiful boy at home. He has always cast aside those beautiful boys who were raised. He feels that as a man, he should support his family upright. How can he survive in the world by being treated like a woman
Huang Guangde and Shi Guangyao, although one is middle-aged and wretched while the other is full of vigor, they both have the same attitude towards him, they just want to keep him at home like those beautiful boys, treating him as a woman and a plaything.
Only Lian Jian really likes him and treats him as his equal.
However, Lian Jian was so forthright and bright, he never thought that Lian Jian would be the one who was subdued by the female. And even if Lian Jian is willing to let him do something to Lian Jian, he doesn't have that desire.
Well, if he is with Lianjian, only he will be the next one.
He once thought that he would never have the day when he would be subjugated by others, and whoever wanted to humiliate him like that, he would rather die than let the other party succeed.
However, at this moment, he is willing to put down his self-esteem for Lianjian. Lian Jian is about to be killed by a faint official, and Lian Jian loves him so much, this is the only thing he can do for Lian Jian. He didn't agree to Lianjian because he wanted to rely on Lianjian's wealth or power, nor did he want to maintain such a relationship with him for a long time, just this time.
He hoped that such a beautiful Lianjian would remember the beauty of this world when he was dying.
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