Four eyes met, and Fu Jia was the first to avoid.
His fingers were stiff, he held the doorknob tightly, and stood motionless in the doorway. He didn't move, and Lu Qi'an couldn't move either, so the two of them stood still at the door.
After a few days of absence, Fu Jia's ability to deal with Lu Qi'an has dropped a lot.
"Why are you standing at the door?" Teacher Liu looked anxious, stepped forward and said, "Qian, come in and sit down, you are busy with work? It's hard for you to come here."
Her words brought Fu Jia back to her senses, she quickly released the door handle, and turned to invite Lu Qi'an to come in.
"Excuse me, Aunt Liu." Lu Qi'an walked into the door and handed the gift to Teacher Liu, "No matter how busy you are at work, there will always be time to visit you."
"It's good to be here, what gift do you bring?" Teacher Liu complained, but his face was full of smiles. She took the gift, asked Lu Qi'an to sit down in the living room, and pulled out Teacher Tang in the study.
Compared with Mr. Liu's warm-hearted husband and wife, Fu Jia's appearance with his head down and silent is very strange.
Teacher Liu knew what must have happened between him and Lu Qi'an, so he said: "Qian, I still have a lot of things in the kitchen to do, so I won't pour water for you. Fu Jia knows where to put things, let him Let me entertain you, you two young people can talk too."
Teacher Tang looked at his wife strangely and wanted to say something, but she was stopped by her arm.
Fu Jia was called by her. She didn't want to agree and had no reason to refuse, so she nodded and said, "Okay, you can go."
Teacher Liu dragged Teacher Tang back to the kitchen, leaving Fu Jia and Lu Qi'an alone in the living room. Of course, there is also a Lele in the living room, but the others are still small and can be ignored for the time being.
As soon as Mr. Liu and Mr. Tang left, Fu Jia felt that Lu Qi'an had his eyes on him. Half of his body was numb. He cleared his throat disguisedly and asked, "Would you like to drink water or tea? Mr. Liu's house? There seems to be no coffee, if you want coffee, I can go out and buy it now."
"No need." Lu Qi'an said, "Just sit here."
Fu Jia lowered his head even lower, unable to speak.
What did he say? Could it be that as long as Fu Jia sits here with him, can he not eat or drink
"Then tell me if you need anything." Fu Jia stood up and walked towards Lele who was sitting quietly playing with building blocks, "I... I want to play with Lele with building blocks. I used to play with him every time I came here. I'm playing with him too, so..."
So I can't sit there with you.
Fu Jia couldn't say it, he felt that his actions were very naive, like an awkward elementary school student.
However, Lu Qi'an didn't mean to take him back to chat. He also stood up from the sofa and walked to Lele's side: "Then let me play together."
Lele looked up at this terrifying cold-faced uncle, all the blocks in his hands were frightened.
Lu Qi'an didn't change his face, picked up the blocks he dropped, and asked, "What are you building?"
Lele didn't dare to answer, grabbing Fu Jia's sleeve and trying to hide behind him. Fu Jia put his arm around him, picked up the picture book beside the building block with the other, and handed it to Lu Qi'an: "I'm building this."
The picture book shows a military aircraft. In fact, the building blocks that a four-year-old child plays with are very simple, and a discerning person can understand it at a glance.
"I'll take the wings, okay?" Lu Qi'an asked.
"Okay..." Fu Jia said, and handed the parts to Lu Qi'an, but Lu Qi'an only took one at a time, and only won one after fighting one. Naturally, Fu Jia cooperated with him.
Lele stared blankly at the two uncles, feeling very aggrieved. Fu Jia clearly came to play with him, why did Fu Jia leave him aside after this terrible uncle came and started playing with this uncle
But he was afraid of this uncle and dared not speak out, so he could only pick up other parts silently and play with his own.
The three of them played with building blocks in a friendly manner until Teacher Liu and Teacher Tang put the food on the table and greeted them to eat.
Usually when Fu Jia came to eat, Lele would sit with Fu Jia, but today Mr. Liu took Lele to his side and asked Lu Qi'an and Fu Jia to sit together.
"Qian is finally back." Teacher Liu looked at the two children sitting opposite him, and said with emotion, "We haven't seen each other for seven years. I never dreamed that there would be these seven years."
Lu Qi'an never put on airs in front of Teacher Liu, and respected her very much, saying, "You have been worried over the years."
Teacher Liu sighed: "I can't talk about worrying about it, the main reason is that you have never contacted us in the past seven years. No matter what you have to do, you should contact us more, how can you not have one for seven years? A little bit of news? Even if you call us from time to time, we can feel better, Fu Jia, do you think this is the truth?"
She suddenly brought the words to Fu Jia, every word and every word was subtle, Fu Jia should not be, should not be, she simply didn't express her position, just smiled.
"I did come back late, sorry." Lu Qi'an said in a deep voice, "I won't leave in the future, I promise you and Fu Jia."
As soon as these words came out, the atmosphere became more subtle.
"Okay." Teacher Tang stood up to smooth things out, "It's rare to see each other, do you have to say these words? Let's eat, Qi'an hasn't eaten hometown food for many years, you, Teacher Liu, have a bad temper, but you are a good cook. Good hand."
Teacher Liu laughed and scolded her husband, saying, "After all, I haven't seen you for seven years. Let me tell you how I felt during these seven years? Well, I won't say anything about it. To you two children, the teacher has only one sentence. Although many people oppose you and don't agree with you, don't take it to your heart, and don't stop because of other people's obstacles. Teacher and you, Teacher Tang, will definitely support you. Remember that you can rely on me. All right."
Teacher Liu smiled gently, just like every ordinary mother in this world.
After the meal was over, Teacher Liu kept Fu Jia and Lu Qi'an chatting until nine o'clock at night before waving them home.
Lele was reluctant to bear Fu Jia, and said in tears that she wanted to live with him. Teacher Liu couldn't help laughing.
Fu Jia and Lu Qi'an bid farewell to Mr. Liu's family, went downstairs together, and walked towards the parking lot. Summer nights are not as sultry as the days, with the breeze blowing and the stars twinkling.
"Let's talk." Fu Jia said. "You don't need to find a place. Just go to your car and talk. It won't take too long."
Lu Qi'an saw him bow his head, the outline of his face was very softly illuminated by the warm street lamps, and there was a faint light in his eyes, just like the stars at night.
"Good," he said.
The two got into Lu Qi'an's car, the doors and windows were closed, and there were only the two of them in the small world. Fu Jia was not as uncomfortable as last time. She leaned back in her chair and asked what she had thought over and over again these days: "Is your aunt okay?"
Some obstacles are destined to be unavoidable.
"She has the root of the disease in her body, but she is recovering better year by year." Lu Qi'an said.
Fu Jia looked straight ahead, a little dazed: "Fu Xiaoli... She has no way to atone for her sins."
Fu Xiaoli died in prison less than a year later. No one did anything to her, and she didn't want to commit suicide. Unfortunately, her rotten body couldn't hold it any longer. She quietly lost her breath in the middle of the night, no one found her, and no one rescued her.
"She can't atone for her sins, so there is no one in this world to make atonement for my aunt." Lu Qi'an said, "You are not wrong, you are not guilty, it is my family who is prejudiced against you, I am sorry, this I haven't been able to change their minds for seven years, but I've changed myself and their perception of me."
The Lu family's prejudice against Fu Jia can't be eliminated in this life. This fact has trapped Lu Qi'an for many years. He tried countless ways to change or improve the fact, but gradually realized that even if he spent another seven years, he would not be able to change the Lu family.
For seven years, both sides have exhausted their patience. The Lu parents realized that they could not hold their children, and Lu Qi'an also realized in time that a relationship is not fatal without the support of the family, as long as the family can't stop him.
Others said that the relationship is not only a matter of two people, but a matter of two families, but the relationship between him and Fu Jia can only be the two of them, as long as they have each other, they are enough.
"Back then, you said that if I left, you would hate me to death." Lu Qi'an said, "I always remember this sentence, I can't give you a family that is willing to accept you, I'm sorry, I left too much at that time. Heartless, I didn't part with you in a gentler way, and I'm sorry. I dare not let you wait for me, because I can't guarantee that I can come back, and now that I'm back, I regret not letting you wait for me again."
Lu Qi'an took a deep breath and then continued, "If you hated me back then, continue to hate me, and look at me now, I won't let my family hurt you again, if you reject me for this reason ,I hope… "
"Wait." Fu Jia interrupted Lu Qi'an, her voice trembling, "I didn't reject you..."
He looked at Lu Qi'an, his eyes were slightly red, "I didn't reject you on the day of Mingyue Pine, I just wanted both of us to calm down and think about it. I didn't hate you either, back then... I was just talking about angry words. , what right do I have to hate you, I clearly said to protect you, Fu Xiaoli is my mother, no matter how hateful she is, she is my mother, I have the responsibility to look after her, but I don't. When we separated, we couldn't It's your fault, it's because I didn't protect you well, and I didn't have the ability to fight against your family... These days, I just want you to think about it, maybe if you calm down for a few days, you don't want to be with me anymore, maybe you Just guilt, just impulsive."
Fu Jia gritted his teeth and used all his strength to finish the sentence.
He turned his head and didn't look at Lu Qi'an, but Lu Qi'an stared at him blankly, frowning slightly, his breathing almost stopped.
Fu Jia did not reject him.
After meeting Fu Jia in Mingyue Pine, Lu Qi'an has been thinking about the reasons for Fu Jia's rejection of him.
Fu Jia also said that he didn't hate him, he didn't blame him.
How did he fall in love with Fu Jia to hear him say that he was not to blame after he gave Fu Jia a heart-wrenching farewell
Lu Qi'an's blood boiled. It hurts not to love, and it hurts to be deeply loved. His body shuddered violently, as if he had come to life, and he seemed to have died again.
His eyes were red, he leaned forward and pressed towards Fu Jia, one hand on his shoulder, the other on the back of his head, and he lowered his head to kiss him.
The kiss after a seven-year absence made Lu Qi'an almost crazy. He invaded Fu Jia's mouth, hooked his tongue and sucked his tongue. Fu Jia was pinned to the corner by him, and he couldn't go anywhere except to accept him with his head up.
Fu Jia couldn't breathe, and the small whimper was blocked by Lu Qi'an. He wanted to push Lu Qi'an away, but he didn't even have the strength to raise his hand.
I don't know how long it took for the rough kiss to gradually become gentle. Lu Qi'an ended the kiss, but his body was still pressing against him and his forehead.
"I'm not guilty, nor is I impulsive." He held Fu Jia's face, his eyes twinkling: "I can't live without you, Jia Jia."