032. enlighten
Under the direction of Director Wang, only the leaders within the police station and the school knew about this matter, and no publicity was made to the outside world. Therefore, there is no news at all in the media in Songjiang City.
But Yang Ming's heart was very heavy. This was killing people! It is essentially different from the usual fights! Although in a sense, the person Yang Ming killed was a heinous person and should be killed, if he was not killed, he might not have done many evil things!
What a ridiculous sentence! Yang Ming thinks he is not a cold-blooded person, but he is not a hero either! It's okay to fight against injustice, but it's better to leave things like punishing evil and eradicating evil to the police!
Although at the police station just now, he could calmly defend his innocence to the police and calmly say that he was acting in self-defense, but now, the panic deep in Yang Ming's heart quickly took over his entire body!
Yang Ming felt as if his legs were as heavy as lead and he couldn't move at all.
"Yang Ming, what's wrong with you?" Zhao Ying, who came out together, looked at Yang Ming's pale face and asked worriedly.
"Ah? I... It's okay..." Yang Ming looked at Zhao Ying and smiled bitterly. People without personal experience will never know how the authorities feel. In the eyes of Zhao Ying and Principal Li, Yang Ming just did a good thing. Although he killed someone, he killed a heinous villain! Just like when watching a movie, the police shot the criminal to death. In the eyes of the audience, it was a matter of course. No one would sympathize with the criminal, but believed that he deserved his death!
Yang Ming is not a policeman, nor is he a murderous gangster. He is just a student and cannot have such a good psychological quality. When he closed his eyes now, what he saw in front of him was Ji Shuisheng's pale and ferocious face with blood bubbles constantly coming out of his nose.
"Yang Ming, wait a moment!" A voice came from behind. It turned out to be Chen Fei: "Yang Ming, wait a moment. I have something to tell you. Principal Li and Teacher Zhao, please go back first. I will send Yang Ming back!"
"Okay, Captain Chen, since you still have something to do, Xiao Zhao and I will go back to school first. You also know that I am very busy at work and can't live without people, but you must return my students to Zhao intact!" Li The principal smiled.
Returning the intact jade to Zhao? Zhao Ying's heart tightened. Her surname was Zhao. Did the principal notice something? After getting along these days, her relationship with Yang Ming has already surpassed that of teacher and student. Are they siblings? Although she is a few years older than Yang Ming, Yang Ming always protects her, and she is like a younger sister. It seems more appropriate to say they are friends, but is the relationship between two people just friends? Zhao Ying couldn't figure it out either. But when she heard Principal Li say these words, she felt an indescribable feeling in her heart.
When Zhao Ying saw Principal Li's calm expression, she knew that she was overthinking.
"Principal Li, don't worry, you and Director Wang are old classmates. If I do anything to your student, Director Wang won't tear my bones apart!" Chen Fei said with a smile.
After Principal Li and Zhao Ying got on the school bus, Chen Fei patted Yang Ming on the shoulder: "Young man, I feel very unhappy. Come here and let's talk."
"I..." Yang Ming didn't know how Chen Fei could see what he was thinking. When he was at the police station just now, he had always been very calm!
"Haha, there's nothing to be ashamed of. Come on, let's sit there!" Chen Fei pointed to a bench in the police station compound and said.
Yang Ming glanced at Chen Fei, nodded, and followed him silently. Yes, Yang Ming really wanted to find someone to talk to now. Just now, he wanted to tell Zhao Ying how he felt, but he didn't say it in the end. On the one hand, he was afraid that Zhao Ying would worry about him, but most importantly, However, Zhao Ying, who stayed out of the matter, would never understand Yang Ming's fearful mood.
"How are you, young man? Are you scared?" Chen Fei leaned on the bench, lit a cigarette, and handed another one to Yang Ming.
Yang Ming didn't know why Chen Fei thought he also smoked, but he took it politely, lit it, took a deep breath, and then said slowly: "I was scared at first, but now I'm much better." Yang Ming didn't want him to look down on him.
"Oh? Haha, are you very promising? I'm not afraid of your jokes. I remember that I just graduated from the police academy and started working. After I shot and killed a gangster for the first time during my mission, I vomited all night long! And for a week I'm all scared and have nightmares at night!" Chen Fei said as he patted Yang Ming on the shoulder.
"Captain Chen... I..." When Yang Ming heard that Chen Fei was still the same as a policeman, he finally couldn't hold back the depression in his heart anymore: "I'm so scared! The scenes from that night kept flashing in my mind. Although I controlled myself not to think about it, those images still appeared involuntarily, as if they were engraved in my mind!"
Chen Fei laughed after hearing this: "Young man, you are already good. You have endured it for such a long time. At least you did not show any cowardice when you were at the police station. Otherwise, your image as a hero will be laughed at! You There is no need to feel ashamed. No matter who you are, you will always feel this way when you kill someone for the first time. But remember, the person you kill is a bad person, so you don’t have to feel any psychological burden at all, and don’t feel guilty about it. I can't live with it! Think about it, if people like Ji Shuisheng are not removed as soon as possible, how much harm will they bring to society?"
"But... Captain Chen... Although I say so, wouldn't it be better for the police to do these things? If I had a choice, I would rather let that Ji Shuisheng go!" Yang Ming shook his head.
"Young man, your thinking is wrong! As a man, you just do what you do, how can you regret it! From a police point of view, this kind of thing should indeed be done by us, but if you think about it from another angle, If you had chosen to back down that day, Ji Shuisheng would have continued to do evil, and the targets of his crimes might have been your friends, classmates, teachers, or even family members! Once the people around you are hurt, will you still feel regret? " Chen Fei continued.
yes! Yang Ming nodded. If he backed down, Ji Shuisheng would become even more arrogant. Once he was allowed to continue committing crimes in Songjiang, the consequences would be unimaginable! If his family or Zhao Ying and Chen Mengyan met him, then Yang Ming would not be able to apologize even to death!
Thinking of this, Yang Ming suddenly became enlightened and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Thank you, Captain Chen! I figured it out!"
"Yeah, just think about it. I'm not encouraging you to kill people, but I hope that when someone needs help, you can stand up bravely!" Chen Fei put out the cigarette in his hand and said to Yang Ming: "Young man, you are still a student. It's okay to smoke two cigarettes occasionally, but if you smoke too much, it will hurt your health!"
"I understand, Captain Chen! Thank you!" Yang Ming nodded sincerely.
"Let's go, I'll take you back. Go home and have a good sleep at night, and go to school easily tomorrow!" Chen Fei stood up and walked away like a police car.