The mind must have been discovered.
Fu Xueyan watched Shen Lin smile at him blankly from a distance, the kind of heartache he had never felt surged up in an instant, does this little idiot really like him so much? Don't laugh, tears will come out.
He seemed to let go of the thoughts he had been struggling with for a few days. Where did things like feelings come from forever? A good impression is to like the beginning. If there is no beginning, where does it come from to like it more
He wanted to give himself some time to like Shen Lin more, and also wanted to give the little idiot who was about to cry, a chance.
He put the suit in his hand and walked quickly to Shen Lin's side. Shen Lin looked at him in a trance, he stretched out his hand and shook it in front of Shen Lin's eyes: "What are you doing?"
Shen Lin didn't expect the hallucination to speak, he blinked his eyes for a while, only to realize that Fu Xueyan was real, his face flushed with shock, and he hurriedly said, "Listen... listen. Song."
Fu Xueyan raised his eyebrows and glanced at the wandering artist who played the guitar and asked him with a smile, "Does it sound good?"
“Nice to hear....”
Fu Xueyan handed him the suit, then winked at him: "Let you hear something better."
After speaking, he turned around and went to negotiate with the wandering artist. Shen Lin clutched his jacket so nervous that his whole body was shaking, what was Fu Xueyan to do? Is it what he thought
After the negotiation, Fu Xueyan took the guitar into his hand. He stood in the center of the street, shirt and trousers. He was so handsome that he couldn't take his eyes off. He simply tuned the tuning, then bent his eyes and smiled at Shen Lin. After a while, he sang: "I forgot how it started, maybe I have a feeling for you, and suddenly I found myself deeply in love with you. It's really simple..."
Shen Lin listened quietly to Fu Xueyan sing to him. In the endless crowd, only he and Fu Xueyan stood still. He recalled all these years, with a fearless heart that he could not control. He liked Fu Xueyan, and he thought that he would never be able to leave Fu Xueyan again in his life. He became greedy and did not know how to be content.
(ten)
Shen Lin was taught very strictly since he was a child. His father was a strict martial arts coach. He never showed a smile to him since he was a child. Shen Lin was sensible and never disobeyed every word of his father. Xueyan got into a fight, and he was punished for stomping in the yard for a long time. Another time was also for Fu Xueyan. They graduated that year and went their separate ways. Fu Xueyan was tested in a city far away.
Separation is a painful thing. Although he has not had any communication with Fu Xueyan for so many years, in Shen Lin's heart, he just needs to look at him from a distance, but he will not be able to meet even a little request in the future. .
In the six months since he was separated from Fu Xueyan, he came out with his father because Xiang Fei told himself that Fu Xueyan actually liked boys. He didn't understand why he did it, but at that moment, he just wanted to Let yourself be a person of the world with Fu Xueyan.
He was kicked out of the house by his furious father during the summer vacation of the third year of high school. Shen Lin went to Xiang Fei with all the injuries. Xiang Fei looked at his bloody shirt and his voice was a little choked: "My dear, is it worth it?"
Shen Lin took the passbook and the key to a house that his mother secretly stuffed to him, not knowing what to think, Xiang Fei followed him to the new house, and Shen Lin didn't say until he turned on the light: "I just... think When one day, I have the courage to meet him and tell him that I like him, my whole being is my everything, I don't have any ties or scruples, I know the chances are slim, I know that maybe I won't in my life. I'll meet him again, but I just want to do something for him like this, and it's my own."
He thought about it and asked, "Xiang Fei, am I delusional?"
Xiang Fei's eyes were flushed, and he wanted to hug Shen Lin, but he didn't dare to touch: "No, you've paid so much for him, maybe he'll know."
"Will he go back to Sanqingli?"
"Will do."
"Then can I wait for him?"
"OK."
Shen Lin took the bankbook that his mother gave him and finished university while working part-time. After graduation, he rented a small shop. The business was deserted, whether it was bad or not. This shop was nothing special, but it was adjacent to an office building. He thought, if Fu Xueyan graduated Now, will he be so good that he will become a great elite? I should also work in such an office building, so I think I'm getting closer to him.
His life was uneventful, and occasionally he would secretly go back to see his parents, but his father no longer wanted to recognize him.
Repeating it day after day, he thinks that maybe his whole life will be spent like this. He doesn't know if he can love Fu Xueyan so desperately in his next life. Maybe he wants to tell him his heart, but he really can only wait for the next life. .
But just one morning, Fu Xueyan asked him for a latte accompanied by a series of "ding ding dong" wind chimes.
His life seemed to light up again.
(eleven)
Shen Lin watched Fu Xueyan return the guitar to the wandering artist. He stood aside with Fu Xueyan's suit and waited for him to come over. Shen Lin's heart was full of sweet and sour, and he didn't know how to describe it. He thought that everything was silent to him now. Love the gift of many years.
On the way back, the two walked quietly on the side of the street. Shen Lin tried to speak several times, but he couldn't speak. He had the urge to confess directly, but he liked it for too long, and he didn't know where to start.
Seeing that Shen Lin was hesitant to speak, Fu Xueyan gently put his hand on top of his head and rubbed it twice: "Shen Lin."
"kindness."
"Am I singing well?"
Shen Lin was still immersed in the picture just now, he nodded heavily: "It sounds good."
Fu Xueyan pulled him to the side of the road, he put his hands on Shen Lin's shoulders, and stared at him seriously: "I want to ask your permission for one thing."
Shen Lin looked down at the tip of his shoe and didn't dare to look at him: "What's the matter?"
Fu Xueyan glanced at his red ears and found it very cute. He resisted the urge to kiss and made Shen Lin look up. With a rare and serious expression, he said, "I want to pursue you, okay?"
"I have a crush on you, will you give me a chance to pursue you?"
Shen Lin stared blankly at Fu Xueyan who didn't understand what he meant at all. He subconsciously said, "I don't need you to pursue it."
"why?"
Shen Lin was tense and stiff, he secretly encouraged himself and hoped that he could say it regardless of the consequences: "I...I like..."
Before he could finish speaking, Fu Xueyan gently covered his mouth, and then blinked at him: "Don't tell me first, when you see me, no longer blush and no longer nervous, then tell me. I listen."
He looked at Shen Lin's eyes, which seemed to be dripping with light, and slowly lowered his head and kissed the back of his hand that was blocking Shen Lin's lips: "Give you a chance to understand me, and give me a chance to pursue you. Any chance?"
Shen Lin was sent home by Fu Xueyan in a daze. His mind was full of mucus, and he couldn't be sure whether what happened today was true or not. There was a cup given to him by Fu Xueyan by the bed, and he picked it up and rubbed it. After reading the small guitar pattern on it for a few minutes, he gently put the cup on his lips and kissed it. As a result, just after putting down the cup, he received a message from Fu Xueyan: Are you sleeping
Shen Lin hurriedly put the cup aside. Although it was in his own home, his face was still flushed, as if he was caught secretly doing something.
He took the phone and quickly replied: "Not yet."
"Are you thinking of me?"
Shen Lin did not expect that he could ask so directly.
Just a few seconds after the message passed, Fu Xueyan's phone call came, and his voice sounded with a smile: "Why don't you call me?"
"I... I'm afraid it will affect your rest."
"Then if I call you now, will it affect your rest?"
"No no."
"Look, I didn't affect your rest, how could you affect me?"
"But... ... "
"I really hope you can give me a call tonight, but it's a pity that I waited and waited for a long time and didn't receive your call."
"I... ... "
Fu Xueyan sighed and there was still some grievance in his voice: "You rest early, I have to wait for the phone call that I am thinking about for a while." After speaking, he hung up the phone voluntarily. After thinking about it so much, I hurriedly called back: "Fu Xueyan, I'll call you, can you, can you talk to me for a while?"
(twelve)
When he went downstairs the next day, Shen Lin saw Fu Xueyan's car at the door, but no one was inside. He stood by and waited for a while before Fu Xueyan walked in from outside the community early, and then saw the car beside the car. Shen Lin smiled and said hello.
The moment Shen Lin saw Fu Xueyan, he was still a little nervous. After hanging up the phone last night, he did a lot of thought work for himself. Since they met again, it was difficult for him to talk to Fu Xueyan naturally. Most of the time They all listened to or watched Fu Xueyan in silence to keep the atmosphere alive. He felt that his liking was too selfish. He had wrapped himself up tightly for so many years and dared not express it. He used to think that he and Fu Xueyan had a relationship When he graduated from high school, it came to an end, but many years later, he met the person he liked the most. He wanted to be brave for himself. He wanted or could really realize the wish of the summer vacation of the third year of high school, and kept his love without reservation. He told Fu Xueyan that Shen Lin was only introverted but never stupid. He wanted to grasp the hard-won