Soon To Die

Chapter 47: reject

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Because Lu Wenxi was not in good condition, the director could only let Lu Wenxi adjust his emotions, so he took a long shot and an action scene, and just called it a day.

Lu Wenxi felt sorry for delaying the progress of the crew, so he invited all the crew to eat barbecue at his own expense. He came back early, and Yin Hanwei stayed there waiting for the last few drunks to finish their drinks.

Lu Wenxi returned home, sat on the sofa and looked at the deserted house, and couldn't help but sigh.

Picking up the phone, he hesitated whether to send a message to Xu Chen, unable to make up his mind for a long time.

Xu Chen was really disrespectful this morning, he should have a temper, since he didn't like it, he can't put his face on his butt, right

People should have self-knowledge, right

who is he! He is Lu Wenxi, handsome and rich, known as a heartthrob, a national boyfriend, there must be no shortage of such a man!

So, he should maintain his dignity! He should have the bottom line!

Resolutely do not take the initiative to contact.

After making his decision, he went to the bathroom to take a shower, but he came out in a daze after taking a shower, putting on the clothes he had worn during the day.

Standing in the living room, looking at the deserted room, I suddenly miss the smell of Chinese medicine.

In fact, Xu Chen treated him well, at least he was very protective, and he would help him find a place to make the bastard who bullied him apologize, and Xu Chen even kissed him secretly.

He has been in the entertainment industry for so long, Xu Chen is a very natural handsome guy, and there are not many boys who like him. The most important thing is that Xu Chen is very reliable, he won't be as hypocritical as others, wondering if it's true love.

Not reconciled...

He walked back and forth anxiously in the room, and finally took an invisibility talisman resolutely and soaked it in water.

He didn't take the initiative to contact Xu Chen, he just went to see Xu Chen secretly, and came back after taking a look.

After being invisible, he put on a coat and a hat, and went out like a thief, heading towards the nearby university. Not long after entering, he was confused, mainly...he didn't know which department Xu Chen belonged to, where the teaching building was, and where the dormitory was.

He remembered that there was Xu Chen's student number in the remittance record, and it took him 20 minutes to check with his mobile phone before he knew Xu Chen's basic information, and even found Xu Chen's class schedule. Xu Chen's dormitory.

The dormitory building is quite new, and many boys are making noise in the dormitory building. When I arrived at the door of Xu Chen's dormitory, I heard the voice of cursing inside, and I could hear it carefully. He was playing games with his roommates in the dormitory. , was scolding his teammates for being too good.

He waited for a while before someone opened the door to leave the dormitory. He immediately went in and found that Xu Chen was not in the dormitory. One of the beds was probably unoccupied, full of sundries, and the things on the table were piled up like a mountain. It was Xu Chen's bed, which had been put by roommates.

Xu Chen probably hasn't come back yet.

He also looked at Xu Chen's roommates, they were all quite ordinary, just ordinary college boys, playing games in the dormitory, the environment was all kinds of dirty and messy.

He took a few glances and was about to leave. He thought that Xu Chen had had conflicts with the people in the same dormitory, and they seemed to have teased Xu Chen, so he stopped again. After looking around, he unplugged the computer's power cord. There was a burst of shouts in the dormitory, and he left with a smile. The furious people didn't even notice that the door opened and closed again.

After Lu Wenxi went out, he started looking for the library, guessing that Xu Chen should be in the library or the study room. Fortunately, the first stop was the library. After a while, he saw Xu Chen and saw a little girl chatting up Xu Chen asking for her cell phone number.

He looked with his hands crossed, and found that Xu Chen shook his head, so he directly refused, then lowered his head and continued to read. Xu Chen simply ignored what the girl said afterwards, and refused to lift his head, so the girl had to leave.

He felt bored, so he sat down on the window sill and leaned on his chin to look at Xu Chen.

Xu Chen was reading a book, and he was looking at Xu Chen.

In fact, this is a rather boring thing, just looking at a person quietly like this, he actually stared at it for a long time, sighing that Xu Chen is so cute. When we met for the first time, I always felt that Xu Chen's pupils were a little weirdly black. Now it seems that Xu Chen's skin is too fair, even whiter than his.

Xu Chen didn't leave the library until eight o'clock in the evening after reading. Instead of going to the dormitory, he turned to the grove instead. He immediately raised his vigilance and followed, suspecting that Xu Chen was on a date. As a result, Xu Chen stopped suddenly and turned around to stare at him while he was following along.

He was so scared that he almost fell and could only stop.

"Do you know that there are the most souls in the school?" Xu Chen asked suddenly.

"ah?"

"Many of the school's land is a cemetery, and there is an old saying that a shady mansion produces a scholar, and the land in this kind of place is cheap." Xu Chen replied, "Because this is the home of many souls, the probability of evil spirits appearing is also higher."

Lu Wenxi didn't think about it at all, but just shrugged indifferently: "Isn't it because you're here?"

"It's impossible for me to follow you all the time to protect you, so you have to have a sense of self-protection."

"Oh..." He replied a little reluctantly, always feeling a little uncomfortable being criticized by someone five years younger than him.

"Aren't you filming?" Xu Chen asked him.

"I miss you, come and see, you come home with me." He immediately said it with a playful smile, anyway, it was already like this, so he could only coax.

Xu Chen frowned slightly, pursed his lips tightly, seemed very distressed, thought for a while, and then said: "I apologize to you for my vague attitude before, sorry, we can't be together."

Hearing Xu Chen's formal rejection, he was startled suddenly, and his mood fell to the bottom in an instant. He just looked at Xu Chen stupidly, and couldn't say anything for a long time.

"I've thought about it carefully. I also have problems, which caused you to misunderstand..." Xu Chen continued to explain.

"Then why did you kiss me last night?"

"..." Xu Chen paused for a moment, lowered his head slightly, his eyes were full of annoyance.

Lu Wenxi sneered with the corners of his mouth, and nodded as if he was appointed: "Okay, tell me your reason for rejecting me, if you can convince me, I will give up completely, okay?"

When he said these words, Lu Wenxi's heart was about to twitch into a ball, as if an evil spirit suddenly appeared behind him, reaching into his body, with a bone-chilling chill, grabbing his heart , almost suffocating.

"I am an ominous person." Xu Chen finally spoke, his voice was very low, "I was born with sin, because this blood is destined to be ruthless and loveless, and those who are close to me will be punished by the sin I bear Backfire, and finally die. My parents have been killed by me, and I can't kill other people."

Lu Wenxi was completely stunned, and stared at Xu Chen dumbfounded. He knew that Xu Chen couldn't use his parents as a joke to him as a reason for rejecting him. The scars on Xu Chen's body were not fake. He had already guessed that Xu Chen's father didn't love his mother, but he didn't expect it to be like this.

He looked at Xu Chen, and suddenly wanted to hug Xu Chen, guessing what kind of torment Xu Chen was in.

Because of himself, he killed his parents. Is this why Xu Chen never smiles? How has Xu Chen lived these years? Are you living in self-blame

"Actually, it's okay. I'm going to die soon. It doesn't matter if I'm a dying person. I just want to have a relationship before I die, so I don't have any regrets. You too. When you think of this time in a few years, you Will you regret it? Will you feel sorry for missing me, will you feel that you will never meet someone better in the future?" Lu Wenxi tried to remedy it, stretched out her hand, trying to hold Xu Chen's hand, But was thrown away.

"Have you ever thought about my feelings? If I am with you, if you die suddenly one day, I will think that I killed you. How will you let me live the rest of my life?!" Xu Chen asked At the time, because of excitement, I couldn't control the volume well, and my eyes were red.

I'm about to cry.

Because Lu Wenxi pestered her too hard.

If Xu Chen killed another person he loved deeply, he would live in self-blame and guilt for the rest of his life, right

No... Can you still live

yes.

He is so selfish.

Self-centered, only thinking about his own thoughts, only thinking about his own death, wanting to fall in love before dying, but never thinking about how his lover would feel if he died one day.

How outrageous.

It just sucks.

This kind of person deserves to be rejected, he really deserves it.

Lu Wenxi looked at Xu Chen and couldn't make a sound for a long time. He always felt that his head hurt in an instant, which made his thoughts more and more chaotic. He couldn't explain why, but he was inexplicably irritable.

That's right, it's just irritability, why didn't I think of it earlier, why is he so selfish, Xu Chen is also very conflicted during this time, probably driven crazy by him, struggling in his heart, the final decision is...Keep a distance.

And when he was dying, he still wanted to harm someone.

He always had the illusion that he shouldn't die, and Xu Chen could help him find the person who killed him, or find other ways to solve it. Even if he prolongs his life by doing good deeds little by little, he can persist for a long time.

He's supposed to live for a while, maybe longer, so... he doesn't die suddenly, he lives a long time, he falls in love.

Forget it, don't look for reasons, Xu Chen just doesn't want to agree.

"Okay, I understand." When Lu Wenxi replied, she was very depressed, but felt instantly relieved.

So be it, let it go...

He turned around and walked towards the outside of the school, ready to go home. He was in a state of despair as he walked, because he finally realized that there was no possibility for him and Xu Chen, so he gave up.

Not reconciled...

So unwilling.

Obviously like each other, but can't be together, it's too unwilling.

Not long after he stepped out of the university gate, he started to cry. The tears were like unstoppable rain, flooding in an instant, turbulent and surging, enough to flood the entire city.

He sniffed, he had never been so helpless, his tears were particularly uncontrollable, and he drilled straight into his collar, like a displaced refugee, just looking for a refuge.

His lips trembled slightly, and he couldn't stop his sobbing. As he walked, he wiped away his tears with the sleeve of his jacket indiscriminately. He didn't notice that Xu Chen had been following a few hundred meters away from him, walking and stopping for a while. Stop, seems to be hesitating, and finally did not catch up.

Xu Chen just wanted to see if any evil spirits would attack Lu Wenxi on the road, but the more he followed, the more hesitant he became.

Xu Chen saw that when Lu Wenxi was walking back, the girl ghost saw Lu Wenxi, saw that Lu Wenxi was crying, and hurried to catch up to ask about the situation. Because she was in a hurry, her head fell off again. She hurriedly picked up her own head and pressed it back down. Then she supported her head and continued to chase Lu Wenxi to ask about the situation.

It's a pity that the death aura on Lu Wenxi's body faded, and she couldn't see the girl ghost, nor could she hear any voices.

When they got downstairs, Deng Xuanhan also saw them, one person and one ghost, walked over, and followed Lu Wenxi upstairs together.

When Xu Chen followed here, he turned his head and walked towards the school.

Deng Xuanhan has been following behind Lu Wenxi, seeing Lu Wenxi crying like a chick that has been drenched in the rain, she was quite puzzled, and turned to ask the girl ghost: "What's wrong with him?"

The girl ghost was quite guilty when she talked to Deng Xuanhan. After all, she had a fight with Deng Xuanhan before. Now Deng Xuanhan is normal, but the aura accumulated before is still there. .

Lu Wenxi got along well with Deng Xuanhan because they were both male gods and goddesses, but she didn't have the confidence. When asked questions, she still answered politely: "I don't know, I just met on the road. , He doesn’t even care about talking to him.”

Deng Xuanhan walked to Lu Wenxi's side, waved her hands in front of Lu Wenxi's eyes, and then said, "The dead breath on his body has faded a lot, he probably won't be able to see us for the time being, otherwise people who want to save face won't cry in front of us."

"Oh..." The girl ghost looked at Lu Wenxi worriedly, not knowing what happened to Lu Wenxi.

They are souls, they can't touch the things in the world, they don't have internet, and they don't have communication equipment. When the relatives in Yangjian burned paper for them, they would burn some paper houses, but they didn't know that what they got was also a paper house, so they could only laugh or cry.

If you want to pass something to the people in the underworld, such as giving them a mobile phone, you have to burn a real mobile phone. Generally, not many people are willing to do so. Even if someone burns the mobile phone, there is no signal, so the underworld is almost like a primitive life.

The girl ghost didn't know what happened to Lu Wenxi, and she couldn't search, so she could only worry about it, but Lu Wenxi couldn't see them yet.

Lu Wenxi returned home in a daze, went in and kicked his shoes away, then took off his coat, went back to the room, lay down on the bed and continued to cry.

When I got home, the crying became even more unbridled, turning into howling ghosts and howling wolves, like a wolf cub entering estrus ahead of schedule.

Deng Xuanhan stood aside and looked at Lu Wenxi, and after watching for a while, she was actually happy: "It's pretty cute when you cry."

"Boss is mostly sad!" The girl ghost was so distressed that she saw Deng Xuanhan actually smiled, and immediately retorted.

"It's probably a broken love."

"Huh? Boss got dumped?"

"The relationship between him and Xu Chen is quite incomprehensible. They obviously sleep together, but they don't look like a couple."

The girl ghost immediately opened her eyes wide, and with the wound on her neck, she still looked a bit hideous, out of surprise, she yelled directly: "Boss is actually in a relationship?! Sleeping together...I'm broken in love?! Am I broken in love?" After finishing speaking, he almost cried.

Deng Xuanhan was stunned by the girl ghost's roar, and seeing the girl ghost's appearance of crying, she couldn't help but suspect that there were two broken-hearted people, and it was a combination of crazy men and women.

"Our boss is so good, how could we be dumped? I used to confess my love to the boss in my dreams, and then the boss hesitated, and finally rejected me for various reasons. Seeing that I was sad, he gave me a check of 500,000 yuan... I was rejected Also happy!"

Something is wrong with the plot!

"Why is it 500,000? He can afford 5 million." Deng Xuanhan's focus was on this.

"Because there are too many girls who love the boss. If everyone gives five million, the boss will go bankrupt, and then there will be millionaires all over the country. Let me tell you, I am very considerate of the boss, I am true love pink."

Deng Xuanhan was amused again, but saw Lu Wenxi sit up suddenly, and then walked out. The two of them watched Lu Wenxi go to the living room in a daze, and then took a box of papers back to the bedroom in a daze, and then went back to the bedroom in a daze. Into the bed, and finally continued to cry in despair.

The girl ghost looked at Lu Wenxi, pursed her lips, and couldn't help sighing: "Boss is really... so pitiful!"

"Eh?!" Deng Xuanhan was stunned again, she still thought Lu Wenxi's crying was funny, and really wanted to heat him a cup of milk.

Lu Wenxi was very sad, with a runny nose and tears, he took out his phone and blacked out Xu Chen's WeChat account, and then started to cry after the blackout.

After thinking about it, I still have to rely on Xu Chen to save my life. Even if I can't hug, touch, or kiss in the future, but I can use it, I added it back, and continued to cry.

How could he be so weak? He has fallen in love with two people since he was so old. The first time he chased someone, he was straight and made the other person very distressed.

The second time he chased someone, he couldn't fall in love, and he made the other party very distressed again.

How could this be... He also wants to fall in love...

The single dog is bitter, and the single dog refuses to accept it!

The girl ghost sighed, crouched in the corner and stared at Lu Wenxi, worried.

Deng Xuanhan was sitting by the bed, chatting with the girl ghost. In the past, she wished she could stay quieter by staying a little longer, but now she is so bored that she doesn't have a mobile phone to play with, so she can only find someone to chat with.

Amid Lu Wenxi's cries, Deng Xuanhan chatted with the girl ghost about her feelings after being a ghost, her future plans, whether there are handsome ghosts nearby, and the gossip the girl ghost heard from other illegitimate ghosts.

After chatting for more than two hours, Lu Wenxi got up again, went to the kitchen to wash an apple and ate it, sat by the bed and finished eating, then lay on the bed, sobbing softly, wiping his nose vigorously. Much calmer.

When Yin Hanwei went to Lu Wenxi's house, he found that Xu Chen was not there. Lu Wenxi hadn't gotten up yet. After calling several times, Lu Wenxi didn't get up. He went to lift Lu Wenxi's quilt, and the moment he saw Lu Wenxi's face, he was blindfolded.

He went outside to get an ice pack, applied it to Lu Wenxi's eyes, and then went to the living room to call Lin Xiao: "Come quickly, it's urgent."

"I'm not up yet, what's the matter?"

"Boss is crazy."

"Ah?! What's the matter? The boss squatted on the balcony and threw money outside?" At the same time, there was a rustling sound, and he was probably getting up.

"I don't know. I had a fight with Xu Xiaoxian yesterday. I was in a bad state all day, which delayed the progress of the crew. In the end, I bought dinner out of my own pocket. I just came to the boss today. I guess the boss cried all night. His eyes were horrible and his complexion was terrible. No, see if you can save it."

"Why did you quarrel?"

"I don't know, how about I call Xu Xiaoxian and ask?"

As soon as Yin Hanwei said this, Lu Wenxi who was in the bedroom yelled, "Don't hit me!"

Yin Hanwei was silent, and Lin Xiao on the other end of the phone said that he would come over soon, so he hung up the phone. Yin Hanwei didn't bring breakfast. Recently, Xu Chen made it. He was used to it, so he hesitated for a while, and then texted Lin Xiao, asking her to bring breakfast back by the way.

After dealing with these matters, Yin Hanwei supported the door frame and looked at Lu Wenxi, and sighed for a long time. A while ago, he thought that the boss suddenly became sensible, which made people feel relieved, but recently... what happened

After Lin Xiao arrived, he saw that Lu Wenxi's state was also close to collapse. Looking at Lu Wenxi's face, he could only ask Yin Hanwei to ask Lu Wenxi for leave, and Yin Hanwei nodded resignedly. After going out, he called Han Fanming first, and then called the crew to apologize. The apology call lasted more than ten minutes before it ended, and Yin Hanwei collapsed immediately.

"Boss, Brother Han said that since you are free today, go to the company, have a look at the newly delivered scripts, and choose one yourself." Yin Hanwei announced weakly.

"I dont go."

"Boss, don't embarrass me anymore."

Lu Wenxi stopped talking, Lin Xiao was still helping Lu Wenxi put on the eye mask, and Lu Wenxi was still letting himself fend for herself.

It didn't take long to hear the door opening, and then Xu Chen walked in, and he was taken aback when he saw someone at home.

"Didn't you go to the set?" Xu Chen asked.

Yin Hanwei sized up Xu Chen and found that there was nothing wrong with Xu Chen, so he replied: "Ah... Boss... He's not feeling well, so he didn't go."

"Oh." Xu Chen responded and went to the guest room.

Lu Wenxi, who was originally loveless, suddenly sat up and walked towards the bathroom, presumably to wash up.

Lin Xiao followed into the cloakroom, and after a while Lu Wenxi finished washing, went to the dressing table and sat down: "Make me look handsome!"

Even if you are broken in love, you can't lose your aura!

If he wants Xu Chen to see him, he will regret it! Can't let Xu Chen see him in a daze!

No! able! lose!

Lin Xiao immediately began to help Lu Wenxi with styling. The focus of today's styling is to think about which pair of sunglasses to wear.

When she was about to go out and was about to meet Xu Chen, Lu Wenxi still felt that she couldn't do it. She walked to the dressing table, picked up the moisturizing spray and sprayed it on. Lin Xiao couldn't stop her even if she wanted to.

The sunglasses were still on, and the lenses were directly sprayed wet.

After cleaning the lenses, Lu Wenxi put on the sunglasses again, walked out of the room and asked his small team to follow and go to the company together. He paid special attention to it, and Xu Chen followed, feeling a little nervous.

Sure enough, when riding in the car, Xu Chen chose the passenger seat again.

Lu Wen put on a calm look in a suit and took a deep breath.

When they arrived at the company, Lu Wenxi said that he could do it, because it took a long time to choose a script every time, and occasionally a meeting was needed to discuss it, which was very troublesome. They could only chat in the lounge with them, why not go out to play.

While Lu Wenxi was waiting for the elevator, a person suddenly appeared beside him, and he glanced at him: "Why are you here today?"

He turned his head and found that it was Yu Yan, so he asked, "Why are you here?"

"To choose the script."

"Me too."

Yu Yan nodded, indicating that he knew, and then asked: "Why is your voice hoarse?"

"fine."

When Xu Chen left, he turned around and saw Lu Wenxi and Yu Yan standing side by side, their expressions remained unchanged, but their hearts were not at peace.

He forcibly turned his head away from looking at Lu Wenxi, but followed Yin Hanwei and the others to leave.

Not long after Xu Chen left, another person came to Lu Wenxi's side and offered to say hello: "Hi, seniors."

Lu Wenxi turned his head to look at the boy standing beside him. He was young and had a refreshing youthful image, but he was sure he didn't know this person, so he didn't make a sound.

Yu Yan smiled at him and asked, "Who are you?"

"My name is Ran Nan, a newcomer under Sister Xia." The boy replied with a smile.