Of course Cheng Xiyin knew who he was referring to. When she opened her mouth, she felt a little tight in her chest.
"His name is Fang Ningxi. I met him when I was studying abroad in Vienna. He is a very good person, gentle and considerate."
"Your mother must be very satisfied with him, right? Otherwise, why would she marry you to him?" Shu Qiang asked gloomily.
He could not forget her mother's critical and disgusted face.
"Our two families are family friends." Xiyin said softly.
"Do you like him?" he asked depressedly.
"Of course I like him, otherwise why would I be willing to get engaged to him?" Xiyin forced a smile.
"What about me? Didn't you like me before?" Shuqiang suddenly no longer concealed the anger in his heart, flattened the beer can in his hand, and put his other hand on the pillar behind her.
"I..." Xiyin shook his head and wanted to speak but was interrupted by Shu Qiang.
"Don't tell me you've never liked me! Who else can you deceive besides yourself with this kind of lie?" Shu Qiang said angrily. "Is it so difficult to be honest about how you really feel?"
Xiyin's mood was agitated, she took a deep breath and said, "Yes, Aqiang, I used to like you, but this is all in the past. It has been eight years since you left, and there is no news. I don't even know whether you are dead or not." I don’t even know if I’m alive, what else can you do to me?”
"So you got lonely and fell into the arms of that guy named Fang Ningxi?" Shu Qiang said angrily.
"Are you accusing me? Aqiang."
Xiyin stared into his eyes in disbelief and began to vent the resentment that had been buried in her heart for many years: "Have you ever cared about me? If you cared about me, why didn't you come to see me? You hate my mother, or you hate starting a family, but you also You shouldn't hate me. Even if you don't want to come back, you should at least have someone send you a message to let me know where you are! But you didn't do anything, and in the end I came to your door myself. Who do you have the right to accuse me? "
"How should I tell you? You flew to Vienna all of a sudden. I was a penniless poor boy at that time. How should I tell you? Do you need to leave?" Shuqiang fiercely took the beer can in his hand. Throw it into the rain.
They glared at each other angrily, refusing to give in.
Finally, Xiyin got tired and gave up, and said in a soft voice: "No matter what, it's over. We've all missed it and can't look back, so why don't you give me your blessing, Aqiang."
Shu Qiang stared at her for a while before saying, "No, I won't give up. You and I are not married, so why should we give up?"
"I will be engaged to Ningxi in two weeks. Our engagement letters have been sent out. Besides, Ningxi loves me, and I can't break his heart."
"So do you love him? Yinyin." Shuqiang found that she had never said a word about her love for Fang Ningxi, and he couldn't help but feel hopeful.
"I..." Xiyin wanted to answer yes, but couldn't.
There was just a warm relationship between her and Ningxi. She liked him and she felt comfortable and safe around him. He was always by her side and would not suddenly disappear one day, leaving her with an empty heart and nightmares every night. .
And most importantly, he loved her very much.
But, does she really love Ningxi
"Or what I should ask is, do you still like me now?" He asked softly, in a low voice.
"It's not important anymore." Under his focused and hopeful gaze, she couldn't say no or yes, she could only escape.
Finally, she almost begged and said: "Aqiang, the past is in the past. I just hope that we can continue to be good friends in the future."
"I don't want to be some damn good friend!" Shu Qiang punched the pillar behind her with one hand and used the other hand to
Touching her face gently, he felt her body tense up due to his approach, "If you really feel that the past is over, then why are you so nervous? You still have feelings for me, right?"
She was in his arms and felt the hot breath on his body.
She felt flustered and struggled to say: "I'm not nervous..."
"You lied!" Shuqiang couldn't bear it anymore, lowered his head and kissed her lips.
The kiss went from shallow to deep. After a long time, he raised his head and looked into her misty eyes.
"Why don't you struggle? Why don't you push me away? Yinyin, you like this kiss as much as I do, and you still like me, right? Stop lying to yourself, you still have me in your heart." He pressed his forehead against Her forehead murmured seductively against her lips.
Xiyin suddenly woke up, "This is wrong!"
She wanted to stand up and go back to the room, but Shu Qiang reached out and hugged her tightly.
"This is not wrong, Yinyin!" Shuqiang is determined to pester her to the end and force her to change her mind.
"I know you still have me in your heart, otherwise you will push me away resolutely. I also have you in my heart. In the past few years, I have often thought about what you have become now? I often think of the way you smile, and that One night you played the violin for me under the moonlight. I have never forgotten these memories.
I sometimes wonder, if I come back to you one day, will you still like me? But now, you have come to me, I can't let you go, I won't let you go, I don't care who you are engaged to, even if you are married, I will take you back! Yinyin, stop resisting me and let me kiss you, okay? "
(End of chapter)