"So what? They are partners, and they will have the opportunity to play together every time they perform! Boy, don't worry too much."
"I know, it's just that I saw the expression and smile on her face during the performance. She smiled very happily at that time. She seemed to have never been so happy in front of me." Shu Qiang said with a bit of distress in his tone.
"Don't tell me you're jealous!" The old man laughed while leaning on his cane.
"Not entirely..." Although he didn't want to admit it, he had to admit that he was jealous!
"Boy, don't be embarrassed to admit it! There has been a relationship between Yinyin and Yu Jian for four years no matter what. It can't be broken off immediately. Just be patient and open-minded." The old man smiled and patted Shuqiang on his back.
Shu Qiang raised his head and stared at the white ceiling and said:
"In the past two weeks, I have been forcing her to end it with the guy named Chi, because I firmly believe that she only has me in her heart, and she must only have me. But now I am not so sure, and I wonder if I am eight years late. , in these eight years, I have not had time to participate in many things in her life. Does she really love me? Will she feel that she was wrong when she has a chance to think about it clearly in the future
I have always believed that I can bring her happiness, and I now believe that she will be happy by my side. But is the happiness I can give her what she wants? I suddenly felt confused. "
"Ouch! Boy, what grandpa said to you is so confusing." Boxinyuan hit the ground with his crutch and cursed: "Why do you, a grown man, have such a mother-in-law? How do you get so many people who believe it or not? Do what you think you should do That’s fine!”
"Am I very mother-in-law?" Shu Qiang couldn't help but laugh.
A word awakened the dreamer, and the old man's words exposed him.
Yes, just do what you think you should do. When did you become so worried about gains and losses? Is this the result of falling in love
He felt a little ashamed and stood up. The confusion faded away and his strong self-confidence returned to him.
"I know what to do," he said.
"How to do it?" The old man was a little curious.
"I won't force her anymore and let her figure it out on her own."
"Oh? It's not that grandpa wants to hit you. It's very dangerous for you to do this. What if she thinks it through and chooses Ningxi instead of you?" The old man said with a smile, as if he wanted to watch a good show. .
This possibility made Shu Qiang feel quite annoyed. He waved his hand in displeasure to get rid of the thought that she might not want him, and said loudly: "Let her choose!"
After the concert, Cheng Xiyin still couldn't find a chance to get close to Ningxi, so he had to give up and go back to the hotel where Shuqiang was staying.
On the way back to the hotel, Xiyin was thinking, what is Aqiang doing now
That guy can't take any time off at all. Will he become grumpy because he takes too much time
She hasn't been with him for three days. Did he miss her very much
Although she was very tired and exhausted from preparing for tonight's concert, thinking of Aqiang put her in a good mood and smiled silly.
But when she returned to the hotel and found a stranger living in the room on the top floor, she stopped laughing.
"Who are you looking for?" the stranger asked after seeing her standing at the door in a daze after knocking on the door.
"I'm looking for Shuqiang, isn't he here?" Suddenly I had a bad feeling in my heart.
"There is no such person here. Are you looking in the wrong place?" The stranger shrugged and closed the door.
Cheng Xiyin found the hotel manager and inquired about Aqiang's whereabouts.
The hotel manager said: "Mr. Shu has checked out tonight and he did not leave any message."
"Checked out? Why did he check out suddenly? Did he give any reason?" Xiyin asked in surprise.
The hotel manager just shook his head at her apologetically, expressing his ignorance.
Xiyin walked out of the hotel in shock and stood under the dark night sky and dim street lights. Inexplicable fear suddenly struck her heart.
Where has Aqiang gone
Why did you check out of the hotel room without saying a word
He doesn't have many relatives or friends in Ancheng, and naturally he won't start a family, so where will he go
Did he go back to the south of the city? But before he went back, he should have informed her first, and he even said a few days ago that he would take her back with him!
She felt more and more panicked, and the loss and fear from eight years ago flooded into her heart again.
On the same humid and sultry summer night, eight years ago he left the family because of his mother's scolding and disappeared without a trace; but today, eight years later, will he disappear again without leaving any news
If this is the case, can she still bear it
The fear of the recurrence of the nightmare hit her. Standing on the sweltering street, she felt chills and had to
Cross your arms.
Do not think too much! She warned herself that he would not disappear for no reason, that he would not leave her alone again, and that he must have gone somewhere else.
Maybe he went to the hospital to be with his grandpa. right! He must have gone to the hospital!
Cheng Xiyin managed to calm down and drove to the hospital.
When she hurried to the hospital, she found that not only was Aqiang missing in the ward, but even her grandfather didn't know where he was.
The feeling of disappointment and loss came to my heart again. Standing in front of the empty ward: my heart also became empty.
She always thought that Aqiang's disappearance was over and would no longer have any impact on her.
But now she realized that the knot in her heart had not been opened. Whenever there was a chance, that feeling of fear came back again, making her suspicious and uneasy.
(End of chapter)