She was really afraid that Aqiang would disappear again and not see him for another eight years. Was she supposed to search everywhere in the vast sea of people until she was exhausted
How many more eight years do they have left
Where is grandpa? It's very late now. Where is grandpa? Will you go for a walk outside with Aqiang
"Yinyin."
Old Man Cheng's voice came from the end of the corridor, and she immediately turned around to look, but the person supporting him was a nurse, not Aqiang!
"Grandpa, where did you go just now?" Xiyin asked in panic.
"Why did you and Aqiang go back and forth one after another? Grandpa was sleeping, but he woke him up. Then he couldn't sleep and went for a walk on the lawn below."
"Aqiang? Has Aqiang been here?" Xiyin said in surprise.
"Yes, I came two hours ago."
"Where is he now?" she asked anxiously.
"I'm leaving. I'm going back to the south of the city." The old man pretended not to care.
Xiyin was stunned immediately, "Why did he go back all of a sudden? And he didn't even come to tell me?"
Fortunately, we know his whereabouts, unlike back then when we had no information at all. Thinking of this, she finally felt a little calmer.
"Aqiang said that I have pushed you too hard during this period, and I need to give you some space to think clearly." The old man simply repeated Shu Qiang's words to Xiyin.
"Think clearly? What does he want me to think clearly about?" She was so tired during this period that her head was almost turning into mush.
"He said he went to your concert tonight and thought about it a lot."
"Aqiang went to the concert?" Could it be that he saw the scene between her and Ningxi and ran away in anger
But that was just a sideshow arranged by the orchestra. She couldn't lose Ningxi's face in front of so many audiences. She felt very reluctant and embarrassed at the time!
The old man looked at his granddaughter's stunned expression, laughed, took her hand, and sat on the sofa with her.
"Don't be nervous. Let grandpa ask you something. Tomorrow is the day you and Ningxi get engaged. What are your plans?" the old man asked.
This is another annoyance.
Xiyin said tiredly: "Ningxi refuses to see me now. No matter what I say, he insists on holding an engagement party tomorrow. I have no way to convince him."
"Ningxi is such a stubborn child." The old man sighed and asked again: "Yinyin, have you really thought carefully about whether you want to follow Aqiang instead of being engaged to Ningxi?"
"Grandpa, do you, like mother, disapprove of me and Aqiang being together?"
"Of course not." The old man shook his head and said, "You know that grandpa likes this boy Aqiang very much. And I don't want to get involved in the affairs of you young people. But have you really thought about it yourself? Because it doesn't count eight years. In the previous period, you and Aqiang developed a little faster. It only took two weeks for you to meet again, but Ningxi and you have been in a relationship for four years! Grandpa does not want to control you, but hopes that you will think carefully. "
"Grandpa, I don't know. I've been really worried and tired these days." Xiyin rested her head on her grandfather's shoulder and said tiredly.
She continued: "Of course I like Aqiang. I just found out that he is missing. I am so scared and panicked. I am not sure about him. If he disappears again, I don't know if I can hold on?"
I feel so guilty about Ningxi. If possible, I really don't want to hurt him. I feel so confused now and don't want to care about anything. I just want to have a good sleep. "
"Life is a one-way street with many forks in the middle. If you want to be happy, you must carefully choose the path that suits you best. Do you understand what grandpa means?"
"Understood." Xiyin nodded, but felt infinitely tired.
You understand it, but it is difficult to actually do it.
What is happiness? What is long-term happiness
On the way back to the villa, Cheng Xiyin's head was filled with these two questions.
When she was young, although she and Aqiang often quarreled like two fighting cocks, he was always by her side. She thought this was happiness, but he suddenly disappeared without a trace.
Later, when she spent time with Ningxi, she felt very touched by his tenderness and care. She thought this light and warm feeling was called happiness, until she met Aqiang again.
In the past two weeks, she was really, really happy with Aqiang, but once again he left without saying goodbye, leaving her disappointed and sad.
Is there no eternal happiness in this world? Why does happiness always disappear when you feel safe
What else could she believe in
She was angry with Aqiang in her heart. He trapped her tightly at first, and then suddenly let go. What kind of responsible attitude was this
But she had to thank him. She really needed some space to calm down and think about what happiness she wanted.
"Yinyin, you're finally back! I've been looking for you all night!" As he was passing by the living room of the villa, he was caught by his mother again.
When Lin Yueru saw that she was finally willing to go home, she thought she had found her way back and gave up on Aqiang, and laughed happily on the spot.
"The phone is out of battery," she said.
"Your uncle and aunt Chi are coming over tonight to discuss with me your and Ningxi's engagement party tomorrow."
"There is no engagement party. Ningxi definitely didn't tell his uncle and the others about this." Xiyin said weakly.
(End of chapter)