Gu Xun met Qi Cong's blushing look of prayer, his fingers trembled, he suddenly bent down to support Qi Cong's face, leaned over to meet Qi Cong's eyes, his tone was heavy and ruthless: "I won't let go, Qi Cong Cong, even if you're really crazy, I won't let you go, don't try to drive me away." After speaking, he straightened up and opened Qi Cong's hand that was trying to abuse himself, making it easier for the doctor to check.
Qi Cong was forced to look at Gu Xun. In the distorted and chaotic world, only Gu Xun's dark eyes full of ruthlessness were extremely clear.
His heart tightened, and the consciousness that was about to collapse actually became clearer. He stared at Gu Xun and struggled even more intensely.
No, don't show that look again.
Obviously everything is fine.
He started to make money, and everyone stopped scolding him. "Chivalry" has gained a lot of encouragement and support. He even made an appointment with Gu Xun to go to the movies together... Obviously he has already taken the first step, why, why him ? Why him... why him!
Why is it him!
He struggled like crazy, his hands were restrained, and he hit his head against the bed rails, bit his tongue with his teeth, and pinched his palms with his fingernails. He tried to do all the things that made him feel pain, trying to stay awake in this way of torturing his body.
Someone was talking to him around him, but he was unable to distinguish and understand what he heard. Panic, anger and pain controlled his thinking. All he knew was that he could not sleep, absolutely not. If he sleeps, his life may not be his life anymore, his family, friends... lovers will also fall into endless pain.
Can't sleep... can't sleep!
The eyes that were wide open in vain were suddenly covered, darkness descended, and then an urgent and deep voice sounded in the ear: "Find a way to quiet him down, hurry up! He is bleeding!"
No, it's so dark, don't be so dark.
Fear swelled infinitely, he frantically struggled and raised his head to try to get rid of the darkness. In the panic, his lips touched the culprit that made him unable to move, and he couldn't help opening his mouth and biting down hard.
A muffled hum sounded in his ears, and then his head was gently touched.
"Mongmong." Someone's voice floated from a far away, hazy and unclear, "It's really okay, don't be afraid, it's okay."
Is it really okay
Are you really not afraid
The tip of the tongue tasted blood, and there was a pain in the arm, and then a cold liquid entered the body.
The sound of soothing and coaxing continued to come, and his head was being gently stroked. After an unknown amount of time, Qi Cong slowly loosened his teeth, and then he was horrified to find that his control over his limbs was gradually weakening, and a ferocious drowsiness was coming. Overwhelmed by the pain in his brain, it rolled towards his clear consciousness.
No.
The hand covering his eyes has long been removed, the world is no longer distorted and chaotic, everything has returned to clarity and stability, but Qi Cong knows that it is over. He looked at Gu Xun, who had been comforting him, and tried to reach out to hook his clothes. Before he was completely captured by the sleepiness, he said with difficulty: "Quick... run..." Don't let "me" have the opportunity to hurt you... run quickly. .
…
Darkness fell completely.
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On the hospital bed, Gu Xun, who was lying on the head of the bed and restrained Qi Cong tightly in his arms, slowly loosened his strength, looked at the person who was sleeping peacefully with his eyes closed in his arms, and reached out to touch his head on the bed rail. He stretched out his fingers and looked at his bleeding palm, and touched the bruises on his arm when he was struggling. He lowered his eyes for a few seconds and looked at the doctor who was packing the needles. Asked, "How long will this injection make him sleep?"
"Three to four hours. A rather presumptuous question, does the patient have a history of mental illness before?" The doctor looked at Gu Xun and Shen Jia, frowning, "His condition doesn't look like he's just drowning. "
As soon as these words came out, Gu Xun and Shen Jiaquan, who was standing in front of Qi Cong at a loss to check the situation, changed their expressions. Shen Jia hesitated, wanted to speak and then shut up, looking at Gu Xun.
Gu Xun tightly hugged Qi Cong's hand, did not answer the doctor's question, but got up and gently put Qi Cong on the hospital bed, covered him with the quilt, and then said to the doctor, "Please come with me." Get up and walk outside.
Seeing this, Shen Jia took a step forward and asked, "Where are you going?"
Gu Xun stopped, looked back at the hospital bed, then stretched out his hand to pick up the peaked cap on the chair by the door and put it on, and said, "Go deal with the media and manage the hospital, Qi Cong's current situation cannot be spread. Take care of Qi Cong, I'll be right back."
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Qi Cong found himself awake so that he could not perceive the ideology of the body, and then he found himself trapped in a spherical container.
Surrounded by an ominous darkness, he instinctively dashed around, and after an unknown amount of time, he suddenly found a bright light shining through somewhere he had collided with.
Excited, he rushed towards the light.
wow.
As if the curtain was lifted, the darkness was instantly replaced by all white, and then a blurry picture appeared shaking.
"Zhaoyan, what are your plans, go back to your hometown or stay in Haicheng?"
In a very warmly arranged coffee shop, two men sat opposite each other by the window. The man with glasses was stirring coffee while looking at the man with an unhappy expression opposite, persuading, "This is the way of the world. , it doesn't matter if you don't have capital, you are easy to be bullied, you say... eh? Zhaoyan? Zhaoyan, are you listening to me? What are you looking at?"
As he spoke, he followed the other party's line of sight, and after seeing the situation outside the coffee shop, he made a strange "yo ho", and said with a yin and yang: "You drive such a good car at such a young age, let's dismantle the second generation. The waiter in the coffee shop is also a force. When we came in, we didn’t even lift our eyelids, and when a luxury car came, we went out to greet him with a smile on his face, like a dog seeing shit.”
This picture is not from the perspective of God, but from a level view. Qi Cong also found that "self" had a body, and it was translucent, with a light ball in his hand.
What's even more frightening is that the coffee shop in front of you is very familiar - this decoration is clearly the coffee shop where Gu Xun worked in the past!
He realized something, and before he had time to react, he found that "self" also followed the man with glasses to look out the window.
Then, Qi Cong saw himself, to be precise, saw himself three years ago. There is also Gu Xun in the uniform of a coffee shop waiter.
He saw that he was standing beside a dark blue car, handing a bag in his hand to Gu Xun who was approaching. Gu Xun took the bag with joy and surprise on his face, and then gestured to the coffee shop, as if inviting.
Seeing that he shook his head and said something, Qi Cong turned around to pull the door of the car, and then the smile on Gu Xun's face collapsed, and a second later, he held it up again, and went to help himself three years ago thoughtfully. He opened the car door, then helped to close the door thoughtfully, and finally stepped back, watching the car drive away, without looking back for a long time.
Qi Cong looked at Gu Xun three years ago, but did not look back for a long time.
He remembered the scene.
Three years ago, just before he "slept", in order to help Gu Xun better adapt to the adult university curriculum, he specially went to find a suitable set of teaching aids and learning syllabus for Gu Xun, and rushed back to school Before attending a speech, I sent it to Gu Xun.
At that time, because he was in a hurry, he left after delivering the things, and he only spoke to Gu Xun in less than ten sentences throughout the whole process.
He didn't know that after he left, Gu Xun still stood there and looked in the direction he left for a long time. He didn't know at the time that this would be the last time the two met in that coffee shop.
A certain guess gradually became clear, and Qi Cong looked back with "himself" and looked at Jiang Zhaoyan, who had never spoken in the picture.
Also... It turns out that he had met Jiang Zhaoyan in this way.
The man with glasses has also withdrawn his gaze, and once again said to Jiang Zhaoyan, who was still looking at the young and simple at this time: "Did you hear what I just said, and what did you think that person was doing just now, do you know?"
"I don't know." Jiang Zhaoyan withdrew his gaze, his expression full of arrogance and unwillingness, as well as a trace of contempt. He asked the man with glasses, "Do you think that man's car was bought by his own strength?"
The man with glasses sneered, "How is that possible! What are you trying to say?"
"What I want to say is that in the future, I will buy a better car than that based on my own strength, and step on the second generation of straw bags who rely on their family to show off their power." Jiang Zhaoyan threw the coffee spoon into the cup and said word by word, "I will never go home, I want to stay here."
Qi Cong found that "myself" moved his eyes after hearing this sentence and looked outside the coffee shop, and then gently moved the "light ball" in his hand.
Powerless panic and icy hatred intertwined and steamed together, burning Qi Cong's reason and burning out the stable picture at this time.
So... is this the beginning of it all
The world returned to full white, and then another picture appeared.
Qi Cong saw himself again, a self lying peacefully on the bed in the dormitory, and found the translucent "self" standing beside his bed. Then, he watched the translucent "self" approaching himself, who was sleeping peacefully on the bed in the dormitory. After careful observation, he threw the ball of light.
No!
Qi Cong's eyes were bloodshot with hatred, and he tried to dash forward to prevent the "ball of light" from being launched, but it was useless. His "restlessness" caused the picture to distort and dissipate again, and then another picture gradually became clear.
Qi Cong found that "self" had really become himself. He was standing in the bathroom with a sink and a mirror in front of him, his own body and face in the mirror.
Then he heard himself say to the mirror with an unfamiliar expression and an unfamiliar tone: "Qi Cong... Strange name. He has looked at you for so long, so he probably likes your appearance..." He saw himself He leaned closer to the mirror, turned his face back and forth, as if he was observing his facial features, and was a little disgusted, "Tsk, this aesthetic has not changed in several worlds, and I like this kind of mother-in-law a little bit."
Qi Cong gritted her teeth and looked at her unfamiliar self in the mirror as if she were looking at an enemy.
So this is the reason
Just because Jiang Zhaoyan looked at him for a while through the glass window of the coffee shop, this strange person made a willful decision to take away his body and life
Don't think about it.
Don't think about it!
The picture was completely shattered by his violent and turbulent emotions, and the world returned to an ominous black. Qi Cong looked at the only light in the darkness in front of him, gathered all his will, and slammed into it with the determined idea of burning jade and stone.
hum—
The pain and dizziness that went deep into the soul came, the light expanded, and countless pictures flashed before my eyes, trying to involve Qi Cong.
Qi Cong gritted his teeth and endured it all, and then hit again with all his strength.
A restless and powerful soul may counter the tasker. He may not be strong enough, but restless, he can persevere and never die.
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ward.
Qi Cong, who was sleeping peacefully, suddenly opened his eyes. He stared straight at the ceiling for a few seconds, then turned to look at Shen Jia and Zhao Zhenxun who were talking outside the half-opened ward, raised his hand and turned around in front of him.
"It took so long." He whispered, then withdrew his hands and sat up, adjusted his expression a few times, and finally settled on weakness, and called to the door of the ward, "Jiajia, Brother Zhao."
Shen Jia and Zhao Zhenxun at the door of the ward stopped talking when they heard the sound, pushed the door and walked in quickly.