Fang Su forgot how he entered the room, but only remembered that he was calm a moment ago, nodding yes to his father seemingly calmly. The moment he let go, Father Fang, who had a new injury on his face, looked overjoyed, and the only trace of guilt was replaced by happiness.
The house is simple and crude, and the thing that separates the outer hall and the inner room is just a dilapidated wooden door, which cannot even block the cold wind, let alone the voices of people outside.
The voice was sharp and mean, as if he didn't care if he listened, and said in a festive tone: "In my opinion, it's better to get married. It's not bad, at least open your mouth to eat less, it's a good thing for each of us!"
Fang Su couldn't see any expression, he had been used to it for many years and just listened numbly. It was probably his father who stopped him for a while, and then the voice became even more unscrupulous. He raised his shrill voice even higher, and deliberately shouted at his room: "Did I say something wrong? What has he done for this family?"
"This time... he saved my life no matter what..." Father Fang's voice finally came in a less firm tone, and then the swearing words subsided a lot.
Fang Su's movement of folding the old clothes paused slightly, and a wry smile finally appeared on his lips.
After thinking about it for a while, he was born weak and could not go to the fields, but he must not say that he had not done anything for the family. Feeding poultry, cleaning the yard, washing dishes, and even sewing and embroidering, he is willing to do things that only women can do, just to make up for the family and make himself less blamed - although in fact, he is the first of the Fang family. son.
"You gave birth to him and raised him, he should give his life in exchange for you." After a while, the woman began to lose her temper again, as if she had found new confidence, and continued to talk about that crooked reasoning, "It's a big deal. Afterwards, the two are cleared up, he doesn't owe you a debt, and you don't have to worry about the incense, without him, wouldn't we still have Qiang'er?"
Fang Su finally couldn't listen anymore.
There are not many things to pack, but two old clothes and a wooden hairpin, it is not complicated to pack up, and I can leave this place without any worries. He stood up straight from the wooden bed and walked back to the outer hall with a simple package. The woman who was talking to herself outside stopped talking and rolled her eyes in disdain.
Fang Su didn't look at her father, she walked out of the house with a blank face, and only paused after stepping over the threshold with one foot. She turned around, looked past the person who was related to her, and said to the woman peacefully: "Second mother is right, my father gave birth to me to support me, and it is right for me to exchange my life for him. I also hope that as Erniang said, from now on, I will clear up with the Fang family, and there will be no more anything to do with it. "
The woman didn't expect that Fang Su, who was always weak and submissive, would drop such a few words before leaving, as if she was intending to slap her in the face, and she was afraid that she would be implicated in the slightest. His back was insulting again and again.
Fang Suquan pretended not to hear, and only thought about what he just said in his mind. In fact, he did not want to vent his anger, but sincerely wanted to cut off the kinship. Since his mother died, his father seemed to have changed, not his temperament, but after marrying a second woman, he became a man in someone else's family, not to bless his father.
He and this second mother should not be considered a family, so what he said just now is only for his father, but also for himself, so that he will truly become a fatherless person from now on.
If so, even if the future is uncertain, you can be alone and have nothing to worry about.
Outside the farmyard, several strong men who looked like thugs had been waiting impatiently. Fang Su didn't know where he was going to be taken, so he resigned to his fate, hugged the light burden in his arms, and closed his eyes tiredly.
Until this time, he finally had the energy to think about the whole thing.
Fang Su pretended to be indifferent enough, but in fact he was afraid. Just a quarter of an hour ago, these people who were driving at the moment to take him to the front of his face threw his father into the Fang's farmyard.
Fang's father cried out in pain, and there were already many scars on his face. Fang Su hurriedly ran out of the house and bent over to help him, but saw Fang's father grasping his hand impatiently like a life-saving straw, almost begging: "Su'er, just save Dad. , Dad can't afford it... If you don't save Dad, Dad won't survive today..."
Fang Su didn't know what to do, but he was still shocked by the panic in the words. His lips trembled, and he asked in a dazed but nervous way, "What's the matter?"
Fang's father grinned in pain, and before he had time to answer, one of the strong men approached. Fang's father covered his arms and covered his head, curled up on the ground, and tried to hide from Fang Su's side, but in vain, he was still caught. The man kicked mercilessly. Fang Su hurried to protect him, but suddenly heard the brawny man sneer: "This old man, the family members dare to enter our casino and owe a debt, even if you sell your doghouse, it will not be enough!"
Fang Su was stunned, and there was a sudden howl from the room. Erniang, who had been hiding behind the door and peeking, heard the truth and immediately broke the jar, sitting on the ground and making a riot, saying "Damn it" after another. ', shouting that he can't live anymore.
Fang Su was still sensible, and the few words that his father had just begged back in his mind, vaguely guessed the reason why these people did not kill him directly, but took him back to this worthless farmhouse. He calmly raised his head and asked the strong man, "What do you want to do?"
The man gave him a cold smile and replied, "What should I do? If someone is willing to pay for your father, it's up to you to accept it or not."
Fang's hand squeezed him tightly, his eyes full of prayer. Fang Su was half aware that this matter obviously involved himself, and I was afraid it was inseparable from the requirements of "selling one's body into a slave".
Seeing him silent, the man was neither flustered nor rejoiced when he heard this. He was quite angry. He bent over and clamped his arm and pulled him up from the ground. : "It's no wonder that growing up like this is indeed worth a lot. Since that person is willing to accept you, you can change your father's life, how?"
Fang Sujing's expression on the surface of the lake finally cracked a ripple. She just felt that this condition seemed to be different from what she thought. It was not just as simple as selling herself as a slave. Or prepare a funeral for your father!"
"Su'er, just save Dad, I'm begging you..." Fang's father pulled at his trousers and began to plead more and more. A few steps away, the woman in the door immediately joined in, and he felt that this was a life saver. A good way to urge him to quickly agree.
Fang Su's mind was in chaos. What he was thinking about for a while was not whether he would agree or not, but he was extremely puzzled. His lips trembled slightly, and he asked in disbelief, "But I...I'm a man, how could I..."
"Hey," the brawny man laughed, looking at his frail figure, how could he treat him as a man at all, and sneered, "Who doesn't know the atmosphere of the world, those dignitaries are like this Nanfeng. Goulan. You must have never been to the courtyard, the son and brother there... tsk tsk, looking at your delicate skin and tender meat, it's not necessarily worse than them."
As soon as these words fell, the thugs behind them all laughed lewdly.
Fang Su's face flushed red, then turned white and blue, and the fingers in his sleeves subconsciously squeezed tightly into fists, trembling. He didn't know what to think, but he felt that he couldn't stay in this place, so he turned and walked into the house.
Fang's father was flustered in his heart, lest he would refuse, so he quickly got up from the ground and chased after him. He was kicked fiercely by the people behind him, and he fell back into the house in a state of embarrassment. The strong man laughed and left a sentence: "I don't have that much patience. People can't come out before the sun goes down, so I set fire to your house!"
Fang Su heard it in her ears, but she had already made a decision in her heart. It's just that his father is still begging him torn apart, and the second mother even scolded and reprimanded him with a bad attitude, ridiculously complaining that he didn't agree on the spot, what "white-eyed wolf", what "unconscionable", one crime one by one Smashing it on him, he couldn't help being in a trance, and he didn't understand what he had sacrificed for nothing.
What's more, it was to marry someone else as a man.
Doesn't his biological father worry at all about how he will be treated
"Su'er... Daddy begs you... Daddy doesn't want to, but if you don't agree, Daddy will die..." Seeing him wandering for a long time, Fang's father thought he was unwilling, and actually reasoned with him, saying, "Besides, Our Fang family is poor, if you marry into a big family, you will be treated as a woman, but at least you will no longer worry about food and clothing, do you think this is true?"
Fang Su laughed at himself, nodded when he heard this, and replied calmly, "Yes." After a pause, he added in the surprised eyes of Fang's father, "Don't worry, I will do it. "
He turned around and went back to his room, no longer hesitating to pack up his luggage.
His father's words awakened him - instead of staying in such a home, why not go to find a life elsewhere, no matter what he suffers in the future, it will not be worse than now.
Maybe the person he wants to marry is a violent and cruel person, but so what? For him, the worst outcome is death. Anyway, he stayed in Fang's house and suffered enough cold treatment for many years. To live so numbly is to die soon. No difference...
Fang Su completely gave up the place where he grew up for more than ten years and left resolutely.
The carriage was driving on the bumpy village road, heading towards Linzhou City, a few miles away.