My name is Li Shen and I am 23 years old. From the day I died until now, it has been one year and thirteen days.
Yes, you read that right, I mean, it's been almost a year since I died.
A year ago, I was just an ordinary schizophrenic living in a psychiatric sanatorium. Today, one year later, I am standing under this gray sky with an extremely different and strange posture.
For me at this time, it is definitely not an exaggeration to describe me as a "bloody witch". Like some sexy and coquettish female devil in those hot-blooded online games that men love to play, she is wearing a blood-red floor-length dress, which perfectly outlines my curves, and the blood-red skirt almost reaches the floor, like bright satin The area around my ankles wobbled wildly with my movements. I always wear red high heels about ten centimeters high on my feet, but even so, I can still run effortlessly under the night sky, with a head of bewitching red long curly hair that is not as bright as a blood skirt dancing behind me without wind.
On nights like this, I often run like a blood-red female cheetah out of control on the streets of this place, and sometimes when I run too fast, it looks like a bloody light streaks across the night sky.
I am used to this kind of passionate and wild running, and every late night, I use this almost cruel and glamorous way to vent my inner depression. Because even though I really wanted to escape and couldn't understand it, my life in the past year made me deeply realize that I am no longer alone. Not even a species, even one that appears in any myths and stories. I became a lonely, ethereal being.
And every time I think of this, there will be a trace of helpless sadness in my heart.
Today, on such a gloomy night, I ran quickly through the streets of this city, but I couldn't help but see the scene when I first came here a year ago in my mind.
A year ago, I was just an ordinary junior female student. If I have to say that I am different from other people, it is probably that I have always suffered from dual personality schizophrenia. In fact, my personality has always been more or less strange, but my mental illness is not serious. Although I am occasionally a little strange, a little obsessive-compulsive disorder, or occasionally slightly emotional, it will not affect my normal life.
But this little illness that I didn't pay attention to, on a certain day, like a villain who had planned for a long time, brought about earth-shaking changes in my life.
One day, I didn't know what stimulated me, and my second personality suddenly broke out, and then one night, I was completely controlled by another personality, and stabbed a knife into the chest of a senior student I had a crush on for many years. I don't remember the ins and outs of all this. All I know is that after I kissed the senior with the knife in my hand, I fell into a coma, and when I woke up, I was lying gorgeously in a mental hospital.
My attending doctor is a handsome mixed race, Chinese and American. But he looks more Chinese. Although his hair is black and his eyes are not completely blue, his mixed-race temperament still makes him shine differently from ordinary people. But when I cast appreciative glances at him, but he told me that I killed my beloved senior with my own hands, I felt that it was dark when I closed my eyes.
I used to like him so much, but because of the so-called schizophrenia, before I had time to tell him love words such as "the world will last forever, grow old together", in order to prove the spirit of "love even after death", I took a sharp knife into his heart.
And my memory of reality only stays in the scene where the handsome doctor stabbed a huge needle into my slender arm when the two nurses with big breasts and fat buttocks held me down in a frantic attack.
I lost consciousness soon after being kissed by the needle, and when I woke up again after who knows how long, I was already in this ghost place where I am now.
In my memory, the moment I woke up, I was standing in the middle of the city, and I was like, standing here all the time, and then suddenly woke up.
There seems to be no blue sky in this city, the sky is all gray, there is no sun, but there is light, but I don't know where the light comes from.
When I opened my eyes, I only saw people coming and going on the street where I was, and the first person that caught my eyes was an old man.
The old man is a very ordinary old man, what is extraordinary is his head.
I stared at the eyes of his head, and slowly opened them wide, a kind of fear that I saw a monster just after waking up rushed into my heart.
I am afraid because there is no sky cap on top of his head.
Yes, there is no Tianling Gai. Just like the Japanese woman whose head was cut off in the old movie "Kill Bill", or the man in "Hannibal" whose head was later cut off by Hannibal, the old man's head is missing up. Being shorter than me, I can see the squirming brain on the top of his head, which is exposed due to the lack of a top. Also with blood red.
So, naturally, without hesitation, a voice broke through the sky: "Ah——!!!!" From my abdominal cavity, it rushed straight to my Tianling Cap with super speed, and turned into a dolphin sound, resounding through the streets and alleys. I was shocked by my own scream, and I felt that my celestial cap began to tremble, and I even had the urge to reach out and touch the top of my head to see if it was still there.
Along with my dolphin sound, there is also an equally panicked and sharp dolphin bass, which is also the sentence: "Ah!!" It's just that this old hair came out, and because the sound is not high enough, it was completely suppressed by me. But I heard it anyway.
He seemed to be more panicked than me, looking at me like he saw a ghost.
"What's your name! I should be the one to call you!" I stretched out my hand tremblingly, pointing at the top of his head tremblingly.
"No, no, it's just that I haven't seen a living person come here for a long time, so I'm a little surprised, little girl, don't be afraid..." The old man's eyes seemed to be filled with tears, and he was so pitiful looking at me.
The corners of my mouth twitched, and my whole person seemed to be in a bad mood, because I really didn't know how to understand his words.
In the process of twitching and shaking, I seemed to have suddenly noticed something, and then I looked up in panic at the four people walking on the street where I was.
When I saw it, I immediately felt a coma like kissing the earth ninety degrees backwards.
The human beings that exist everywhere here cannot be called human beings.
They have different shapes and types, including women in ancient costumes, white-collar workers in modern clothes, superman-like ones, zombie-like ones, and even mixed human and animal limbs. And that's a vampire? Or is that tall avatar over there? There are also many combined species that break through my imagination as a human being.
How should I put it, it is really impossible to describe it specifically, that is, all imaginable things, combinations of unexpected things, seem to be found here. It's as if all kinds of time and space are intertwined and mixed here. But these species here are like ordinary people, walking on the street, occasionally passing by me, looking at me with slightly surprised eyes.
In comparison, a teary-eyed old man with no top of his head is really not scary, and even cute.
This adjective popped up in my mind, and I looked at the top of the old man's head in front of me, and a sense of vomiting poured into my throat.
But I tried my best to swallow the sudden nausea, and then I responded to this incomprehensible scene as a normal person would do.
I raised my left hand and gave my beautiful left oval face a loud slap. With a crisp slap from pia, I couldn't help exclaiming: "I cao, it really hurts!"
It turned out that I was not dreaming.
But if I'm not dreaming, how can I explain what I'm seeing? I stared blankly at the old man, and began to decide in my mind whether I should face the ground and faint.
"People who have just come here will emit light. We haven't seen a living person here for a long time, so I was a little surprised to see you who can emit light just now. It's okay, little girl, don't be afraid, the leader will come to pick you up soon. You went to the main hall to explain all this to you." The old man seemed to want to comfort me who was strongly stimulated, and even tremblingly stretched out his hand to me, and then I discovered that the head of the sky began to grow slowly on his head. As soon as his words fell, the top of his head had returned to the shape of a normal person. At this time, he seemed to be just an ordinary old man.
But his change didn't comfort me, instead it made me froze in place with a stupid "I'm dumb" look on my face.
Just as the old man was about to continue speaking to me, suddenly a halo of light began to emerge around me, and the halo surrounded me, gradually enveloping me.
This halo actually brought me a sense of security at this weird moment, and I quickly calculated in my heart, 1, I probably have to travel back. 2. I'm waking up. 3. I may have just died and now I am about to be resurrected.
Sure enough, my imagination proved my IQ. When I couldn't help laughing that no matter what the situation, using a halo to pick me up was a bit clichéd. In almost a second, I found that all the scenes around me were different. transformed.
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