I was a little dazed: "Who am I in love with again?"
Sparks flickered in Nie Zun's deep pupils: "Gao Qin Jiuye, do you regard him as Gao Qi? Have you been tempted again?"
I froze.
Why do you say that
Seeing that I didn't speak, the anger in his eyes seemed to be even more intense, and with his fingers, he pulled my head completely closer to his face!
When I touched those cool lips, my eyes widened.
Although the daytime in the Forbidden Zone is gray and there is no sun in the dark sky, his eyes that are close at hand are full of sunshine.
No no, what am I thinking? ! what is he doing !
Feeling that the tip of his fierce tongue was about to pry my lips open, I pushed him away in a panic.
"You, you, what are you doing." I looked at Nie Zun in front of me helplessly, his thin bangs drooping on his forehead, blocking the fire in his eyes.
"Answer me, are you in love with Gao Qin Jiuye?" He didn't try to get closer to me, but asked in a hoarse voice.
I suddenly felt a little angry: "Why should I fall in love with him?!"
"Because he looks exactly like the one you love, doesn't he?"
I was speechless for a moment, because I thought of the pale face of Gao Qi I saw this time.
Master Fan, what is going on with your sealing technique? Is everything I see the real world, or my hallucination
Pray for him... Is he really alive
"Yes, I was going to ask you when you said this, what did you see when you went back, do you think it was the real real world?" I quickly asked Nie Zun, subconsciously taking another step forward.
But Nie Zun whispered again: "You answer me first, are you in love with him?"
I stepped forward and pushed him hard: "What kind of tricks are you doing? If you do this again, I will think you have a crush on me. Why do I love him? He is so cruel. I did love Gao Qi, but he is not Gao Qi .”
"How do I know if you will regard him as Gao Qi?" Nie Zun's voice sounded a bit dull.
I suddenly thought his appearance was funny, but I held back.
"Okay, tell me quickly, what did you see? Is what you saw in the gap between space and time really what is going on in the real world?"
"I didn't pay attention, I saw you and Gao Qin Jiuye were close to each other for a moment." Nie Zun suddenly put his hands back into the pockets on both sides of the windbreaker, and his voice returned to the lazy tone again.
"What? You can see both of us? Why can't I see you? Where are you?" I was shocked.
Nie Zun glanced at me lazily: "I'm in your body."
Pfft... ..
This sentence is too ambiguous... ..
"What's the matter with your expression of swallowing a pile of shit?" Nie Zun frowned and looked at me with a blocked expression.
I didn't answer.
Just kidding, am I going to tell you I know you don't mean it but I'm thinking wrong
Nie Zun suddenly had an expression of enlightenment, his eyes sparkling: "Li Shen, are you so dirty?"
I gave him a blank look.
A smile flashed in his eyes: "I mean, my consciousness is in your body."
"Why is your consciousness in my body?" The expression on my face became more congested.
"Because I don't know either."
“…….”
"Maybe it's because the space-time rift is different from the forbidden zone, maybe your second personality has nowhere to go, and when your second personality reintegrated with you, it took my consciousness along with it." Nie Zun analyzed.
My eyes instantly turned cold: "You really understand my second personality."
Hearing the sarcasm in my mouth, Nie Zun's deep eyes locked on me again: "Why do you reject her like this?"
I sneered: "Then why do you care so much about why I reject her? Do you know her so well? Do you understand her better than me? Or is it that the resonance between you and her made you feel wronged for her? Do you want me to take this body Let her let her go back to life?"
I have rarely uttered such a sharp series of questions, and I don't know why my emotions suddenly become so agitated.
Nie Zun's eyes flickered: "I just want to say, in fact, she is you, and you are her. You keep rejecting the part that belongs to you, which leads to splitting, and it is this splitting that caused your death. The tragedy of it. It’s that you don’t accept the pain you’ve created, and I, don’t want you to suffer.”
Although this should have been concerned, it sounded harsh to me.
I said coldly: "Without her, I will not be in pain, she is the source of my pain, and she is on you now, thanks to your reminder today, otherwise I will really forget about it!"
"She loves you more than anyone else, because she is you, and only you can truly protect yourself." Nie Zun looked at me without hesitation.
My heart stabbed sharply.
"She's not me!!!" I yelled at Nie Zun: "She's a devil! She's a murderer! She's sick! My life wouldn't be like this without her and I wouldn't be here I will not lose Gao Qi in the Forbidden Zone!!"
Nie Zun's eyes also became painful, which seemed to be more painful than mine: "I know, but you still can't change the fact that she is you."
Suddenly I wanted to cry again, I took a deep breath and held back the tears.
"Nie Zun, don't do this, I will hate you if you do this." I sniffed, although I didn't cry.
After what seemed like a long century, he finally sighed softly and did not speak again.
The atmosphere became a little awkward and deserted, but I struggled in my heart and was unwilling to take the initiative to speak. Nie Zun, in fact, I understand many things in my heart, but with a body that has committed crimes, I am different from other people in the final analysis.
It’s like, I’ve been squeezed out all the time, I’m used to loneliness, even though I’ve been accompanied and cared by many people during the years in the Forbidden Split Zone, even though I’ve told myself that I won’t be cowardly anymore, but self-forgiveness, maybe I’m still can't do it.
I can't forgive myself, so I can't forgive her.
"Nie Zun, since your consciousness is with me, then you also saw my mother, right?" Finally, I opened my mouth.
Gazing into his eyes, he also looked at me quietly.
"Yes, I saw it."
"Have you ever thought about going back, do you want to leave here?"
I thought Nie Zun would hesitate and be silent. But he didn't, he replied quickly and simply: "Yes. I want to go back, because my sister is still waiting for me."
I was slightly stunned, this was the first time I heard from Nie Zun what he 'thought', what he wanted.
Nie Zun has always been a person who makes people feel that he wants nothing, wants nothing, and doesn't care about anything. And that's the point, am I ignoring his feelings
Whether I choose to stay or leave, I have never considered Nie Zun before.
My life and his life are bound together! My decision, whether to go back or stay, will directly affect him, because we can only go back together if we both find the corresponding Kanzha.
And I, have I never thought about his thoughts
I was taken aback by how selfish I had been all along.
As if sensing what I was thinking, he opened his mouth quietly: "It was only today that I figured it out. I decided to go back. You don't need to blame yourself."
"Why did you decide to go back?"
"Because you're going back." Nie Zun smiled faintly, as if he said it casually.
"Cut." Seeing his lazy look, I didn't bother to think about whether his words were true or not.
In fact, the relationship with Nie Zun has always been like this. Sometimes I hate him inexplicably, and sometimes I rely on him extremely. I know that the only person I can trust without any grievances in the forbidden zone is Nie Zun.
I don't know if it's because she is on him, maybe, deep in my heart, I also know that I am her and she is me, and that she is on Nie Zun's body means that I and Nie Zun are together .
"Seriously, do you want to go back?" Nie Zun suddenly met my eyes.
I slowly withdrew my smile, and looked at him motionless: "I'm also telling the truth, I really don't know. Like, I promised Liqing, I promised Talay, and I will never think of going back."
"But after you saw your family, you regretted it, right?"
I shook my head: "I really don't know. Maybe I can't talk about regrets, but I am sure that I have been hiding in the Forbidden Cracked Zone. I am too selfish. I am like a mollusk retracted into a shell. I did it. I protect myself very well, but I ignore the feelings of those people who would be so desperate if they lost me. Nie Zun, in fact, I have always thought that it doesn’t matter if I die or not. Until recently, I discovered that as long as life Save it, and nothing is indifferent.”
"As long as there are things you care about, you can't be fearless." Nie Zun stretched out a hand from his pocket, and tidied the fine bangs on his forehead consciously or unconsciously.
"The reason why you didn't want to go back, and you didn't want to be the district master, to escape everything, after all, you still resent yourself. You blame yourself for killing your lover. What you can't let go of is not the Forbidden Split Zone, but yourself resentment."
Nie Zun's voice sounded a little gentle: "People, you must learn to let go of yourself first."
I was silent, not knowing what to say.
"Okay, let's not talk about this." He came over and smiled at me.
"Now it seems that Duyue's plan is not bad for us. Her experiment involves many things that we didn't know before, including several Shenzhe. If you decide to go back that day, then these The information will help you and me find a way out of here or our Kazakiz as soon as possible."
"Well, okay, then let's go to see the experimental site first, on the 27th floor of the District Resident Building? Now that I think about it, I really rarely go to other places in the West District except the 13th floor where I live." I said to Nie Zun.
Nie Zun nodded, and walked towards the District Resident Building with me.
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