"What are you thinking?"
I don't know how long I've been sitting on the roof of the district residents' building in a daze. It wasn't until Huanqing came to me and talked to me that my thoughts were gradually brought back to reality.
I looked up at him blankly and shook my head slightly.
He walked up to me and sat down without hesitation, not even worrying that his white suit would be stained.
"Li Shen, thank you. If you hadn't tried your best to stop Gao Qin Jiuye, maybe Mifu wouldn't be able to live so happily in the Forbidden Split Zone now." Huan Qing rarely thanked someone.
I looked at an unknown place in front of me: "But is she happy now?"
Phantom fell silent.
I sighed softly: "Huanqing, you don't need to thank me, what she has now, what she got, you are seeking for her. If she doesn't like it, if she is not happy, you can't change it. , where her heart is, she can live well there, and you, whether you want her to live or want her to live happily, this is what you have to think about."
Huan Qing smiled wryly: "I'm afraid that when living becomes a difficult thing, living happily is a luxury."
"You and the hanger, have you really not found a way to save Siluo?" I turned my head and stared at him.
He didn't look at me, but cast his eyes into the distance: "No."
"By the way, how are you.. all right?" he asked suddenly.
I'm tempted to answer "not bad", "very good" and "no problem".
But why can't I speak
Now it has been a whole week since the day when Gao Qin Jiuye brought Rong Jin to massacre the West District and tried to snatch Mifu away, but I still remember that at the end of that day, I opened the crack.
It has always been said that once the crack is opened, you will get a curse.
I firmly believe in it, and I can't afford to curse, so I have been refusing to open cracks.
Until the end of that day, when I saw Gao Qin Jiuye waving a divine prayer at Nie Zun with his eyes full of unresolved killing intent, I finally had no time to choose and had no choice.
I opened the crack, gained power, and was cursed at the same time.
And this curse is enough to destroy me.
How long has it been since I saw her
No, it should be said, have I seen her
Once upon a time, so many people stood beside me and said to me:
"What a monster!"
"Oh, stay away from her."
"Have you heard that it's crazy?"
Where were you in the long days of solitude that you have given me
These days, day and night, black and white, eyes open and closed.
In my mind, there is only her shadow.
She came back on blood, she turned into a devil.
She called me softly: "Shen'er."
My scream that day caused everyone to pause for a moment, but only I could see her appearance.
Only I can see it.
Because she's just my curse, the curse on me that opened the crack.
I thought too much about the possible punishment after opening the crack, but the only thing I didn't think about was that the crack would actually materialize her and bring her to me.
The curse given to me by Crack turned out to be her.
It turned out to be her.
In fact, I have always known that even if she is a demon, she is only my own demon.
That day, she blocked Gao Qin Jiuye's attack on Nie Zun, the process was covered with extremely beautiful blood, and that process seemed to be the most beautiful killing in the forbidden zone, a perfect attack that even God's prayers could not stop, but I couldn't at all remember.
Because when I saw her, I was already broken.
The me in the Forbidden Zone, as a conscious body, would also collapse completely.
I just know how that day will end.
She prevented Gao Qin Jiuye from trying to cause harm to Nie Zun, and after she stopped, Si Luo woke up miraculously.
Therefore, facing Si Luo who has regained consciousness, chasing and killing any of us is no longer the first thing Gao Qin Jiuye and Rong Jin have to do.
They returned to Siluo almost immediately with their eternal loyalty and love for Siluo.
Loyalty is an inescapable bondage.
Poor Guan Nie was thrown aside.
Although perhaps Gao Qin Jiuye knew, Guan Nie's injury was not enough to kill him.
But I know that this choice made Guan Nie hate Gao Qin Jiuye again.
It's just that the love is as deep as the hatred.
In their eyes, maybe I was the one who stopped Gao Qin Jiuye that day, because they couldn't see her.
In their eyes, it was me who broke out suddenly, and it was me who turned into a demon.
I just want to go crazy.
But only I know, she is not me.
She did what I wanted to do for me, but that didn't make me accept her.
Before she was alive, she brought me so many years of inescapable loneliness.
The pain she brought me, the pain of killing love with my own hands, I will never forget.
Now that I'm dead, all I have left is my conscious body in this ghostly place, why on earth is she still refusing to let me go
Why don't you let me go
Even if it brings me strength, don't expect me to accept you just because of this small favor.
After my collapse that day, I soon fell into a complete coma.
When he woke up, the situation was ridiculously turned upside down.
Si Luo's health miraculously improved, and he finally gave Gao Qin Jiuye and Rong Jin a death order not to hurt me and Mifu.
Mifu and Kufei can finally come out from the sealing technique.
Si Luo didn't leave right away, he took his two ruthless confidants, together with Mifu, Ku Fei and others, he stayed in the West District, waiting for me to wake up.
He also used a unique method to summon back the phantom and strangle who were still looking for a way to save him.
Huanqing and Hangs haven't found a way to save him. When they first came back, they still refused to believe that his physical condition would suddenly improve, but the facts speak louder than words.
And when I woke up and didn't see her, I thought I was dreaming at first.
Until she reappeared in front of my eyes, she was squatting on the ground, drawing circles on the ground with her fingers.
The side of her squatting is beautiful, and the red dress exactly like mine drags on the floor, blocking her charming ankles.
The same long hair as mine, bright red long hair, also naturally hangs down on her shoulder blades, she looks so beautiful.
And when I walked up to her step by step, she slowly raised her head and looked at me with a charming smile.
I was stared at by myself.
She smiled tenderly and affectionately, her eyes turned back and forth, and the bottom of her eyes was like a deep pool of water.
she says:
"are you OK."
How should I answer
Well I'm fine.
I'm fine without you.
So, from then until today, I really don't know how I should answer the question of phantasmagoria.
He asked the same question as her.
I finally spoke up:
"Excellent."
I say so.
Huanqing didn't seem to want to entangle with this answer at all, he just said to me:
"They all said that that day, you opened the crack during that battle, and after opening the crack, you became very strange."
I shrugged slightly: "I've always been weird, just get used to it."
But secretly twisting in my heart, isn't it strange
Hehe, as long as she is by my side, no matter where I go, will I be crowned with the word 'strange' in the end
"No." Huan tilted his head and stared into my eyes: "You know what I mean, do you want to consider telling me, what exactly is the punishment your crack brought you?"
I smiled: "Huanqing, curiosity killed the cat."
Huan Qing's dignified expression was not relieved even the slightest because of my smile.
He just sighed and said to me: "In short, as a person who has been opening the crack and counting on the power provided by the crack to fight, I know that while the crack gives us strength, it brings Our punishment is not easy for people to accept, so even though I didn't see your fight with my own eyes that day, even if I just heard about your strange reaction after opening the crack, I can completely understand it."
"Li Shen, no matter what your punishment is, it will bring you unimaginable pain."
Huanqing drew a conclusion on the blow to me after opening the crack.
But dear Phantom, that was not unimaginable pain.
Pain is also a feeling, but what she brings to me is the destruction that makes me lose all sense of this world.
How can I let her out
How can, how can, how can she truly be independent and destroy the only place I can escape from
So, I smiled at Huanqing: "I am not in pain, it is her who is in pain, I will make her regret that she came to this place that should only belong to me."
"Also, Huanqing, how can you say that you understand my pain? How can you understand?"
I laughed heartlessly.
Huanqing had been using his eyes to try to make me understand that he understood me and make me less helpless, but at this moment, after hearing my words, his eyes showed a slight surprise.
"She... who is she?" Huan Qing asked tentatively.
I smiled softly: "The devil, the monster."
Huan Qing frowned slightly, as if he didn't know what to say.
"Huanqing." I lowered my eyes, and there was still an elusive smile on the corner of my mouth:
"You will be punished for opening the crack, and that punishment may not be unacceptable."
"What I received when I opened the crack was not punishment, but destruction...."
I looked up and looked at him tenderly.
That day, after Guan Nie settled Mifu and Ku Fei, she was still worried about Gao Qin Jiuye, so she rushed out without authorization.
And the result of his rushing out without authorization is that he once again confirmed with his own eyes Gao Qin Jiuye's choice between him and Si Luo.
After that day, Jepa was even more busy, rebuilding the buildings in the area we were in the day they were destroyed.
After that day, Hang S and Huan Qing came back quickly, and Hang S, because she was worried about me, or maybe because she finally saw Si Luo, also stayed in the West District waiting for me to wake up.
It seems that everything has come to a temporary halt, and it seems that everyone has been temporarily saved.
Except me.
Because I not only summoned a demon, but also destroyed the bond between Nie Zun and me.
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