I curled up in the bathtub, some broken memories flashing through my mind.
"Hey, why are you helping her? Didn't you hear that she has schizophrenia!"
"Ah? No way, I think she is so pitiful. You can see that she has fallen like this and there is no one to help her."
"Oh, oh, let's go, don't worry about it, let me tell you, she has a problem with her mind..."
It seemed that the cold water was turned on, and I felt the cold stimulation penetrate into my skin with the water pouring down from the top of my head.
I smiled wryly, I was half dead in this ghost place, would I still feel cold
Seeing that I came out after washing, Yuji looked at me worriedly.
I smiled at her to show that I was fine.
"I will definitely check it out. Don't put too much pressure on yourself." You Ji didn't look like a snake girl abnormally, but wore a simple casual outfit, walked to me, and reached out to hold my hand. hand.
"It's all right, by the way, how is Larael's investigation going?"
You Ji seems to be hesitating: "There is some progress, but...."
"You just say it's okay." I saw her hesitation.
She sighed: "According to what Jappa said, we found someone with a keen sense of smell to investigate, and the clues were finally broken at the border of the northern district. So we suspect that Larael may be In the North District."
I frowned. The north district is different from the southeast district. The people living in the north district are all people recognized by the blonde, and we are usually not allowed to enter the north district without being summoned. The buildings and topography of the North District should be different from those of our three districts. When we were summoned, we would go directly to the district center hall, and we didn't know much about the North District.
"Should I apply to Jinfa for this matter first?" You Ji looked at me and said.
I shook my head: "Blonde is not very satisfied with me recently. If this matter really involves people in the North District, then I can't draw conclusions casually. Let me think about it first."
You Ji smiled: "Okay, then I will go and check today's affairs with Jiepa first, and you and Nie Zun will discuss it first."
She pressed my hand to express her comfort, and then walked towards the door.
Before walking to the door, she turned her head and said to me: "Lalele once told me that when she first saw you, she treated you like a sister and liked you very much. Don't worry, we will definitely find her back .”
As Yuki opened the door and left, I immediately lay down on the bed. Looking up at the ceiling.
Nie Zun was unexpectedly quiet, leaning against the wall next to the door as usual, and did not speak.
I stared at the ceiling for a while: "Nie Zun, I can't even save a person right in front of me."
After several minutes, there was no reply from Nie Zun, so I looked up at him.
He was looking at me too, his side bangs hanging down so that I could only see one of his eyes.
His eyes are deep and bright.
I smiled brightly at him: "You who resonate with the cruel me, tell me, is it also brought to me by the one in me?"
"It's not the same as being helpless." He said softly.
I lay back down again and stopped looking at him.
"If you are incompetent, you will be powerless. Even if you want to save someone, if you don't have the ability, it's no different from dying." Listening to my own theory, I felt empty inside.
"You are really fragile and vulnerable. With you like this, it's hard for me to imagine how there is another personality who dares to kill with a single knife living in your body." Nie Zun smiled charmingly.
I glanced at him coldly.
"Yeah, I don't understand why there is a demon like you living in my body."
"Now the devil in your body may have merged with me, so you should be your good person obediently, and leave these evil things to another you and me." For some reason, Nie Zun said The tone of the words made me feel very gentle.
But I didn't appreciate it and didn't answer him.
"The Forbidden Zone has always been weird, and blonde hair is also weird. Have you never doubted blonde hair, or is it because he treats you differently that you haven't tried to doubt him?" Nie Zun suddenly changed the subject.
"It's not that I don't have doubts, it's that I don't have the ability to doubt." I closed my eyes, and felt a huge and overwhelming fatigue hit me. I also know that everything in the Forbidden Zone is weird and even irrational, but I'm too tired to think about it.
I closed my eyes for a while, rested for a while, then suddenly opened my eyes and said to Nie Zun, "Let's go to the North District, secretly, without letting the blonde know."
"I'm afraid it won't be easy."
"It's okay, I know that blonde hair can't monitor us, it's just that he has a lot of eyeliner, it's always possible to think of a way." I still insisted.
"It's up to you, I have to follow you wherever you want to go." Nie Zun was still indifferent to everything and had no attitude. After he finished speaking, he stretched out his left hand and stroked the bangs that almost covered one of his eyes.
Seeing that the hand he was stroking his hair was wearing a blood-stained glove, I lowered my eyes.
As if he noticed that I noticed his gloves, he said to me: "It's okay, it won't affect it after washing it."
"Who cares, I wish your new treasure would be destroyed by me." I gave him a blank look.
He tilted his head and smiled: "I am willing to be destroyed by you."
I really can't understand his flirtatious and ambiguous look. I didn't bother to talk to him, so I turned around and turned my back on him.
"You're tired these days, close your eyes and go to sleep. When you wake up, ask Truffle and the others to come over and discuss going to the North District." Nie Zun's voice came from behind me.
I closed my eyes.
Then I had a dream.
The Forbidden Zone is an alien space where consciousness exists, so my consciousness dreaming here is equivalent to a dream within a dream in reality. The dream here is different from the dream in reality.
Dreaming here is knowing that you are dreaming, but the dream is not over, and you cannot force yourself to wake up. And in the dream, I know that I am dreaming, so I stand on the side and look at the things in my dream from another perspective, and I can only watch, not interfere.
I seldom dream, and I seldom dream about myself when I dream. I always write scenes like boundless deserts, without human habitation and disturbance.
But today I dreamed of myself.
I clearly see myself in a comprehensive perspective.
The "I" in the dream was wearing a high school uniform and was sitting at the desk reading a comic. The surrounding environment seemed to be my classroom in the third year of high school.
Suddenly several girls walked past "me" chattering, and then a girl glanced at the manga in "my" hand. After only one glance, she suddenly exclaimed: "Ah Li Shen! Why are you reading this kind of bloody cartoon again, oh, it scares me to death, really, you strong taste girl!" Although it seemed that she was frightened , but she complained a few words and didn't blame "me" too much, and "I" raised her head and gave her a gentle smile, and she continued to walk around me and sat down at the back.
As she walked, she said to the people around her, "Why does Li Shen, a girl, like to read those bloody and murderous cartoons so much?"
Another girl next to her said: "Oh, many people like these heavy-duty pictures now. I also heard that there are adults who can only have 'sexual interest' if they watch these."
"Oh, don't talk nonsense about these disgusting things."
As several girls chatted, I saw another beautiful girl with curly hair walking towards "me".
She suddenly appeared next to "me", reached out and snatched the book in my hand, giggling: "Shen, you are reading these cartoons again, you are disobedient."
"I" saw this curly-haired pretty girl snatching the book, and smiled brightly at her: "Yuzi, you are laughing at me again."
Suddenly the screen in front of me changed, and the classroom scene just now disappeared. The new picture I saw was that "I" and Yuzu were sitting in the corner of the playground, and each of them held an ice cream in their hands.
"I" suddenly turned my head to Yuzu and said, "Yuzi, let me tell you a secret, you are not allowed to tell others."
"Okay." Yuzu nodded with a smile.
"Actually... Actually, I have a problem here." "I" pointed to his head.
Yuzu's eyes are shining like bright stars: "Oh? What's the problem?"
"I" finished the last bite of ice cream in my hand, threw the packaging bag into the trash can next to me, clapped my hands and said to her: "I used to talk to myself when I was young, and I still have ADHD. Some strange problems occurred, so my parents took me for a checkup, and the doctor said I had mild schizophrenia."
"Oh? But I didn't see any difference in you?" Yuzu also finished eating the ice cream in his hand.
"I" smiled at her: "It's really no different, and it's very mild. Even if it's serious, it's self-harm, and it won't hurt others. Now, let me show you, this is my diagnosis. "
I watched the "I" in the dream hand over a piece of proof to the girl named Yuzu, I wanted to stop her, I tried hard to open my mouth, but I couldn't say a word, like being choked by poison I wanted to shout hoarsely, but I was still powerless.
When I remembered that I was looking at my own high school life from another perspective in a dream, I gave up trying to shout out and closed my eyes in despair.
As the perspective in the dream was cut off, I suddenly heard Nie Zun's voice: "Wake up, Li Shen!"
I woke up suddenly, and saw Nie Zun standing by my bed, bending over, looking at me with a complicated expression.
I looked around and suddenly found that it was pitch black outside the window.
"It's already night?"
"You've been sleeping for a long time." Seeing me sitting up, Nie Zun straightened up and put his hands back into the pockets on both sides of his windbreaker.
"You've been here all this time?"
"Yeah." Nie Zun nodded, and then opened his mouth again: "What did you dream about? You kept shouting 'no'."
I froze for a moment, remembering the conversation between "I" and Yuzu in the dream.
I lowered my head: "It's nothing, I dreamed of myself in high school."
Nie Zun looked at me thoughtfully for a while, and then he opened his mouth again: "I have already notified Truffle and Yu Liang to come over, let's discuss with them about going to the North District."
"Okay." I nodded.
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