Nie Zun was gone.
After that day, when I woke up, when everything was over for a while, he was gone.
To be exact, during that war, when I opened the crack and saw her, Nie Zun disappeared.
Not only is he gone, but I can't find where he went.
After I opened the crack, the inseparable 500-meter bondage between me and him was lifted.
Since I came to the Forbidden Zone, I have been unable to be separated from him by more than five hundred meters, and I have always rejected this kind of bondage.
This bondage came inexplicably, and now it is gone for no reason.
Do you want to ask me to find him
I don't.
Maybe it's because I still can't believe that he will just disappear and leave me just like that.
Once the bondage is lifted, you can't wait to leave me, Nie Zun.
Nie Zun.
"About Nie Zun's disappearance..." Huan Qing asked with some hesitation.
It's really what I thought of, so you can ask.
I looked at him slightly, motioning for him to ask further questions.
There was a trace of worry in Huanqing's eyes: "After you fell into a coma, we checked Guan Nie's injuries, and they were far more serious than imagined, and even caused some damage to Nian power. I don't know what Nie Zun's attack did at that time. What kind of lethality caused Guan Nie to be seriously injured. More importantly, as an illusionist, although I don't fully understand Guan Nie's strength, he is by no means an ordinary illusionist. The real illusion created by mind power can be dispelled and escaped, but it cannot be broken. But Nie Zun did it."
His eyes sank: "I don't know what you see in the real illusion. The real illusion will dig out the devil in people's hearts. No matter what you see, I am afraid that Nie Zun is just to prevent you from being swallowed by that devil." , to forcibly break the real illusion. And it is this almost impossible thing that he did. So I have reason to guess that he is seriously injured at this moment."
I opened my eyes slightly.
"Li Shen, the conscious body in the forbidden zone will not die easily, but it will be injured. I am not referring to those wounds that can be healed, but the damage to the power of the mind. For us, the power of the mind is the ability to live The foundation here is that the loss of mind power is absolutely unbearable. So, if you really care about him, please find him as soon as possible."
"I'm leaving. Since you woke up, you have basically been in a daze on this rooftop all day. I want to say that there are some things that a daze cannot solve."
These were the last words Huan Qing said before leaving the rooftop.
When he said this, I remained silent.
I'm in a daze here, not escaping.
Hang S is still in the West District, and so is Si Luo. You are all still here.
However, these are actually not important, why are you here, why are you still here, what is the purpose of your stay here, I have no time to take care of them all. I don't want to think about anything, and I don't want to do anything.
I am not running away.
Even I don't know why, it's like losing half of my soul, I have no strength to do anything.
You are still here, but why did he leave
There was a sound of footsteps behind him.
Hearing the footsteps, he knew who it was, and who would walk so stiffly except her.
"You guys are really one after another. Why, are you still afraid that I won't be able to jump down from here? Don't worry, I won't die if I jump down." Although I was in a strange mood and didn't want to do anything, I still recovered a little in the face of being strangled. Ever lively.
Hang S came to me and sat down: "You have been sitting here without sleep for two days."
I shook my head: "I have a rest."
"Are you waiting for him?" The hoarse voice melted in my ears.
I was silent and shook my head again.
Hanging S and I looked into the distance side by side.
"I finally saw him, in your district, after your big battle, when you were unconscious after opening the crack." Hang S said.
I nodded: "You have loved him for a long time, and now you finally see him, how does it feel?"
Hang S moved his lips slightly: "Nie Zun has been with you for a long time, but now he is missing, how do you feel?"
I turned my head immediately, her expression was not blaming, but why did she say something that made me sound so heartbroken
She stared into my eyes: "Others don't know, but I know. You have to force me, otherwise you won't tell the truth. Ah Shen, tell me that Nie Zun's disappearance really doesn't matter to you?"
I also stared at her: "No, it's very important."
"That's why I stay here without sleep." I smiled wryly and pointed to the rooftop where I was sitting.
She stared at me for a long time with empty, expressionless eyes. In the end, she actually made a movement that completely surprised me.
She moved her head slightly closer to mine, and finally, leaned on my shoulder.
The gesture was strangely familiar, only one person had done the same thing to me before.
She was my best friend and the one who betrayed me the most.
Thinking of grapefruit, my heart hurts slightly.
I felt a little unaccustomed to the touch of wheezing breath on my shoulder.
I haven't been close to anyone for a long time, I am like a patient with an infectious disease, and I have to keep a safe distance from everyone.
However, although I am not used to it, it feels pretty good.
I slightly hooked the corners of my lips, and her voice came from my shoulders. Under the hoarse voice, there was actually a little tiredness.
"What's the point of me questioning you? About love, I'm not cramped like a fool."
I lowered my eyes, and suddenly thought, oh yes, I should ask her, after such a long time, I finally saw Si Luo, what did I say to Si Luo, what happened.
But can this question really be asked
"I saw him, and he still treats me with the same gentleness as before, with a kind of alienated tenderness that can never be resolved." Before I could think of how to ask, she took the initiative to state.
I am silent.
"Ah Shen, I have always known that there are many people who admire him, those who are loyal to him, and those who are willing to accompany him forever. Standing by his side, even if it’s just to protect his identity. I’m a weirdo. I’ve always known that I’m rumored to be the Queen of Killing in this Forbidden Split Zone. Even just standing next to him is a sight to behold."
"But why do I still want to stand by his side so much? I know it's impossible, I don't deserve it, it's too far away, why do I still want to hope?"
"I know I'm not worthy, but there are already too many things I'm not worthy of, and too many things I don't have. Am I really not even entitled to extravagant expectations?"
She sighed, but I found a faint trill in the sigh.
I didn't dare to move, and let her lean on my shoulder. I didn't dare to move because I didn't want to disturb her and didn't want her to sit up straight, because I was afraid that once she sat up straight, I would be able to see the tears in her eyes up.
I can't watch her cry, how can I bear to see her cry, she has always been so strong, so invincible.
"They will all protect him, they all love him, but why do they still feel that I am the only one who understands him best? It's like, he is dying, and what they think about is how to revive him, but what I want is to complete the His dying wish. Although, I don't even know what his wish is."
"I just want to help him accomplish everything he wants to do. I know that there are so many people who love him, but there is no one who can give him the life he wants. Shen, I have never been sure what he wants , but I know that it must not be easy, and that matter must be peaceful. I know that he likes peace the most, so how could he accept the sacrifice of Mifu's life to save himself? This kind of thing? If he doesn’t want to do it, I can’t do it. They want him to die rather than live, but I want him to live happily. I don’t want him to die, and he won’t die. the happiest person."
Let him be the happiest person in the world.
These words are generally a promise made by a man to a woman.
But do you want to have such a mentality towards Si Luo
How can you still say that you are not qualified to stand by his side
I want to know, besides you, who else in this world is qualified to stand beside Si Luo
The stupid and loyal Gao Qin Jiuye and Rong Jin
or who
"Shen, when I saw him again, he was still so far away. I knew I shouldn't be unwilling, but this devil's heart couldn't be changed no matter what. Shen, I will be like a girl in Huaichun, even if it's just his alienation, It can make me sad to such an extent, hehe, how can I lead the Eastern District like this?"
"Ah Shen, I was not loved and accepted by people in my lifetime, and I never expected that there is any beauty in this world that I can look forward to. Perhaps this is the reason why I lost my will to live and came to No. 13 of the Forbidden Split Zone Right. What I didn’t expect was that I would meet him here. Even though I knew that what I said was hypocritical and didn’t conform to my usual style of acting and speaking, I still wanted to say, Ah Shen, do you know that meeting him The moment I saw him, I understood that there is still one thing in this world that can make me yearn so strongly, and it turns out that I can also desire something like an ordinary person instead of a monster.”
My tears fell silently, before her.
The speaker has no tears, but the listener weeps.
Hang s, is there anyone who can understand your mood better than me
As a person who has suffered from schizophrenia for many years, as a terrorist who is always respected by everyone, Gao Qi is my extravagant wish, as you said, the only beauty in this world.
Si Luo pushes you away, Si Luo rejects you, Si Luo stays away from you.
Don't be afraid, don't cry, at least, you didn't kill him with your own hands...
My tears hung on my chin precariously for a moment, and then dripped down on my palm.
The tears that fell silently along with the twisted s, one after the other, merged in the palm of my hand.
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