"Tarai... is the god of heaven?"
Bian Ying nodded: "Not only Talai, but also Duyue, even Si Luo and Gao Qin Jiuye in the past, they are all gods of heaven."
I began to feel it faintly. I kept recalling what Talay said before, and gradually felt Talai's motive for approaching me.
Bian Ying's legs moved suddenly in the river, and a damp coolness rushed towards me from her position.
Hang S has been listening quietly to the side, his expression never changing.
"When I say this, you can probably guess it. In order to save me from Cang Ming, Talai tried every means. In the end, he found that the only and best method he could use was to find the second A dual personality, a dual personality like mine, to fill the void in my personality."
I suppressed my shock: "But, my personality is mine after all, how can I fill your vacancy?"
Bian Ying sighed softly: "Yeah, so, Talay is trying to find a way to find something that can purify the consciousness body. He is trying to separate a personality from your body to purify it. To put it bluntly, he will erase your consciousness." The memory of the second personality, and then fill me with your second personality. The reason why he told you not to leave the forbidden zone is to give him time to find this method. And the reason why he hurt Nie Zun is probably It is to force you, because you are like me, the second personality will only appear when you are strongly stimulated. He probably wants to force your second personality. I don’t know if he has found someone to purify your personality now. method, I haven't seen him for a long time, and I don't know what step he did for me."
I tried my best to calm down and forced myself to quickly accept everything I heard.
"If everything you said is true, then why did you tell me all this when he did it for your own good?"
I said coldly.
Bian Ying's eyes suddenly widened, and she stared into the distance in a dazed way: "Because I don't agree with Talay's actions, many people have sacrificed for me, and the originally kind Cang Ming has also become this obsessive person." How can I turn Talay into a devil for me?"
"But I can't do anything. I can only stay by Cang Ming's side. I'm really happy that you can find this place now."
I believed what she said, but still, I laughed.
Smiling coldly, I looked at her straight, until my cold gaze forced her to look back at me from the distance, and I said word by word:
"Perhaps you have another reason for doing this."
"During the long years you spent with Cangming, you found that you fell in love with Cangming, and your heart towards Talay has changed. You simply don't want to leave Cangming, so you want to stop all this. "
I hear my own voice floating in the woods.
When he said this, even Hang S, who was sitting on the other side of Bian Ying, couldn't help but his pupils dilated.
Bian Ying's eyes began to tremble finely, and her hands that were pressed on the ground by the bank slowly changed into a clenched fist.
I don't know how long it took, but she looked at me with extremely sad eyes: "Yes, I fell in love with Cang Ming, but I still love Talay. I know that such feelings must make you look down, but the fact is that So, I don't want to leave Cangming, and I can't bear Talay to do all this for me."
My heart suddenly ached. This time, it wasn't for me or anyone I cared about, just for Bian Ying.
Even in real life, it is not uncommon to fall in love with two people at the same time. Some people always say that when you love someone, you must be single-minded. In fact, there are exceptions.
Although Bian Ying's mood caused Cang Ming and Talai some harm, the biggest harm was done to herself.
How to choose, which one to protect, a person with a broken consciousness, a person with a broken personality, how do you let her choose
I said softly: "Tale, does he know..."
Bian Ying's eyes were gloomy: "I think he knows my intentions for Cang Ming, and he stubbornly believes that the reason why I change my mind is because of my personality and my incomplete consciousness, so he will fight so hard." Do everything to regain my consciousness."
"Then your consciousness is swallowed by the spike, so you can't recover it? Can't the spike give you back your consciousness?"
Bian Ying smiled sadly: "The thorn is made of the body of a female spirit. That female spirit is more miserable than me. She has deep resentment. Therefore, she even cursed Zou An and his wife. How could someone Is there a way to separate that part of my consciousness from the spine?"
"What does it mean to curse Zou An and his wife?"
"You said that Ah Wen died. I think there is an external reason, but it must have something to do with the awl itself. According to what you said, Zou An now resents you, but in fact, they are responsible for all this. I am No one who has entered the body of thorns understands thorns better than me. She hates Zou An and his wife. Ah Wen’s death must have something to do with her. And why did the thorns end up in your hands? I think you really have It is necessary to find out the truth, because no matter what it is, this thorn will not bring you good luck, and the person who tried every means to deliver this thorn to you must have a deep grudge against you."
However, Zou An and his wife gave me the cone thorn, and it was recommended by Jiepa. It is impossible for Jiepa to harm me. Zou An said afterwards that Yuji forced him, but Yuji really hated me Have you hated it so much? Just because you're jealous of me
At this moment, Hang S, who had never said a word, suddenly spoke.
A hoarse voice calmly floated in my ears:
"In my opinion, everything you just said is irrelevant."
"The point is, since A Shen has a dual personality like you, then A Shen shouldn't be able to be cracked by seal carving, so why can Gao Qin Jiuye successfully seal cracks on A Shen?"
This sentence was like a blockbuster, and it exploded in my heart with a bang!
I looked at the two women in front of me in shock, Bian Ying's expression remained calm, as if she had guessed that the two of us would ask this question a long time ago.
"That's why I'm telling you the truth about this matter."
"It's my business, it's my business. It's meaningless to tell you guys. At most, it's just to keep you on guard against Talay. However, you may be going through the same situation as me now, and I can't bear it."
There was an unknown sourness in my heart: "Why can't you bear me, a person you've never met?"
Bian Ying suddenly looked at me with wet eyes: "Stranger? In my opinion, you are the only one who can understand my feelings. As a dual personality, you used to be a freak, but even in this world, It is still an existence that is incompatible with everything here, how can ordinary successors or Shenzha people understand this kind of loneliness?"
"Li Shen, don't you understand? Even in this Forbidden Zone, you and I are still monsters and are not accepted. Even to survive in this weird Forbidden Zone, you and I have to sacrifice others In exchange for a seat, how can others understand this feeling?"
A line of clear tears flowed down Bian Ying's eyes.
I feel like I'm about to suffocate.
You and I, even here, have to sacrifice others in exchange for a place.
sacrifice others.
Sacrifice, someone else.
I closed my eyes and couldn't bear to think about everything I heard.
Bian Ying's voice still echoed in his ears.
"You are more pathetic than me. At the very least, I know that someone who is able to sit here peacefully today has sacrificed someone's happiness. However, according to everything you have stated, you know nothing about these things, and you can That is to say, you have absolutely no idea who you sacrificed for the power you have now, or even the life you have."
"Li Shen, I don't know about Gao Qin Jiuye. He has always been an extremely mysterious person, even more difficult to guess than Cang Ming. Even in Heaven, no one really knows his strength. A long time ago, Si Luo, as a divine cracker with an extremely high status in the Dao of Heaven, turned his back on the Dao of Heaven overnight and left the North District. Since then, he has never set foot in the North District. At that time, Gao Qin Jiuye followed him without hesitation. After that, I will see you again When Gao Qin was in Jiuye, I was in the South District. At that time, I just got the thorn and was about to bring it back to the North District, but my consciousness was swallowed by the thorn. For this reason, Cang Ming slaughtered the South District and sought revenge for Zou An and his wife. Gao Qin Jiuye rescued Zou An and his wife in the end, and since that farewell, I have never seen him again."
"He has never broken his oath and stepped into the North District, but now he brings you together, no matter who he is to save, when I see you, I know there is something hidden in all of this."
I interrupted Bian Ying: "According to what you said, Gao Qin Jiuye used to have very strong thoughts?"
Bian Ying nodded: "Yes, although Gao Qin is not as powerful as Cang Ming, he is also a special existence. I am not in a position to tell you about this in detail. In short, Gao Qin Jiuye can live even if he does not seal the cracks. Very good, not to mention that he is accompanied by Si Luo, and he will not go back to the North District to compete for territory with other Shenzha people, why should he establish a contract with Crack? Even if he wants to establish a contract, why would he find you with a dual personality?"
"I don't know the reason and the truth, but I believe that Gao Qin must have a last resort reason, and I, no matter what, I also regard Gao Qin as a friend. I can see that he also has something in your heart." A certain status, so I believe, you don't want someone to sacrifice for you but you don't know it?"
"Find out all this, Li Shen."
The hand was clenched too tightly, the nails dug deep into the palm of the hand, and bright red blood flowed out from between the five fingers.
Gao Qin Jiuye, what is going on with all this, don't you not know me? Aren't you, are you okay with Gao Qi
This kind of thought suddenly brought me great panic. If, if all of this involved Gao Qi, even if it was only a little bit, how would I bear it
Bian Ying's words are still in my ears:
"You and I, even here, have to sacrifice others in exchange for a place."
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