Just when my heart sank into an inexplicable valley again and was submerged by the dark tide, Gao Qin Jiuye suddenly smiled and said to the little boy:
"What you said is indeed true. If you can't be saved, you shouldn't give hope. But if everyone doesn't know how to give hope to others, what will happen to this world? Do you think hope is something that others have to give all the time? ?”
Gao Qin Jiuye kept holding my hand: "Hope, you only need to give a little, because this is the straw to save you. Whether you can grasp this hope and be reborn in the future is up to you. No one has the obligation to be responsible for your life all the time. If someone is willing to lend a helping hand when you are in trouble, how can you blame her for not being able to always extend that hand? What you should do is to hold that hand and stand Get up, even if the hand is gone after you stand up, you should learn to stand on your own."
These words shocked not only me, but also the little boy.
The little boy's eyes had always been as dead as stagnant water, but now a certain brilliance suddenly bloomed. He looked at Gao Qin Jiuye: "Where are you from?"
Gao Qin Jiuye's smile froze slightly: "It used to be the way of heaven."
The little boy frowned slightly: "If I remember correctly, the people of Tiandao are not so good, they are all hypocrites."
For the first time, a kind of disgust appeared in the little boy's eyes, and that kind of disgust came from the heart and was extremely disgusting.
Even when the black silk girl bullied him just now, he never showed such an expression.
How much enmity is there between people in the way of heaven and the way of ghosts
"If the people of Tiandao were like what you said, they didn't save you just now, but killed you." Du Yue came over suddenly. She had been standing by to watch the excitement.
I think she probably lost patience waiting.
Duyue stood on the other side of Gao Qin Jiuye, and glanced at Gao Qin Jiuye's hand holding me intentionally or unintentionally.
I looked at Duyue, and suddenly felt that I understood the little boy's mood. If all the people in Tiandao were like Duyue, then it would be really disgusting to the bone.
Even for someone like Gao Qin Jiuye, who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside like Gao Qin Jiuye, the first impression, oh no, it should be said that the second, third, and fourth impressions will not be much better , unless it slowly changes after getting along with him for a long time.
The little boy glared at Duyue, his eyes were extremely unfriendly, I was satisfied in my heart and praised, this little boy still has a good eye, he can tell who is not a good person at a glance.
But Duyue didn't bother to look at him. From Duyue's contemptuous eyes, I can fully guess Duyue's thoughts at this time. She must think that she was able to say a word to this boy just now, which is already a gift to him. , Duyue is extremely interested in the level of mental strength, a ghostly person with a mental strength of more than a dozen, she must not even bother to reason.
Thinking of this, I have to look up to Talay. To make such an arrogant and ruthless woman fall in love so much, there must be many unusual things about Talai, although since he hurt Nie Zun, he is in my heart The image is no longer what it is.
As expected, Duyue was getting impatient, she said coldly: "How long do you plan to stay here? Don't you think it attracts enough attention?"
Gao Qin Jiuye casually pointed to the front: "Isn't there a hotel in front of you, go somewhere to rest, let's go."
Duyue glanced at him, then glanced at the hand he was holding me again, then turned around and walked towards the hotel that Gao Qin Jiuye was pointing at, dragging her legs that were not covered by pants.
It's normal for her to be impatient, after all, I ruined half of her trousers, so it's not the case to walk outside like this.
Li Kiss followed quickly, and when passing by me, she smiled softly at me.
I really don't want to look at her.
Gao Qin Jiuye said to the boy: "We are leaving now. As you said, there is nothing wrong with your compromise with that woman. It was just a way for you to protect yourself, but she gave you hope. She is not wrong to extend a helping hand to you, you should be grateful instead of treating each other indifferently, this is the true and correct principle in the world, do you understand?"
The boy seemed half-understood, with hesitation in his eyes, but he still nodded slightly.
Gao Qin Jiuye smiled: "Then we will see you by fate."
After speaking, he pulled me and left here.
Before I left, I looked back, and the boy was still standing there, seeming to be thinking, but also seemed to be lost.
"How long are you going to hold my hand?" I frowned and looked at the people around me.
Gao Qin Jiuye raised his eyebrows: "As long as you can hold it."
I snorted coldly: "Does it mean that you have to do a full set for acting?"
Gao Qin Jiuye shrugged: "Whatever you think."
"However, I have changed my opinion of you just now. You are becoming more and more human-speaking." I satirized him.
Gao Qin Jiuye said seriously, "I'm telling the truth."
"Then when did you have such emotion?"
Gao Qin Jiuye looked into the distance, as if he was recalling something: "From a long time ago, from the time when I was a child, the same as that child just now."
I looked at him, but I remembered the picture I saw in Si Luo's heart when Si Luo put his hand into my heart but suffered my backlash. At that time, Gao Qin Jiuye was still a child, and I didn't even recognize him.
At that time, he looked lonely and his eyes were stubborn.
Did he mean him at that time? He was the same as that little boy back then? But, how could it be? Gao Qin Jiuye is a rare genius known to many people in the Forbidden Split Zone. No one knows the level of his specific thought power, but only knows that he has extraordinary ability. Worth the same as a child of only a dozen
"Are you wondering why a person with such a high ability like me understands that child?"
I was surprised: "How do you know?"
Gao Qin Jiuye had a clear look on his face: "You are the kind of person who shows his emotions and thoughts on his face. I can tell when I see your expression that can't be shitted."
The corner of my mouth twitched: "I'm sorry, the conscious body in the forbidden zone doesn't need to shit, so wake up."
Gao Qin Jiuye laughed: "Okay, not to tease you, let me tell you why I understand him. In fact, sometimes, a particularly outstanding person has something in common with a very weak weakling."
Very good people, and very weak people... ..
Why did I suddenly think of Gao Qi and me at this moment
"Whether it is a person standing on a high place or hiding in a tunnel, they are all equally lonely. Only those who walk on the road have ordinary happiness and are accepted by most people."
There was a touch of sadness in Gao Qin Jiuye's eyes, but it was very light, very light.
Is that why Gao Qi is willing to only share the place on the roof of the school building with me? Or that lab I never quite remembered? Or....what is his dark secret
Is it because he thinks I'm in the same situation as him
However, it is obvious that he is so much-anticipated...
So, I withdrew my hand from Gao Qin Jiuye's, and my voice gradually became colder: "No, people standing on high places may really have the same idea as you, you think you are hiding in the hole The people in the cave are the same, but how can it be the same? You are so lofty, even if you are alone, you can be lonely and arrogant, and the people hiding in the cave will always live in the dark, how can you really understand They? The peak powerhouse is indeed lonely, and the faceless and defeated is indeed lonely, but they will never be the same."
After leaving his hand, my hand gradually lost some warmth, but I don't care, I still want to finish what I want to say: "The strong talk about loneliness, it's just your hypocrisy, the weak don't talk about loneliness, because They are really alone and helpless."
Gao Qin Jiuye's pupils gradually tightened: "So you think, just because I am better than others, because I have been better than others since I was a child, I deserve to be excluded by others, and I deserve to be lonely?"
I looked at him: "You misunderstood me."
Gao Qin Jiuye's voice also turned cold: "No matter what you mean, it seems that you are right in one point. We really can't understand the weak, just like I can't understand you."
It's like, I am strong, but you Li Shen are weak and incompetent, I still can't understand you.
I couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart, but didn't you say before that you are the only one who understands me
Who are we to contradict ourselves? Or, are we all contradicting ourselves
But instead of this question, I said, "Sorry, I don't think I'm weak, and one day I'll make you think I'm weak too."
Gao Qin Jiuye sneered: "Really? You can really do it? Hang S is not by your side now, and Nie Zun is not by your side, who else can you rely on? I will give you my hand, but you don't want to hold it. Who can rely on to be strong? Rely on yourself?"
I looked at him viciously: "That's right, it's up to me. Now I'm sure, you, Gao Qin Jiuye, don't understand me at all. It's always like this. Once you encounter conflicts and conflicts, you are the last It will never be me who chooses first. This is your choice. It was doomed from a long time ago. Didn’t you realize? The only thing I’m curious about is, since you have already chosen, what are you always trying to change? People can’t Too greedy, you chose a lonely path from the beginning, and you have no right to regret it in the future, admit it, you have no one except Si Luo!"
After I said this, I walked forward quickly, not wanting to look back at him.
His voice came faintly from behind: "Even you said it, I have no chance to regret it, even if I wanted to choose again, no one gave me this chance, don't you think so too?"
My heart ached, but I still didn't look back.
This is you and me, Gao Qin Jiuye and Li Shen, we will never be able to understand and forgive in the true sense.
We always have to hurt each other, thinking that in this way we can grow and save each other.
But can we really
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