I found that I was always falling, and I often fell where I was plotted to fight.
However, it is precisely because of this that I have some experience with falling.
This time, I controlled my thoughts very well. Together with Nie Zun, it was easier for the two of us to form a balance. What's more, although Nie Zun lost his memory, the tacit understanding between his body and me is still there. After all, it used to be day and night together for too long.
In order not to fall too badly when I fell to the bottom, I tried to control my thoughts in a short time, and Nie Zun floated in the air before falling to the bottom.
When I finally stabilized my body, I subconsciously looked down.
Below is the glacier... .
Looking up again, the sky is above, and the surrounding... is surrounded by glaciers!
I actually went back to this glacier with Nie Zun just like that!
I thought that the so-called opening of the door by the big golden rooster was to do something on the iceberg, but it turned out that it leaked directly from the ground to another glacier space..
Only the calm blue sky was left above the head, like a stretched azure scroll, and the big golden rooster just disappeared.
"What about him?" Nie Zun looked around and asked.
"I don't know, but, jump down, you can go to the magic palace under this glacier." I pointed to the glacier below. how.
Nie Zun frowned slightly: "Why do you always want to go back to that place?"
I glanced at him: "Look around here, even if you don't go back, is there any way to escape
Nie Zun suddenly narrowed his eyes and looked at me, as if he was puzzled.
I smiled at him, took his hand, and suddenly gathered my thoughts in my hand and pulled it down!
At the same time, the mind force recovered under our feet, and he and I fell into the glacier together.
"Hiss, it's still so cold here." As soon as I fell into the glacier, I immediately swam towards Nie Zun, hoping to get some warmth from him.
Unfortunately, Nie Zun stretched out a hand: "Are you going to moleste me again?"
I hooked my lips and smiled: "Not only do I want to molest you, but I also want you to die with me!"
After finishing speaking, I pulled him to swim underwater!
My hair was rippling in the icy cold water, and the chill that penetrated my bones didn't make me feel painful, because in this extremely clear icy water, Nie Zun's eyes looked brighter.
I circulated my thoughts throughout my body to speed up the blood circulation, and then pulled him to swim deep.
But, slowly, I found that things didn't seem to be that simple.
Because, I have been swimming for a long time and I haven't seen that light, and my eyes are getting darker and darker. Although my lungs have been protected by thoughts, I can't last long after all. Slowly, I feel a little suffocation.
la la la la la
I looked at Nie Zun in a panic. Nie Zun's body was like a flexible fish. His hair was rippling in the water, blocking his eyes. The light was getting weaker and weaker. Balance and the protection of the lungs, so it is impossible to enhance the visual ability, and it gradually becomes difficult to see him clearly.
This kind of suffocation that slowly felt that my breathing was not smooth brought me a kind of panic that I had never felt before.
Because the conscious body in the Forbidden Splitting Zone has entered the deep water, it will definitely hold its breath subconsciously according to its own will, even if it fails to persist in the end, it will definitely not die, but this process must be very painful.
Imagine that it is not a fish itself, but a human being, submerged in water, choking on the water alive, this feeling must not be very comfortable.
Even if the power of thought is used well and the ability of a fish can be achieved, there is still a period of time in the transformation process, and the process will definitely not be pleasant.
Just when my breathing was about to reach the limit, the feeling of being surrounded by water suddenly disappeared.
A strong light flashed, and when I opened my eyes again, I was already in the stone palace.
I looked around, and Nie Zun was gone.
"What the hell is going on..." I murmured and looked around, it was still the wide stone palace, but there was no one around.
"Nie Zun?" I called tentatively.
No one answered.
I quickly walked towards the stone chamber inside the stone palace.
Following the original path, when I finally found the stone platform, Nie Zun was standing in front of the stone platform.
"Hey, you..." I patted his shoulder vigilantly, this place is really weird, I was afraid that the Nie Zun I saw would make another grimace when he turned around.
Fortunately, it really was him.
"What exactly is going on?"
Nie Zun glanced at me, then continued to shift his gaze back to the stele: "I just feel that I have forgotten some memories of being here."
I sneered; "It's not just that your memory here has been forgotten by you?"
Nie Zun suddenly turned his head and said to me with a serious expression for the first time since he lost his memory: "Did I really know you before?"
I frowned: "You are indeed a cautious person, but I didn't know that you were so suspicious by nature. Of course you knew me before. You and I have been together day and night for more than two years."
A strange light flashed in Nie Zun's eyes: "Together day and night?"
I blushed; "It's not the day and night you think, it's because..."
I suddenly remembered that if I told him that we used to be together day and night because we could not be separated by a distance of more than 500 meters, then he would not believe me even more.
After all, no one has been able to give me a real explanation until now, that is, why the two of us couldn't be separated by more than 500 meters in the first place.
No one can tell me why now, we can again.
In fact, I always hated the bondage between me and him. I had to take him with me in everything, and he would always stay in front of my eyes.
At that time, I hated him, blamed him, and even hated him, but now, how I wish I could regain this bond.
Because that way I don't have to be afraid that he will suddenly disappear from sight.
Now he will always be taken away from me by others.
Because I really miss him.
Thinking of this, I suddenly felt that there was nothing to say. Anyway, he didn't believe me and didn't remember me.
So I said sullenly: "You don't believe me even after explaining it, so you can think whatever you want."
Nie Zunyun smiled lightly, this smile made me lose my mind.
I often feel when he laughs, he recalls me coming... ..
"Since you said that I knew you before, why don't you help me retrieve my memory, now, I suddenly want to know the past..." Nei Zun smiled indifferently, his eyes were on the stone tablet skimming.
I followed his gaze, and what I saw was the stele, still standing alone on the stone platform, with a complete human-shaped groove on it, and the inside was empty.
"If you want to remember the past, I'm afraid you have to pay a price."
Nie Zun raised his eyebrows: "Oh? What price?"
... what should I say.
you want to sleep with me... .
no... .
you are going to sleep with me... .
… .
Sure enough, I couldn't say it.
I scratched my hair and said with some embarrassment: "Let me take a look at this stele first."
"This is what you're talking about?" Nie Zun pointed at the stele on the stone platform.
"Well, didn't you just come down from here, how long do you think you have stayed here?"
Nie Zun's eyes were dazed for a moment: "It seemed a long time ago. At that time, I only felt lonely, especially when I was just awakened by you. I just felt that I could finally get rid of this loneliness, so there was only one feeling at that time, that is, never Don't come back here."
My heart suddenly seemed to be strangled by a very thin but strong rope.
This sharp pain... .
Why do I suddenly feel that the loneliness in his memory is not caused by the illusion that this stele was given to him, and that he has been trapped on it all the time, but that although his memory has disappeared, But that was because he had been changed blood, and his subconscious sensitivity and inertia to loneliness still remained.
In other words, the reason why he felt lonely was because he had always been lonely before.
Nie Zun in his memory will indeed always be like that.
A black trench coat, black pants, black shoes and black gloves.
And pure black broken hair and eyes.
He always follows me alone, his tall figure walking lonely.
He always gives people a kind of indifference to everything, always calm and calm, occasionally black-bellied and vicious, but only occasionally.
Most of the time, his eyes are always bright and lonely.
But that kind of loneliness didn't make me feel that he was far away, but instead made me find a tacit understanding of seeking common ground while reserving differences.
It's like, something that I really want to get close to, but I'm afraid.
Nie Zun always gives me a feeling of loneliness, but that kind of loneliness does not need pity at all.
Now I suddenly realize that I was wrong.
Maybe I've been wrong all along.
Nie Zun's loneliness does not need pity from others, but he absolutely needs the company of others.
At this moment, I raised my head and looked into his slightly bewildered eyes, and the eye sockets suddenly felt a little moist.
I don't know what kind of attraction there is between us, so that I can always feel him easily, not just understanding, not just a person who understands words, but completely, feeling it.
He was lonely all the time, and I always thought he was used to it, so he didn't need comfort.
However, now that he has amnesia, everything he expresses comes from his true heart, the heart that he has hidden for two years, or even more years.
That is, in fact, he is also afraid of loneliness, in fact, he also needs the company of others.
Why have I never seen this
Or, why do I keep forgetting this
Why do I always take it for granted that he is invincible
I have been using his protection for me, and I have never really given him spiritual comfort.
The only thing I could do before was to be by his side.
Unable to resolve or even think about the past to resolve his loneliness.
I, am selfish.
But at this moment, what he feels, what he remembers, the fear and rejection of loneliness are not the illusion given to him by the stele, but what he already has, but it has always been buried deep in his heart. Fear of being alone.
just like me.
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