Nie Zun narrowed his eyes: "Li Shen, after two years, you still haven't changed. Do you remember what I said to you when you first came here?"
I was shocked.
He continued: "That day, when you and I were sent to the West District by Jin at the same time, I told you, I said, from now on, we will be here together forever."
I looked at him without moving.
I was overwhelmed by the mixed emotions in my heart.
Because, I have confirmed that he must be Nie Zun, at least, his memory is complete.
Because of that sentence, he only said it to me, and I always remember it.
But why does he look so cold
In the past, even though he was indifferent to everything, even though he always acted lazily and had nothing to do with himself, he was warm to me. He has never had such an attitude towards me like today .
His eyes are not so cold.
"you... ."
I finally still don't know what to say.
The evil smile on the corner of his mouth slowly withdrew, replaced by his usual indifference, but there was a trace of coldness added to this indifference.
"Now do you believe that I am Nie Zun?" He looked at me.
I looked directly at him: "You have changed, why on earth?"
He raised his left hand, touched his nose casually, and the black skull ring on his little finger flashed before my eyes: "It's nothing, besides returning my memories, the Demon Refining Tablet also let me know some truths, Now I finally know how selfish you are, Li Shen, from now on, you can go your own way, let's not interfere with each other."
My eyes widened suddenly.
Is this really Nie Zun? That Nie Zun who kept saying that he would protect me forever, be by my side forever, be with me forever? He's saying I'm selfish, saying he's leaving me
I murmured: "Even if you think of everything, including me, do you still want to leave me?"
Nie Zun's eyes dimmed and changed: "That's right, because I knew about the past, I suddenly felt too tired to be with you. Go save your friend, and I will continue to live my lazy life. I don't think you will just let me go. Because that night, you have to rely on me, right?"
I laughed at myself: "What did you say?"
Just when I was ready to hear even more sad words, there was a sudden crash behind Nie Zun!
Following the sound, Gao Qin Jiuye jumped out of the water platform covered in water!
I was taken aback, why did he come here
It seemed that the water in the water platform was not boiling water this time. He shook the water from his hair and walked towards us with strides.
Nie Zun didn't even turn his head.
I frowned and looked at Gao Qin Jiuye who walked in quickly: "Why did you come here?"
Gao Qin Jiuye's eyes were full of anxiety, even anger: "You still have the heart to ask why I came? What happened to you?"
While talking, he passed by Nie Zun directly, walked quickly to me, pulled my arm up and down, and looked me up and down.
But I couldn't help but wonder in my heart, how could he know that something happened to me? Didn't I separate from him in that hotel
Nie Zun on the opposite side hooked his lips and sneered: "It seems that the person you have always loved in life is your true love. He can even sense the fact that you were broken by me, so that he can feel it for thousands of miles. Came all the way to save you?"
My heart ached violently!
Why is he talking so hurtful
Gao Qin Jiuye's body froze, and he raised his eyes full of disbelief: "What did he say? You...."
My heart twitches and hurts, never, never has it hurt so much...
Nie Zun's eyes were cold, and Gao Qin Jiuye's face was full of surprise.
I slowly closed my eyes, and felt that the arm held by Gao Qin Jiuye had gradually become numb, and that numbness gradually spread to my whole body, to my meridians, and to my internal organs.
There is a kind of oppression in the chest cavity that can't breathe and can't break free, and the heart is firmly grasped by an extremely huge hand.
"Why did you come here?" After a while, I finally spoke.
Gao Qin Jiuye's hands seemed to tremble: "Is what he said true?"
Nie Zun and I looked at each other with cold eyes, but we said to Gao Qin Jiuye, "Why did you come here?"
Gao Qin Jiuye even trembled in his voice: "Is what he said true?"
This time, I stopped talking.
But he couldn't take it anymore, he threw my hand away, and then grabbed my shoulders with both hands: "I ask you, is what he said true?! Are you really here with him... Here.. is this true! I'm asking you!"
He shook my shoulders desperately, and my head was spun around by him. From the reflection of his fierce and angry eyes, I saw that my face was extremely pale, as if my blood had been sucked out of my whole body by a vampire.
Nie Zun suddenly let out a chuckle. This laughter was neither a mockery nor a sneer. For some reason, it sounded a kind of unapproachable sadness: "Do you hate me? I told you in front of the person you love the most. These, eh? Li Shen?"
I finally couldn't bear it anymore, a long-planned monster was about to roar out of my chest.
I pushed Gao Qin Jiuye away with staring eyes, and stared at Nie Zun: "I love you the most! I have fallen in love with you since I came to the Forbidden Split Zone! That's right! I have never dared to Admit it, I have been unwilling to admit that I fell in love with you, I fell in love with you like a devil! I'm sorry Gao Qi, I killed him and changed my heart!"
Having said that, my hands have already started to tremble violently, and the chill is spreading all over my body. Tears are seeping from my eyes, and I stare straight at the opposite Nie Zun, who makes me feel very strange:
"Nie Zun, how much I wanted to get rid of you, how much I wanted to leave you. I always thought that I hated you to the core. I always thought that I rejected you just like I rejected her... But, slowly, I found out that It's not like this. Slowly, I began to peek at your lazy eyes every day, your calm appearance, your fine hair blocking your eyes, and your habit of walking alone in the lonely night. Seeing you always standing behind me with a pair of black gloves, seeing you standing obliquely in front of the wall and not speaking when you are quiet... My life is full of your shadow, you are everywhere... "
Line after line of tears fell from my eyes, two years, two full years, I never felt that there was a day when my emotions were as uncontrollable as today, my tears flowed more and more like today, I My heart hurts as much as today... .
The coldness in Nie Zun's eyes seemed to slowly condense into a light that I couldn't understand.
I heard my voice continue to sound in this dead stone palace: "slowly... I found that I fell in love with you...but how could I like you...I can't, I should like Gao Pray, I should always like him, always love him, and always be here to atone for killing him! Why should I like you, why would I change my mind, what right do I have to like you!"
I yelled heart-piercingly, I forgot Gao Qin Jiuye beside me, I didn't even notice that his body was trembling slightly.
I only saw Nie Zun on the opposite side, looking at me motionlessly.
My hands are still trembling, and tears are still flowing: "But I just like you, you said that you will protect me forever... You said that you will always be by my side .You promised me."
The strength in my whole body seemed to be exhausted in an instant, I slowly squatted down, wrapped my hands around my legs, buried my head between my knees, and stopped looking at the person opposite me, The one with a ruthless face and a cold face.
I was still muttering to myself: "You said you would be with me forever... How could you say you would leave me when I finally said I love you... .Nie Zun... . Don't you want me anymore...."
I never thought that one day I would be so humble, but I really can't stand it.
Ever since he was taken away by Talay, I felt that there was a big hole in my heart. The surface was intact, but if the hole in my heart wasn't filled, I couldn't live a normal life no matter what.
It collapsed into the biggest weakness in my heart, leaking the wind all day and all night, those cold winds blowing into my heart mercilessly from that hole, bringing endless coldness to my whole body, I know, no Without it, I can't live a normal life.
At that time, I just thought that as long as I got him back, I could fill the hole.
But it wasn't until he came back to me that I realized that the hole hadn't been filled, and a more panic poured into the hole, bringing me endless panic.
So I grabbed his hand countless times, for fear that he would slip away from me accidentally.
When he who lost his memory reappeared in front of me, I finally felt that my heart was almost beyond salvation.
When I heard Li Qing say that the price to be paid to save him and retrieve his memory is so absurd, but my first reaction was to accept instead of rejecting and resisting, I finally realized that I was finished.
I fell in love with Nie Zun.
I not only fell in love with him, but also buried him deeply in my heart without knowing it.
He's got my heart, he's got my brain.
For him, I would even give anything.
But now, things that should not have happened have happened, and things that should not have been said have been said, but he doesn't want me anymore.
But he is leaving me.
Thinking of this, I finally feel that this is the feeling that the whole world is about to collapse.
So, I hugged my legs tightly and cried helplessly.
I didn't even care that Nie Zun was watching coldly from the opposite side, and I even forgot that Gao Qin Jiuye, a bystander, was standing beside me.
I forgot everything, the only thing I remember is that the person I love the most is going to leave me again, he said he was tired with me, he said he was going to leave me.
At this moment, nothing is important, the important thing is that I can't let Nie Zun leave me, I can't bear to live without Nie Zun.
His hands were clenched tightly, the nails were deeply buried in the palms of his hands, the arms holding his legs were trembling non-stop, and the blood dripped from between the fingers to the ground.
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