"So you never loved me." I squatted on the ground and said with a wry smile.
Nie Zun's voice still echoed coldly: "Yes, I never loved you."
I closed my eyes, took a breath, and raised my hand to wipe away the tears on my face.
Then I stood up again.
Just when I looked at Nie Zun again, I saw her again.
She stood silently behind Nie Zun. She was half a head shorter than him, with a thin and thin body, wrapped in a red dress, but she looked so good for him.
She smiled indifferently as usual, she looked a little lonely at this moment.
She stood quietly behind Nie Zun like that, raised her eyes and looked at me, her eyes like spring water seemed to ask me, do you think what he said is true, does he really not love you anymore
So I walked towards her, towards him, step by step.
I walked up to him, raised my hand to hold his hand, and slowly put his hand on my chest: "Take out my heart, and then tell her with my own hands that you never loved her. "
Nie Zun's beautiful eyelashes trembled slightly, his eyes were as deep as a pool, and no emotion could be seen.
His hand was still so cold, covering my chest without any warmth, and he didn't move at all.
I looked at him motionless: "A person who first thinks of not saving himself but protecting me after being in danger, now he tells me that he never loved me."
I pressed his hand harder, and my tone became firmer: "Nie Zun, how stupid am I in your eyes, that you think I will believe you if you say that?"
Nie Zun's voice still sounded flat, but the degree of indifference was slightly lighter than before: "It's up to you, since you like to be sentimental so much, I can't help it."
After he finished speaking, he withdrew his hand from my chest and looked away at the same time.
I laughed at myself: "If you really don't love me, that's fine. I'm afraid that you really think of me as the kind of person who has a low IQ and low enough to believe what you say."
Taking a deep breath, I continued: "There is no point in saying this now, since you have already remembered everything, and my goal has been achieved, since you said you don't love me, then as you wish, the road will be bright in the future Go aside."
After finishing speaking, I turned around, pulled Gao Qin Jiuye, and walked towards the water platform where Gao Qin Jiuye appeared.
When passing by Nie Zun, I stabilized my mind and said to him in as calm a voice as possible: "Nie Zun, I, Li Shen, will only say that I love you this time, I don't care what your reason is, if Today you really let me go away from you like this, and I will never come back. From now on, you and I will go to the end of the world, and no one will look back. "
When I said the last sentence, my eyes were still wet.
So I finally made sure once again that I really fell in love with him.
My heart was beating fast, and I was waiting for him to reach out and grab me suddenly.
This way I can give up all my dignity and throw myself into his arms and cry loudly, so that I can tell him that I don’t care whether I used to like Gao Qi or Gao Qin Jiuye or whoever, I, Li Shen, now love You Nie Zun.
However, I have not waited.
He never said a word, stood motionless behind me, and let me pull Gao Qin Jiuye away from him further and further.
When I walked to the water platform, I finally despaired.
So I pulled Gao Qin Jiuye, who was always by my side and followed me without saying a word, and was about to jump in when he stopped me with both hands.
She had disappeared without knowing when, and now she reappeared in front of me.
Her slender arms stopped me firmly: "Are you really going to leave him? He just recalled everything and still needs you by his side. Besides, have you forgotten what Huai Du said to you? Can you guarantee that this exchange of blood will really have no effect on him? What if there is still magic energy in his body? Are you really going to leave him like this, just because of his lack of love?"
"You never gave him any good looks before. Didn't he stay with you for a long time? Now, are you going to give up on him so easily?"
I took Gao Qin Jiuye's hand and began to loosen it slowly.
yes..
Am I going to give up so easily... .
Do I really want to have nothing to do with him forever... ..
No, no matter how he treats me, I have to figure it out!
So, just when I made up my mind to turn back, a force suddenly came from my arm, and Gao Qin Jiuye pulled me and jumped into the water platform suddenly in astonishment.
The cold water submerged me instantly, and before I could react, Gao Qin Jiuye dragged me forward.
"Pfft!" He spat out a mouthful of water, and finally got out of the water when he was about to stop breathing.
Looking around, it turned out that it was not a glacier, but another stone palace.
Just as he was about to speak, Gao Qin Jiuye grabbed me by the collar and dragged me out of the water platform.
I pushed him away and stared at him; "Why did you take me away, I still haven't finished talking!"
Gao Qin Jiuye stared at me, with turbulent emotions in his eyes: "What else do you want to say? He said he doesn't love you anymore, and he didn't hold you back. What are you still yearning for?"
"I..." I was suddenly speechless.
Yes, I'm still there, what's the problem
"Li Shen, you should think about me anyway. I'm by your side. It's not just him, Nie Zun, who's always by your side. I, Gao Qin Jiuye, are also there! Even, I've known you longer than him, Protect you for longer! Li Shen, why did you fall in love with Gao Qi wrongly before, and now when I finally thought you would be by my side, you fell in love with someone else again, tell me?"
He put his hands on my shoulders, looking helpless like a child.
This is Gao Qin Jiuye that I have never seen before.
A strong unbearable feeling rose in my heart, and I turned pale: "I'm sorry, I just don't understand, if everything is as you said, why didn't you tell me from the beginning, Gao Qin Jiuye, why did you keep Doing all this behind the scenes, even pretending to be Gao Qi? If I remember correctly, from the first time I saw you in the forbidden zone, you didn't show the slightest familiarity with me, right?"
Gao Qin Jiuye slowly let go of me: "Actually, I originally planned to never meet you, you just need to live a good life in the West District, the life here is not worse than your world, and there are people to protect you. "
I sneered: "Why do you always decide everything for others? If you really love me, why did you bring me here, but still plan to never see me?"
Gao Qin Jiuye's eyes flickered, and his voice gradually elongated: "Because... you who know the truth... will be sad."
My heart throbbed violently!
Is that so... ..
Because if I knew everything, I knew that the one I always liked might be you instead of Gao Qi, and my guilt towards Gao Qi would be even more painful, so did you choose to hide it
So, you chose to save me, but didn't come to tell me about your existence
I covered my mouth and cried: "You, why are you so stupid..."
Gao Qin Jiuye gave a weary smile: "Stupid, it doesn't matter, after all, I really don't treat you well, even though I brought you here, I can't make you live happily here, and I can't do my best to make you happy." Protect you, because here, there is another person who needs my protection more, and I cannot betray him."
My tears fell down: "You mean Si Luo?"
Gao Qin Jiuye's eyes seemed to be looking at an unknown place: "Yes, in this world, I have always lived in darkness, but Si Luo brought me light. Li Shen, I am not I should fall in love with you, you and Gao Qi are a natural match, Gao Qi's flaws were caused by me, and your happiness was also destroyed by me, everything is because of me, what qualifications do I have to appear in this place? by your side."
"I just, the only thing I didn't expect was that someone like Nie Zun would appear beside you."
He paused, then continued: "Actually, from the very beginning when I saw him protecting you all the time, I was happy for you. I always felt that finally there is someone who can exist completely for you, and he can still To protect you, I keep telling myself, Gao Qin Jiuye, you should quit, quit with peace of mind."
"But, huh, it seems really difficult to do it, and Si Luo's matter has been on the sidelines, maybe it's because of these reasons, it makes you feel that I have been far and near to you all the time. I envy Nie Zun, but I can't help it. Do not envy him."
My tears kept flowing, because I saw Gao Qin Jiuye's fragile expression.
When did he ever have such an expression? He has always been proud, noble, and cold, like a noble god of death.
But now, there is such a humble and fragile expression on his face.
And, it's all because of me.
Fate is such a trick, if I hadn't killed Gao Qi, if I hadn't misunderstood Gao Qin Jiuye, if I hadn't met Nie Zun.
It's a pity that there is no if.
I finally couldn't help sobbing softly.
Because I feel my heart very clearly, and it is precisely because of this clear feeling that I understand that I really can't go back.
I feel very clearly that all dislocations are irreparable.
Because I really fell in love with Nie Zun, and fell in love with him deeply.
"I know that you are in love with Nie Zun, so I can't tell you all this, because if you fall in love with him and know this, you will be even more sad."
Gao Qin Jiuye smiled wryly: "Besides, I'm also selfish. I'd rather never mention love. I hope I'll never hear clearly from you that you fell in love with him." fact."
"Unfortunately, it seems that everything is just my imagination."
The corners of his eyes seemed to be slightly wet.
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