"You are always like this, blaming all your mistakes on yourself, but I want to ask you, wouldn't we suffer and face these pains without you in the Forbidden Split Zone? You did it to yourself for no reason. Do you want us to owe you the accusation? Li Shen, please remember that anyone's life is their own doom, which has nothing to do with you, and similarly, your life cannot be made others take responsibility for you!"
The twisted tone was very severe, exactly the same as before, still so domineering.
I couldn't help but froze.
Seeing that I didn't reply, she softened her tone again: "Shen, there is one more thing you need to be clear about. No one has changed. A person's nature is hard to change. Larel is like this, and so is Truffle. What do you think? Laraelle has changed, but she still saved you and us after all. You think Truffle has changed, but she has the ability to make you a prisoner like me when she sees you. Still haven't done that."
"In fact, all people have not changed. Maybe some things make them start to disguise themselves, but it does not mean that they have changed. Maybe some lost things will expand their characteristics in a certain aspect, such as cruelty or viciousness, but that is not the case after all. There is no limit, everyone has his own bottom line, so no matter how much the difference they expand after experiencing difficulties exceeds the bottom line, it is their own business, and it has nothing to do with you. You are at most part of the reason, nothing more."
I don't know why, but these words suddenly calmed me down a lot.
Hang S sighed again: "I know, ever since you came to the Forbidden Split Zone, you have been living in hiding, you escaped everything, but the escape made you lose a lot, you blame yourself, so now you don't care You force yourself to face whatever happens, not just to face it, but to bear it, no matter whether it has anything to do with you or not, you have to force yourself to bear everything, but I still say that, That is our own life, Shen, why do you make things difficult for yourself?"
"I know you want to help us, but that heart is not a burden. If a relationship or friendship becomes a burden, it is no longer a pure thing. If you want to save me, you have to help me, yes Because we are friends, it is you who regard me as your friend from the bottom of your heart, not everything I am doing now is because of your fault and you have to be responsible for me. The name you put on not only puts too much burden on yourself, but also And pushed me out of your heart."
"Ah Shen, you are not alone now, you have to get used to blending in with others, get used to using the power of the collective, the power of your friends, instead of always taking everything on yourself. Do you understand?"
Get used to blending in with others... ..
"Ah Shen, since you came to the Forbidden Zone to now, you still haven't changed, you haven't gotten used to it. You still think you are alone. You are no longer alone, no longer as lonely as you were when you were alive, I already understand this point, when will you be able to understand it?"
The voice of wringing was a little choked, and my tears kept falling.
In fact, what she said is correct, right
I am no longer alone. No matter good or bad, someone is always by my side. Good and bad are everyone’s common choice. Why should I still turn myself into a freak, or a person who will bring Freaks who come to disaster, keep everyone away from thousands of miles
"Hey, among all the people, you are the only one who let Nie Zun into your heart, maybe you didn't realize it yourself."
Hang S continued.
I wiped my tears: "No, I am very clear about this, I have been with him before."
If Hang S still had eyes now, she would definitely stare them wide, but unfortunately she doesn't have them anymore: "What do you mean by 'living' together?"
I stated it succinctly; "It is the past tense."
"Why separate?"
"Because he's inexplicably indifferent to me, but I believe there must be a reason for this."
"Well, if this is the case, there must be a reason. To be honest, I used to envy you. Before I knew you, I heard a lot about you. I like you very much. Envy, others say, you will always be followed by someone, I am also envious. Ah Shen, don’t you understand, we are all lonely, many people who come to the forbidden zone are lonely, but in this lonely place , but you always have someone who is with you, and there are many people who trust you and are willing to protect you, you are undoubtedly lucky."
Sure enough, Nie Zun, your existence has always been ignored only in my eyes.
I nodded, although she couldn't see it: "Yes, Nie Zun has always been by my side, but I have never realized it. When I realized it, it seemed a bit late. I don't want to love another person. Because I loved someone to death before, but I can't let Nie Zun suffer because of my past, if you talk about loneliness, why isn't he lonely, why should I be alone and hypocritical?"
I looked at Hang S: "What you said is correct, but my heart is too fragile, and I have always distorted all this, so I will definitely make it up, all of this."
Hang S nodded slowly: "It's good if you can think this way. Nie Zun is a different person from other people, including you. I can't get it wrong. Nie Zun is different from everyone in the Forbidden Split Zone. Yes. , everyone is different, but his difference is unforgettable. I used to think that he only exists to protect you, but now it seems that he is not. His existence is himself, not for anyone, but he is for you. But your heart belongs to you completely, you should cherish it and protect it.”
I smiled slightly, the tears on my face had completely dried up, leaving only a tense face: "I want to protect not only him, but also you, and many people. This time I will not take these mistakes I took it on myself alone, but it’s always okay to protect you, right? This is not a responsibility, but a complete willingness.”
The corners of Twisted S's mouth slightly hooked up.
"By the way, you can tell me this time, what happened after you came here?"
The twisted smile slowly retracted.
"I don't know about the others. I came here alone, and I was already here when I woke up. Duyue dug out my eyes. I don't know if she used some medicine, but she didn't heal herself."
"Then have you lost the ability to heal yourself?"
Hang S shook his head: "No, I tried again afterwards, and I didn't lose the ability to heal myself, it's just that the eyes that were gouged out never grew back, but, the strange thing is, from what Duyue said, the reason why she It seems that this is not aimed at me, but at you. Those eyes must be weird, maybe it is a means to lure you into the enemy, so you must be careful, don't try to help me or If you save me, you will do something irrational, and in the current situation, it is very likely that you will lose everything if you make a wrong move, do you understand?"
"I understand, but I can't figure out what she can do to me with your eyes. She went to the ghost way to find me by herself, and I came to the Palace of Heartlessness with the pill you gave me. All of this is She can't predict it, she probably doesn't even know that I'm in the Heartless Palace, so how can she use your eyes for what?"
"I don't know either, but are you sure you came here because of that pill?" Hang S said suddenly.
"Is not it?"
"If the pill is going to come, you need someone here to respond with a formation, otherwise there will be deviations. The pill I gave you before was supervised by Tao Lie and Muli. Without them, how could you easily come to me?"
"It is said that they are also in this Heavenly Dao Heartless Palace. This is what Duyue told me personally."
Hang S's expression was complicated: "Actually, I also thought about it. According to common sense, people from the West District may have come here at that time. I was brought here after I was unconscious due to excessive mental energy consumption during the operation to restrain Duyue and Talai. I’m here, so I haven’t met them.”
"However, it's still not right. If you came here with the help of Tao Lie and Mu Li, you would come directly to my side instead of parachuting into a corner of the Heartless Palace."
I nodded: "Yes, I also think it's wrong, all of this must be weird, are you unable to use your mind power now?"
Hang S shook the two strings of iron chains on her hands, and the iron chains made clinking sounds with her movements: "This thing prevents me from exerting my mind power, let alone, this Duyue is really something magical Both."
"Have you never seen anyone else besides Duyue and Truffle?"
"No, I've been locked here all this time. The only thing I've been in contact with is the truffle. The truffle has indeed changed compared to before, but I always feel that she has her own purpose and is not completely controlled by Duyue. Yue is also very aware of this, but what is interesting is that Duyue has given Truffle more rights and freedom, as if to see Truffle's bottom line, but Truffle has always refused to expose the bottom line."
Sister Truffle... I knew before that she was not a mindless person, but she never tried any tricks in treating Yu Liang and me.
"Ah Shen, there is one more thing you need to be mentally prepared for. You may have to pay the price of truffles to get my eyes back. I don't know exactly what this is. I just want you not to worry because I don't want to embarrass you. I myself I will slowly figure out what's going on, so don't act rashly."
Want truffles to pay for? What does it mean
Forget it, since the hangman said she can solve it, I have to believe her.
So I smiled at her, regardless of whether she could see it or not: "Okay, I will play it by ear when the truffle comes back. Don't worry, we can definitely win this game. You and Nie Zun are by my side now. What else is there to fear?"
Although I didn't have any confidence in saying this, because Nie Zun ignored me and was still locked up.
They were just 'by' my side.