When Si Luo suddenly mentioned Talai, it was obvious that he was poking at Duyue's weakness, and this weakness really did work.
Du Yue's face instantly became very ugly.
I watched Duyue get annoyed as soon as she mentioned Talai, and I just felt that she was very pitiful.
The cruel and ruthless women who become for love are the most pitiful.
But what about me.
I'm not pitiful, I'm pathetic.
The person who thinks he has loved unswervingly for many years will be misplaced. Finally found true love in the process of getting along with each other, but the truth is true, all his sufferings were brought by me.
So I said to Duyue: "Find me a place alone, and I want to talk to my weapon."
"You finally feel like subduing your living weapon?"
"It's not about subduing her, I just want to chat with her." I said lightly.
In fact, the real purpose is only known to me, I need a temporary alone time.
If you want to subdue the thorn, you must fight that female sword spirit. I have not seen the ability of that female sword spirit before, but what I need now is this kind of battle.
I need to fight to keep my sanity, and maybe the right amount of pain to wake myself up.
What I need more is strength.
In this Forbidden Split Zone, no matter how I go in the future, if I don’t have the strength, it’s just an empty talk.
Si Luo said to me: "Have you decided? As far as I know, your living weapon is different from Gao Qin's. The sword spirit in your living weapon itself is extremely resentful, and it didn't happen overnight. It’s a resentment that has accumulated over time.”
I smiled at him: "That's why I need your help. Since you can help Gao Qin Jiuye get Shenqi, I believe it will not be difficult to help me, right?"
Si Luo didn't answer.
He said to me with a hoarse voice: "Ah Shen, no matter where you go, you have to stay with me, I don't worry about you being alone."
I shook my head: "Give me time alone, Hang."
This is the first time I have called her to hang so seriously.
She was taken aback for a moment, and finally said nothing.
But Si Luo looked at me with a bit of sternness in his eyes: "You know, you are not the same as before. You don't have a heart now, and your conscious body doesn't have a heart. Do you think it's really innocuous?"
Du Yue also nodded; "Indeed, not having a heart is not a trivial matter, and that's why I want you to get your heart back. The reason why Gao Qin Jiuye is so angry with you is probably because you are angry because you don't love yourself .”
Hehe, as if you were all my friends.
"What you regret is not my heart, but my second personality?" I sarcastically said.
But Duyue was uncharacteristically patient: "It doesn't matter what it is. The important thing is that you without a heart, first of all, you can't call out your second personality. It's hard to maintain your original value. I don't know what method Nie Zun used to take your heart and prevent you from getting a new one, but the only thing I can be sure of is that since he did it, Then your heart can only be taken from him."
I don't want to hear what they say, just like I don't want to recall the memory of Nie Zun taking my heart away.
So I became a little impatient: "I just want to be quiet now, so you just say, okay?"
Duyue took a deep look at me, and finally, she winked at the two rows of women: "If you want to be quiet, I'll give you the main hall of the Heartless Palace. What do you think?"
I raised my eyebrows: "This is it?"
"That's right."
"good."
Seeing that I answered very simply, Duyue signaled the two rows of women to back down, and then she also walked towards the gate.
Si Luo and Hang Shou looked at each other, seeing my firm attitude, they finally had to give me a few words of advice, and then left with Du Yue.
When passing by my side, Duyue glanced at the thorns on my waist: "If you insist on subduing the thorns without a serious decrease in the value of your heart's thoughts, there must be danger. I will give you free space , will not send people to guard outside the main hall, so if you really have any problems in this process, no one can save you. I advise you to think twice before acting."
After finishing speaking, she led a group of people and left the main hall of the Heartless Palace.
Before she left, she had winked at the ice phoenix, and the ice phoenix flew to her shoulder with trembling eyes and left with her.
On the way, Ice Phoenix looked at me with eyes asking for help, but I was indifferent.
It's not that I'm really indifferent, it's that I'm powerless.
As long as Nie Zun leaves me, I feel like everything becomes meaningless.
What's more, now he and Gao Qin left me together.
Although I am not a woman who lives for love, this blow cannot be said to be slight.
After the gate of the main hall of the Rueqing Palace creaked and closed, I was the only one left in the huge Rueqing Palace.
I scanned the ground with my eyes, and finally confirmed that every inch of the floor tiles in this magnificent palace was clean enough to reflect myself. I chose a random location, probably in the center of the main hall, and sat down cross-legged.
Everything is chaotic, all characters and situations are out of control.
Everything has deviated from the original track.
I was originally here to save Laraelle, but now Laraelle has a new choice and a new loyalty of her own. I originally wanted to save Truffle and Yu Liang, but Truffle and Yu Liang left the Forbidden Zone hastily without explaining anything.
So hastily, without nostalgia, without hesitation, left me.
The change of things is so impermanent, it is unacceptable but has to be accepted.
Now that I'm sitting alone in this empty hall, I don't really have to compete with my living weapons, but I just want to get away from the situation where everything has become chaotic.
This is the first time I miss someone so much.
I remember that in that cold world at the beginning, I always seemed to hate being alone, not being alone, not being squeezed out.
But now, sit down and think about it calmly, think about the past, think about the past.
Do I really not like it
In fact, you like to be alone, Li Shen.
You enjoy solitude.
It is precisely because everyone dislikes you that you feel that it is better to be alone.
It is precisely because of Yuzu's betrayal that you know that friendship is for betrayal.
You actually like someone at all, because you are afraid that someone will come to you and leave you.
Looking back now, when I saw Gao Qi for the first time, the smile on Gao Qi's face turned out not to be warm from the heart.
Behind his spring-like smile, his eyes are full of indifference and boredom towards that world.
I clearly saw it back then, but why did I lie to myself
Why did I lie to myself that he is such a warm person, and I can't wait to get close to him.
Is it because I sensed the dangerous smell on him
If he had been a little more sober back then, wouldn't he have dragged Gao Qin Jiuye into the water
But, am I really wrong
Why on earth did Gao Qin Jiuye dream of me? He and Gao Qi are ghosts, but he dreamed of me. Is all this really predestined or is there some ulterior conspiracy behind it
I'm so tired.
During this period of time in the Forbidden Zone, I don't know what bigger blow I can face.
Even if there are all kinds of difficulties in the future, it is not scary. The most terrible thing is to lose the past.
Just imagine, suddenly someone tells you that the past you remember is wrong, all the fixed past, the fixed memory, are told to be incomplete, and you are told that you have forgotten the most important part of your life .
This kind of blow is not a simple destruction. It is equivalent to telling you that you have to deny everything you have experienced.
Your world view, your feelings, your memory, everything that supports you to live will be overthrown, and will be changed beyond recognition.
And I, what did I do wrong to bear these
What did I do wrong to endure such an absurd life
I lowered my head and slowly pulled out the spines at my waist.
The whip body of the cone thorn is still so soft, glowing with deep purple light, it has been with me for more than a year before I know it.
I wound the awl into three sections and placed them on the ground in front of my eyes in a snake shape.
After setting it up, I watched it quietly.
The days have been so busy, I haven't even had a good look at my weapon.
Shenqi is so loyal to Gao Qin Jiuye, how he subdued him, and what hardships Si Luo led him to experience, everything is unknown.
However, the scenes I saw in Si Luo's heart made me sure that Si Luo was a trustworthy person.
Even if he is erratic, mysterious and elusive.
However, no matter what method Gao Qin Jiuye used to conquer Shenqi, at least one day I am sure, that is, there has been an unchangeable bond between Shenqi and him.
That's not the bond between man and weapon, it's a friend.
It is a partner who depends on each other.
God prayed to repay Gao Qin Jiuye's loyalty, Gao Qin Jiuye exchanged it with equivalent attention, not just watching for no reason.
But me.
Now, looking down at my own whip that has been with me for many days, I realized that I have never looked at it carefully, except for the first time I got it.
After looking closely at the cone thorn, I found that the hook thorn at the end of it turned dark red at some point.
It's like drinking human blood.
And the purple skin that pierces through the whole body seems to be brighter than before.
"You have also changed, did you grow up like me..." I raised my hand involuntarily to stroke the whip of the thorn, and said to myself.
And the place I touched, from the original coldness, gradually raised a little heat.
It's like touching someone's skin.
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