After figuring it out, I decided not to struggle anymore.
Maybe a good attitude can overcome all unknown fears.
So, I leisurely found a corner and sat down, closed my eyes, and planned to sleep again.
The sleep this time was not as peaceful as last time, because I dreamed again.
Only this time, very strangely, I merged with the 'I' in the dream.
I clearly felt that I was dreaming, but I actually entered the space of my dream, instead of looking at myself from a visual angle like before!
As if I had suddenly broken into another space, I looked at the scene around me in surprise.
The first thing that came to my mind was what Liqing once said to me:
"In the Forbidden Zone, the only time we communicate with past memories is when we are dreaming. Whenever you dream, you will turn into a pair of eyes, looking down at what happened to you from a bird's-eye view But anyone who comes to the Forbidden Zone is a person who has been traumatized mentally or psychologically, so the existence of dreams can sometimes help us retrieve lost memories or distorted emotions.”
"That is to say, maybe there are some memories that you have forgotten or misremembered that affect you now, and you may be able to retrieve them in the dream of the forbidden zone."
I asked her: "Then we can only look at the painful things that happened to us through the eyes of a bystander, but there is nothing we can do?"
"That's right, because the Forbidden Zone is not a place to help you change the past, but a place where you accept the past. However, you are an exception. Blonde once told me that you came because of a dual personality. In the Forbidden Zone In the history of existence, there is only one person in the same situation as you. Since you have dual personalities, you have two consciousnesses, so I don’t know if the dreams you see are the same as ours. I I only know that the person who used to be like you can participate in his dream in the end. But whether it is good or bad, I can't tell you."
At this time, when I clearly realized that I was indeed dreaming, that I fell asleep and entered the dream world in that stone house, I still felt a little unbelievable.
I looked at the clear, dream world in front of me.
When I recalled what Liqing said to me, I realized that I only remembered how important Liqing was to me, how much I depended on her and how much I missed her, but I forgot a lot that she once told me to give my stuff.
Liqing once told me clearly that I am different from others because I have a dual personality.
My dual personality was my sin during my lifetime, but here, I am a different one.
Can this tell me one day in the future, what kind of path should I take
"Beep beep—!!"
A car horn honking interrupted my thoughts.
I looked around in horror.
That's right, I'm in a dream now, and I'm not from the perspective of a bystander, but my conscious body has all entered the dream!
Could this dream help me retrieve the memory of killing Senior Gao Qi
It's a memory I don't want to recall, but what if that memory actually explains my coming to the Forbidden Zone? Should I go find out
I looked around, the world of this dream was the world of my life.
At the moment I am on the side of the avenue not far from the main entrance of my school.
Looking up, I looked at the long-lost blue sky and sunshine.
Tears just fell down.
I don't want to cry, but no one will understand how much I miss this sunshine.
When I was alive, I always felt that the sun was dazzling when it was high, and I liked to nest in the house. I never had any worries about the end of the world and the sun exploding.
However, since I went to the Forbidden Zone, since I lost all contact with this living world, I only know how much I depend on this world.
This long-lost familiar warm sunshine and this real sky are now my extravagant hopes.
"Fuck, sir, you don't even want to touch such fake and shoddy porcelain, you have the whole ketchup, you, this, you put this old godmother bean paste on your head, can we be more professional Son?"
"You, you, how do you know it's bean paste, and you still ate some from my old man's head? You are not authentic!"
"Master! You are the one who came to my car and bumped into porcelain! You still say that I am not authentic!"
The joking conversation at the front street passed into my ears, and I couldn't help sweating.
I understand that when I was alive, as a kind girl, I liked to draw swords to help when I saw injustice, but in my dream, I first recalled such a weird incident that reflected social reality, and even tampered with a line without authorization. This seems not to be angry, but funny. dream. . . .
Doubanjiang. . .
I was also drunk on my own imagination. . .
It is said that dreams come from the heart. . . .
Seeing more and more people rushing towards the street ahead.
This world is like this, disasters are always avoided by people, but excitement and gossip can attract so many people to come forward.
And I have always disliked crowded and noisy places, so I looked sideways at this school.
It turned out that my dream was university.
Fortunately, the dream is the university... ..
Although the university has also suffered a lot of discrimination, it is better than the dark high school, and maybe you can still see his gentle and warm smile... .
Thinking of this, I raised my hand to wipe my tears and cheer myself up.
Come on Li Shen, you have been in the Forbidden Split Zone for a long time, you should become stronger, go face him, even if it is only in a dream, face him again, let him forgive you!
So I strode into the university of my dreams.
"Ah Shen, why did you go, I've been looking for you for a long time."
A familiar voice came from behind.
I was shocked all over, but after thinking about it, I decided to stabilize my mind and turn back to face the visitor.
Yuzu, who was wearing the long sleeves with Pikachu printed on it, ran towards me cheerfully.
I slightly lowered my head to look at my own clothes, and sure enough, it was also the gown sisters' dress with the same Pikachu printed on her.
There was a wry smile from the corner of your mouth, Li Shen, Li Shen, do you hate her so much that you have to be the first to dream of her in your dreams, not the senior Gao Qi who you have always met
Why is hate always more memorable than love
Since it is in a dream, since it is repeating the memories of the past, then let me blend into it in the same way as before.
So, I raised my head and forced a smile, and said softly, "I'm going back to school."
"Let's go together." Yuzu bouncingly followed and took my hand naturally.
Her eyes are clear and bright: "You can't leave me, Shen, you, you know:"
I heard a soft sigh from deep inside.
Oh... reject her
Finally, I forced myself to smile like a flower: "I know."
Yuzu held me tighter in satisfaction: "Let's go, let's go to the cafeteria, are you hungry?"
I nodded and didn't speak.
Following her footsteps, let her pull me to the building of the cafeteria.
The building of the cafeteria is behind the No. 3 male dormitory building, and you have to go through it to get there. The size of a university is different from that of a junior high school, and it takes about ten minutes to go to the cafeteria.
When I walked downstairs to the Boys' No. 3 dormitory building, I felt my heart beat faster.
And when I heard that:
"Senior Gao Qi, I love you!!"
I was even more taken aback.
Looking up, there are more than a dozen people in front of you, and the one in the middle seems to be a very beautiful girl, who is putting her hands in the shape of a trumpet and putting it near her mouth, shouting loudly to a balcony on the second floor of the boys' No. 3 dormitory building. with.
She shouted 'Senior Gao Qi, I love you. '
"Wow!!" The onlookers cheered.
In college, although such enthusiastic confessions do not happen every day, they are also very common.
Candles were placed at the bottom of the women's dormitory, and shouted directly at the bottom of the men's dormitory.
It seems that it is easier for girls to confess.
"Hey, look, look, it's Gao Qiye, a senior, he's out, he's out!"
"It's really him. I heard that he's always been very popular. No, he's already a senior, and he's leaving. There's still such a young elementary school girl who came to confess her love in person."
"What's the use of confessing? I heard that Gao Qi hasn't had a girlfriend for four years in college. Some people wonder if he's a crook..."
"Hey, don't talk nonsense, how can such a handsome and gentle person be curvy?"
"That's not good. The more excellent a man is, the more he feels that no woman can match him, and the more peculiar his taste is, he wants to find stimulation from the same sex."
"But don't tell me, if it comes to strange tastes, I heard that Gao Qi's only girl who always takes the initiative to talk to her is mentally ill?"
Unknowingly, I walked near the crowd of onlookers, and my ears were filled with these remarks.
I bowed my head.
"Shen, that's your favorite senior, don't you want to look up at him?" Yuzu's wet voice came from beside his ear.
I looked up at her wet eyes, and then, without hesitation, turned my head to look at Gao Qi who appeared on the balcony on the second floor.
Probably because I didn't expect that I could look up so bravely, I felt that the hand holding the grapefruit in my hand seemed to be stiff.
The corner of my mouth curled into a smile that no one noticed.
Squinting his eyes, he looked at Senior Gao Qi who was led out by the noise downstairs, but after seeing me, he smiled and looked at me.
Hehe, the me now is not the Li Shen I used to be. I am Li Shen, the district lord of the western district of the Forbidden Split Zone. This is just a dream of mine. In my dream, Yuzu, you still want to see my cowardice Help, want me to be powerless and end up asking for your help
you dream.
"That's right, that's right, I'm talking about her, look back quickly."
There was a lot of discussion ahead.
It doesn't matter, I still raised my head proudly, looking at the man on the balcony on the second floor opposite, smiling like a warm spring breeze.
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