"It's useless to think too much now. Let nature take its course. When it's time to go back, I will always go back." Gao Qin Jiuye's eyes were clear.
I looked at the person in front of me, who was facing me with swords not long ago, but now is the only person in this world who I can communicate with and touch, and I couldn't help but sighed softly in my heart.
Gao Qi, the bond between me and you is really confusing.
"Let's go, I'll take you around." I stroked my hair and said to Gao Qin Jiuye.
Crossing this street, I finally came to my university.
Gao Qin Jiuye's eyes lit up, as if he saw something very novel. I saw his look full of interest, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth. It's rare to see him with such a human demeanor.
The two walked into the university side by side, but Gao Qin Jiuye stopped here and looked there, as if he was very interested in everything.
"I didn't go to that class this morning, so the teacher called the roll call. What a pity." Two girls walked past me, one of them complained to the other.
There was a trace of sadness in my heart.
Classes... .. This word is far away from me. I didn’t know how to cherish it when I was alive. Only after I went to such a ghost place did I realize how precious life is. Even if the life like me is not happy, I still want to live.
Being alive is such a blessing, something so grateful that tears filled my eyes, but I deprived the person I love most of the right to live.
Thinking of this, I silently turned my gaze to Gao Qin Jiuye who was still looking at the flowers in the flower beds on campus with novelty.
"What is this?" Gao Qin Jiuye asked me, pointing to a tulip.
"Tulip." I replied casually, my eyes still lingering on him.
His eyes brightened slightly: "Tu... Jinxiang? Her name? It's so nice."
Since I was still thinking about Gao Qi, I didn't pay much attention to why he didn't know about tulips and why he showed such a novel expression to a flower.
After many years, I kept asking myself, if I realized the abnormality of this incident on this day, would many things be different
It's a pity that after many years, I can't go back to the past, and I can't see the future after many years.
"I know I'm handsome, but you don't have to keep staring at me so greedily." Gao Qin Jiuye stretched out a hand and waved it in front of me.
Narcissist... I was about to roll my eyes when I accidentally caught a glimpse of a person walking not far behind Gao Qin Jiuye.
As if struck by sudden lightning, my whole body was like a person who was electrocuted but unable to struggle, with a heavy heart that was scorched in an instant, and stood there dumbfounded.
The warm sunshine shone on him, he walked very slowly, his back was not as straight as before, his face was slightly pale, and there was no specific emotion in his dark brown eyes.
There was a faint warm smile on the corner of his mouth, but his eyes were cold.
He was still wearing the same tracksuit and a pair of bright yellow sneakers.
Gao Qin Jiuye's voice rang clearly in my ears, as if it overlapped with the figure who was approaching and far away in front of my eyes.
"What are you looking at?"
My broken eyes finally shifted from that figure to Gao Qin Jiuye's face.
It's exactly the same, but his face is more lively and colder, while he, the one walking slowly behind him, has a faint coldness on his face.
Gao Qin Jiuye looked back along my blurred eyes that were already filled with tears.
"This..." Gao Qin Jiuye's voice was a little surprised, but not very surprised.
But I didn't care about his emotions. When I burst into tears, my whole body had already rushed out, and I ran to his side almost desperately and frantically.
"Gao, Gao Qi!! You're not dead! Woohoo! You're not dead, right?!" When I ran in front of him, crying and trying to shake him, I realized again that I couldn't touch him at all .
"Woooo, is it a dream? Is this a dream? Can you see me? Are you really not dead?" My whole face was completely wet with tears.
However, he didn't feel it at all.
He still maintained the original posture, slowly, slowly, walking forward.
His beautiful brows were slightly frowned, not as stretched as before, as if he was enduring some pain, and his slightly pale lips were also slightly pursed into a straight line.
"This is the lover who looked like me that you killed before your death?" Gao Qin Jiuye stepped beside me and looked at Gao Qi with interest.
He and I run our thoughts at the same time, and as Gao Qi walks slowly, we slowly face Gao Qi and retreat.
"It's really the same."
My tears are still falling: "Gao Qi, are you okay? You were saved, right?"
Gao Qin Jiuye suddenly reached out and grabbed me, his eyes showed a kind of blame that I couldn't understand: "Obviously, he's not dead, why are you still crying?"
I shook off his hand, didn't care to look at him, just continued to look at Gao Qi's face: "Why is your face so pale...."
Gao Qi still didn't look at me, but Gao Qin Jiuye grabbed my hand back and lifted my arm, his eyes locked on me tightly: "For this world, you are already dead, you said He can't hear anything!"
I looked at him stubbornly, and let the tears continue to flow: "Then I also want to talk to him, don't worry about it."
Gao Qin Jiuye's eyes lowered to reflect a deep pool: "Now you don't think I'm him?"
I stared at his face, then at Gao Qi's face.
The corner of my mouth forced a wry smile: "Even if I want to lie to myself, the fact is that no matter how much you look like him, you are not him!"
Gao Qin Jiuye smiled coldly, his eyes flashed sharply, and he gradually tightened his grip on my hand: "No matter how much he resembles me, he is not me! Don't say the opposite!"
I sneered: "That's what you think. In my heart, the priority is not the other way around!"
Gao Qin Jiuye's eyes suddenly became angry. He ruthlessly grabbed my hand and dragged me towards Gao Qi, who had gone a little far away. Qi: "Look clearly, he can't even feel your existence! For this world, you are already dead!"
I bit my lip tightly and didn't say a word.
Suddenly, Gao Qi stopped as if he felt something.
As soon as he stopped, Gao Qin Jiuye and I also stopped. I held my breath and looked at Gao Qi's profile.
Gao Qi turned his head slightly, his eyes flicked in my direction without focus, flicked over, and flicked back again.
Finally, his eyes fell on my face.
I suddenly felt unable to breathe.
Gao Qin Jiuye's hand holding me also seemed to be stiff.
Gao Qi's slightly pale lips slowly spread a smile, his eyes were warm and gentle: "Long time no see."
I was dumbfounded, he, he, can he see me
Just when I looked at Gao Qin Jiuye in amazement and wanted to get an answer from him, I suddenly saw Gao Qin Jiuye's eyes staring at the direction behind me.
Before I could turn around to check, I saw a hand popping out from my chest! That hand seemed to be reaching in from my back, and then piercing out from my chest. With strength, it stabbed out fiercely, then raised it high in front of my eyes, and waved it high in front of me. !
Snapped!
The hand protruding from my chest actually slapped Gao Qi!
I was surprised and immediately moved aside, and finally turned around to see the person coming.
It's grapefruit!
Yuzu didn't wear the sisters' shirt that she and I wore, but a turtleneck sweater. Her face seemed to be much thinner, and there was a kind of indifferent tiredness in her eyes.
"No!" I hurriedly wanted to grab her hand, but I could only watch her slap Gao Qi flatly.
Gao Qi's already pale face was slapped in the face at the moment, but it didn't change its rosiness, instead it looked sickly pale white.
Gao Qi was still smiling, his eyes naturally turned back, and he continued to stare at Yuzu.
"Why don't you die, you don't die, are you worthy of her lying on the bed?" Yuzu's voice was very indifferent.
A bitter smile suddenly appeared on the corner of Gao Qi's mouth: "I also want to lie on that bed for her."
A trace of hatred flickered in Yuzu's eyes: "What are you pretending to be a good person now! I didn't expect that you didn't die, your heart is really tenacious!"
Gao Qi's eyes flashed with deep pain, unlike him before, there was only mystery and tenderness in his eyes. He raised a hand to cover his heart: "It was stabbed, and it can heal, but why do I feel that I can't heal."
My whole heart was pulled up, I frowned in pain, and looked at him with tears in my eyes.
But he still couldn't see me, and his eyes were still scattered on Yuzu's face.
Youzi actually laughed loudly: "Gao Qi, what kind of person are you pretending to be? In her heart, you have always been sacred, but I know what you are like. I know you best. Anyone who touches you is equal to you." After touching drugs, there is nowhere to escape, and I tried my best to keep her away from you, but in the end, I still couldn't stop her from being ruined by you!"
I immediately yelled sharply at Yuzu: "Get out! Why do you say that about him?! Stop pretending here! What the hell are you talking about? 1"
I can't control my emotions anymore, I can't understand everything I see now, is this real, have I really returned to reality, why is he still alive, why she has to say this when facing him alive I can't comprehend all of these words at all!
I don't want to understand either! I can still see Gao Qi... What else can I be dissatisfied with? !
Even seeing him alive, will I be able to undo the damage I did to him? !
I, Li Shen, am still a devil who will kill his lover recklessly when he is crazy!
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