The whole city is shrouded in the joy of the New Year. Fireworks explode in the night sky one after another, one light, one dark, the beauty is in an instant, fleeting.
When Mu Ze looked at Shen Xia, he quickly pinched his cigarette and stood where he was.
At this moment, he was nervous, scared, like a kid, and even a little afraid to look her in the eye, but the accumulated thoughts of the past few days made him unable to move his eyes away.
Shen Xia has lost weight, her face is very pale, her lips that used to be bright red now look faint, like a delicate flower that has lost its color, she stands under the street lamp in the wind and snow, her fragile, petite, slender body But straight.
The girl's expression was indifferent and calm, and she looked at him, without the usual tenderness and sweetness, but with a coldness that was more freezing than this frost and snow.
Maybe it was because she came out in a hurry. She only wore a sweater, a short skirt and panties, and slippers on her feet. She stepped on the snow and was half wet.
Mu Ze frowned and walked towards her.
"Don't come here!" she yelled.
Mu didn't stop.
"I told you not to come over!" Shen Xia took a step back.
Mu quickened his pace and took off his coat as he walked.
"Mu Ze, you bastard!"
He stood in front of her, wrapped her slender body in his clothes, swept the snow off a small step next to him with his hands, grabbed her by the waist and lifted her up to stand, so as not to freeze her feet anymore.
Mu Ze remained silent, carefully took her hand,
Shen Xiashi flung it away, and he pulled up...
She threw it away again, and he pulled it up again...
Repeated several times.
In the end, Shen Xia was tired, so he just held her hand.
He wrapped her hands around his lips and exhaled in a low and hoarse voice: "Is it cold?"
Since the separation that day, Mu Ze was either drunk or smoking when he was sober, and he never said a word. As a result, his voice became deeper and deeper, which made Shen Xia feel uncomfortable.
She stared at him: "what's the matter with you?"
Mingming told himself countless times not to think of him again, but when he saw the ring, Shen Xia chased it out without hesitation, thinking about it to death, but still insisting on it.
Shen Xiashi pulled away her hand, took out something from her bag, and handed it to him. Spreading her hand, the 21-carat ring lay quietly on her white and tender palm.
Mu stared at her without saying a word.
She continued to stretch her hand forward, almost hitting his face: "Take it back!"
Mu Ze only noticed her frozen red fingertips, and said in a weak voice, "I have no reason to take back what I sent out."
Shen Xia sneered: "Didn't you say you don't love me, why did you give me the ring?"
Mu Ze took out a cigarette and gritted his teeth, trying to light it. Then he looked at her, put it down, and didn't speak.
Shen Xia finally lost his patience and threw the ring into the snow: "Mu Ze! Do you think I don't know what you said to let me come out alive? Do you think I don't know your difficulties? Do you think that I, Shen Xiashi, will live happily ever after I leave you?"
Mu Ze stared at her blankly, with a sharp pain in his throat, unable to speak.
She wiped away the tears rolling out of the corners of her eyes, came down from the steps, and stared straight at him: "If you can kneel down and beg for me, I can also compromise for you. I can afford to love and let go. Today you If you don’t tell me clearly, you will never, ever appear in front of me.”
Every step in the past is Mu Zejin.
But now, Shen Xiashi grabbed her skirt, raised her head, tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes, she didn't bother to wipe them, and asked softly, "Do you love me?"
As long as he says he loves her, Shen Xia thought.
fuck the big waves,
She must be with this man.
Mu Ze felt distressed, raised his hand to wipe the moisture from the corners of her eyes, leaned over to kiss her red eyes, his throat was hot, mixed with sharp pain, and even his low voice was a little choked: "Xia Xia..."
"Ah."
There was a strange laughter from the surrounding bushes, followed by the sound of footsteps running away, Mu Ze hurriedly held Shen Xiashi in his arms, and took out his mobile phone to call Er Si.
Not long after, Ersi and Zhanchun came over: "You send Shen Xiashi back to the apartment and protect him well."
Shen Xiashi grabbed his clothes and hugged his waist: "I won't leave."
She really looks like a child now, Mu Ze raised his hand to caress the slightly red corners of her eyes. After a few days, his desire for her collapsed at this moment.
Mu Ze held her body high, and dragged his arms firmly under her legs. This was a bit like holding a child, but he didn't exert any effort.
The man raised his hand, pressed the back of her head with his gloved slender fingers, and raised his chin to kiss her. The pain, miss, and love from the past few days were all melting between his entangled lips and tongue, and Mu Ze kissed her hard again. And anxious, he wants her to suffer, and wants her to remember—
"It's not just about loving you, I'm willing to die for you."
His low words, filled with every kind of tenderness and love, penetrated from Shen Xiashi's ear to the tip of her heart, shattering all her grievances in the past few days.
Mu Ze put her on the ground, feeling really sorry that her shoes and socks were half wet, and suppressed his voice: "Go back obediently, don't cry anymore, my husband will come over later, okay?"
She knew that he had something to deal with immediately, and she was worried about him: "Don't get hurt, come back safely."
"Um."
Er Si and Zhan Chun protected Shen Xia when they returned to the apartment.
Mu Ze watched her go. When he turned his head, the tenderness in his eyes immediately turned to ice. He chased after the person who was following him. : "I didn't expect that you and her are still inseparable. If Master Feng knows, what do you think will happen to her?"
Mu Ze was not in a hurry, he took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, then threw the cigarette to Qin Jiang, Qin Jiang also took out a cigarette, and then threw it to Zhou Qi.
A pack of cigarettes moved three people, and everyone smoked cigarettes at a short distance. This scene was really like when their brotherhood had not yet disintegrated. Everyone often gathered together to play cards, drink, smoke and have fun.
Mu Ze suddenly said, "Qin Jiang, the scar on your face, and Zhou Qi, your broken leg."
His eyes turned around on Qin Jiang's face, and then fell on Zhou Qi's left leg.
The hostility of the two people on the opposite side became very serious in an instant. It’s okay not to mention this. When they mention this, they think of the pain of being betrayed by Mu Ze. If it weren’t for him, Qin Jiang’s face would not be ruined, and Zhou Qi’s left leg would not be destroyed. Will be broken, until now, one face is like Shura, and the other can only be replaced by artificial limbs.
"Are you willing to mention it?"
Mu Ze snorted and sneered: "Why am I embarrassed? But you, do you want to know who made it like this?"
Hearing what he meant, it seemed that this matter had nothing to do with him.
Qin Jiang and Zhou Qi looked at each other, became a little interested, and pretended to say: "You don't fucking tell me, this is what Master Feng did."
After speaking, the two of them were taken aback.
It seemed that he suddenly realized that something was wrong.
Mu Ze curled his lips and flicked the cigarette ash: "I have been working hard for so many years, damn it, now I finally wake up."
"Put your mother's stinky fart!" Zhou Qi threw the cigarette butt away, and the sparks slid across an arc in the dark night, and returned to calm after being extinguished.
He tutted coldly: "Is it because we hindered you from falling in love, and you fucking kowtowed on Master Feng's head for the shitty things you did?"
Qin Jiang didn't say anything, and stared coldly at Mu Ze with raised eyebrows, wondering if he was telling lies.
Mu Ze raised his hand to look at his watch. It was almost one o'clock in the morning. His baby was still waiting at home, and he was probably still worried about him. He couldn't eat well or sleep well. : "You have been with me for ten years, use your brains to think about what kind of person I am."
Mu Ze has a bad temper. All the cartilage in his body was given to Shen Xia, and the rest of the place is hard everywhere. Let's not talk about being cold to people, but he is a straight person, and he never gives you shit. See If you don't like it, you can fuck you, and it's clear, and everyone with him knows that if it's dirty, this master disdains it.
After saying this, the two of them stopped talking, but when it comes to talking about it, when the brothers were born and died, and encountered so many dangers, Mu Ze saved them countless times.
What changed them was the accident.
That was Mu Ze's last mission before leaving Nightingale. At that time, Master Feng made some troubles with a group of people and ordered them to take each other out.
The beginning of that mission went very smoothly, but then suddenly they were surrounded by people, Qin Jiang's face was destroyed, Zhou Qi's leg was cut off, only Mu retreated without any injuries.
Later, Mu Ze even drew those people into Nightingale, and the enemy became teammates. Qin Jiang and Zhou Qi had no place to avenge their enmity, and felt aggrieved!
Because of this, there are rumors that Mu Ze used two brothers as bait to please Feng Ye, and finally won people's hearts. Mu Ze doesn't like to explain. It has been a long time. Take root and sprout, and conclude that Mu betrays them.
Memories turn over.
At this moment, Zhou Qi and Qin Jiang were silent and silent. For so many years, they never seemed to have thought of Mu Ze's goodness. They only wanted to kill him, but they forgot their bad fate. Gone.
Moreover, they never took the initiative to ask Mu Ze about this matter. Now that I think about it, this matter is indeed full of doubts and cannot be easily concluded.
At this point, Mu Ze didn't say any more. Before leaving, he left a sentence: "I want to know the truth, I have time to tell you after tomorrow, and there is more."
He tilted his head and smiled mischievously, but his eyes were cold: "When I'm making out with my baby, can you fucking go away."
Damn! !
Qin Jiang and Zhou Qi dared not speak out.
Mu Ze turned around, and Qin Jiang called out, "AK."
He paused, and waved his hands lazily: "I haven't been called by this name for many years, if you want, you can call me "Boss" in the future."
this word...
So fucking inspiring.
Zhou Qi and Qin Jiang's eyes turned red for no reason.
After walking two steps, Mu Ze stopped again, turned around and looked at the two of them, and suddenly bent down: "I, Mu Ze, have never begged anyone in my life. The last time I begged Master Feng to let Shen Xia go, I counted it once, and this time it was also for her." , don’t involve women in the hatred between us, if you have any grievances, come to me, it can be regarded as the fulfillment of our former brothers, if you don’t listen to persuade her, I will fight you with my life, understand?”
Tsk, begging for help is like an old man.
Typical Mu Ze acting style.
"Okay." Zhou Qi smiled: "Let me ask a question, how much do you love her?"
They had never seen Mu Ze being so tender and gentle, actually holding a girl to the top of his heart. Damn, this matter had to be put aside before, even if it was a dream, it would never happen. Thinking about it now, it still feels unbelievable.
Mu Ze smiled, with a loose expression, turned and walked farther and farther, and when he was about to melt into the night, his voice sounded: "It's more important than my life."
*
Shen Xiashi has been worried since she returned to the apartment. Ersi and Zhanchun were playing cards in the room, laughing and laughing from time to time, and finally there was some New Year's excitement. She paced back and forth in the room, touching the things in her hands, Don't worry, I still ran out.
Ersi said, "Quickly chase after me!"
Shen Xiashi ran from the apartment to the place where he met Mu Ze just now. From a distance, he saw the man kneeling and groping in the snow. He dug open piles of snow, as if he was looking for something.
His hands turned red, as if he didn't know the cold, and he kept looking for it.
Shen Xia knew what he was looking for.
It was the ring she dropped in the snow when she was angry just now.
"Mu Ze!" She called out coquettishly.
Mu Ze looked up, Shen Xiashi was still wearing his coat, his long hair was gathered inside the coat, his small body was standing there, his eyebrows and eyes were gentle.
She lifted her foot and was about to run over, but Mu Ze lightly reprimanded: "Don't move, it's slippery in the snow!"
Shen Xia smiled and opened her arms: "Husband, hug~"
The man's coat was worn on her body, and her arms were quite long, like a child who was wearing an adult's clothes. Mu Ze ran towards her. The man bent down slightly, and firmly hugged her waist. Turned twice in the snow.
Shen Xiashi's clear laughter resounded in the quiet winter night, like sweet soup, warm and honey, when it hit the tip of his heart, it seemed that all souls and six souls were in place, and the soul finally found its belonging.
In the distance, Er Si and Zhan Chun saw both of them were there,
Smiling and turning away.
This year seems to be finally having a good time.
The snow was still falling, falling like cotton wool, and the street lamps glowed with a warm yellow light. The snow on the green trees was so thick that the branches and leaves couldn't bear it, and they rustled a few times before hitting the ground lightly.
Mu Ze was afraid of freezing his feet in the snow, so he hugged her and lifted her up a little, letting her step on his shoes. The fine snowflakes fell on her thick curly eyelashes, and some of her rosy cheeks fell. Then he hurriedly put one hand on her forehead to cover the frost and snow for her.
Eyes met, he hesitated to speak.
"What's wrong?"
"It's nothing." Mu Ze picked her up, thinking of putting her to sleep first, and coming out to look for her later.
Shen Xiashi jumped down from his embrace, and asked for it: "Where's my ring?"
Mu Ze had been picking out that ring for a long time.
Now that it's gone, he's also worried.
He took Shen Xiashi's hand into his arms to warm him, looked at her quietly with his dark eyes, brushed the end of her eyes with his fingertips, stroked away the snow that had turned into water droplets, and whispered: "I will send you back as soon as possible." Come out and look for it, okay?"
Shen Xia shook her head.
Mu Ze frowned slightly: "I'm afraid I'll freeze you."
Shen Xia smiled and shook her head again.
Mu Ze's voice was tinged with helplessness, and became more gentle: "Good boy."
She giggled, and spread out her hands like a magic trick, the ring was still quietly lying in her palm.
"Reluctant to throw it away." She pouted a little embarrassedly.
But it made Mu Ze feel a pain in his heart.
He remembered that day she was covered in scars and her face was covered with blood,
Said to him: I hurt, I am Xia Xia...
The look of despair and grievance is still vivid in his mind, like a huge cauldron weighing heavily on his heart, making him feel pain and breathless whenever he thinks about it.
Mu Ze lowered his eyes to look at her, there were too many things in those eyes, Shen Xia didn't want to delve into it, as long as Mu Ze stood in front of her, had her in his eyes, and had her in his heart, that was enough.
Mu Ze took the ring from her palm, bent down, and knelt down on one knee: "Xia Xia..."
He had prepared countless versions of marriage proposals in advance, and at this moment, he was a little speechless.
say what
Say I love you? And afraid of being too vulgar.
Said that I will treat you well for the rest of my life? more earthy.
After much deliberation, he didn't know how to speak anymore, he only knew to maintain this posture, holding up the ring, staring at her deeply, those eyes full of love almost set Shen Xia on fire.
"Xia Xia..."
He repeated again, but there was still nothing to say.
Shen Xia stood quietly in front of him, and when Mu Ze was about to speak—
"I haven't settled the bill with you yet!" She said, and opened her sleeves. There were scars left by the car accident, and they were not healed yet, and they were still covered with medicine.
Mu Ze's eyes became hot,
The words I wanted to say got stuck in my throat.
What right does he have to own her life
He is the one who makes her hurt and suffers.
Mu Ze's hand holding the ring finally dropped down.
Shen Xia didn't finish, she curled her fingers around the hair around her waist, and rubbed it one after another, and her voice was aggrieved: "You are fierce, you push me, and you say you don't love me..."
In the end, her voice dropped.
Mu Ze felt very distressed.
He said "I'm sorry" over and over in a low voice.
That day was simply his nightmare. He would rather suffer 10,000 times than see Shen Xia crying like that, but there is no way, if he is alone, he can get out from there even if he dies, but Shen Xia Shi is a girl. He is too aware of Master Feng's methods. If he doesn't follow his will, he can torture her in a hundred ways.
Of course, for those who bullied Shen Xia, Mu Ze always wanted to be skinned and cramp. In the past, he remembered that Master Feng's kindness in raising him would not be against him, but now that he bullied Shen Xia, Mu Ze must have just followed him to the end, even if it was Do whatever it takes to kill him!
Shen Xiashi seemed to be still hesitating whether to forgive him or not, and Mu Ze was still half kneeling, this posture was really like a big dog begging for forgiveness for doing something wrong.
Seeing that she was unmoved, Mu Ze directly knelt on the snow with both legs, Shen Xia's heart skipped a beat, and he stared at him.
Mu Ze hugged her legs and said in a hoarse voice, "Baby, my husband is wrong. My husband shouldn't be fierce, push you, or say he doesn't love you. Now think about it, how can I be such a bastard! Hurt me Baby heart, when will you calm down and when will your husband wake up, okay?"
Shen Xia secretly bent her lips, but said in a serious tone: "You used to say that you would treat me well for the rest of your life. I don't believe a word of what you men say! Especially you! You get up first, the old man kneels like a What's it like?"
She frowned and pulled him, but Mu Ze remained motionless, wrapping her in her arms in the posture of pulling someone, Shen Xia could not see Mu Ze's face, nor could he notice that his eyes were red when he said this: " I will love you with my life in the future, Xia Xia, I beg you, don't leave me."
He doesn't see her these days.
It's like fucking dying!
Shen Xiashi's heart was moved, she hummed softly, got up from his arms after a while, rolled up her sleeves and stretched out her arms, Mu Ze's eyes were full of distress when he saw her wound.
She snorted in her heart, just to make you feel bad!
Seeing him suffer, she also took revenge for crying and crying these days!
The girl flattened her mouth and said softly, "It hurts!"
Mu Ze didn't dare to delay, he quickly grabbed her wrist and gently pulled her over, lowered his head, his warm breath fell on his skin, and the itchy feeling climbed up her whole body.
He kissed her wrist like biting or sucking, the tip of his tongue slowly spread, and kissed her arm while kneeling on the ground.
Shen Xiashi's skin trembled, and the place he kissed seemed to be burning. Mu Ze's hand went up from the bend of her leg, gently rubbing on her leg.
He stood up slowly, leaned very close to her body, grabbed her fingertips and put them on his lips to continue kissing, even put half of a finger into his mouth, his warm tongue lightly swept over Shen Xiashi's fingers Sharp, she was suffocating, and she couldn't stand still.
Mu Ze seemed to chuckle slightly, putting his arms around her waist, his eyes soft, his voice deep, and his hoarse and hot words, every word was warm: "Where does it hurt, my husband will kiss it all tonight."
Shen Xia put her arms on his shoulders, stood on tiptoes, raised her head, and had a clear view of the delicate and slender swan neck, and her fair skin was comparable to snow.
She leaned over, her soft body pressed against Mu Ze's chest, followed by an unknown scent, sweet and light, but it penetrated into the tip of his nose, making his blood flow It was about to boil, and his heart exploded violently, and Mu Ze's breathing became much rougher.
The girl smiled lightly, took a breath, and bit his earlobe with her red lips: "My whole body hurts."
Mu Ze felt a certain part of his body suddenly become tense, Shen Xia probably felt it too, and laughed gloatingly.
Mu Ze picked her up by the waist, and whispered with a deep smile: "Then my husband will kiss you all over your body."