There is a lot of fog in winter mornings. At seven o’clock in the morning, the sky outside is still dark. Looking from the top down, the street lamps downstairs are shining dimly in the white mist. There is still thick snow on the ground where the light reaches A layer of ice lay on top, and the places where the light did not reach were shrouded in mist.
Hazy, quiet, obviously a city that has not yet woken up.
Mu Ze was wearing a bathrobe and sitting in front of the window. There was only a small desk lamp lit in front of him. The light was white and fell on half of his face. There is a cloud of light and shadow, and the other half of the face is hidden in the darkness, a little dim.
There was the sound of Shen Xiashi's shallow breathing in the room, she was still asleep, Mu Ze looked up at her, then lowered his head after a while, his eyes fell on a notebook in his hand.
On the first page, the font on the notebook is neat and neat, and the font is beautiful, and the strokes are written very carefully. The entire page is full of two words - Mu Ze.
He turned back, and his name was still written on the second page, but compared to the first page, the font on the second page was much messier, probably due to the mood of the person who wrote it, and the strokes were full of hesitation and depression.
Mu Ze's fingertips stroking the paper trembled slightly, and when he turned to the third page, there was no full page of names, only a few simple words horizontally and vertically, plain and straightforward, which hurt his heart instantly.
That day he said: "I never fucking loved you at all."
Six words on the notebook: "But I love you."
With a soft snap, Mu closed the notebook.
He gasped heavily for a while.
He put down the notebook, took off the bathrobe, opened the quilt and wrapped Shen Xiashi into his arms, touching her warm skin with his fingertips, like a traveler who had been dry for a long time finally found an oasis of perch, Mu Ze suddenly turned over and pressed on Shen Xiashi. Awakened by his movement, he opened his eyes in a daze.
"…What's wrong?"
Mu Ze's eyes were a little red, and he leaned over to kiss her suddenly, sucking her lower lip fiercely, sticking his tongue into her mouth, rolling up the tip of her tongue and sucking lightly, Shen Xia was in a daze, and didn't even have the strength to push her. .
The night when Mu Ze brought her back was already the night before, and the two of them hadn't done anything all day and night, they were all tossing, and she was so tired that she almost fell apart.
She whimpered and mumbled a sentence from between her lips and teeth: "No, I'm so tired."
"Yes." His voice was hoarse, faint, trembling, Mu Ze hugged her waist and pressed against himself, his chest panting: "I want you to know how much I love you."
What a way to prove it! !
Shen Xia was extremely helpless, she was about to sleep with her eyes closed: "Don't make trouble, I will kick you out of bed if you make trouble again."
She clenched her hands into fists pretending to be threatening, her eyes were still foggy after waking up, and she pretended to stare at him, not fierce at all, but cute.
Mu Ze made up his mind not to let her sleep.
Instantly to the top.
Shen Xia groaned in pain, all the drowsiness and fatigue rushed out of her waking body, she felt aggrieved, and even lamented how could there be such a man with good physical strength!
The girl under him was making a fuss, two soft arms grabbed his shoulders and bit her, Mu Zechen stared at her with a smile, indulged her nonsense, and hugged her smooth body tightly: "Men love women, I always want to use this method, just accept it obediently."
As for what method
Mu Ze, of course, has his own way.
Before Shen Xiashi was so tired that he fell asleep, Mu Ze didn't stop. Seeing that she was tired, he didn't stop her from sleeping. He wrapped his arms around her neck and whispered in his arms: "Xia Xia, my husband really wants to be like this forever, why not?" manage?"
He bit her lower lip lightly, a low muffled laugh escaped his throat, his hoarse voice was sandy, and he murmured her name softly, falling asleep under his gentle and rough treatment in deep summer past.
When he woke up again, there was only one word in Shen Xiashi's mind, tired!
But it wasn't pain, it was the weakness and tiredness of her body. She pulled off the quilt with difficulty, and she was already in her pajamas, and there were marks left by Huan Mu on the exposed wrist.
It is true that he said that he wants to kiss all over his body, because of this, there is no good place on her body.
Shen Xia took a look, his face was hot and burning.
"Wake up." It was Mu Ze's voice.
Shen Xia looked sideways, he came in with food, a small table was held in the crook of his arm, he put it neatly on the bed, put all the food on it, and held a silver spoon with his slender fingers.
Mu Ze took a mouthful of porridge and blew it on his lips a few times, then handed it to Shen Xiashi's mouth, with the other hand still under her chin, as if feeding a child.
Shen Xia looked at him without saying a word.
Seeing that she didn't move her mouth, Mu coaxed softly: "Eat, be obedient."
With her messy hair on her head, Shen Xia stretched out her hand to pull it twice, then shook her head.
Mu Ze frowned, glanced at the porridge and several desserts on the table, and asked, "Don't you like it?"
Shen Xiashi moved a position on the bed, raised her chin, and said bossy, "I'm tired, Xiao Zezi will go to bed to serve you."
This sentence made Mu Ze amused, and she tickled her chin: "Why, my father-in-law hasn't taken care of your mother yet, and you still want to continue?"
of course not!
Shen Xia blushed: "My back is sore, it's not comfortable to sit like this."
Having said that, Mu Ze knew what to do at the time, and quickly got on the bed and sat down behind Shen Xiashi. The man's figure was wider and taller than the petite girl. Shen Xiashi was wrapped into his arms from behind, and Mu Ze supported him Her waist let her rest on his chest.
"Is this comfortable, little ancestor?"
When he spoke, his voice was low, Shen Xia pressed her back against him, as if she could feel the vibration in his chest, she crossed her legs and hummed.
Shen Xiashi put a hand around his waist, and Mu Ze hugged her tightly so as not to make her uncomfortable. He put porridge on her mouth again, and smiled slightly, with a teasing tone: "Eat Don't blush when you are eating, or you won't be eating..."
But I ate you.
Shen Xiashi completed the second half of the sentence in her heart.
She quickly swallowed a mouthful of porridge: "I don't blush."
Mu Ze casually said, "The tips of the ears are so red that they are almost ripe."
He thinks this little girl is very interesting, and is often a little afraid of him messing around, but she just refuses to admit defeat. If he takes one step, she will take two steps, which is quite arrogant. He figured out this point, and many times he fell for the trap, Shen Xia blushed and panicked, and was 100% fooled.
After all, he lived several years longer than Shen Xiashi, and Mu Ze's treachery was really brought to the extreme.
After dinner, he accompanied Shen Xia to watch movies, watching all kinds of weird genres, things that he usually find very boring, but now doing it with her, he feels that every minute and every second is interesting.
When watching a horror movie, she nestled in his arms, nervously hugging the small blanket in her arms, preparing to cover her eyes with the blanket when the ghost came out, while Mu kept looking down at her.
The music in the movie suddenly became tense, and as the movie shot slowly advanced—
A wide and warm palm suddenly and gently covered Shen Xiashi's eyes, and at the same time, the protagonist screamed in the movie.
Shen Xia was stunned for a moment: "What are you doing?"
"It's too scary." He said the word scary, but his voice was calm and unwavering. For a big man like him, all horror movies are child's play compared with what he has actually experienced. The reason for this is that He said, just afraid of scaring the girl in his arms.
Shen Xia felt warm in his heart, groped for his neck in the dark, pulled it down, leaned closer and whispered: "I'm not afraid, you're here."
He smiled: "Yeah"
When holding Shen Xia, the arms tightened, and the voice was gentle: "I am here."
In the afternoon, Mu Ze had to go back to Nightingale's old place, and the longer it took, the suspicion of Master Feng would be aroused.
Shen Xia knew that he had something to deal with, so he understood very well, but it was another matter to be reluctant.
The two chattered at the door for a while, and Mu said several times: "I'm leaving."
Shen Xia also nodded obediently.
As a result, the two hugged each other even tighter.
This situation lasted for more than half an hour. Fortunately, the voices of Uncle Zhou's family and several friends rang out at the door.
Then there was the sound of the door lock twisting, and the moment the door opened, Mu Ze and Shen Xia finally separated.
The two groups of people just looked at each other face to face, and the dusty crowd at the door was stunned!
The friend's psychological reaction was: Damn it, Mu Ze is here!
Aunt Zhou Shulan had heard Yang Jin talk about their separation earlier, and when she felt sorry for Shen Xia, her first reaction when she saw Mu Ze was: How dare you come here!
The minister came back to his senses first, and stared at Mu Ze with trembling fingers: "You!!"
Shen Xia quickly pushed Mu Ze out: "Uncle Zhou, you guys go into the house first."
The two of them are so tired and crooked, and they reconcile at first glance.
Uncle Zhou and Aunt Lan vented their anger, and glared at Mu Ze several times. Aunt Lan treated Shen Xiashi as her daughter, how could a mother ever see her daughter being wronged by outsiders, snorted coldly, Turning his head into the house, he shouted at Shen Xia: "Xia Xia, hurry up and get in the house, there is still snow foam outside, it's cold, don't freeze you, come and drink the chicken soup I made for you, hey, hurry up !"
Shen Xia smiled wryly: "Here we come."
She leaned on the door to look at Mu Ze outside, not knowing what to say for a while.
Mu Ze approached, covered Shen Xiashi's little hand on the doorknob with his palm, lowered his head, and was about to turn over the tenderness before leaving. Suddenly, Aunt Lan trotted over on her slippers, and pulled Shen Xiashi away with a cold face. , slamming the door shut.
Uncle Mu slammed the door hard.
He touched his nose that was almost pinched by the door, looked up at the sky, and sighed helplessly, there was a tiger in front, and pursuers in the back, this love is so fucking dangerous!
Shen Xiashi who was inside the house quickly hugged Aunt Lan: "Are you still angry?"
"How can I not be angry!!" Aunt Lan was so angry that her face was almost crooked, and her usually kind expression was frozen, she stared at the closed door: "Because of this bastard, you have been working hard for a few days! I wash my face with tears every day, I don’t eat, I don’t sleep, I don’t go home during the Chinese New Year, and I hide when I contact you.”
Aunt Lan pushed her hand away and poked her head: "You're going to kill me!"
Shen Xia leaned over and hugged Aunt Lan's neck with a deadpan face again: "You worry about me so much, you might as well be my mother."
"Little white-eyed wolf, I didn't worry about you in anything I did, except for calling you a mother."
Aunt Lan stared at her, and let her go: "Don't talk nonsense, come over to eat, your uncle personally cooks some of your favorite dishes for you, and I have to finish them all today."
Shen Xiashi hummed, followed behind, and said flatteringly: "Mu has his own difficulties, and he is doing it for my own good, so don't be angry with him."
"Hey, stop it." Uncle Zhou poured wine and said, "He made you sad, and you will forgive him one day, but your aunt and I are elders and your family members. No matter what the reason is, if you are wronged, then you will forgive him." No way!"
The glass on the table was filled with wine, Uncle Zhou let go of his usual majesty, sat down and beckoned Shen Xia to sit down, completely like an elder: "Of course, we also know that you will definitely be together in the future, don't blame you Auntie, she is going to die of anger these two days, you girl, you don't even call home."
Shen Xia lowered her head to admit her mistake, but she wanted to fight, it's not that Mu Ze didn't give her a chance to get out of bed.
The belated New Year's Eve dinner was completed today. Aunt Lan sat next to Shen Xiashi and kept picking up food for her. During the period, she drank two bowls of chicken soup while staring at her. After a meal, Shen Xiashi was already exhausted. up.
In the evening, everyone sat together, and the TV station was rebroadcasting the New Year's Eve Gala. Aunt Lan insisted on pulling her to watch it together, saying that she was worried about her that night and didn't eat much. mood to see.
Shen Xiashi felt even more ignorant, with his left arm around Uncle Zhou and his right around Aunt Lan, Jiang Xin and Yang Jin sat together shoulder to shoulder, Jiang Liang, a single dog, was playing games with his mobile phone.
Today is the third day of the Lunar New Year, family and friends are here, except—
Shen Xiashi's cell phone vibrated suddenly, and the message Mu Ze sent was only two words: open the door.
She was taken aback, and hurried to open the door.
Outside the door, Mu Ze was holding a bouquet of flowers, with heavy wind and snow on his shoulders, and looked at her with dark eyes. Although the bottom of his eyes was calm, his panting breathing still revealed his impatience.
"you…"
The rest of the words were blocked between his lips and teeth by his sudden kiss.
Mu Ze held her in his arms with one hand, and asked in a low voice, "Do you miss your husband?"
He had only been away for a few hours, why did he suddenly come back
Shen Xia looked at him in puzzlement, was surprised for a moment, and didn't say anything.
Mu Ze tilted his head, his eyes fell on her rosy lips, he took a bite, and said in a low voice, "I miss you so much."
When he said this, his expression was a little fierce, but his voice was so gentle that he wanted to drown her.
In the rebroadcast of the party, the host and the audience began to count down to zero, the atmosphere was high, and several people in the room also booed—
10...9...8...7...
Mu Ze suddenly hugged Shen Xia up, her feet were in the air, and her eyes were at the same level as his.
6...5...4...
Shen Xiashi pursed her lips and smiled sweetly, wrapped her arms around his neck, leaned closer, her forehead and the tip of her nose were pressed against him, suddenly, everything seemed to be quiet, so quiet that only the sound of their breathing could be heard.
3...2...1...
"Happy New Year, my Xia Xia."
Shen Xiashi hugged his neck tightly, turned her head, and kissed: "I love you."