Before Wei An could wait for the most brutal revenge, he had already lost weight at an alarming rate, like a rapidly withering Epiphyllum. The bright light in his eyes went out very quickly, and his whole body looked emaciated.
Nanny Wang was extremely anxious, but her daughter was very strong-willed. When she was asked what had happened, she refused to say anything and just went to the small Buddhist temple in He'an Courtyard every day.
She asked Lan He and Wei An what they were doing in the small Buddhist temple, and whether they had offended old lady Wei accidentally. She was so anxious that she didn't know what to do. It was a great honor for her to have won the favor of old lady Wei recently, and her life had become much better. She saw that the girl had regained her vitality and was getting better and better. If she had really offended old lady Wei... ...
Lan He did not go to He'an Courtyard with Wei An today, but she knew what Wei An was going to do, and quickly shook her head at Nanny Wang: "It's not that I offended the old lady, the girl went to pick Buddha beans..."
Wei An did not just pick up Buddha beans. It seemed as if he had taken root in the small Buddhist temple. He stayed there all day long, picking Buddha beans with utmost patience. He picked up one basket after another. After picking up the Buddha beans, he began to copy Buddhist scriptures. In just a few days, he had copied four or five Buddhist scriptures, and he copied each of them three or four times, as if he would never get tired.
She remembered that Wei An's abnormality started when Qiu Yun said that Nanny Li took a bone to test Wei An's blood, and she looked a little embarrassed.
Although Nanny Wang and Wei An had a very close relationship, there must be a reason why the young lady didn't say anything. She calmed down and coaxed Nanny Wang patiently: "Young lady, you know your limits... The old lady likes young ladies who can calm down and worship Buddha the most..."
Wei An is not only able to keep calm, she is simply too calm.
Old Mrs. Wei had never seen any girl of her age sitting in the small Buddhist temple for a whole day, let alone a rich girl who tirelessly picked up Buddhist beans and copied scriptures.
It's as if... ...it's as if she doesn't know what to do except doing these.
Even Ming Yuyou back then couldn't be so calm.
There must be something wrong when things are abnormal. It's really too short a period of time for Wei An, this girl, to go from being scheming but annoying, to being arrogant and domineering but extremely fragile, to being so silent and seeming to see through the world.
There is no gradual process, it seems like it changed suddenly.
Old Mrs. Wei looked through the window at the little girl kneeling in front of the Buddha, kneeling as straight as a green bamboo. She looked at the extremely pious expression on her face and her small body falling on the cushion. For some reason, she suddenly felt that Wei An was covered with wounds.
Aunt Hua followed the old lady's gaze and for some reason, felt a little sad.
What kind of difficulty could force a child into this situation
Wei An himself doesn't know.
In her previous life, she believed until her death that her mother disliked her because of her bad reputation, because she was not good enough, not open-minded enough, and not sensible enough. In fact, she had wanted to die a long time ago.
I wanted to die as early as when I heard Peng Lingwei and Peng Caichen talking about how they were using me.
But she didn't. She was going to die, but she always wanted to avenge her family.
She didn't know where she got the perseverance from. She had been flattering Princess Anhe and the people of the Peng family, always welcoming Princess Anhe with a smile, and being humble in front of Peng Lingwei. She gradually wore away their suspicion and sent them to their deaths without making a sound. If she hadn't felt guilty towards her mother and her daughter, she would not have lived that long, and perhaps she would not have been reborn.
But when she was full of expectations and joy to find herself back again, thinking that she must be very close to her mother, she suddenly found out that her mother suspected that she was not her child.
This discovery was truly devastating.
The fact that bones were used for testing showed that Princess Changning already had someone she suspected.
Qiuyun said that her blood could drip into her bones... Then Nanny Li must have known about it, and so must her mother...
She wanted to laugh. Blood testing was totally inaccurate. In her previous life, she had heard Peng Caichen say that blood testing was all bullshit. If the blood was incompatible, just add some alum. If the blood was compatible, there were many ways to do it.
But I feel like crying.
If my mother suspects that I am not her child, then that means that there is a real possibility that I am not her child. My mother would never doubt my mother's background without any basis. She would only do so after discovering something.
Whose child is she then? Who is the owner of that bone
If she wasn't Princess Changning's child, then Princess Changning's indifference to her in the previous life would have been a good enough reason - who would be willing to help someone else raise a child? There are differences between close and distant relatives, and blood relatives and non-blood relatives are different.
But if she really was not Princess Changning's child, then why did Princess Changning save her life and let her live well in the previous life after she found out that she was colluding with Peng Caichen
This doesn't make sense.
Her head hurt from thinking so much, and her throat felt like a ball of thick wet cotton was stuffed in it, making it itchy and blocked.
What would my mother think if she knew that her blood was compatible with that bone
You must be thinking, this is a bastard, a bastard that has taken over the magpie's nest, right
Who was the owner of the bone? His father's concubine? His aunt? His old lover
She felt like crying, but no tears came out.
She tried very hard to live an upright life and to be a good person.
But what if everything she has is not hers
If the relatives she wants to love, repay and be close to are not hers.
What should she do then
She couldn't understand it, so she knelt before the Buddha and prayed to him sincerely.
She never wanted to rely on gods and Buddhas, but at this moment, it seemed that there was no other way except relying on gods and Buddhas.
Could you please be a little more merciful? She doesn’t ask for much and doesn’t dare to ask for too much.
Just one thing, just one thing.
Please bless me to be the child of Princess Changning, please bless me not to follow the old path in my life...
I can work hard.
You can pay anything.
Don’t let me live to the end only to find myself as miserable as in my previous life, being looked down upon and covered in filth.
As she thought about it, she remembered a sentence her grandmother always said to her when she hugged her.
When you are still young, the hardships you endure, the tears you shed, and the suffering you endure will all become the light that illuminates your way forward.
She didn't know how many secrets she had hidden, but she knew that no matter how many secrets there were, she had to work hard to live a good life. She had already suffered the hardships she had to endure in her previous life, and she had walked barefoot through the difficult roads, enduring the pain. If her identity was her original sin...
There is nothing in this world that can stop her from becoming strong.
Everything she wants, she must get with her own hands.
----Written at the end of the article, Wei An is a girl with a very strange experience. She is very different from Xiao Yi. Although Xiao Yi has no mother, everyone knows how good Cui is to her. Wei An is different. She was treated coldly by her mother since she was a child. Everyone should know that such a girl has some character defects and is prone to go to extremes.
Such a little girl will not be willing to wait for death. She will have expectations for Princess Changning because of the guilt of her past life, but she will not wait to be killed because of this expectation. So don't be anxious, and the plot is not ordinary~~~