Wei An didn’t act pretentiously for too long. There were many things she couldn’t understand, but she also understood a lot of things.
The road to rebirth was not as smooth as she had imagined, and her life trajectory was not as smooth as she had predicted, but could she stop moving forward because of this
If she doesn't go on, why does she deserve God to give her another chance
The experiences of her previous life had made her extremely clear that there could be many kinds of failures in life, and one could fail many times, but there was only one kind of failure that was absolutely intolerable, and that was defeat without a fight.
If she was the child of Princess Changning, everyone would be happy. She would still just have to try her best to solve problems for her mother and the Wei family and make the Wei family prosperous in this life.
If she was not Princess Changning's child... ...she should also know where she came from and who she is.
The road ahead is difficult, but no matter how difficult it is, it won't be more difficult than the road in the previous life. She has survived such a difficult environment, so why should she still care about the present situation
She opened her eyes as the sky turned pale, and let Nanny Wang help her put on her clothes. Then she went to the small Buddhist temple as usual to accompany Old Lady Wei in chanting sutras and picking Buddha beans for morning prayers.
But Old Madam Wei was not in the small Buddhist temple today. Aunt Dong, who was guarding the small Buddhist temple, had become much closer to her because she had come here often recently. She shook her head and said to her, "The old lady is not feeling well..."
Wei An then realized that Old Madam Wei must be worried about the turmoil in the court just like in her previous life. She was certainly not worried about her own life or death, but she was worried that her situation would make Wei Yumin and Wei Yumei's situation worse. Therefore, she was in a bad mood and worried for many days.
Under the high mental pressure, coupled with what happened later to Wei Yumin, he ended up in a dead end.
Wei An thought about this and slowly let out a breath - he had to settle the affairs of the Ming family completely and choose Old Madam Wei while Emperor Longqing was still alive. Emperor Longqing was unusually tolerant of Old Madam Wei, but when the King of Chu came to the throne, he was no longer so kind-hearted.
When she was walking from the small Buddhist hall to the main courtyard, she happened to meet Wei Kun who was coming out to pay his respects.
Wei Kun was raised by the old lady and knew the rules very well. Even if he hated Wei An for not knowing when to advance or retreat, the strongest way he could express it was to tell her a ghost story to scare her. When he saw her plain face, he was stunned for a moment.
Young girls in the capital love to dress up. Although the younger ones use less makeup, they cannot do without lip balm. A little bit of it on the lips will make their complexion much better. Everyone likes to use it, especially Wei An. The old Princess Zhennan dotes on her and gives her many tributes from the palace. She always applies it every day as if to show off.
The Wei An in my memory is always gorgeous and colorful, never so plain. Even the color of his clothes has changed to a very light duck egg blue, with a bright blue pleated skirt underneath. If you don’t know him, you probably won’t recognize that the Wei An in front of you is the Wei An in the past who never knew how to write the word plain.
He stopped hesitantly, looking at Wei An, who was bowing with lowered brows and eyes, and was very obedient. Suddenly, he felt that she had changed from a dazzling peony to a lotus blooming in the water, and was much more pleasing to the eye.
Wei An greeted him politely and didn't look at him again. His eyes were fixed on Wei Yuyou, who was holding the Third Lady's hand and smiling happily with his eyes curved, without blinking his beautiful eyes.
For a moment, Wei Kun felt sad when he saw her look like that.
Think about it, they have always disliked Wei An for not knowing how to behave and not being disciplined, but who is going to teach her the rules? Her parents are not around, and the old lady treats her worse than she treats the grandchildren born by her illegitimate sons... ...
He suddenly felt uncomfortable, and called her gently, and started to make small talk: "There will be a party at the Yansheng family in a few days, and we will go with them. I heard that the Prince of Zhennan will also be there..."
The Crown Prince of Zhennan, Zhuang Feng, her cousin and now the biological son of the Crown Prince of Zhennan, was named the Crown Prince at the age of ten and was betrothed to her.
It is said that Princess Changning had arranged a marriage for her daughter with her adoptive brother when she was still in her mother's womb, in preparation for her daughter to become the Princess of Zhennan in the future.
The old Princess Zhennan has always been happy to see this happen.
But Wei An closed his eyes.
When everyone despised her, she was very eager for this marriage. To be shameless, there were too many advantages to marrying Zhuang Feng - at least the old Princess Zhennan had always loved her. If she married him, even if Zhuang Feng didn't like her, he would have to support her.
But later this desire was shattered in front of everyone in the capital.
Princess Changning's relationship with her adopted brother was not good to begin with, but because the old Princess Zhennan was still alive, the Prince of Zhennan gave Princess Changning some face. Once the old Princess Zhennan passed away...
Wei An still remembers why she left the capital and went to Yuzhang in her previous life.
It was because she was left with nowhere else to go. Her reputation was already bad, and the people from the Zhennan Palace even came to her house to cancel the engagement. Zhuang Feng wanted to cancel the engagement with her on the spot in front of all the guests who came to attend the coming-of-age ceremony of her fifth sister Wei Yuyou.
He said nothing good about her in his conversation.
There had never been a more embarrassing scene in her life, and she later bumped her head against a pillar - any girl with a bit of backbone would not have survived.
But in the end she did not die, and was taken to Yuzhang by Princess Changning and Wei Yangqing.
Wei An didn’t want to make excuses for her crazy envy and jealousy in her previous life, but for Zhuang Feng... this man was the last straw that broke the camel’s back. After Zhuang Feng’s rejection of the marriage proposal in public, she was completely stunned and her self-esteem was shattered. From then on, everyone was superior to her. When she was alone and helpless, Peng Caichen was willing to talk to her and give her a little love. For her, the attraction was too great. She was like a moth flying into a flame. She knew that Peng Caichen might not be trustworthy, but she still plunged into it without hesitation...
Once she thought about it, she was lost in thought... She tried hard to pull herself back to her thoughts and nodded calmly to Wei Kun: "Don't worry, big brother."
How to be at ease and why to be at ease, she didn't say.
Wei Kun was confused by what she said. He had no idea what she meant and looked at her in bewilderment.
He had heard his mother say a long time ago that Wei An was different from before, but he never believed it. Now seeing Wei An like this, he really realized that his mother was right. Wei An was really different from the Wei An before.
I don't know if you are all only children, and whether you have ever experienced the sadness of being neglected and favored by your parents. If this is coupled with school bullying, it would be a devastating disaster for a child, and this impact will continue to affect her future life.
But don’t worry, Xiao An An is not like that.
I will continue to add more tomorrow.