Lu Yin closed her eyes, and vaguely heard that he wanted to kill someone, no matter who he killed, she didn't have the strength to ask.
Lu Qiang didn't back out for a long time, her legs were still curled up on both sides, and the roots of her legs were shaking, like meat nailed to a chopping board, allowing him to slaughter.
It was getting bigger and bigger outside, and the big raindrops were crackling on the glass, and there was a gap for ventilation when walking, and there was no time to close it. The cold wind blew the gauze curtain, and a cold drop fell on her hand. Lu Yin's fingertips trembled, she retracted her arms from under the edge of the bed, and gently pushed him: "I can't breathe."
Lu Qiang pressed his lips against her temple, and rubbed her wet forehead and hair with his thumb, "Is it pressed?"
"...you are too heavy."
Lu Qiang kissed her, "Let me stay a little longer."
"I am cold."
He glanced to the side, in the dark room, only saw the gauze curtains bulge and fall, the windows were blown wide open by the wind, the raindrops stained the light of the street lamp, flickered, and fell on the window sill and the nearby floor. Lu Qiang glanced at the person below her. She lowered her eyes and her eyelashes trembled slightly.
He went down, supported the cover and pulled out, turned over, with his arms across her head, lying flat on her back.
Lu Yin's body was empty, and her heart was empty for no reason. She immediately curled up and turned her back to him. His toes hooked, and he didn't even have the strength to pinch the quilt.
Lu Qiang pulled the quilt from below and wrapped her up from head to toe. Afraid of the wind blowing, he wiped off the sweat from Lu Yin's forehead, turned sideways and hugged her tightly, the two people's lines fit perfectly, and his throat was just right embedded in the back of her head.
Lu Qiang rubbed his lips against the top of her head repeatedly, his heart was filled with something: "... Yin Yin."
Lu Yin said softly, "Yes."
"Did it hurt you just now?"
She bit her lip and scolded him in a low voice: "Beast."
He smiled: "Isn't it also very cool?"
Lu Yin said nothing.
"How many times?" he asked.
Her mind is not clear: "...how many times?"
Lu Qiang whispered two words into her ear, Lu Yin's face was burning again, and she bent her elbow to hit him, but that little effort didn't have any effect at all.
He tapped her lower abdomen: "It's small and tight, and I almost confessed it at the beginning."
"What did you do, huh?" The final sound came out from her Adam's apple, low and hoarse, and she couldn't help shaking. He slowly climbed up again, pinching her through the quilt: "Everywhere is soft, I'm so strong."
"As for me... am I still satisfied? Yin Yin."
Lu Yin said angrily, "Shut up, don't talk."
He really stopped talking, closed his eyes, and hugged her behind his back. No one got up to close the windows, let the cold wind blow up the gauze curtains high, watching the lightning flash across the sky, it was as bright as day in an instant, dark clouds billowed, covering the sky and closing the moon. For a while, the room fell silent, only the sound of raindrops hitting the window could be heard.
— blah, blah, blah...
Listening to the sound of rain, Lu Qiang remembered his childhood.
He has always liked rainy days. He was around five or six years old. The countryside is often dry. A heavy rain is enough for the villagers to enjoy for a few days. He is not sensible, but he looks forward to rain just like adults, because when the river rises, his father will take him to touch it. Yu, more than ten years ago, Dad was still young, and the water depth just reached his knees, but it was already below Lu Qiang's waist.
The river fish after the rain are extraordinarily plump, sometimes crucian carp, sometimes white striped carp, and most often carp, each of which is one foot long, enough to feed two meals for three people when caught. At that time, in his heart, rainy days were more exciting than Chinese New Year. Later, when he arrived in Zhangzhou, he didn't go back for several years. He tasted countless rare delicacies, but he never ate such fresh river fish again.
On the day he was released from prison, it rained heavily, and the land in front of him was no longer that square inch. The world outside was colorful. He looked at the unfamiliar streets and faces, feeling at a loss, but his eyes were clear but he lost his sense of direction. Genzi stopped the car, and a snow-white shadow suddenly appeared outside the car window. She looked embarrassed in the rain, but her black eyes were exceptionally pure and clear. With fair skin and a pure white wedding dress, even in rainy days, he could still see a large patch of sunshine above her head.
It was also raining today, and the girl lying in his arms finally became his girl...
...
The room was abnormally quiet, and the man behind him was breathing steadily, as if he had fallen asleep.
Lu Yin turned her head back a little, "Fell asleep?"
After a while: "Yeah."
"are not you cold?"
Lu Qiang cleared his throat: "It's full of sweat, cool off."
Lu Yin turned around slowly, and opened a gap in the quilt: "Come in."
Lu Qiang glanced at her in the dark, obediently got into the bed, and blew the cold wind for a few minutes. His body was actually cold, and when he touched Lu Yin, she couldn't help shaking. Lu Qiang moved back and waited. When his body warmed up, he hugged her back into his arms.
The wind and rain were swaying outside the window, and they depended on each other frankly under the quilt, like a small safe haven, extremely warm and at ease.
Lu Yin leaned against his chest and asked lazily, "What time is it?"
He passed her and took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket on the ground, "It's past six."
Lu Yin was startled: "It's so late, why don't you change Master Li's shift?"
"Lie down a little longer."
"He should have an opinion."
"It's okay, I'll give him two cigarettes another day." With his arms on both sides of her, he flipped through the phone, and Lu Yin looked up: "Master Li made the call just now?"
"Um."
Lu Yin bit her lips: "...then what do you say later?"
"be honest."
"You dare." Lu Yin inadvertently pinched his waist, but Lu Qiang shook, his body stiffened instantly, as if thousands of ants were crawling on his skin.
Lu Yin immediately realized that she had done something wrong, and said flatly, "I'm sorry."
Lu Qiang threw away the phone, turned her over, her buttocks were slapped: "Don't you have a long memory?"
Lu Yin pushed him with her arms behind her back, pitifully: "I forgot, I'm really sorry."
"late."
Lu Qiang pinched her small waist, only let her hips vacate, and pressed against her by the way. Slowly, he successfully heard a groan, paused, and kissed her back and neck, and said vaguely: "This time, let your mother remember forever."
He said harsh words, but on the contrary, his actions were extremely gentle, and he took care of her in every way, as if he were two people from last time.
Lu Yin had another experience, her heart and body were filled, she couldn't hold on for a moment, her teeth were clenched on the pillow, sweat was pouring down, and her fingers were trembling.
Her hair was loosely braided and messed up on one side. Lu Qiang gently pulled down her rubber band and smoothed it on the pillow: "Do you trust me?"
Lu Yin was stunned for a moment before realizing that he asked about the farce that night, "You said you have a lot of money."
"So I don't care?"
"…Um."
"What if I lie to you?"
Lu Yin didn't even think about it: "I believe you won't...will..."
The last word was knocked apart, she couldn't get up and down, gripped the bed sheet tightly, and said slowly: "But... she said you are sloppy."
Lu Qiang stopped moving, "Do you believe it?"
Lu Yin bit her lip and shook her head slowly.
Lu Qiang kissed her earlobe, and said close to her: "Little heartless, if you dare to nod, I will kill you tonight." He turned Lu Yin over and penetrated again, looking into each other's eyes in the dark, Said softly: "Now I can put you here alone."
His tone was gentle, his voice low and terrifying. Lu Yin's heart trembled, and a gust of air rose from his chest, slowly rising up, his nose sore. She raised her upper body, wrapped her arms around his neck, and kissed his lips actively.
When Lu Qiang was aroused, all his rationality collapsed in an instant, and the lurking wild wolf came to life, his eyes lit up suddenly, and his movements were fierce, sobbing came from their lips that were pressed together, but Lu Qiang refused to let her go.
After a long time, he knelt up and launched the last round of attack. Lu Yin didn't last long, her lower abdomen tightened and trembled, her upper body arched, and then fell forever...
Lu Qiang stuck to her: "The bed has to be changed tomorrow."
After a while, Lu Yin breathed a sigh of relief: "Why?"
"too hard."
What did she think of: "...you didn't use that."
"I didn't get inside." He took a tissue from the bedside table and wiped her belly.
Lu Yin "tssed": "You are so small-minded."
"I think you are courageous enough to dare to call me."
Lu Yin glanced at her mouth, and wanted to say something to him, when the door rang, she looked at him: "It's so late, who could it be?"
Lu Qiang stuffed her back under the quilt, "Lie down, I'll go and see."
He jumped out of bed, put on his trousers and went to open the door. Lao Li knocked empty, seeing that the man in front of him was shirtless, his body was shiny and sweaty, and he was stunned for a moment, forgetting what to say.
Lu Qiang buttoned his trousers: "How did you find it?"
Lao Li looked away from his pants and coughed twice. He was wearing a black raincoat, the hem of the clothes was dripping, and the legs of his trousers were already soaked. Lu Qiang blocked the door and did not intend to let him in.
Lao Li's tone was not very good: "What time do you think it is? I'll be there for you for almost two hours. It's raining, and my wife keeps urging me to go back."
"I'm sorry," Lu Qiang said, "I'll treat you to a drink another day, and I'll take the night shift for you next week."
Only then did Lao Li slow down: "I didn't answer your phone call. The incident at night was unpleasant. I'm afraid you have something to do. After thinking about it, I'd better come and have a look."
Lu Qiang said, "Thank you."
Lao Li glanced inward, the room was pitch black: "Is it all right?"
"No," Lu Qiang said, "keep an eye on me for a while, and it will pass."
After sending Lao Li away, Lu Qiang turned on the light in the bedroom, Lu Yin covered his eyes with the quilt, closed the window, drew the curtains tightly, and simply wiped the floor with a mop. Looking at the bed, Lu Yin was still hiding under the sheet, he pulled it, but didn't.
Lu Qiang said across the quilt, "Don't take a bath, just go to sleep, I have to go there," stroking the top of her head: "Can I do it myself?"
For a moment, Lu Yin nodded.
"Go to bed early."
He put on his shoes, picked up the T-shirt from the ground and put it on, ready to put on his coat.
"There is an umbrella in the shoe cabinet at the door." A small voice.
When he turned around, Lu Yin came out at some point, her two big eyes were exposed outside the quilt, blinking and blinking, with her hands beside her face, like a well-behaved little lazy cat.
Lu Qiang leaned over, kissed her eyes, and pressed her forehead again, "Let's go."
With a sore nose, Lu Yin gave a soft "hmm".
Lu Qiang said, "I'll come back to sleep later."
"The key is on the floor in the corridor."
"I see." Lu Qiang kissed her mouth: "Quick sleep."
Before leaving, she turned off all the lights, and after a while, the room returned to silence, but this time she was the only one left. Lu Yin turned sideways and tightened the quilt, feeling desolate and scared in her heart. She was afraid of being dependent, afraid of believing, and even more afraid of falling in love. .
During the half a year of being separated from Liu Zecheng, she thought that loneliness was the normal state of life. She forced herself to adapt and forget, and she was glad to come out slowly. She didn't want to fall into the trap easily again, she avoided and dodged in every possible way, but she still couldn't help falling, but this time, whether the trap was deep or not, and whether she could survive were all in the hands of that person, and everything was out of her control.
Lu Yin thought wildly, her body was extremely sleepy, and soon fell asleep.
When I woke up again, it was already morning.
Bright white clouds, sunshine, magpies chirping on the eaves, dogs screaming, children crying... It was a vibrant morning.
Lu Yin stared out of the window... her waist was heavy, and she was breathing long and hard behind her.