Middle class:
In fact, the squirrel man still doesn’t know why he wants to seduce a woman like Li Fang. As a famous barrister, it is not difficult for him to get a woman. The reason why he is obsessed with Li Fang is because Li Fang’s husband is the squirrel man who has struggled all his life. People.
He, the employer of Squirrel Man, Ren Qiang.
In fact, they have known each other for a long time, a long, long time, until the squirrel man can't remember when he knew him, only remember that since he has the memory, there seems to be "him"-the one who "look at the kid" in the parents' mouth child.
In everyone’s life, you probably have tasted the taste of "the child of other people"-a good child who has a good study, a good character, a good popularity, a good appearance, and everything is a reference frame for parents and a perfect life. His goal is also a nightmare that every child struggles to catch up with. Fortunately, the squirrel man has become a neighbor with such a "perfect child".
When
Sometimes the squirrel man would take out a cigar in his spare time, lit it, took a sip, and blew it to remember the past, when? primary school? Middle school? He can't remember clearly. In short, since he felt the pressure of studying, "he" appeared like a perfect god, because he studied well, and his intermediate grades were unsightly, because he was good-looking. His facial features are becoming more and more thrilling. Because of his popularity, he appears to be withdrawn. In short, because of his appearance, all of his mediocrity is unsightly.
However, he has always been inseparable from him. The reason is not clear to him, or the relationship between them has always been three words-"unexplainable" from beginning to end.
Because he couldn't tell the three words clearly, he grew up vaguely with "Perfect" as a foil, went to school together in elementary school, got the transcript back, was responsible for being praised, he was responsible for being criticized, and taking exams in middle school, and was responsible for perfection. To be rewarded, he is responsible for being punished. Of course, he is also good. For example, because he is not as perfect as perfect, he is always responsible for writing homework, and he is responsible for copying. After more than ten years, he is inseparable and red. Flowers with green leaves, I got used to it, and it just passed.
Of course, when he was adolescent, he also tried to resist this kind of relationship, because it was "too unequal", so he learned the appearance of the "young and Dangerous" in the movie, looked for the nearby gangsters to worship his big brother, and prepared to leave him. Perfection didn’t notice it at first, and then I didn’t see him for three or four days in a row. I panicked and looked for him everywhere, and finally reported to his parents and teachers. After looking around, I found it in a nearby tavern. He was a "socialist". At that time, he was holding some "initiation ceremony", tattooing and swearing on his arm. Probably, all in all, he was pretty stupid.
He still remembers that at that time, he was holding a knife and sliding on his arm, because he was afraid of pain and seemed unwilling to use force. The brothers and younger brothers wanted to come and help. Several people pressed him, and two people pulled his arms and untied him. One person took a knife on his sleeve, and another person took a tattoo. He was about to kill a pig, so Perfection rushed in with his parents and teachers.
"What are you doing?" Perfect jumped out first, with an angry expression on Qingxiu's face.
The gangsters were still uncomfortable, but when they looked up, the adults came in, and then let him go. He struggled from the stool, his arms fell halfway, and his skin was bloodshot, his face was pale, and he was sitting paralyzed. On the ground, it looked like a pig that had just been rescued from the slaughterhouse. Because of being so humiliated, he almost didn't dare to raise his head. At this moment, he walked over perfectly and lifted him up gently, softly. Said: "What's the matter with you? Are you so fooled to come here?"
This tone finally turned his heart that wanted to escape back. He raised his head and stared at perfection. You know, before, he rarely looked at perfection directly, because perfection was so perfect, and perfection often made him become filthy. , But this time, he raised his head and looked at this lifelong reference.
The eighteen-year-old boy has a handsome face and a gentleman like jade. Just where Yushu Linfeng stands, it makes people admire him—he keeps looking up at him, isn't he
Anyway, used to it, well, used to it, this habit made him finally give in, muttering, patrolling, for a long time, suddenly raised his finger at the hapless "big brother" and accused: "It was him, he kidnapped me. When I came here, he asked me for money. I didn’t have money and didn’t want to give it. So he let the kids kidnapped me.”
When everyone heard this, they were in an uproar. The adults were enthusiastic and sent a few half-and-a-half hairy children to the juvenile nursing home, and he finally landed safely and habitually returned to perfection.
"do you know?"
One day after the matter was over, Perfect suddenly talked to him, and said in an unexpectedly gentle tone: "You know, I can't do without you."
Hearing this, he looked up flattered and stammered: "What?"
"Sunlight needs shadows to be bright, red flowers need green leaves to bloom." After finishing these philosophical words perfectly, a smile appeared on his face. This smile was light and windy, just like the smile of the Buddha in the past.
"Oh… "
He was moved inexplicably and lowered his head and said, "I... I'm sorry."
"it is good."
Perfect stretched out his hand, covered his hand, and said something almost childish: "It's settled, we will never separate."
"it is good."
The slender fingers reflected the light, revealing the crystal clear beauty of white jade, he was finally moved, nodded, dragged it with his rough big hand, and said in a trembled voice: "Okay."
In this way, it is ten years.
For ten years, he has always been his shadow, not a similar shadow, but a shadow that sets off. How perfect he is, how flawed he is, how glorious he is, how shameful he is, how perfect he is, he will How ordinary and vulgar, he went to a prestigious university with the highest score, and he followed in with the lowest score. He was surrounded by beautiful women and the stars were shining, and he faithfully gave up all kinds of romantic debts like a shadow.
After a few years, perfect one day suddenly told him: "Oh, I'm married."
"Married?" He was taken aback. With so many women, how could he possibly get married.
"Oh, how should I say, it's just getting married, because the family is persecuting, I have no choice but to find someone to marry casually." Perfectly and subconsciously, he avoided his eyes, but he was angry. They were originally one. How could he throw himself off casually and marry another woman? This is not fair!
"Okay, don't ask, that's it." Perfect seemed to be a little angry, and waved his hand: "Who are you who do you care about my business?"
"But..."
He swallowed and digested the nightmare news carefully. He thought they had always been one, but he didn't expect, he didn't expect...
"How can you not tell me about such a big thing as marriage?" After a long time, he finally found his footing. They are good friends, right? They have always been inseparable, once or were one, how could he marry other women casually
"But..."
"Okay, stop it, you are just a dog by my side."
Perhaps his sad expression stimulated perfection. Perfection suddenly became irritable. He threw the pen in his hand angrily, and his eyes became dark and gloomy: "Who do you think you are? How can you think you are such a despicable creature? With me?"
"Rumble."
Hearing this, he suddenly stunned, standing there quietly, staring at him.
"Do you know why I allow a person like you to be a shadow?" Looking at his face perfectly, he seemed to appreciate the pleasure brought by such stimulation, and asked with a sneer.
"Don't know?" He shook his head dumbly.
"It's very simple." Perfection suddenly stood up, walked up to him, looked down at his face, that perfect and handsome face, facing his squirrel face, looked very vivid: "Because you are nothing. ."
"Rumble."
"What?" He opened his mouth, feeling weak.
"Because you are nothing, your set off can give me confidence in all aspects, so I let you follow me like a worm." Perfect opened his mouth again, saying every word.
"Boom, boom—"
The thunder sounded like the sky smashed down, stunned him, he blinked, and suddenly his eyes went dark...
When he woke up, he was in the ward. Perfect was sitting next to him, with an apologetic expression: "I'm sorry, that... I drank too much and talked nonsense, don't mind." He said, holding him. Hand and smile apologetically.
Still personable, still polite, but...
He gave a sad smile.
When he recovered from his illness, he went to find his perfect wife, Li Fang.
How should I put it, at the beginning, he didn't think about her, because she was not so superbly beautiful, not so brilliant, just a beautiful and quiet young woman, he couldn't imagine why such a woman could hold him That pinched heart, but it doesn't matter, all he needs is to get close to her.
So he followed her and found that she was a typical family woman who rarely went out, but it didn’t matter, she would always go to the supermarket. He pretended to meet her in the supermarket, and then pretended to let her drop the wallet, pick it up, and introduce himself. , And then they met. A simple woman like her who rarely socializes is actually very easy to get started. After getting to know him, he chats with her at night and gradually gets warm. After all, she is at home most of the time, and loneliness can easily give birth to leisure. Thread, leisure thread is easy to give birth to the so-called illusion of feelings.